Beat to Divorce [ABO]

Xu Huanling's feet were only caught by the brakes, and his head was bounced back by the airbag and hit the chair, resulting in broken toe bones and a slight concussion, and a piece of flesh was scraped off his wrist.Although the injury is not serious, but there is definitely no way to go to Yu Shu again, after waking up in the hospital, Yuan Sheng can only go first.

The torrential rain by the sea came and went quickly, but it took two days for this torrential rain to stop.

Yuan Sheng led people to search around the villa day and night, and adjusted all the surveillance cameras that could be adjusted, but there was still no trace of Yu Shu.

After Yu Shu walked out towards the beach, the monitoring screen only left the raging wind and rain, leaving no traces.

After Xu Huanling could barely get out of bed, he immediately went to the seaside and ran for two days with a limp on one heel of Yuan Sheng, but found nothing but Yu Shu's shocking bedroom.

Yu Chu has always had the password of the villa, so it's not surprising to be able to come in.It's a pity that Yu Shu's bedroom is not monitored, so he can only guess something by relying on the tragic situation in the room.

What exactly did Yu Chu do, Xu Huanling didn't want to find out, and didn't bother to ask Yu Chu, he just wanted to find Yu Shu first.

Yuan Sheng called the police, and the search and rescue team searched at sea for three days, and the people led by Yuan Sheng also searched near the villa, but unfortunately, there was no result.

The sea water in front of him has calmed down, Xu Huanling looked at the golden water surface reflected by the sun, and his heart was still full of storms.

It's been so many days, Yu Shu is afraid that there will be more bad luck than good luck.With such a serious injury and a storm, and his mental state is not good, no one knows what will happen.

After five days, the chances of finding Yu Shu became increasingly slim.He may have been submerged in the sea water in front of him, or he disappeared on purpose, not wanting to see him again.

No matter which possibility it is, Xu Huanling's heart skips beats every time he thinks about it.

If I never see Yu Shu again...

Xu Huanling didn't dare to think about it.

Yu Chu called many times, but Xu Huanling didn't answer. He re-examined what happened in the past half a year, and the details of being with Yu Shu.

Ups and downs, bittersweet, everything, but now recalling Yu Shu, his and Yu Chu's exactly the same but completely different faces are very clear.

Like, what kind of feeling is it?It's like that to Yu Chu, I always think he is the best, and I am happy to see him.Still like Yu Shu, bitter, sweet, astringent, everything, when he is disobedient, he will be very angry, thinking of him being with other alphas, he can't accept it.

After thinking about it carefully, Xu Huanling still didn't understand.

The days of Yu Shu's disappearance are getting longer and longer, without any news, Xu Huanling has never left the seaside, cut off all contact with the outside world, and only wants to find Yu Shu and find out what is going on with these feelings.

It can be seen that the longer the time without Yu Shu, Xu Huanling felt his heart gradually empty.From a sesame-sized blank, it slowly expanded, torn apart, and finally the whole heart became empty.

A piece of my heart has been dug away, and the missing place can only be filled by thinking of those days with Yu Shu.

The longer the day, the stronger this feeling becomes.

There is still no news from Yu Shu, and the sea in front of him begins to surge again, just like Xu Huanling's heart.

Yu Shu's room, Xu Huanling, has never been cleaned up. Every time I can't bear the torment of the feeling in my heart, I open the door and take a look, and let the almost suffocating feeling torment myself, as if in this way, I can feel better.

Fu Mian said, "You may like Yu Shu."

Xu Huanling always thought it was impossible, but now he felt that maybe it was because he liked it.Otherwise, it is just an irrelevant person, or even the disappearance of the person I hate, why is it so uncomfortable.

Xu Huanling closed the door of Yu Shu's room, went downstairs numbly, and walked towards the seaside with a cane.

Yuan Sheng hurriedly followed, seeing Xu Huanling walking towards the pier when he arrived at the beach, he asked him nervously: "Mr. Xu, what are you going to do?"

"To find the boat, I'll go find it myself," Xu Huanling said.

Go in person?

What if I go in person?It is impossible for Xu Huanling to find Yu Shu by going in person.The search and rescue team searched for a week, and the Xu family searched for so many days, it was impossible to find them again.

"Mr. Xu, why don't I go." Yuan Sheng pulled Xu Huanling back: "I'll look around the nearby villages."

"I said I'll go by myself." Xu Huanling tightened the crutch in his hand and stubbornly walked towards the beach, Yuan Sheng had no choice but to follow.

Huan Ling got on the boat and suddenly felt dizzy standing on the deck.There seems to be a huge vortex on the sea, which can suck people into it in the next second.

If something happened to Yu Shu, he might be in this sea, sinking in a dark corner, never able to come up.

Yu Shu is in his heart and mind, even on the surface of the sea, it seems to be Yu Shu's face.

When I left Yu Shu alone at home, when I sent him to the beach, when I didn't see Yu Shu before... I didn't feel like I do now.Xu Huanling didn't know that one day Yu Shu really disappeared, and his heart would be so empty.

When he really disappeared, the sad feeling would be so surging that I couldn't restrain it.This kind of sadness is indescribable, it is lingering in my heart and I can't lift it up and I can't let it go. When I think of Yu Shu, it will expand a thousand times, making people restless.

As the time of Yu Shu's disappearance became longer and longer, this feeling became more and more obvious, and it seemed that even the blood was frozen in the heart.

Until now, looking at the surface of the sea where Yu Shu might sink, Xu Huanling finally figured out what kind of feeling it was.It is missing, it is the regret and regret after losing it.

I like Yu Shu.

At this moment, Xu Huanling had to admit that this conclusion was correct.

Xu Huanling clearly remembered that when Yu Chuhai was in distress back then, he was only angry and regretful, it was definitely not like now, his heart was so painful that he lost consciousness completely.

Ripples appeared on the sea surface, Xu Huanling squatted on the deck leaning on the railing, buried his head on his knees, raised his hand and slapped himself, his eyes began to turn red.

The kind of possessiveness towards Yu Shu should not be towards an irrelevant person in the first place, why didn't he discover it earlier, he had to wake up at this time.

When he and Li Yu almost had a relationship, when he followed Zhang Xu, how many times he was going crazy with jealousy, he didn't notice the subtle difference.

Everything now is revenge for my ignorance and willfulness.

Thinking of Yu Shu's occasional smiling face, thinking of his careful tenderness, Xu Huanling's tears came to the corners of his eyes, but they couldn't flow down at all.

Yuan Sheng stood behind him the whole time without saying a word, seeing Xu Huanling staggered a bit, and then hurried up to support him.

"Get a few more search and rescue teams." Xu Huanling said, "Let the boat drive around the shallow water again."

Yuan Sheng paused, just nodded and followed the instructions.With Xu Huanling's current state, if he finds Yu Shu's body...After following Xu Huanling for many years, Yuan Sheng felt for the first time that Xu Huanling was on the verge of collapse.

The boat turned back and circled around the shallow water.Xu Huanling calmed down his emotions, leaned on the railing with one foot on his back and stared at the surroundings intently, especially when he came to places with rocks, he didn't even miss a single corner.

Yu Shu felt a little cold when he woke up, the wind was blowing on his cheeks like a sharp knife, and he could still hear the sound of the waves.Yu Shu shook his eyes and opened his eyes, and what he saw was an open window, an incandescent lamp was lit in the window, and the dark night was outside.

"You are so lucky." A hoarse voice came from the side, which made people feel chills in their hearts.

Yu Shu turned his head away, the wound on the back of his neck hurting.

Sitting not far from the bed was a man in a white shirt, a black mask, and messy hair. He looked thin and gloomy.

"Who are you?" Yu Shu asked, and then found that his voice was similar to that of the person sitting opposite.

"You still have a fever." The man said again: "Go to rest first."

He stood up and walked out of the room. Yu Shu propped himself up on the bed and wanted to sit up, but after trying several times, he fell back because of lack of strength.

After a few times, Yu Shu fell back on the bed in frustration, raised his hand to press on his stomach, and looked at the roof with empty eyes.

Why do you still have to wake up, and wake up so clearly?

Mingming took the child to die together, but now the child may have sunk in the vast sea, but he was lying here.

It is better to die than to live.

There were constant waves outside, Yu Shu lay down for a long time, feeling a little strength in his body, tried to get up from the bed again, opened the door with heavy steps and walked out.

This is a simple small bungalow, submerged in the surrounding houses, unremarkable.

Fishing nets were drying in the yard opposite, Yu Shu thought that he must have drifted to a small fishing village and was rescued.I am grateful to the person who saved me, but Yu Shu has no intention of living now.

Walk out of the fishing village along the path, the beach is just outside the village, and the sea like a black hole is hiding in the night.

Yu Shu walked slowly to the beach and stepped into the cold water.

If you can't die once, then die again, God can't stop yourself from dying.

Yu Shu stepped into the water with both feet, and a voice he had heard before came from behind: "What problem can death solve?"

Yu Shu turned his head abruptly, and the person who was in the hut just now was sitting on the beach with his legs bent, his back leaning against a dark rock, and he was looking at this side.

Yu Shu paused, originally planned to continue walking, but after thinking about it, he turned around and said, "Thank you for saving me."

"Since you know how to thank you, don't waste my efforts to save you."

Yu Shu lowered his head, not knowing how to answer, but felt that his feet did not want to move forward.

"I've died once, so I should see it more clearly." The man continued, "Crying and death are the two most useless things in this world."

Yu Shu still didn't speak, and he said: "Only cowardly people will die. Even if they die, the wounds they have suffered will not heal, and the lost things will not come back."

Yu Shu was shocked violently, and raised his hand to rest on his lower abdomen, with a complicated expression on his face.

Yes, the child will never come back, even if he dies with him, he will never come back.

"It took me a lot of thought to save you." The man stood up and walked towards Yu Shu: "It took me half a day just to repair your punctured gland, and it took me half a day to save your life." It hurt me for a long time. If you want to die, get out of my sight."

"I just feel that living is meaningless." Yu Shu said in a low voice, "I have nothing left, and I have nothing to miss. I have no expectations in life, so why should I live? It's better to die with my child, Maybe I'll see him again."

"Heh." The person who had already arrived behind pulled Yu Shu back, and laughed in the mask: "Sometimes, hatred is the best support."

hatred?

hate it?

I am very sure of that.

He hated Xu Huanling, hated the person who harmed him behind his back, and also hated Yu Chu.

But how can this be?

There is nothing left, no matter how much you hate it, what can you do, what you lost, you still can't get it back.

It is impossible for that little child to return to his womb, it is impossible for Xu Zhilian to come back to life, and it is impossible for the Yu family to be as brilliant as before.

"Even if you hate it, so what?" Yu Shu turned around and saw that the person behind him had already taken off his mask, revealing a face full of scars.

These scars are intricate, ruining a face that should have been perfect, making it hideous and frightening.

"Hate can make people happy, and it can make those disgusting people die. It is the most useful emotion."

Yu Shu shook his head, and he said: "It can still support you to find out the truth that you want to know."

the truth?

Yes, how did Xu Zhilian die, why did Xu Huanling hate himself so much, even the child, why did he say the child was only two months old?And Yu Chu, that brother who was supposed to be kind and amiable, why did he kill himself.

Yu Shu was shocked suddenly, his feet in the water trembled unknowingly, he flung off the person in front of him and ran to the beach in a panic.

[The author has something to say: Cherish life, stay away from scumbags, and continue tomorrow. 】