The Secret of Misfortune and Love

"I...don't know." Yi Luoran answered honestly, he really didn't know whether to accept Xia Li, maybe finding someone to escape the current wound would be a good choice.

"Have you read all the messages I sent you?"

Yi Luoran raised her head, saw the man's dark and deep eyes, lowered her eyelids, and nodded, "Yes, I see."

"Hehe..." Yin Qingkong smiled dryly and bitterly, "I see, it's okay, I haven't seen you for a long time, and I haven't had a good talk all this time, go sit with me."

"okay!"

Getting on Yin Qingkong's electric car, the person in front turned around and tied his scarf around Yi Luoran, "It's very cold, don't catch a cold."

He was stunned, just like in the past, he cared for himself so much.

Without refusing, Yi Luoran remained silent, he was afraid that if he opened his mouth, he would not be able to help but blurt out those longings that were almost unstoppable.

After a long ride, the car was parked in a multi-storey community. Yin Qingkong rented a standard room for 400 yuan a month. The water and electricity are self-care. The room is very simple, with a bed and a table, but there is a washing machine and air conditioner. Not bad for a rural wage earner.

"It's a bit crude." Yin Qingkong smiled faintly, "You won't dislike it, will you?"

"What are you talking about?" Yi Luoran felt uncomfortable.

We used to carry coal briquettes together, steal sweet potatoes together, sleep on the floor together, eat a cake, and drink a bottle of water together, but now he asks himself in such a strange way: You don’t feel disgusted, do you?

"I thought you would be admitted to Tsinghua University. We will never see each other again in this life. Why did you come to Z City to study in university?" Yin Qingkong asked.

Yi Luoran raised her head, looked at this face that was daydreaming and sleepy day and night, her heart was twisted and uncomfortable, she wanted to say it was for you, to get closer to you, to miss the time of living together, but her eyes fell on the bed On the first textbook for the second grade, it belonged to Li Yiran, and the words "Li Yiran" were written on the book cover.

"It's nothing, I think I'd better go, we really shouldn't see each other again." Yi Luoran turned around, not wanting to stay in this room any longer.

The wrist was pulled, Yin Qingkong strode up and hugged him from behind, her chin rested on his shoulder, her voice was filled with unbearable pain, "Do you really hate me so much? You really don't even want to see me?"

Yi Luoran held Yin Qingkong's hand by her waist, her eyes were sore, and her heart felt tight, "No..."

"What's that?" Yin Qingkong turned the person over to face her, her eyes were red, staring at Yi Luoran's eyes.

"It's because..." Before he could think of a suitable excuse, his lips were roughly sucked.

Being pressed against the wall, Yi Luoran felt as if his brain had exploded. He felt Yin Qingkong holding his face, and they kissed inseparably.

He felt that he was no longer under the control of his brain, and his body was instinctively... instinctively responding to Yin Qingkong's kiss, telling his thoughts and love for this man honestly, wanting to hug him tightly and touch him he.

They were entangled with each other fiercely, their clothes were taken off one by one, and Yi Luoran was also taken and dumped onto the not-so-large single bed, he could feel Yin Qingkong's scorching lips leaving strong traces all over his body , Yin Qingkong gave him traces!

He leaned on his body and panted violently, juxtaposed with his, wrapped in a big hand, just like that rippling night of youth and ignorance...

But his hand suddenly touched the sophomore English textbook written with the words Li Yiran, his mind cleared up instantly, and the pain seemed to be dying, the person on his body bowed his head to ask for a kiss again, Yi Luoran grabbed the book Standing in front of the two of them, "That's enough Brother Qingkong, that's enough."

"Xiaoluo..." Yin Qingkong froze for a moment, her voice was sad and pleading.

"enough……"

He pushed Yin Qingkong's hand away, sat up silently, picked up his clothes and put them on.

The man sat there motionless and silent.

"You already have a lover, forget about the past, and, let's not meet in private again." Yi Luo fled and left here.

Back in the dormitory, Yi Luoran tucked herself into the bed, Xia Li was terribly worried and ran over to ask, but Yi Luoran just kept her head depressed and said nothing.

After a long time, he leaned out to take a breath of fresh air, Xia Li immediately came up and looked at Yi Luoran fixedly, waiting for an explanation.

"I saw Brother Qingkong." Yi Luoran did not lie.

"Uh...then what?"

"Xia Li, I'm sorry, I can't accept your feelings, I'm really sorry."

Xia Li rubbed the back of his head, he must have been frustrated, but he smiled relievedly, "My suddenness must have embarrassed you, but we have a long life ahead, and there are still three years left in college, so you and Yin Qingkong will only be together for three years. Is it just less than a year? I will move you slowly, and it is true, in your situation, to confess your love, it means taking advantage of others, and it will damage my image of Xia Li, hey. "

Yi Luoran breathed a sigh of relief, thank you, Xia Li, thank you very much.

……

In the blink of an eye, March 3st is Yin Qingkong's birthday. In the past 21, 07 and 08, I have chosen birthday gifts for Yin Qingkong every time on this day, but I just picked them and never gave them away. .

This is Yin Qingkong's 20th birthday.

The first year we met was in 05, and he gave him an MP3. In 06, he gave him roller skates. In the third year, he transferred to Beijing before the end of the first semester of senior high school, and prepared a four-leaf clover amethyst. The gold Pixiu bracelet, in 08, was a souvenir of the Beijing Olympics. Last year, he prepared for the college entrance examination and drew a portrait of him by himself. This year...

He will still prepare gifts, but he still won't give them out. He will keep preparing them until when he forgets about him, or when he thinks about it and it doesn't hurt anymore.

Like those two backgammon couple phones and couple numbers.

Yi Luoran bought two golden kidney beans, and then chose jade beads to string into two necklaces.

Yin Qingkong, happy birthday.

Walking alone on the campus, Xia Li had left to participate in club activities, and it was rare for him to be free, so it was good, on his birthday, he could think about him quietly.

However, a pair of obtrusive figures appeared in front of him, Yi Luo frowned, and then strode over.

It's Li Yiran, but he is very intimate with a girl holding hands, what is this?

He rushed over aggressively and stopped in front, and asked Li Yiran, "What are you doing? Are you worthy of Yin Qingkong like this?"

The boy was taken aback at first, then recognized Yi Luoran, and a disdainful smile appeared on his face, "It's you, who should I be, you care so much about him, why don't you go How are you with him? I have already broken up with him, so you don't care about me, do you?"

"Who is this?" The ordinary-looking girl asked, but she was fascinated by Yi Luoran's handsome appearance, and she looked a little nympho and shy.

Li Yiran was a little annoyed at pulling the girl, "Crazy."

Yi Luoran froze in place, broke up?The next moment he caught up with Li Yiran again, "Why did you break up? Did you cheat and betray him?"

"What are you talking about? If you have anything, you can ask him, don't ask me." Li Yiran quickly left while grabbing the girl's hand.

Yi Luoran clenched the pair of necklaces in her pocket, and finally hailed a taxi and went straight to Yin Qingkong's residence.

A little impatient, at this point, he should be at work, waiting with endless thoughts in his arms, he sat at the door of the standard room corridor, constantly thinking about how to speak when he saw the clear sky.

The phone rang, it was Zhao Bin.

"Hello, Brother Bin?"

"Xiaoyi, today is Qingkong's birthday, remember?"

"Well, remember!" He rubbed the gift in his hand.

"Dali just contacted Qingkong, this guy is finally avoiding us now hahaha, we are going to have a party for him after he gets off work, do you want to come over? Of course, if it is forced, then forget it."

"Well, I'll go, where is the place? I'll prepare the cake!" Yi Luoran hurriedly agreed.

Zhao Bin was stunned for a moment, originally thinking that Yi Luoran would refuse, "That's great, I'll leave the cake to you, that's right, we are all such good brothers, how could we be so good because of such a trivial matter? The children will never get in touch with each other, right?"

Looking at his watch, there are still three hours before dark, "Well, Brother Bin, wait for me, I'm going to buy cakes now."

"Okay, waiting for you!"

In the cake shop, Yi Luoran chose a rectangular cake with layers of orange petals and strawberries on the sides, four small flowers at the four corners, and the blank space of the vanilla-flavored cream in the center wrote: Happy Birthday.

It's spring now. I passed by a men's clothing store, thought about it, and went in to pick out a black men's spring jacket, which is the latest model this year.

The New Year’s money saved in the past few years and the pocket money given by parents have basically been spent. Two mobile phones, two bracelets, and two golden green beans. Many people may feel this way. They use their own money to buy things for their loved ones. , will not feel distressed at all.

The meeting place is a home-cooked restaurant in the clear sky working area, the name is Xiaotiandi.

He took the cake and went into the designated box. The three people inside were clinking glasses. His presence obviously made the atmosphere stiff.

Zhao Bin put down his wine glass, got up quickly and greeted him, "Ha, Xiaoyi, you're finally here, I'm waiting for you."

Yin Qingkong looked at him and frowned slightly, apparently Zhao Bin and the others didn't tell him that Yi Luoran would come.

Handing over the cake, Yi Luoran smiled nicely and warmly, "Brother Qingkong, happy birthday."

"Well, thank you." Yin Qingkong replied softly, then sat down and said nothing.

After sitting down and serving the tableware, Zhao Bin handed over the menu, "What else does Xiaoyi want to eat?"

"No, these are enough for us to eat."

Yin Dali opened the cake box, "I'll go, what a beautiful cake, square, with four flowers, haha, it suits the four of us, I will choose!"

Yi Luoran handed over the coat and one of the string bean necklaces, "Birthday present."

Yin Qingkong was stunned for a moment, then nodded lightly and accepted it.