Envy

Meng Tou maintained this posture, not daring to move until the fireworks burned out and the hustle and bustle went away.The sound of cicadas and the fragrance of lotus returned.Yan Zhaohan sat quietly.He thought about saying it in one breath.His hand dropped from Yan Zhaohan's shoulder.

Meng Tuo turned to look at the young master, and moved his fingers a little, trying to touch his hand propped on the roof.He struggled for a few reincarnations in his heart, and his heart was swayed, and his hand touched his.Just as Meng Tou was about to hold his hand, a young son's voice came from below.

"Meng Tou, why are you here?"

The person who came was Yan Zhaohan's second brother Yan Qingheng.He was dressed in spotless blue clothes, with black hair in half a bunch, and slanted eyebrows and starry eyes.That appearance is somewhat similar to Yan Zhao's, his eyebrows and eyes are smudged with ink, and they are warm and moist.He held the lantern in one hand and looked up at them.

Yan Zhaohan stood up abruptly, and climbed down the wooden ladder.When he got up, Meng Tou accidentally touched his gentle hand.

Yan Zhaohan walked up to Yan Qingheng: "Second Brother, why are you here so late?"

Yan Qingheng picked up a few packs of medicine in his hand: "I'm here to deliver the medicine. There are people coming from the outer door these few days, and I've been so busy that I forgot about your side. Are you working hard here alone? I'll go back Let's discuss it with my father and ask him to send some servants over."

Yan Zhaohan took the medicine in his hand, shook his head and said "no".His second brother tapped his forehead, and said: "I really can't get rid of your stubborn temper. Forget it, if you don't want to, I'll come over in person in the future."

Meng Tou also came down the ladder.Yan Qingheng looked at him, took a few steps closer and said, "Young Master Meng has been absent for the past two days, so he was accompanying his younger brother."

Meng Tou acquiesced, lowered his head and raised his head with a bright smile: "The smell of wine at the banquet was too strong, and I got a headache. I met the young master here by chance, and I talked about a few things in detail, so I had a good time." He was thinking about the two brothers talking, He couldn't wait to leave, so after a few polite words, he took his leave first.

He said to Yan Zhaohan, "Goodbye."

The little boy still had a gentle expression and said, "Goodbye."

When he left, he had an urge to look back to see if he was watching him go.This thought was suppressed by him, he knew that Yan Zhaohan would never watch him, not even give him a second look.He felt a little depressed when he thought of this.

Depressed wanting to drink.

Looking back many years later, Meng Tou only felt that although Yan Zhaohan had experienced all kinds of hardships at that time, fortunately he had a living mother, a second brother who loved him, and a cat.He was the best of him back then.Many years later, he has nothing but scars all over his body.

……

Until they returned to Mu Su, Yan Miao still didn't say those words.When they parted, she came to see them off on a white horse, wearing a dark green floral dress, and when the wind blew, her embroidered headband fluttered with the wind.The broken hair on her forehead was also messed up, and her pink lips were more gorgeous in the sun.

She said "goodbye" to Meng Tou, hesitated to speak when facing Huo Zhi, and finally said "Treasure".She looked a bit dazed as she turned her head, but she kept her back straight.She was still the arrogant Third Miss of the Yan family, so stubborn that she refused to show her heart, and she refused to be seen through her fragility.

Meng Tou didn't see Yan Zhaohan among the group of people seeing him off. Although he had expected it a long time ago, he was just in a bad mood.When he was in a bad mood, his temper would stink, and he said to Huo Zhi angrily, "Are you stupid?"

After he finished speaking, he rode his horse and raised his whip to take a step ahead, and Mu Mi's other teenagers almost didn't keep up.Meng Tou rode his horse through Fulian, and after leaving the city gate, he crossed a wilderness again, and then he was calmed down by the wind.

He thought that Yan Zhaohan was definitely his nemesis.

……

Going back to Mu Su means going back to the boring days again.Every day before dawn, you have to get up to practice, receive instructions, stay in the trial place for half a day, and study the classics of cultivation at night.

It's really busy.But the same day has been busy for a long time, and some gaps can be found from it.After getting used to the rigorous daily life, you can also sneak in.

Meng Tou admits that he doesn't think about making progress, and he doesn't think about regretting. Whenever he finds free time, he will be in a daze, thinking about things.In fact, he was not thinking randomly, everything he thought about was related to Young Master Yan, even he was in his dream.He couldn't think of Yan Zhaohan all the time, so he was distracted when reciting scriptures.

He didn't think about eating and drinking all day long, and he lost a lot of weight after a few months.

Xue Ye joked that he was suffering from lovesickness.

Meng Tou, who was suffering from lovesickness, decided to do something after he was exhausted for the sake of young master Yan.So he went to Zhao Lincheng to buy sprinkled gold rice paper and pine inkstone when he was free, and wrote letters to the east window.

Over the course of a year, he wrote dozens of thick letters, the kind that together could produce a book.The letter was nothing more than a few trifles, and in order to show his talents, he sometimes forced some words, such as he likes to grow flowers, knows a little about gardening, likes to visit mountains and enjoy the moon, cook tea and play the piano.

In the second month after he sent his first letter, he received a reply from Yan Zhaohan.

He had just finished the trial that day, and when he was walking on the gravel road, a senior brother handed it to him, and the fireworks in his heart exploded immediately.The thin letter has been wrinkled by the hands of several people.Inside is rice paper with red stripes on a white background, Yan Zhaohan writes in regular script, which is exquisite and beautiful.

There is only a short sentence on the letter: "Wrong delivery or not."

After watching it, he felt like he was holding his breath in his throat and couldn't let it out.He quickly cheered up and continued to muster up the courage to write letters to Yan Zhaohan.He wrote on the second letter that he sent it correctly.Then he sent one after another.

But Yan Zhaohan never wrote back.

Later, he thought that to write a love letter full of sincere emotions, he should use some sour poems and sentences.In fact, he used to dislike sour words and sentences the most, and he didn't like pedantic scholars.But the ancients said: "But when you dabble, you can read the past." He roughly flipped through a few poems and could recite some famous ones.

But he didn't know what to write, and he didn't know how to write.So he went home during Chinese New Year that year and asked Zhao Qingyan for advice.

When Zhao Qingyan was 15 years old, she was famous in Lizhou with a poem in her boudoir.That poem is probably about the handsome young man in white that she misses day and night.His elder brother transcribed the poem and showed it to him. He only understood the general idea, but it gave him a headache when he saw this kind of poem. Where can he read it carefully.

At that time, everyone in the world was guessing who the sweetheart of this talented beauty was.There were rumors that it was written by the son of Xing Shilang's family.This rumor was later denied.It is said that the son of Xing Shilang's family had a crush on this beauty and passed it on by himself.Afterwards, everyone guessed again and thought that the gentleman was probably Meng Tou.

Meng Tou only found out about it a few years later, and overheard his elder brother mentioning it.The eldest brother was very surprised: "I thought you knew that the poem was written for you."

He has been practicing in the mountains all year round, how could he know these things.Therefore, he asked Zhao Qingyan for advice on writing a love letter, which really broke her heart.

Zhao Qingyan asked him with red eyes: "Who does Brother Tou want to write to?"

As a result, he made the girl cry before he even asked for advice.