The Legend of Runyu from Xiangmi Colleagues——Yinglong Jie

A note about the hasty ending on 11/29

This is a mental journey.When writing this text and expressing the feelings of the past few days, I was actually crying.

I don't know if there are many authors like me in the world.

Runyu and Qingtian are like another me in these two months.I play Runyu myself and Qingtian myself, sometimes I will cry when I am emotional, no matter who it is from, it is the same, I feel sad and sad for them.

In many places at the end, it is actually a bit cruel.Qingtian is under the mouth of the fox, Qingtian hurts and blames Runyu, Qingtian pretends to be unfeeling, Runyu sacrifices his life to go into the void, Runyu is scaled, and Runyu gives Qingtian the free worry lotus.

If I hadn't written that Runyu was sanctified and reborn in the end, then he and Qingtian would have died without knowing how much love the other party had for them.

Looking back, I still can't control the tears.

All these plots have been held back in my mind for a long time.Every step of the way I cried and felt sad and couldn't sleep.I will read these I wrote over and over again, reluctant to bear them.The closer it gets, the more I want to end it as soon as possible. I want to share it with you. The closer it gets, the more pressure I get.

And the more you say you are reluctant, the more you say you can’t forgive, the more you say you can’t understand Qingtian, the more you say you love Runyu, the more you say don’t abuse Runyu, the more I feel that yes, these are things I can’t bear alone, I must as soon as possible Write out the result, I want to fast-forward, I can skip the most abusive part and see the happy ending, so that when I look back, it will not be so uncomfortable.

Pity me as an author, I have to fast forward, only by writing quickly and recklessly can I see the ending.

In the last night, I wanted to rush out Chapter 3, skipped it, wrote it, and found that it happened to be written on the scales. I collapsed in the middle of the night, you know?I was tired and my eyes were sore and swollen. I went to the bathroom and saw myself like a ghost. I couldn’t bear it anymore. I crawled into bed in tears and gave up writing this place in the middle of the night. I felt that I couldn’t stand it without a group of people to accompany me. .

Then I got up the next day and continued to rush, but I still couldn’t make it to the place where I and you can all breathe a sigh of relief, so I just threw out the 2500 words that were scaled.I want to pull you to suffer together.

It can be said that I can’t wait to dump the last of these and everything to you. I can’t bear to give you a little bit. It is torture for me. You may not understand this feeling, but you still have to know .

I wish I was a reader, could fast-forward, skip all the torture, and see the happy ending, or just click the cross, without going through the pain of describing the picture in my heart word by word.

When I wrote these words, I still couldn't help crying, just like when I watched Runyu's grievance and sadness in the play, just like when I wrote about Qingtian's grievance and Runyu's sacrifice of life.

I hope that when the ending is revealed to the world, I can smile and watch Runyu get the love he wants, that is the treasure in my heart, I love him like I love my child.Now it’s really done, although it’s a bit hasty, but it doesn’t matter, everyone knows the ending, it’s all relaxed and happy, and there will be no more tears. The hands behind the scenes, whether they are black hands or pushing hands, I Tell you slowly.

Just know they're happy, and it's all in time, right? (It is now 11/30, the revision has been completed, and the text has officially ended.)