boyfriend died again

Regarding this, He Jiaze only had one thing to say, but he couldn't say it: You bastard lied to me again.

The examination results showed that there was nothing wrong with it, and the doctor couldn't see anything wrong, but He Jiaze still insisted that he couldn't see anything.

Ji Chuanliao looked at several checklists over and over, trying to find out what was missing, but he didn't think about being deceived at all.

Those results very likely mean that all the lies are about to be exposed. He Jiaze is in a panic now, only thinking of ending all this quickly, so that Ji Chuanliao will no longer be obsessed with whether his eyes recover or not.

So when Ji Chuanliao asked him further if he had any other symptoms, He Jiaze, as always, chose to divert Ji Chuanliao's attention by crying with real emotion.

Just when Ji Chuanliao put down the problem at hand and frantically took care of He Jiaze's emotions, he suddenly heard a passing person say, "He Jiaze? Are you okay?"

Hearing the sound, the two cast their gazes at the middle-aged woman. Her name is Ni Qiong, and she is a tutor in He Jiaze's college. She is also very famous in this field and has many projects in her hands. He Jia One of Ze's parents was an old friend of hers, so to He Jiaze, she was considered half an elder.

He Jiaze only glanced at it, then naturally shifted his gaze to other places.

Ni Qiong and Ji Chuanliao looked at each other. The two had never met each other. Neither of them knew that He Jiaze knew such a person. What's more, when Ni Qiong saw He Jiaze, he was obviously not in a good condition. He inspected the strange man next to him with scrutiny.

Ni Qiong asked Ji Chuanliao with a bit of vigilance without losing her bearing: "You two know each other?"

Ji Chuanliao: "Well, Ozawa can't see now, may I ask who you are?"

Ni Qiong nodded, and said clearly: "I've heard about He Jiaze's illness for some time. I'm Ni Qiong, and I might be his future mentor." Every time she saw He Jiaze, she would persuade him to consider graduate school, obviously It is to have certain expectations for He Jiaze.

"Aunt Ni, why are you here?" He Jiaze was surprised. When Ni Qiong appeared, he stopped sobbing, but he had to maintain his own settings. ignore.

Ni Qiong: "Come and see a colleague, is he your friend?"

He Jiaze said: "Well, the doctor my brother found for me is Ji Chuanliao."

Ni Qiong was relieved a little, and asked again: "Is your health better?"

When it comes to matters related to this, He Jiaze will always have adverse reactions. Ji Chuanliao spoke up immediately, and replied on his behalf: "Ozawa is temporarily blind. Judging from the examination results, all aspects of the body's functions are normal. Normal, except... his eyes are still blind, and I'm trying to figure out why."

Ni Qiong nodded when she heard the words, and thought about it: "Could it be that the problem is not with the body?"

He Jiaze's heart rose to the sky after she said these words. He grabbed Ji Chuanliao's hand, and said in an urgent tone, "Why did you lie to me? I don't want to come to the hospital. I want to go home. I'll go back right away." .”

Ji Chuanliao: "No, no... just called some people to come to the house to help you take a look. We are not in the hospital." As he spoke, he winked at Ni Qiong, hoping to win her cooperation.

Seeing this, Ni Qiong seemed to be more determined in her guess.

He Jiaze said: "If we were at home, why would Aunt Ni come to my house to see her colleagues?"

Ni Qiong: "Don't be nervous, I came after my colleague." After that, she looked at Ji Chuanliao again: "His mental state is obviously not good. There may be psychological reasons for not recovering vision."

Unexpected surprise, He Jiaze breathed a sigh of relief. He didn't expect that Ni Qiong's appearance not only did not speed up his revelation, but threw a better reason into his arms.

Maybe this is God's assist.

This reason is enough to convince Ji Chuanliao. He Jiaze's recent performance has indeed made him very worried. His mood fluctuates greatly and is erratic, as well as the hysteria in the past few days, which can confirm Ni Qiong's guess.

Ni Qiong continued: "If he has ever been stimulated by some unacceptable experience, it has brought him an indelible psychological shadow, making him subconsciously unwilling to face the reality and close himself, so as to escape what he does not want. something to see."

He Jiaze was surprisingly quiet, he acted depressed enough, but he was madly calling Ni Qiong in his heart.

Why didn't he think of such a wonderful reason before?

Ji Chuanliao frowned, listening to Ni Qiong's words, his heart filled with guilt, he clenched He Jiaze's wrist, and He Jiaze could feel the slight tremor coming from his hand.

Ni Qiong: "Of course, this is only a possibility. Although there is obviously something wrong with his mental state, it is not 100% sure that this is the reason why he cannot see." She took a step forward and placed her hand on He Jiaze. On the shoulder, he patted twice, "Anyway, you should know the dangers of mental illness, don't procrastinate, and you must receive counseling and treatment when necessary."

He Jiaze smiled and said, "I don't need it for the time being, this will do." Ji Chuanliao moved his wrist, and said to Ji Chuanliao, "Have the doors and windows been repaired? I want to go back to my room and rest."

Now no matter what He Jiaze said, Ji Chuanliao would follow suit. After saying goodbye to Ni Qiong, he took He Jiaze's hand and hurried towards the safe passage.

There is no one else in the stairwell. Apart from the elevator, there are steps and escalators in the center of the hospital. It is very convenient to go up and down. Not many people will deliberately find a safe passage.

Ji Chuanliao just needed a space where no one else was around, and a door. When he entered the stairwell, he turned his back again, took out the key again, and randomly opened a keyhole on the door to insert it.

When the door of the safe passage opened again, the scene outside the door was completely different from when they entered.

He Jiaze, who witnessed the whole process, was in a very complicated mood. He could only describe it as miraculous. Is it so convenient to be a monster?I really don't want to be human anymore.

He followed Ji Chuanliao out of the stairway and into his bedroom.

Then, he was pushed to sit on the bay window sill, Ji Chuanliao knelt down in front of his knees, buried his head between his knees, took his hand, and said sadly: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry... "

It was he who brought irreparable harm to He Jiaze, but he could only watch helplessly as He Jiaze weaved a cocoon to seal himself off. He couldn't help him with anything, couldn't help him get rid of all the pain, and could only make things worse .

She obviously wanted him to be happy and worry-free, to give him a peaceful and happy life, and to protect him, but all of this was messed up.

At this moment, Ji Chuanliao suddenly understood the warning Chang Ming gave him when he left Hades—if you don't listen to my advice, even if you tamper with the book of life and death, that person's fate will not be much better.

But no matter how much you apologize, no matter how much you blame yourself, there is no way to remedy the mistakes you have made.What he wanted was not He Jiaze's understanding, but a way to get the best of both worlds.

Ji Chuanliao raised his head again, stared into He Jiaze's eyes, and said, "You don't want to go out, we can stay on the island forever, I will accompany you, and I will accompany you to do whatever you want."

He Jiaze didn't know how to react to such a serious matter, should he be flattered?No... It is common to be favored by lovers.

He folded one hand on the back of Ji Chuanliao's, lowered his head and narrowed his eyes, and said softly: "I'm fine, better than most people, the people I like also like me, we are together Happy most of the time, I have great family, great friends, great lovers, so ... I'm okay."

But the more he heard He Jiaze say that he was fine with an insignificant attitude, the more Ji Chuanliao sank into the quagmire of self-blame and couldn't extricate himself.

He Jiaze took Ji Chuanliao's hand and put it on his lips, with his lower lip lightly touching Ji Chuanliao's index finger joint, and said in a soft and shallow voice, "I'm a little sleepy, why don't you coax me to sleep?"

Ji Chuanliao: "You slept for too long."

He Jiaze said: "I slept for a long time, but you didn't accompany me, so those don't count." He patted the edge of the bay window and asked Ji Chuanliao to sit beside him: "Basking in the sun here It's comfortable and we'll be falling asleep in no time."

The bay window is wide enough to accommodate two people, but he needs to bend his knees to lie on it. Ji Chuanliao was pulled up by He Jiaze and sat on the inner wall of the bay window. He wrapped He Jiaze between his arms Let him depend on himself.

The two cuddled together, close enough that they could talk with just whispers, and there was no room for a third person to listen.

After He Jiaze fell asleep, Ji Chuanliao suffered from insomnia. He needs more sleep time than ordinary people at this stage, but something is buried in his heart that prevents him from falling asleep.

Human life is extremely short for him, even if there is no accident, he can't stay together forever. He is too greedy, so when Changming made the promise, his heart was moved, and he agreed to abide by those rules without thinking.

It's not that Chang Ming is not optimistic about He Jiaze, but that he wants to be with a human being. The opportunity for the two to meet also stems from two dangerous accidents, even before turning over the book of life and death and seeing He Jiaze's end , he has also given up the idea of ​​coming to Yangjian to find him under the long-term indoctrination and guidance of Changming.

Now that the original wish has been fulfilled, to eradicate the hidden dangers in He Jiaze's life, perhaps because he stayed for too long, and then brought negative harm to He Jiaze, whether he still has the right to stay by his side is a worthwhile question. Thinking about the problem, but once you think of separating from him, every nerve in your body will feel colic as if being twisted and pulled together.