The lame man at the dumpling shop

It's like being stationed.If he didn't kiss him, his conscience would be disturbed.

Forget it, let's talk about conscience, if Yan Qingsheng is not pushed to the roof by God, it will be considered that he has accumulated virtue at the age of seven.

Yan Qingsheng got up from his arms, his face was flushed with heat, he never said a word, never looked at him again, shrunk his shoulders, and breathed violently and quietly.

Cheng Shui didn't dare to speak.

Yan Qingsheng pursed his lips and got up to wash.When it's cold, he usually just washes his butt, soaks his feet, and wipes his sweaty body every few days.

Today should be the day for him to scrub his body.

Yan Qingsheng was holding the water bottle, his mind was muddled, and he didn't know how much boiling water he added.When he was about to start washing, he looked at Cheng Shui who was sitting on the edge of the bed, and felt strangely uncomfortable for the first time.

Cheng Shui watched Yan Qingsheng strenuously walking towards him, and stretched out his hand, as if to grab something.

He raised his hand blankly, not knowing what to do.

Yan Qingsheng's hand passed by him, picked up a quilt, he put it on his shoulders, and walked towards the middle of the room.

The quilt was hung on the old electric wires, and one end was fixed with a big bamboo clip. Yan Qingsheng stood behind it, rustling.

Cheng Shui's heart sank.

He couldn't sit on the bed anymore, so he stood up, even standing up, the quilt was like Yan Qingsheng's megaphone, and it was also the last face his brother gave him.

He can't sleep here tonight, no matter where he goes, in the future...

Let's talk about it later, if Yan Qingsheng sees him responding, then he will leave and ask the flower shop owner to let him sleep in the shop or in the backyard, and rent a house nearby when his salary is paid.

If it doesn't work, just find a place sheltered from the wind for a few days.

Anyway, as long as he doesn't live in Liudaoxiang, he and Yan Qingsheng will never meet again for the rest of their lives.

After a while, he can also sneak back to have a look, whatever.

In short, now he must go, and he should have gone long ago.

Cheng Shui walked in a hurry, taking nothing but the few hundred dollars with him. He walked out of the alley, caught off guard and choked on the cold wind. The mouth coughed so hard that I couldn't stand up straight.

He had to find a shelter from the wind, that was the only thought in his cough-drowsy mind.

He has to go to work tomorrow, he has to eat, he has to live, the poor have no right to mourn the spring and autumn.Besides, even if Yan Qingsheng rejected him, he was still Yan Qingsheng's younger brother, and since he got off work early, he could still take care of him while no one was home.

Well, he just can't let it go.

Cheng Shui didn't go too far. Firstly, it was dark, and there would be accidents if the insurance was not complete. Secondly, it was convenient for him to go to the store tomorrow morning.There is an intersection in the direction of the flower shop. Go straight to the street of the flower shop, and turn left to a small shopping mall. Because people often come to deliver goods in the middle of the night, the freight elevators on the side are mostly closed. Cheng Shui has rich experience in this area. Seeing that no one was guarding them, I went straight to the second floor, went to the men's toilet, and opened a special room for the disabled.

The environment here is much better than the corners with air leaks everywhere outside. The mall has been cleaned up before get off work, and there is still a very faint smell of disinfectant in the air. Cheng Shui is sitting on the toilet lid, ready to sneak out before dawn.

He settles himself to understand, some people are going crazy.

The towel was rubbed in the basin no less than ten times. Yan Qingsheng had never taken such a long bath. He thought he should have a good talk with Cheng Shui. He didn't understand what to talk about, but it had to be talked about.

The silence on the other side of the quilt was the same as that on this side, without a single human voice, Yan Qingsheng wondered if he was also... ashamed?

Yan Qingsheng actually knew a lot about the relationship between men and women, even if he didn't have the conditions to watch that kind of film, just the structure of Liudaoxiang, when he was a child, he didn't know how many people he knew and didn't know. those things.Those women are sometimes too shy and want men to cover them up. Most of the men have a playful smile on their faces, and occasionally they even smirk to tease their children.

So Cheng Shui's kiss, if it happened to someone else, would not be enough in his opinion.

But as soon as these lips were close to his own, Yan Qingsheng was like the broken TV next door, covered with snowflakes in just a second, and he couldn't think of anything.

He felt that Cheng Shui was going to kiss him, and Cheng Shui actually kissed him, but unexpectedly, there was a barrier of thousands of miles.

So, why did Cheng Shui kiss him?

Yan Qingsheng finally understood the urgent matter in the conversation, shook the towel, stretched his arms in a hurry, just about to lift the quilt curtain, but retracted again.

Cheng Shui was ashamed, it would be better to have something behind him.

He cleared his throat, sat back on the low bench, and called out, "Ah Shui."

After two seconds, the tone was raised.

"A water?"

Yan Qingsheng panicked, stood up and staggered, tore off half of the quilt, and raised his head again, unable to stand upright.

The bed was empty, the window was half open, Yan Qingsheng was looking out of the window frame in vain, there was nothing missing in the back room, and there was no one more person.

It seems that there has never been a person named Cheng Shui here.

Cheng Shui doesn't want him anymore.

Cheng Shui, who had knocked on his window, wanted to squeeze into his bed, and spent a fortune on him, made him worry, and left as simply as when he came.

The down jacket was still on the bed, Yan Qingsheng walked over, picked up the clothes, his mind couldn't turn, and it took him a long time to think slowly, I haven't worn it for him yet.

His movements were on the same beat as his brain, and it took him an unknown amount of time to put on two pieces. After putting them on, Yan Qingsheng moved to the mirror—the mirror was bought from a peddler in front of the door for one yuan, and it was bigger than a palm. Going around, at most half of his body was illuminated. Yan Qingsheng held the mirror in his hand, went up and down, and said softly, "It looks good."

As Cheng Shui said before, it is very suitable, and the color and style are the best he has worn in the past few decades.

Yan Qingsheng thought distraughtly, what did he give Cheng Shui, it was worth Cheng Shui's heart and soul to himself?

Cheng Shui kissing him is probably the answer to this harsh and real question.

Yan Qingsheng had heard of men and men, but he only listened to them.He never thought that this matter could have something to do with him, not to mention himself, even when Cheng Shui said that he didn't like girls, he didn't think about it at all.

In other words, he doesn't even know the word homosexuality, and none of the names he's heard called Er Chair, Crazy, or Butt Sellers can be associated with someone like Cheng Shui.

Then call it a man who likes men.

Yan Qingsheng twisted the zipper of his pocket, put his hands in it, the heat from his stomach could not escape, and his hands were swollen with heat.

Even...even if Cheng Shui likes men, he shouldn't have fallen in love with him.

Yan Qingsheng hid the sick leg behind him. Whether Cheng Shui likes men or women is not a problem at all. Even if Yan Qingsheng becomes a woman, is it possible that he can be with Cheng Shui calmly?

He is old, lame, poor, and uneducated, not to mention pretty, Yan Qingsheng thought worriedly, if Cheng Shui really wanted to have something with him, would he have to save money and go to the hospital to check it out? .

But even if he thought about it this way, his heart was about to burst when he thought that there was a possibility that Cheng Shui really liked him.

The down jacket was very warm, just like when he opened his eyes in Cheng Shui's arms early in the morning.The two men slept in such a narrow bed, and it was not surprising that they had physical contact or even hugged each other. Yan Qingsheng recalled it now, but everything changed.

He was tightly wrapped in a down jacket from top to bottom, as if Cheng Shui was hugging him, Yan Qingsheng wandered and wondered, if Cheng Shui hugged him like this now, would he accept it?

The 37-year-old man tortured his heart rigorously and purely.

……can.

Just like that kiss, you will be nervous, uncomfortable, your heart beats fast, you want to avoid it, but when you kiss, you can't wait for time to stop.

Whether Cheng Shui likes him or not is yet to be determined, but Yan Qingsheng quietly curled up his toes in the cotton shoes, and found desperately that he seemed to like Cheng Shui.

That night, Cheng Shui slept better than Yan Qingsheng.He woke up a few times, and fell asleep with his eyes closed when it was dark, and when he opened his eyes for the last time, seeing the sky, he carefully came out of the toilet, wiped his face, took the fire exit instead of the freight elevator, and walked all the way. He went out of the building smoothly.

At noon, Wu Xiaosi asked him to order takeaway together. He said it was takeaway, but in fact it was the menu printed by the surrounding restaurants themselves.

Cheng Shui glanced at the prices above. In all fairness, it was not expensive. Some home-cooked dishes cost ten or eight yuan for meaty ones, and four or five yuan for vegetarian ones.

Cheng Shui thought about it and said yes, but I'll dial halfway and go home.

Wu Xiaosi blinked, showing a knowing smile, Cheng Shui wanted to sigh when he saw it, he came to this city, but he didn't have time to make any friends, he gave Yan Qingsheng all his heart and soul, and when his master was still there, he always told him that dealing with people is taboo Shallow words are deep, and after so many years of precepts and deeds, Cheng Shui has learned ten percent of this set.

What's more, it's especially not suitable to talk about the matter between him and Brother Sheng.

Scrambled eggs with leeks, shredded green peppers and potatoes, these two are fast-handed dishes, Wu Xiaosi only made a dozen bundles after making a phone call, and the food arrived.Wu Xiaosi consciously took half of his lunch box and Cheng Shui rushed to Yan Qingsheng's house with the remaining half box of food.

He really doesn't plan to meet his birth brother again for the time being, and the time of noon is just right.

Yan Qingsheng should be at the dumpling shop at the moment, it's cold, and the cabbage dumplings for him today are probably.Cheng Shui planned to buy some steamed buns along the way, and exchange these dishes for Yan Qingsheng's miso on his own initiative.

Coincidentally, last time that man was bumped into by him again, he was pawing at his house