The Secret of Misfortune and Love

Yan Yuduo was stunned for a moment, thinking about the meaning of the words of the boy who was as beautiful as a deer in front of him, what does it mean that he is no longer a lover?That means, we were lovers before?

At the moment, the eyes are shuttling between the two, and they can clearly feel the strong friendship from each other...

Seeing through, Yan Yuduo smiled, and sat down to eat with the two of them on the grounds that the meal was free, and made friends.

Many topics discussed during the meeting revolved around comics.

Yin Qingkong chewed a small muffin and laughed, "At that time, I called the publishing house where your comics were published to make an appointment, but they didn't reply. I think the plot of the comics is related to the gay protest that broke out two years ago. I guess it might have something to do with that. It is related to the protagonist of this incident, so I contacted Mr. Yan Chenjin, I didn’t expect it was really you, let alone the author would be one of the protagonists.”

"Art comes from life, hahaha, in fact, many created characters have been melted into society like flesh and blood souls, such as Yang Guo and Xiaolongnv, Guo Jing and Huang Rong, in our cognition, they are no longer It's fictional, but it seems to be vividly living in the same time and space as us, isn't it? Why bother so much?" Yan Yuduo said nonchalantly.

Accepting Yan Yuduo's invitation, Yi Luoran and Qingkong were able to live in his house and travel in the Netherlands, and Yan Yuduo acted as a guide.

It was drizzling outside that day, Yi Luoran sat on the bamboo chair and watched the rain scene in the garden outside, with a blanket covering her body.Yin Qingkong was cooking in the kitchen, while Yan Yuduo came over with a fruit salad.

"Xiao Luo, do you have something on your mind that you want to ask me? I always feel that you have something to say to me." Yan Yuduo's feeling is still quite keen, and he has checked the news from Huaxia on the Internet in the past few days. After doing some understanding of Yin Qingkong and Yi Luoran's information, he understood why they appeared here, and why this clear and clear boy always felt shrouded in a heavy haze.

Yi Luoran looked back, her thick and long eyelashes trembling slightly, "I have read your report before, and I have always admired your calm and strong attitude in the face of malicious reports from all over the world. It's very powerful."

The baby-faced man bit a piece of yellow peach, chewed it, and thought, "You think so, probably because Yan Chenjin suppressed too much negative (news), you just didn't see the whole picture, do you really think Do you mean these by being strong? In fact, no, haha, at that time, I also committed suicide by taking sleeping pills. The feeling of being abandoned by the whole world is actually just a feeling. There is not only one of us in the world, as long as someone cares You, you are not abandoned by the whole world."

"Uh……"

Yan Yuduo turned his head and raised his chin towards the kitchen, "That handsome guy obviously has you on top of his heart, what are you struggling with?"

Yi Luoran's eyes drooped dimly, "There was too much pain between us, we can't go back to the past."

The baby-faced man stretched his waist, went to the eaves and stretched out his hand to catch some rain, "Then why do you want to go back to the past? Time flies, and the time flies by. If there is pain in the past, why bother to go back to the past? Let's go together." Isn't it better to manage the future? Are you curious about the matter between me and Yan Chenjin?"

"Well, if you don't care about the past, why do you draw those cartoons full of your good memories?"

"Your words left me speechless. Too much pursuit of a reason is meaningless. At first, I was like you, struggling a lot. Yan Chenjin and I also took a lot of detours to report on you. You also read it, right? He told the media that his private life was chaotic, he was infected with HIV, and so on. Later, he did violent things to me against my will, and then I swallowed sleeping pills and died. Passing shoulder to shoulder, if the past is to be pursued, it is impossible for Yan Chenjin and I to be together again."

"Then why..."

"Because I love him, he loves me too, and when I thought I was really infected with HIV, the decision he made was not to stay away and abandon, but..." Yan Yuduo's voice softened, and he closed his eyes She was also extremely gentle, and then looked at Yi Luoran seriously, "Fucked me!"

"Uh...?" The beautiful boy opened his eyes wide in astonishment.

"You just got sick together! Xiao Luo, I think if you are infected with HIV, that guy inside will definitely make the same choice as Yan Chenjin?"

Yi Luoran was stunned, "But..."

Before he could finish speaking, he saw a tall and handsome blond man galloping towards him with a coat on his head, speaking Dutch, which he couldn't understand.However, he recognized this big boy from a foreign country. In Yan Yuduo's anti-gay discrimination incident against the whole world, this big boy was Yan Chenjin's rival in love. People did not come together in the end.

"Here, let me introduce. This is my honored guest. Yi Luoran, Xiao Luo, this is Fraslant Nico. He is a super longboard skater. You can learn from each other when you have time."

Obviously Yi Luoran and Yin Qingkong are here, and Yan Yuduo has already mentioned it to Nico on the phone or chat software, so after the warm greeting, there is no sense of unfamiliarity, and Nico goes to the kitchen to help Yin Qingkong cook. Authentic Dutch cuisine.

Yi Luoran looked at Yan Yuduo hugging and chatting with Nico with bright eyes, a little confused, "Xiaoduo, you and Mr. Freslant...has he not given up on you yet?"

"Haha, no way, we are just very good friends now. To be honest, he has nothing to say to me. At the beginning, I relied on him to support me to stand up. But I have to recognize my heart. The person I love, It’s just that dead ghost Yan Chenjin, I can’t help it, who told me to love him. What about you, can you really treat that handsome guy in the past as a thing of the past?”

Yi Luoran turned her head and looked in the direction of the kitchen, just in time Yin Qingkong came out wearing an apron, with a plate of fried river prawns in her hand, she brought it to the two of them and handed it to Yi Luoran, "I'll satisfy your hunger first."

Then he squatted down and touched Yi Luoran's cold hands, "Is it cold?"

Yi Luoran looked at the man carefully, then slowly shook her head, "It's not cold."

"Well, you eat first, the big meal will be ready later." The big hand rubbed his short, smooth and shiny hair, and the man went back to the kitchen.

Yan Yuduo saw it in his eyes, and his heart became clear, "I read some of your materials and some domestic news, you are quite famous now, haha, that Cheng Lixia, compared to you, is actually more like The relationship between me and Nico, if you say that you don’t love at all, it’s impossible, after all, you have paid so much for yourself, but sometimes, we will eventually have to make a choice, if you feel that you just close yourself like this, you can escape what you want Faced with the pain of choice, then you are all wrong, it will only delay everyone, the person who loves you will still guard you and watch you, and the person you can’t exchange your sincerity will also be because of a little My son kept waiting and hoping, and the final result was that all three of them suffered."

"He... is engaged." Yi Luoran looked at the ring finger.

"Then what you can do is to make a wish to God, and hope that he is happy, Xiao Luo, don't let this man who keeps guarding you every step of the way become a scarecrow alone." Yan Yuduo patted him on the shoulder, "By the way, You join my group, and I will introduce some Sha (bi) to you later."

Sha (pen)...

Yi Luoran is messy.

The wind was a bit strong at night, and the big raindrops slapped on the window.

In this kind of weather, only when your lover is by your side, you will not be lonely, and it will even become a kind of enjoyment. If you are not sad at this time, then congratulations, the people around you must be very concerned about you people.

The man was a bit tired after a busy day. He came out of the bathroom, brought a cup of hot milk into Yi Luoran's room, and put the milk on the bedside cabinet. Yi Luoran was reading a novel.

"Hey, drink the milk and go to bed early. If the rain stops tomorrow, we will follow Yan Yuduo to the orphanage he opened."

Yi Luoran didn't say a word, her eyes seemed to be absorbed in the book without even lifting her eyelids.

Yin Qingkong rubbed her nose resentfully, "Then...then you watch, remember not to watch for too long, I'll go back to my room first..."

There was reluctance in her eyes, she wished she could hug him and fall asleep...but...hey...the man turned around, his back was lonely.

Uh……

His wrist was clenched, and he turned his head in surprise, only to see that lilac-like figure had already settled in front of him. He was standing on the bed wearing pajamas and pajamas, looking at him gently.

"What's the matter?"

And the response to him was a figure bent down, his body was tightly encircled, this hug was... The man's eyes widened, and he felt his heart start beating violently.

Yi Luoran held his face in her hands, while Yin Qingkong, already in tears, wrapped her hands tightly around her slender waist.

precious……

Warmth also fell from Yi Luoran's eyes, and he kissed those tears, along the man's eyebrows, eyes, nose, cheeks, and then to those slightly cold and trembling lips.

"Come back, please... I will never lose you again... Please..." The wild and unruly man cried into a wronged child at this moment. Once he made a mistake, he would lose his beloved forever , this punishment is too severe for him to bear.

Because of the other party's choice, he chose another person, he could only endure the feeling of death in his heartache, to support, be strong, and guard, but God knows how much he wanted to kneel down and beg him to forgive himself, to give himself the opportunity to repent and reform himself. Opportunity, but I'm afraid that being so sloppy will make my lover's burden even heavier, and I don't want to make things difficult and force him...

But... But everything, when he looked at himself, hugged himself, and kissed himself with this kind of eyes again, those pretended strengths collapsed.

"Well, we will never be separated again, brother." He opened his hands, "Hold me to sleep."

The man's eyes were full of ecstasy, unbelievable, almost as if possessed by a demon, he hugged his lover's waist with trembling hands, bent his legs around his waist, pressed him into the soft quilt, and then ignored All kissed up.

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