Beat to Divorce [ABO]

With Xu Huanling around, Yu Cheng basically ignored him, and Yu Shu was jealous, but it was easy.After Yu Han ran with the two children for a while, it was replaced by Xu Huanling to take them.

Until the evening, Xu Huanling fed Yu Cheng and took him to play. Yu Cheng even wanted to sleep with Xu Huanling, but Yu Shu refused.

After dinner, the temperature dropped, Yu Cheng returned to his father's arms, and Yu Shu took a bath and stuffed him under the quilt.

"Dad, I had a lot of fun today, I like it here." Yu Cheng twisted under the quilt, unwilling to sleep.

Yu Shu hugged him and began to tell him stories, "When Dad was in Stanley, that town was as quiet as here, with mountains and rivers..."

While talking, Yu Cheng fell asleep, and Yu Shu was about to sleep when he heard someone knock on the door.

This rhythm seems to be Xu Huanling.

Yu Shu paused, got out of bed and opened the door.

Xu Huanling changed his clothes, added a coat, and was holding one in his hand. After the door opened, he glanced inside and asked Yu Shu, "Is Chengcheng asleep?"

"Asleep?" Yu Shu said, "What's the matter?"

"Come." Xu Huanling stretched out his hand to grab Yu Shu, and pulled him out of the room all the way out.

"Let go of me, where are you taking me?!" Yu Shu struggled twice, Xu Huanling pulled it tightly, and the place where the skin met was hot.

Without saying a word, Xu Huanling dragged Yu Shu out of the hotel, put a coat on him, and then dragged him to the lake, and boarded the small yacht that he saw at noon.

Xu Huanling got on the boat, started the yacht and drove towards the center of the lake.

"What are you doing!" Yu Shu said, "The surface of the lake is covered with ice."

"I asked the administrator, and he said that it can be opened, but it can't be driven too far. If you go out for a while and reach a place with trees, you can't go in."

"Is this the point?" Yu Shu shook off his hand: "Why did you bring me here at night?"

Yu Shu was inexplicably flustered, he lowered his head and dared not look at Xu Huanling.

"Come watch the night with me." Xu Huanling said, "Let's chat by the way."

"What are you talking about at night?" Yu Shu was actually very afraid of staying with Xu Huanling, and his heart was easily shaken.

"Yu Shu." Xu Huanling walked to the railing and stood, looking at the pitch-black lake: "Are you going to marry Zhang Xu?"

"Yes." Yu Shu replied, "March is coming soon."

Xu Huanling laughed, the cool night wind blew his hair, Yu Shu's heart became more and more flustered.

"Are you going to marry Chengcheng and Zhang Xu?" Xu Huanling said.

Yu Shu was stunned, his heart pounding.

What did Xu Huanling discover? Why did he suddenly talk about Yu Cheng?

"I don't know what you're talking about, let the boat dock." Yu Shu hurriedly wanted to take off his overcoat and return it to Xu Huanling, but he couldn't take it off because his hands were shaking.

Xu Huanling turned around, took two steps to pull Yu Shu into his arms, tightened him with his coat, put his chin on the top of his head and said, "Yu Shu, are you so cruel? Chengcheng is going to call another alpha father. Do you have to be so cruel to me? Do you have to? You have already sentenced me to death, so can't you let me breathe?"

"Let me go!" Yu Shu struggled hard, his whole body was incapable of thinking except panic.

"Yu Shu!" Xu Huanling roared, and the emotions that had been suppressed for several days collapsed in an instant: "What else do you want from me, what else can I do. I made mistakes once, and I tried every means to make up for them, but what I did, It's not what you want. I let you go because it's what you want. I see you and Zhang Xu together, and I smell his scent on you. Do you know how uncomfortable I am? I have all these I don't have the right to say anything, but about Chengcheng, can't you just give me a way out?"

"No, Xu Huanling, the last thing you are qualified for is to let Yu Cheng recognize you. Have you forgotten that poor child? Forgot! The body of the child who has never seen the light is now in the sea of ​​children. Maybe it has already fed Yu, or it rotted in some corner!" Yu Shu found that he couldn't move away, so he had to stretch his body tightly and let Xu Huanling hug him.

"Yes, I'm really not qualified." Xu Huanling's voice dropped, and Yu Shu felt that the hair on the top of his head was wet, it was Xu Huanling's tears.

Yu Shu sniffed and held back tears: "Then what else do you want?"

"Yu Shu, I don't dare to ask you to come back to me. Although I dream of being with you and making up for the mistakes I made. But I really dare not think about it, and I don't have the qualifications. I just I want to use Chengcheng to make up for the mistakes I let go, I just want to treat him well. If you don't want Chengcheng to recognize me, at least don't let him call Zhang Xu's father."

"Chengcheng was born and raised by me, what right do you have to ask for such a thing?"

"Yu Shu, just take pity on me." Xu Huanling said: "For four years, I seem to tie my feet with a rope and tie myself in place. I dare not look for you, dare not inquire about you. How are you doing? Because you said, don’t see me again, that’s the greatest kindness. If it were me, I don’t want to see people who have hurt me again. I accept all of these, but Chengcheng..."

"What's the use of saying so much?" Yu Shu blinked, tears flowed down his cheeks onto Xu Huanling's coat, and his heart was in severe pain from Xu Huanling's body temperature.

"I want to tell you that I love you. Yu Shu, I love you. Since I found out that I am in love with you, my love has been increasing every minute. It has reached the point where I can't bear it, but I can only suppress it. I I dare not approach you again, I am afraid that you will be hurt again."

"I ask you what's the use of saying this!"

Xu Huanling was shocked by his roar, but he couldn't explain it.

Yes, what's the use of bringing Yu Shu here, what's the use of talking about it, I just wanted him not to turn Yu Cheng into Zhang Xu's child, but he couldn't help but say such a mess and it's useless if.

Xu Huanling hesitated for a few times, let go of Yu Shu in his arms, and Yu Shu slapped him on the face.

The slapping sound even covered the sound of the boat's engine, Xu Huanling tilted his head, the tears on his face and his messy hair made him look very embarrassed.

"You are not qualified to be the father of that child, and you also have no reason to be Yu Cheng's father. From the moment my heart died, neither I nor the child had anything to do with you. If it wasn't for my relatives Still in China, I will never bring Yu Cheng back in my life, and I won't let him see you."

"I know." Xu Huanling turned to look at Yu Shu: "But I have already seen him, Yu Shu, I can't keep you anymore, please, you and Yu Cheng, at least let me keep the same, otherwise we I really don’t know what should I do. I also felt sorry for the child at the time. He left without my knowledge, and I was caught off guard. You said that the despair after hope is the most crushing, I I didn't dare to give myself hope, but with such a little bit of fire in front of me, I've already lost my mind."

"You are not qualified." Yu Shu said: "I used to love you so much, but you... Even if you were a little bit more careful at the beginning, Zhou Qi's tricks could be easily exposed, and that child will run around now. Will dance around you, it's time for him to go to school. But we don't even know his gender, the first second he came into this world, he was in a cold plate, and then in a preservative with a pungent smell I don't know what qualifications you have at this moment to come and talk to me about Yu Cheng."

"Then what do you want from me?" Xu Huanling looked at Yu Shu in pain: "Are you pretending not to know that Yu Cheng is my child?"

"Better so."

"I can't do it. I just suppress my love for you. I'm exhausted seeing you and Zhang Xu together. I can't do it anymore and turn a blind eye to Yu Cheng."

"Then go to die." Yu Shu wiped away tears: "If you die, you won't be able to see anything, just like I did back then, when you die, you won't suffer any more."

Xu Huanling laughed and said, "Okay, once you thought I asked you to kill me because you wanted to keep you, but I didn't think so. Today I will tell you clearly that I just want to exchange my life for Yu Cheng. I hope I'm dead, don't let Yu Cheng call Zhang Xu's father."

Yu Shu shuddered, and finally understood why Xu Huanling chose the boat as the place to talk.

Xu Huanling took two steps back and leaned against the railing.

"Xu Huanling!" Yu Shu stretched out his hand to pull Xu Huanling, regretting what he said just now.

"Yu Shu, you committed suicide at the beach back then, I will pay you back in the same way today." Xu Huanling suddenly threw off the hand that Yu Shu had just held to him, and leaned back to volley overboard.

The surface of the water stirred up a burst of ripples, Yu Shu stood beside the boat, his whole body was numb, and he even forgot to breathe.

The dark water surface seemed to still be chilly, and under the light of the ship's lights, small ice floes could still be seen, but Xu Huanling could not be seen floating up from the rising and falling water surface.

He could swim, but it was no use swimming if he didn't want to come up.

Xu Huanling was looking for death, not swimming,

"Help..." Yu Shu wanted to call for help, but his throat seemed to be choked and he couldn't speak a word.

There was no one on board, and Yu Shu hadn't swam for many years. Although the fear of the sea disappeared, Yu Shu still didn't dare to go into the water.

Xu Huanling was in the water, and he was about to die if no one rescued him.

Yu Shu was afraid and didn't dare to jump down, but the bubbles that gradually disappeared flashed before his eyes like a countdown.

"You bastard!" Yu Shu cursed, shook his hands and took off his overcoat, took off his shoes, and jumped down while leaning on the railing.

The water was very cold, and when Yu Shu jumped down, he quickly began to sink, and his mind was confused. He choked on several sips of water before he found his rhythm. He kicked his legs and surfaced to take a breath, and then dived down to find Xu Huanling.

The water was very dark, and it was almost impossible to see anything, except for a little light where the ship's lights were shining.

Yu Shu went up twice, but didn't see Xu Huanling. It was only when he dived for the third time that Sen Mulin felt his ankles being brushed by fine strands of hair.

That might be Xu Huanling's hair.

Yu Shu continued to dive, but couldn't see anything, so he could only reach out and pull based on his feeling.

When his hand touched something warmer than the lake water, Yu Shu was overjoyed, grabbed the place he touched and tried to float up with his legs.

Floating to the surface, Yu Shu dragged Xu Huanling close to the side of the boat with all his strength, found the stern of the boat and pulled the small railing with one hand, and dragged Xu Huanling's arm with the other. After climbing up by himself, he dragged Xu Huanling up.

Xu Huanling was very heavy. After Yu Shu dragged him up, his whole body was exhausted, but he still dared not sit down, crying softly to give Xu Huanling chest compressions.

This lake is not particularly big, and Xu Huanling fell into the water for a short time, so Yu Shu was lucky enough to find him.If the water flow is faster and the area is larger, Yu Shu doesn't know what to do.

After pressing it a few times, Xu Huanling frowned and spit out two mouthfuls of water, then woke up coughing.

Yu Shu collapsed on the deck, crying loudly.

After Xu Huanling finished coughing, he didn't comfort him. He leaned on the deck with one hand and didn't say anything.

Yu Shu cried for a long time, and after the feeling of shock in his heart disappeared, he got up again, crawled over to Xu Huanling, and beat him wherever he caught.

"You bastard, you fucking bastard, Xu Huanling, are you out of your mind, do you die casually?!"

Xu Huanling didn't speak, and after being hit by Yu Shu a few more times, he stretched out his hand and pulled him into his arms to hold him silently.

"Why should I save you and let you die?"

"Yu Shu, I'm sorry." Xu Huanling finally said, "But I don't know what to do. Only when I die can the pain in your heart be healed. You shouldn't have saved me."

"I can't stand it when you die. If you die, will everything that happened before not happen?"

When a murderer dies, the family members of the deceased will not feel good.

"Then Yu Shu, what should I do?" Xu Huanling buried his face in Yu Shu's drenched neck: "I have reached the brink of collapse, I can't bear it anymore, silence, I know Yu Cheng is my child After that, every minute and every second was torture, because I hoped that you still had feelings for me, but at the same time, I was afraid that both Yu Cheng and you would leave me. I can't ask you to forgive me, I can only ask you to let Yu Cheng Leave it to me, let me even have a little sustenance of missing, that's fine."

Yu Shu's heart was blocked, and he wanted to scold Xu Huanling a lot, but he couldn't.

The two remained silent for a long time, Yu Shu wiped away tears and said, "Go back first, it's too cold."

Xu Huanling restarted the yacht, and pulled Yu Shu to sit down in the cockpit, hiding from the wind.

Yu Shu was very cold, squeezed against Xu Huanling, staring at the front in a daze.