I always wanted to be by his side, but it always seemed insignificant.

I have seen him go through vicissitudes along the way, and the calmness, innocence and enthusiasm, trust and even commitment of the past are gradually lost.Perhaps these are nothing compared to the splendor of the country.

But I was drifting away from him in the prehistoric struggle against time...

When I left the dungeon that day, it was already dark.It is now the end of September, and it is dark in the west of the city.Clusters of gorgeous hibiscus flowers bloomed on the edge of the city.

In the past, I was always confused about the difference between hibiscus and hibiscus. It was not until my elder brother mentioned that my mother loved hibiscus the most before she was alive that I took the time to distinguish these two kinds of flowers.

I watched the sunset inch by inch, leaving behind a blood-red setting sun, and the sunset combed my eyebrows. I can only imagine how embarrassed I am now in the eyes of others.

When I thought about being dispatched to Youzhou and maybe never seeing Xu Yan again, I couldn't help but burst into tears.Xu Mo stretched out his hand and pushed me, meaning let me set off as soon as possible.

I don't understand why Xu Mo came to send me to Youzhou, but after leaving the city gate, he suddenly took out the key for me.

"Let's go, never go back to the capital again."

I was at a loss, and looked down at the layers of shackles on my wrists, "Leaving the capital, where do you want me to go?"

Xu Mo looked at me expressionlessly. After a long while, he sighed and looked to the southwest, "You can go back to Qingzhou."

I shook my head, Xu Mo frowned when he saw this, pointed to the infinite scenery in the distance, and said, "It's okay if you don't want to go back to Qingzhou, there is always a place for you."

I smiled wryly. In fact, it wasn't that I didn't want to go back to Qingzhou, but that I didn't dare.In the past, my brother had no choice but to let me go back to Qingzhou with him, but I always stubbornly went against his wishes time and time again.Now that I am in such a mess, how can I have the face to go back to Qingzhou.

Xu Mo thrust the key into my hand, and then left.

I watched his silver-white clothes disappear little by little into the bustling imperial capital, and my heart didn't fluctuate much.Xu Mo's ending is good in this life, I only hope that he can take good care of Princess Luo in the future.

It is more than 2000 miles from Beijing to Youzhou. I am free now, but I don't know where to go.He could only walk towards Youzhou along the road.Along the way, I ate and slept in the open, and I didn’t have enough to eat. I was used to seeing the scenery along the way, and I also got a taste of the customs of the north and south.I thought I could walk to Youzhou with my own two feet, but I didn't expect to be blocked by my brother halfway.

My brother put down everything in his hands when I was in deep prison, and traveled thousands of miles from Qingzhou overnight, but only learned that I was dispatched to Youzhou.

One can imagine how anxious he must have been along the way, for fear that I would die on the way.But because I was walking on remote roads along the way, I passed my brother by accident.

I am now 16 years old, standing in front of my brother, the top of my head has reached his chin.

I didn't have the face to see my brother, I just turned my face and bit my lower lip tightly.

My brother's eyes were very cold, he pinched my chin with one hand, and when I looked him straight, he slapped me hard.

He said, "Shen Junhan, you bastard!"

I staggered, my head and face were violently tilted to one side, the left half of my face was numb from the pain, and the corner of my mouth was stained with blood.

I thought my brother believed the rumors in the capital, I thought my brother hated everything I had done, but I didn't expect that he just slapped me and then held me tightly in his arms.

"Xiao Yao, don't be self-willed anymore, let's go home with the elder brother."

I cried again, crying heart-wrenchingly, like a wronged six or seven-year-old child.

I sobbed, buried my head deeply in my brother's arms, and muttered to myself, calling "Big Brother" loudly.

It has been more than five months since I left the capital, and my brother took me by the hand and brought me back to Qingzhou.

I finally returned to Qingzhou, where I had been away for seven years, and I really saw the Shen family's family law.

I bowed my head and knelt in the garden in the backyard of the Shen residence, and under my knees were layers of pebbles.Walking to Youzhou almost exhausted my life, I am very thin now, on the way back to Qingzhou, I was accompanied by my brother, and my health was slightly better.

This kind of uneven ground is the most tormenting, whether it is in Jiuli Mountain or in the capital, I have never been subjected to this kind of torment.

Perhaps in order to save some face for me, my brother sent all the servants out to guard, locked the gate of the backyard tightly, and no one was allowed to come in.

My knees hurt badly, but I didn't dare to move at all, I just pressed my hands close to my sides, because my back was stiff because of the long-term maintenance of one movement, which was very sad.

I know that my brother is standing on the porch watching, and I can only imagine that he looks calm, dressed in red, leaning slightly with his hands behind his back, and his eyes are clearly angry.

After a long time, my eyes gradually fogged up, and when I looked up again, I saw my brother walking slowly from the corridor, with a thin stick in his hand at some point.

When the first stick came down, I was a little caught off guard, and my body leaned forward uncontrollably.

"stand up!"

It was as if my back had been kissed by a tongue of fire, and the burning pain immediately involved every cell in my body, and this was just the power of a stick.

As soon as I got up, the second stick smashed down through the wind.Then came the third stick, the fourth stick, and until the fifth stick, I couldn't bear it anymore, panting heavily, and my forehead was wet with cold sweat.

"stand up!"

When my brother's emotionless tone came from behind again, I couldn't help sobbing softly, but I got up again obediently.

The sixth stick hit harder than the previous five sticks, and I fell to the ground hard, with tears pattering on the ground.I can even feel the blood and flesh behind me, and the warm liquid is slowly flowing down the curve of my back.

I don't know how many times my brother will punish me, I just know that I really can't bear it.

I only heard a loud "boom", and I leaned on the ground with my hands propped up. When I turned my face to look at it, my brother hit the ground with a stick, and the pebble ground was cracked.

"Brother..." My tears fell even more fiercely, my shoulders trembled, and I raised one hand in a daze, trying to grab the last straw in mid-air, but finally let it go.

I said, "Brother, you beat me to death."

But the thin stick in my brother's hand didn't come down again, I sobbed softly, my body suddenly warmed up, and then I fell into a warm embrace.

I grabbed my brother's clothes tightly and heard his slightly lower voice.

"Xiao Yao, everything is over."

Yes, it's all over, and now I don't have to think about anything.

In the first year after I returned to Qingzhou, I was severely taught by my brother, and soon I fell ill again, and I was bedridden for a long time.

In the second year, I missed Jiuli Mountain very much.

In the third year, when I learned that Xu Yan had already married a wife and had a child in the capital, I went crazy and jumped into the lotus pond in the backyard of the Shen residence. After being picked up by my brother, I was beaten again.

After that, for a long time, I began to learn to forget Jiuli Mountain and Xu Yan.

I like to go to the brothel to drink every day, or to go boating, and now everyone in Qingzhou knows that the young master of the Shen family is Meng Lang.With my brother taking care of everything in the Shen family, and Xingyu as his right-hand man, the Shen family is flourishing.

I knew earlier that my brother's family was rich, and if he was rich, I was rich.Now staying in Qingzhou, I live a chic and carefree life, and now I don't have to think about anything.

Although my brother dotes on me to the bone, he can't bear my depression. Whenever he brings me back home drunk, he always uses tricks to sober me up.

After going back and forth like this, I really dare not go to the brothel again.But I came up with a better idea.

So I took a small boat and went to Qingzhou Dongshan, drinking and singing all the way, very uninhibited.

The hibiscus flowers in Dongshan were in bloom again. I was drunk and staggered to the top of the mountain, but I saw a white figure standing under the flower tree in the distance.

I am angry, this place is my mother's favorite place, there is no room for others to peep.

I threw the jug away, took a few steps forward, pointed at the figure, and spoke somewhat vaguely, "You...you little thing, how dare...you dare to come to my place...to see me No... If I don't cut you off, I won't be called Shen Junhan."

The white figure moved and turned around slowly, his handsome face was the same as it was many years ago.

"Xu...yan?"

I stared dryly, pointing at him in disbelief.

Xu Yan smiled lightly, "Good boy, call me Big Brother."

My eyes were wet, I couldn't control the joy in my heart anymore, I stepped forward and wanted to plunge into Xu Yan's arms.

But I found that now I am taller than him...

(End of the article)

The author has something to say:

Xu Yan finally couldn't bear the bone-wrenching lovesickness, and left everything in the capital to find Jun Han.

All the pain, tribulation, misunderstanding and hurt in the past have passed. From now on, they love each other deeply and will never be separated again.

This article has ended here, and there will be extra chapters later, which will be posted later.The episode is about Xu Yan, his reaction after learning all the truth, and his future life in the capital will be mentioned.

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