The Secret of Misfortune and Love

I just buried my head in eating, and I didn't feel embarrassed when my uncle and aunt asked me a question, and I didn't feel embarrassed. They probably understood my dull temper now, and didn't ask too much. They left with an excuse after eating, leaving me and Ouyang Chenshuo alone. Probably they had discussed it before.

On the second floor, Ouyang's room is still the same, and the layout inside has not changed much. I used to love his bed the most. Maybe there is too much smell of him in it, which makes me comfortable and greedy.

"Unhappy?" he asked.

I turned my head away, not daring to look into his eyes, "No."

I really didn't lie, just being able to get along with him at such a close distance, I feel like my palms are sweating, and I can't be unhappy, it's just that I don't dare to expect such warmth.

"There will be a food festival in xx city in a few days, shall we go together?" He sat on the side of the bed and looked at me with a lazy smile.

The eyes are like coaxing a child.

Inexplicably, I felt that these words were familiar, and then I remembered that this was what Han Xiao said to me before.

"Sorry, I have already agreed to someone else's invitation, so I can't go with you." I still refused after all, and I didn't want to get any closer to him. He is a black hole. For me, getting close is tantamount to destruction .

However, a scene that frightened me happened. He suddenly stretched out his hand, approached me and touched my face. My heart was full of turbulent waves, and then I retreated suddenly and fell to one side unsteadily.

And he yelled: "Xiu!", and then pulled me suddenly, so we fell onto the big bed hugging each other.

He was pressing on my body, but he didn't get off of me immediately after he came to his senses, I struggled: "Get up, let me get up..."

However, he was unmoved. He just clasped my shoulders, turned to ride on me, and looked at me from top to bottom. His eyes were so complicated that I didn't understand. Are you resisting me?"

I feel like crying a little bit, where is my resistance?

"Let me go..." I was a little weak.

But he held my face again and bent down!

My mind went blank for a while, and it was like a thunderbolt piercing the sky and buzzing in my mind, he kissed me, he kissed me!Why……

After a long time, he let go of my lips, and they were still very close, I could clearly see the distance between his eyelashes, his eyes were so sad, "Why don't you respond to me, don't you like me?"

I actually feel that such a sentence sounds humiliating to me, don't you like me?

After all, he still doesn't forgive me in his heart, right?

"I'm sorry..." I closed my eyes, apologizing for everything I've done.

"I don't really want to hear these three words, and you have nothing to be sorry for me. Seriously, now you... don't like me anymore, do you?"

I don't understand why he said that, let alone why he looked at me with such sad eyes, and why he kissed me...

But I know very well, I love him!It is better than everything in my life. If he is just reluctant to like me, maybe he just because he has completely lost Shapino, and even I, the guy who once hated him, chooses not to like him. He is not reconciled, then I am very willing for him Feel my love, but this is just my own thing, I don't want to let myself be any burden to him.

So he gritted his teeth and reached out to touch his waistband. He was obviously taken aback and looked at me with some surprise.

I still didn't dare to look into his eyes, I probably didn't have any face to look at him anymore, I pushed him to turn over, turned into me on top, and untied his belt, probably only in this way, hehe, I now Suddenly, I thought that in Han Xiao's apartment that day, I held his head to serve me, but now I am willing to be served by Ouyang holding his head. In front of him, he was probably not as good as a dog.

He was finally too hard, I slowly eased off my clothes, but the clumsiness of my right leg made me very difficult, I raised my eyes, but met Ouyang's smiling face, he looked at me with a smile, and said: "I I won’t help you, you will be the same as last time, do everything by yourself.”

There is a feeling of being lingering instantly, I guess my face must be ashen, he is humiliating me!

Embarrassment, anger, sadness or despair all of a sudden took over my heart. I quickly pulled up my pants and fastened my clothes, but he was a little puzzled and looked at me cautiously: "What's the matter?"

"Sorry... I can't do it, I... I want to go home, let's talk another day!" I stumbled up, trying to escape.

But his wrist was pulled by him, Ouyang looked at me with a sullen face: "I don't want you to leave today."

Then he put me under him and took the initiative.

……

I can't feel anything except pain, oh no, there is a feeling of suffocation from time to time, I forget how to breathe from time to time, how can I persuade myself to ignore the pain in my heart.

He gasped for breath, then kissed away the tears that formed a river on my face, and asked me over and over again: "Why are you crying?"

He said over and over again: "I don't want to hurt you Xiu, but I can't help it, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

I think he was trying to ease the pain of losing Shapiro by hurting me, which I understand, so I don't blame him.

but……

I slowly pulled up my clothes, struggled to sit up, I also recognized the mottled marks all over my body, probably this is a reward, I should regard it as a reward, but, Ouyang, "From now on, let's be strangers! "

I said, I didn't dare to look at his expression, I only knew that his body was very stiff and he was looking at me all the time. I came out with a limp, but he didn't catch up.

Saying goodbye to my uncle and aunt in a hurry, I guess they probably know what happened to me and Ouyang in the room just now, after all, the traces on my body are too obvious, I almost went back to Ling's house in a panic like fleeing.

Ouyang sent another message, and he said: If I said something wrong somewhere, I apologize to you.

Then I said something like looking for a topic, but I didn't reply at all.

Then, I had a fever because I refused to clean up what he left in my body, hehe, I was really crazy.

A few days later, Han Xiao came to me with great interest: "You promised to go to the food festival we talked about a few days ago."

My cousin and I informed him that he was too lazy to take care of this kind of thing. During this period, Ouyang Chenshuo came twice again, but I avoided them. To put it bluntly, I didn’t blame him for hurting me. I blame him, but my mind is fighting. This is a contradictory result, so I can only escape.

Han smiled and greeted me into his car, then carefully put on my seat belt, kissed the back of my hand under Ouyang Chenshuo's gaze, and then drove away. I strangle.

Or strangle Han Xiao to death.

So otherwise it is an illusion, huh, huh.

This food festival brings together a lot of popular and popular snacks. Some of the popular stalls are said to have a daily turnover of tens of thousands. Han Xiao’s demeanor is also very intimate. Now that gays are more tolerant in the public, I have not only met three couples holding hands, so when Han Xiao took my hand, I didn’t chew it. Maybe this kind of crowd is surging , I need such a human crutch.

However, after only holding for 10 minutes, my other hand was held!

I raised my head in surprise, and met Ouyang Chenshuo's spring-like clear eyes, and then he pulled away Han Xiao with a look of astonishment, "I ran into you here, a few days ago, I asked you to come for a stroll Here’s a food festival, but you came with someone else? Let’s go, I’ll buy you whatever you want.”

Han Xiao's face darkened: "I said Mr. Ouyang, you also said that Ling rejected you, and now he is dating me, is this not good for you?"

Dating?I was surprised, but thinking about it, it seemed that this was indeed a date.

"Sorry, my child is underage, and I, as a parent, don't allow it!" Ouyang Chenshuo actually said this with a serious face, then bent down and carried me on his back, and walked in the opposite direction. There was a burst of surprise.

Han Xiao followed, "Mr. Ouyang, how could you do this? Let Ling go."

"Go away, be careful to let your company go bankrupt!"

I really didn't expect Ouyang Chenshuo to be such a person, or have such a side.

The vicious look just now was really quite bluffing, at least Han Xiao really didn't keep up.

He carried me to the parking lot next to his car, and then someone pushed a wheelchair out, what the hell, I'm just lame, not paralyzed!

He carefully put me on the wheelchair, and then pushed me to the food area in the distance again.

"I can go!" I said dissatisfied.

"Are you dating him?" He simply ignored my protest.

"Yeah, that's right. He is very nice and treats me very well. I..."

"It's over, I won't allow it." He interrupted me directly.

I turned my head and looked up at him in astonishment, what do you mean?

"Why?" I gritted my teeth and asked, I thought of some guess, a guess that made me horrified, a guess that I wouldn't believe even if he admitted it.

"No reason, I don't allow it, so I don't allow it." He didn't say the answer I guessed, maybe the answer is simple, he just doesn't allow it, it's ridiculous that I dare to expect him to have that kind of feeling for me?

I kept silent for the rest of the time, but he was in high spirits, introducing which food from time to time, saying that he basically ignored that this kind of food is the most delicious Chinese essence. I know that he used to go in and out of simple high-end Restaurant, I learned from him for my faults.

And I also know that the person who loves street food is Charpinau.

I have been silently listening to him, and he will also buy some food that he wants to eat and give it to me. He just pushes me and walks like this. I suddenly enjoy the time at this moment, even if it’s just like stealing. , Steal this half of self-deceiving happiness.

So when I saw a family of three who also came to the food festival opposite, the frozen expression on Ouyang's face still hurt me.