when will i see you again

After Shen Qingjue told me her... whereabouts, I was stunned for a while.

It's not that I don't want to believe it, it's just that when I say it from someone else's mouth, I can't be indifferent to it.

Seeing her standing side by side with Xie Bingyuan, a perfect match, a beautiful couple, I can't help but think of us.

I have known her for many years, we have been entangled with her for many years, and our fates are intertwined, and we have long been confused.

When I was a child, like her, I was a princess with a foreign surname, and the emperor's heirs in the palace were few and far between. It was us princesses who succeeded.

She is like my sister and always takes care of me.

I climbed over the palace wall with her, picked flowers in the garden, danced on the frozen lake, and learned how the bride and groom outside the palace prayed to heaven and earth. She said she would take care of me for the rest of my life.

However, within a few years of good times, I was sent to the Northern Wei Dynasty, and I was called a proton in the euphemistic name.In fact, I know that it is just a pawn to make the Northern Wei Dynasty feel at ease.

I hate it.

There are so many court ladies and maids in the Chu Palace, why did you choose me, a serious princess?

Why!Daddy won't come out to talk!The empress dowager can't speak out!You don't even come out to speak!

I took a few maids and servants with me, and set off from the capital all the way to the north.

The weather is getting colder and colder, and my life is getting colder and colder.

The servant girl was disobedient, and my gold and silver were gradually swept up on the road and ran away, leaving me alone, and I somehow got to Wei Palace.

Are they trying to make me a proton?They want me dead!

Emperor Wei is a brainless man, his talents are not comparable to that of Sister Huang Wanyi, and he is also violent. After he pretended to see me, he waved his hands and went down, wanting his servants to get rid of me.

At that time, Sister Huang was still very young, she looked at me who was about to be dragged down, and said: "I see she is cute, why don't you just keep her as my younger sister and be my companion."

Of course Huang Wei agreed, after all I was just a waste to him, no matter where I put it.

Unlike the grandeur of the Chu Palace, the Wei Palace's Qiuyue is more tragic.Wei people are bold and bold, without flamboyance. In my eyes, they are much cuter than Chu people.

Emperor Wei was incompetent, and when he was about to die, he was even more frighteningly bad-tempered.Huang Jie was just playing around for a while, and in a fit of anger pulled off the beard of the grand master who restrained her, and was punished by him to be whipped. I couldn't stand it, so I ran out of the palace and stopped him.

Can Wei people treat me the same as they treat Huangjie?

They held back their energy and hit me one after another.

Later, when I couldn't get out of bed for half a month, Miss Huang gritted her teeth with hatred and said that after she ascended the throne, she would kill all these people.

Since then, if I want to live a safe and secure life, I have to be whipped.

I kept looking forward to that man's death day and night, and waited until the imperial sister ascended the throne, and those people who looked down on me would look good.

Finally, in the winter of that year, the first emperor died.

It is said that it was located in Wei Qianqiang, and the capital of the country was renamed Qianxue City.

I was named the emperor, and the title is equivalent to that of a prince.

The emperor's sister is very talented, and like every Wei emperor, she has the heart to conquer the world. She wants to go south, and I hit it off.

I can't wait for everyone in the Chu Palace to taste me.

And when the old Chu Kingdom is destroyed, I also want to create a later Chu that belongs to me.

It was only then that I found out that Princess Mu Youyun was actually the last queen of the old Chu, but the country was destroyed before the wedding.

After being sent south by the imperial sister, I came to Taijing City. I am the Duke of Wei, and no one dared to stop me.

Once I went to burn incense in a temple and recognized her immediately.

Although Mu Youyun's appearance has changed, I know it's her, and she, too, clearly recognized me.

I tied her by my side, and every time I looked into her eyes, I couldn't extricate myself.

The time I spent with her in Taijing City was the best I've had in more than ten years.Afterwards, when I thought about it carefully, my whole life, when she was with me, was a good day.

I hope she can be the empress of Hou Chu and help me restore the country. With my power, no one dares to underestimate her, and we can still be together.

Who knows, it's just an illusion.

I once gritted my teeth and hated her with all my heart, when she sent letters behind Shen Qingjue's back, when she gave me medicine, and when she trapped me in Weiguo Station.

I also ignore her, I also hurt her, I must let her have a taste of this.

Now when I think about that night, just by mentioning it, I am in pain. Later, I dreamed about it many times at night, and I always woke up with water all over my body. I don’t know whether it was sweat or tears.

She took a leap and jumped off the cliff, leaving only the clothes I wore.

And I couldn't jump down with her.

When no one was around, I was alone with her clothes, buried my face in them, smelled her fragrance, and lied to me that she was still there.

I searched for the place where she walked for a whole month. There was no her in the water, there was no her on the shore, there was no her in the nearby villages, and there was no her anywhere!

There is a trace of ecstasy in my heart, whether she is still alive.

So I broke into Shen Qingjue's camp alone.

When I heard the news, I wished I could die together. It turned out that she was not alive, but someone had already buried her.

I staggered to the nunnery.

After the gatekeeper muttered why there are so many people looking for Sanskrit these days, he still opened the door for me.

I went to Aunt Fanyin's monastery, and when I saw her, I thought I was hallucinating.

The person was thinner again, wearing a gray robe, which looked a little baggy, with a hat, where did her long hair go? !

"Yun'er..." I called her, almost kneeling down for her again.

"I……"

I wanted to say a lot to her, but when I got to my lips, I just wanted to apologize to her.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all my fault.

You can beat and scold me as much as you want, you can relieve your anger however you like, it would be my honor to kill me with a single blow.

I even begged her.

But she only wished to be with the ancient Buddha with the green lamp all the time.

But this time, I will never leave again, even if I die, I can only die where she is.

I live nearby and visit her whenever I get a chance.Sister Huang always sent me money in a steady stream. I had no worries, opened a restaurant in the city, and went to find her whenever I had an opportunity.

In the first year, she didn't want to see me at all. Every time I went, I would always face the door panel. I was not willing to use strong methods on her, so I left on my own, and basically didn't see her much.

In the second year, she still didn't want to see me, but there were people who chanted scriptures, prayed for blessings, and gave alms to suffering people.

In the third year, I became the largest pilgrim patron in the monastery, and the other aunts also acquiesced in my existence. The imperial sister asked me why I would go back to the Northern Wei Dynasty, and I said that I would have to wait a few years, maybe a lifetime.

In the fourth year, she started talking to me, and she stopped avoiding me deliberately, and occasionally went to my restaurant to buy some food.

In the fifth year, when we got a little closer, she began to stab me with words, with a gun and a stick in her words. When she looked at me, she always looked at me with disgust. I pretended that I couldn’t talk to her, but secretly laughed in my heart.

In the sixth year, on her birthday, I also stood outside the door. In the past five years, every time on her birthday, I would hold the dumplings I made and wait for her to open the door. It seems that this year is the same as in previous years, and she will not open the door either.

Just as he was about to leave, the door creaked open.

The first time I walked into her room, there was only one lamp, one bed, and one statue of Buddha.

The ancient Qingdeng Buddha practiced Zen only once in his life.

Later she said that she forgave me from the moment I appeared, but she came out by herself and asked for six years.

After taking a bite of my dumpling, she joked, "It's a skill, it's such a good cooking skill."

I quickly answered: "Yes, I will do other things."

"Yo, which little lady have you taken a fancy to?"

"In the future, I just want to make it for you to eat."

She was silent suddenly, and I stood there anxiously, afraid that I would be kicked out of the house again soon.

"Hey"

She called me suddenly, and I was shocked.

"Let me accompany you back to the Northern Wei Dynasty to have a look."

After being here for so many years, she knows that I must miss Huang Jie.

"Can I hug you?"

She gave me a blank look and was about to turn around and go out. I quickly hugged her from behind and never let go.

I took her across the border between the two countries where there were still some minor wars, through half of Wei State, and finally arrived at Qianxue City.

As the name suggests, the city is covered with snow all the year round, and she likes it very much.

Unexpectedly, Miss Huang still retains my title, and my bedroom has not changed at all.

The woman brought out by Sister Huang is also from the country, and she has a beautiful face, which is the only one I have ever seen in my life.

"See my sister-in-law."

The woman surnamed Su hid her face and smiled with her. Miss Huang pretended not to let me go, and chased me and beat me.

We sat in the highest palace in Qianxue City to enjoy the snow, and there were snowflakes falling outside.

We were surrounded by the stove, which smelled of wine.

Over the years, we are not the only ones who have been trapped by a single obsession.There are also Shen Qingjue and Xie Bingyuan from Liguo, and the empress from Liguo who ascended the throne years ago.

There are thousands of others.

"Sister Huang, our family is reunited like this, how good it is to be safe and sound."

Sister Huang understood what I meant, looked at the sky for a long time, and then nodded.

After six years, Wei Jun took the initiative to make peace.

The two countries made a treaty that ended the on and off fighting.

She and I decided to return to Liguo to run the restaurant, and when we are interested, we will go back to Weiguo to see Huangjie.

Sister Huang also said that she would take her sister-in-law back to her natal home to have a look.

So good.

In the days to come, we can no longer be as sloppy as before.

Maybe, I have suffered a lot in my life, but being able to guard her is extremely worthwhile.

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