Envy

Generally speaking, the sects and palaces in the mountains are named after the mountains.The mountain where the Xiqie Palace is located is a little different. It didn't have a specific name at first, but as the Xiqie Palace became famous, the name of the mountain followed the name of the Xiqie Palace.

Xiqie Mountain is deserted for hundreds of miles.It is said that it is because too many Yin spirits are locked in this mountain, and the Yin Qi is too heavy to be suitable for human habitation.

Yan Zhaohan heard these words and said indifferently: "I have lived with my brothers and sisters for nearly ten years, and we are dead."

The carriage stopped at the foot of the mountain.Meng Tou took Yan Zhaohan up the mountain.It had just rained in the autumn night, the mountains were wet, and the road was muddy.Fortunately, the Xiqie Palace was not built too high, it was just halfway up the mountain.

Meng Tou is no stranger to Xiqiu Gong, he has been here twice.The first time was because Ren Junyi held a birthday banquet in front of Xiqie Palace, and all sects sent disciples to give congratulatory gifts to Zhenjun Li Hua.He went with his uncle at that time, and he reunited with Yan Zhaohan in Xiqie Palace at that time.

The relationship between the various sects and Xiqie Palace is delicate.

When he was young, he heard people talking about the various sects, saying that all the disciples were hypocrites.He didn't think so at the time, but later found that this seemed to be a fact.

On the surface, every gentleman in the various parties and palaces is respectful and respectful, but secretly they are very disdainful.They have no way to control too many Yin spirits, if there is a riot of Yin spirits, they can only rely on the attack and the palace to protect them.However, most of the practitioners in Qiqi Palace are sorcerers, and several Junyi have doubts about their style of work, and their lives are promiscuous and promiscuous, and they will not end well.This makes them very contemptuous.

At that time, he claimed to be a decent disciple of a famous family, and he also accepted this kind of thinking.Therefore, when he saw Yan Zhaohan in Xiqie Palace, he felt that Yan Zhaohan was willing to degenerate.Of course, not only him, but all the "honest men" felt that Yan Zhaohan was ruining his future.

At that banquet, Zhenjun Li Hua specially used his proud disciple as an example, and said to Yan Zhaohan's elder brother Yan Yun: "Zhaohan is very talented, and he will definitely accept my mantle in the future. Please go back and tell your father, He has had a good time with me and will be useful in the future."

Yan Yun hadn't looked at Yan Zhaohan in the first place, but now his face was green with anger, he folded his hands and said "yes" aggrievedly.If his father found out, he would probably faint from anger.

Meng Tou took advantage of the chaos during the banquet and no one was paying attention, so he dragged Yan Zhaohan to the courtyard of the palace.There is a half-abandoned small lotus pond in the yard, and there is a faded vermilion wall under the eaves.When they walked, the fireflies that perched flew up from the wild grass, and stopped at nowhere.

"Meng Tou." Trapped between him and the wall, Yan Zhaohan asked coldly, "What are you doing?"

Meng Tou asked, "Why did you enter Xiqi Palace?"

Meng Tou was a head taller than him, so he had to look up at him, and said with a light smile, "Young Master Meng is really lenient."

The stars in the sky were still reflected in Yan Zhaohan's eyes, and his smile was so cold that it chilled his heart.

Meng Tou restrained his anger, and said in a low voice: "Do you know where Xiqi Palace is! Do you know who Zhenjun Li Hua is!"

"Of course I know, it's you who don't know! Get out of the way!"

It was the first time that Yan Zhaohan lost his temper in front of Meng Tou. Even when he was in Lizhou, when he saw him and Zhao Qingyan with his own eyes, and heard him say "I betrayed you", he didn't show any turbulent emotions. .

Yan Zhaohan pushed him away and walked forward recklessly.His heart was still beating fiercely in his chest because of his emotional overwhelm, and he felt that his heart was still alive after a long time.

Meng Tou slammed his fist hard on the pillar, and soon the faded pillar was stained with vermilion blood.

Yan Zhaohan turned his head when he heard the movement.He didn't know why he turned his head back, but he couldn't control his steps and ran back. When he saw his bleeding hand, tears fell and plunged into Meng Tou's arms.

Trembling with pain, he wrapped his arms around Meng Tou's neck and said, "Third Brother, I miss you so much."

Even though it was summer, his body was shivering and shivering.

Boys shouldn't have too many tears.But Meng Tou knew that he had really suffered too much grievance.At that time, Meng Tou really wanted to hold him and cry together, but he couldn't.When there are only two people left, one must be strong.When the remaining person is the most beloved person, he must be strong.

Meng Tou comforted him for a while, and finally the two of them were able to calm down and talk.

"The marriage was decided by my parents. Zhao Qingyan and I grew up together. When I proposed to call off the engagement that day, she coughed up blood and became seriously ill. Zhao Ce came to Meng's house with a sword in his hand, clearly Tell me, if I'm not by her side, she'll die."

Yan Zhaohan's eyes were red. When he looked at him, he looked like a rabbit. He said, "Third brother, without you, I would die too."

At that time, he thought, Yan Zhaohan is so good, is he short-hearted, how could he not want this person.

When he was 17 years old, he said to Yan Qingheng: "I like Zhaohan, very, very much."

When he was 21 years old, he said to Yan Zhaohan: "I like you, but I can't like you any more in the future. My mind is on another girl I can't live up to. I will love her wholeheartedly and take care of her. She It will become a part of my life, an irreplaceable part."

"I regret it. I shouldn't have said that I like you. I failed you and delayed you. But no matter what, I hope you can live a good life, and I hope you can have a safe life."

Yan Zhaohan thought for a while with red eyes, but was still reluctant to return the white jade bone whistle to Meng Tou, so he didn't say anything in the end.His heart was trembling with pain, and he couldn't stand still. He hugged Meng Tou again, with tears on his face, and kissed his lips tenderly.But he didn't even want to return it.

He took Meng Tou's hand and pressed it to his chest: "Third brother, my heart hurts so much, it's about to burst."

Meng Tou remembered that scene for many years.

Many years later, he understood that when he really started to grow up, it was when he could really hide his love and desire deeply.He can finally lock many things easily, pretending not to care like everyone else.

The second time he went back to Xiqie Palace was when Yan Zhaohan became the new ruler of Xiqie Palace.That year he was 23 years old and Yan Zhaohan was 21 years old.

He still can't understand deeply what the coldness in Yan Zhaohan's eyes is, he just finds it strange.But he was already used to that kind of strangeness.Many people around him have shown such strangeness.

That year, he had already been determined to be the next head of Mu Mi.According to the rules, the new Priest Junyi needs his assistance on that day.He didn't know if there was such a rule, but Yan Zhaohan named him anyway.For all sects, just follow Junyi's orders.