The Secret of Misfortune and Love

"I don't want to leave, Brother Qingkong, I want to be with you, I don't want to be separated from you." He hugged Yin Qingkong's arm tightly, and when he thought of going back to Beijing, it would be difficult to see Yin Qingkong after being separated by thousands of miles. Terrified.

"Actually, it's fine for you to leave. I'm very disappointed in No. [-] Middle School. It's because I didn't think highly of you that this happened to you, and the school's attitude of shirking responsibility by turning big things into small things... Forget it, you go to Beijing With parents watching, it might be better to go to a better school." Yin Qingkong said such words.

On the warm big bed, the two teenagers hugged each other tightly, maybe they were just too close, so they never noticed or admitted some different feelings in their hearts.

Yi Luoran failed to win over her parents. Her mother was a beautiful, capable and powerful woman. She sat in the school principal's office aggressively and insisted on suing those who dared to treat her son like this. In the end, Yi Luoran pleaded for mercy. I hope this matter will become a big one. After all, being bullied is not an honorable thing. He asked those students to write a guarantee letter and never bully other students. This matter will be settled. The most important thing is that Yin Qingkong beat Ma Shichao very badly , if punished, Yin Qingkong will not be able to escape responsibility.

And he, after all, failed to convince his mother, was transferred to Beijing.

Time flies, if a white horse passes through the gap, falling rocks and flying flowers...

In the past two years, Yi Luoran has grown in stature. He has written down Yin Qingkong's phone number, but he has never contacted him once. He changed a new number, but he always remembers his 543 number and That old Nokia phone that got thrown in the toilet hole.

When he first transferred to Beijing, he missed Yi Luoran like a tide, and he always called Yin Qingkong and the others to express his missing, until one day, he saw two men kissing in the street on the streets of Beijing. , one of them proposed to the other, and he really began to understand the three words of homosexuality.

He searched a lot of information on the Internet, watched the gay movie "Lan Yu" starring Hu Jun published in 01, and cried for a long time after being tortured by the plot, only then did he realize his feelings for Yin Qingkong?

But at this time, Zhao Bin announced the good news to him, saying that Yin Qingkong was in love, and the object was the class flower who was also in the eighth class of the first grade.

From then on, Yi Luoran shut down that mobile phone number, never opened it again, and never contacted Yin Qingkong and the others again.

Although they knew it was ridiculous and vexatious to do so, they must be very sad, right?

But no matter what, he couldn't turn a blind eye to the emotion in his heart. He liked Yin Qingkong, and this cognition destroyed him. He fell in love with a person of the same sex, but he knew that the other person liked girls. After a deep understanding, he knows how heavy the same-sex love has to bear, and he can't let Qingkong bear those burdens like himself, but he can no longer pretend to be friends to chat.

Forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye.

In the third year of senior high school, Yi Luoran was learning musical instruments and painting, and her grades were excellent. Her facial features became more beautiful, and her figure became very good due to long-term swimming. She also grew a lot taller. He has almost become the most handsome prince charming in the hearts of all the girls in the school.

His parents thought that Yi Luoran would apply for Tsinghua University, because that was his ambition since he was a child. However, no one thought that he would choose a university in Z city.

This year, Yi Luoran was 17 years old and Yin Qingkong was 19 years old.

It took more than half a day to travel from city Z to the county seat and then to the town. Yi Luoran felt his thoughts wandering along the way. He didn't know why he gave up Tsinghua University and came to this province to study, but he seemed to know the answer. He is greedy for the days here, recalling countless nights from the second to the third year of junior high school, sleeping with Qingkong, and playing with Zhao Binli and the others. They went to the fields to harvest wheat, transplant rice seedlings, go fishing, and pick lotus flowers together. Stealing lotus seeds, and also stealing sweet potatoes, those days were so beautiful that it was unreal.

He regretted that he had completely cut off contact with them for more than two years, and now he wanted to see them but lost his courage.

Standing on the street of the small town, the 17-year-old is no longer the timid, thin and short boy. Although he is still young, his temperament is outstanding. His handsome appearance and tasteful clothes have attracted many passers-by. The shops selling fruit were still there, but none of them recognized Yi Luoran.

He walked along the road in the small town, recalling the images of when he went to and from school with them, and unknowingly walked to the gate of the village. In just over two years, the school has been renovated and a new teaching building was built. , the gate has also been refurbished, and many more stores have opened in the surrounding area. Doing business seems to have become more and more popular in recent years.

"Yi Luoran?"

A voice behind him called his name, and he turned around abruptly, seeing a familiar face with a smile on his face, Yi Luoran strode over, "Brother Bin!"

Zhao Bin was very surprised. Looking at the tall, thin and handsome Yi Luoran, he froze for a long time before recovering from his surprise, "It's really you! Good boy, I haven't seen you in two years, you're so tall, you're holding your hair long Bar?"

Yi Luoran smiled shyly, "Well, Brother Bin, why are you here?"

"It's not that the college entrance examination is over. The school I applied for has not started yet. I went to Z city to attend a garbage college. Just now my mother asked me to come to this town to buy some feed for pigs. I didn't expect to see you. I almost didn't dare to recognize you. , when did you come back?" Zhao Bin was obviously very excited, but two years was enough for them to feel a little more unfamiliar.

"I was admitted to xx University in Z City, and it hasn't started yet, so I came here to have a look. I miss you a little bit. By the way, Brother Qingkong... What school did he go to?"

Zhao Bin's complexion suddenly became a little ugly, and he finally sighed, "Yes, you have been away for so long, and none of us could contact you at that time, Qingkong dropped out of school not long after you left."

"What?" Yi Luoran was stunned.

"At that time, he was dating a girl in Class [-]. We didn't know what he was thinking at that time. He broke up within a few days of talking. We didn't know the reason. Then he said to send you a text message I didn’t reply anymore, we all called you, and you kept turning off the phone, and then he became a little abnormal at school, and he was silent all day long, until the winter vacation at the end of the first semester of high school, the class held a year Yes, he actually drank too much alcohol, and then... called you crying in front of so many students and teachers, saying that he didn't answer his calls because he knew you were sick... Anyway, it's a mess, the school We all know that he actually likes you. This matter caused a lot of trouble in school. The students gossip about him, saying it’s no wonder you were bullied by Ma Shichao and the others that time. Later, the school asked his parents to talk. In fact, he just needs to say that he was drunk and fooling around. But he is stubborn, you know, he doesn't like to explain too much, and he insists on admitting that it is... that kind of... ..."

The feeling of the world falling apart.