Love Teaching Ⅰ

"Are you... afraid?" Ye Fen heard the little guy speak for the first time, a little surprised and a little relieved, but when he reached out and touched the child's hair, it was soaked.

"Did you have a nightmare?" Nofen hurriedly reached out to touch the child's back.

Sure enough, the back is also full of sweat.

"Yeah." The child nodded, "I dreamed of Aunt Lisha..."

Aunt Risa?  …

No, standing at the door covered in sweat will catch a cold.Ye Fen quickly picked up the child and went to the living room, and found a blanket to cover him.

"Brother will heat you a cup of milk, tell brother who Aunt Lisha is, okay?"

"Hmm." The child huddled in the big blanket, drooping his head.

"Hey, you also put on your clothes first." Hiroki finished dressing, handed the pajamas to Nofen, and glanced at the child nestled in the corner of the sofa.

Finally, some information related to the child's life experience appeared.

When the milk is hot, the child is holding it in his two small hands, staring at the cup, and his long eyelashes are wet.

"Drink it slowly, the temperature is just right." Nofen, if you have children, you will be a good father, "Can you tell my brother, who is Aunt Lisha?"

Toddler holds a cup and takes a sip of milk.

"You can say hello after he finishes drinking." I was very curious, what was the reason why the child didn't say a word for so long, and Hiroki didn't feel sleepy at all.

"When my father left, he asked me to listen to Auntie Lisha. After my father left for a month, Auntie Lisha took me out and told me to wait for her there, saying that I could not talk to others, and that no one asked me to speak." The child lowered his head.

"Aunt Lisha will beat you if you are disobedient." The child's fingers twitched reflexively.

Is this still human, threatening such a small child? ? ! !

"Then you just sat there without saying anything?" Hiroki saw Nobu's expression was painful, but he still maintained a very gentle tone.

The child nodded, and tears rolled down the back of his hand. The boy put the cup on his lap and quickly wiped his eyes with the back of his hand.

"Where's your mother?" Seeing the child's tears, Hiroki asked in a low voice, a little sad.

"Mom said she went to work one day, and then...didn't come back." The boy's eyes were red, and he rubbed his eyes alternately with both hands.

Abandoned by mother first, then father, can there be any more beastly behavior than this.In this case, why bother to give birth to this child in the first place? !Even cats and dogs will have feelings after being raised for a long time, and you can't just throw them away, let alone your own flesh and blood, children are innocent! !Hiroki cursed in his heart.

"Do you like mom and dad?" Ye Fen's eyes were already reddish.

"Yeah." The child nodded.

Even in the face of such beastly parents, the child still showed a firm and trusting expression, and Hiroki felt pain in his heart.

"Okay, don't be afraid, it's all right." Ye Fen smiled and patted the child's back, "Can you tell my brother your name?"

"Yeah." The child wiped away tears, "My name is Zhi."

"Xiao Zhi, the name is really nice." Ye Fen smiled and stretched out his hand, "My brother's name is..."

"Wild points." The child smiled.

The first time I smiled was when I was eating udon noodles, it was just a slight grin at the corner of my mouth.But this time, it really came from the heart.

"Wow, you remember, you are so smart." Nofen held the child's hand, "It's nice to meet you Xiaozhi, before you find mom and dad, you should live with your brothers first, okay?"

"Yeah!" The innocent, who had never been in the world, faced the stranger who had only been with him for two days, and his eyes were already shining with infinite trust and hope.

"Then go to bed obediently." No sooner had Ye Fen finished speaking, the light in the child's eyes dimmed again.

Still scared?How scary is that woman named Lisha! !

"Hey, a man should look like a man, there is nothing scary about having a nightmare." Hiroki stood up without saying a word, "Only today, my brothers will sleep with you, and from tomorrow I will take out a man's Come on, do you understand?!"

"Hmm!" The child grinned, revealing a row of small white teeth.

"Xiaohong, you are so cute." Nofen whispered.

The two of them faced each other with their heads propped on their hands, Xiao Zhi fell asleep between them, the pink around his eyes had faded, and he even breathed softly in his deep sleep.

"Hey, please keep your voice down." Even though he knew that the child was fast asleep, Hiroki still hit Nobu on the head.

"In this way, being a parent is not easy." Ye Fen patted the child's stomach.

"You mean his parents?"

"Of course not." Ye Fen lay flat, "I didn't expect to have a child living next to me. It's a completely different feeling. When I was in the orphanage, I was still young, and I felt that my aunt and the others would sometimes ignore me. He is older than other children, so he comforted himself subconsciously and said, it’s okay, because he is an older brother.”

"Xiaozhi has only stayed by my side for two days. Because he is with me all day, it feels very different. Knowing that he is in the lounge, I have to go to see him from time to time. He dare not speak. I forgot, I didn’t think of him until after lunch time, but when I returned to the lounge, he curled up on the sofa and fell asleep, feeling very distressed.”

"Then I suddenly realized the hard work of the aunts in the orphanage. Faced with so many children, each of them needs love and care like me, and each of them feels abandoned like me and wants to attract attention."

"When cooking for him, I thought about whether I can put this, whether he likes that, and whether he can chew it? Fortunately, I am a pediatrician, and I have some common sense, otherwise I will definitely be in a hurry. Parents are not easy."

"However, I was also very happy to communicate with him. When I left the hospital, I was holding something in my hand, so I told him to follow me closely. Guess what he did?"

Yefen, very much, likes children.

"How did you do it?" Nobu's expression was joyful when he recalled, and a small disappointment that had occurred in Hiroki's heart several times began to gradually spread.

"He kept pinching the corner of my clothes." Nofen turned his face and saw Hongshu's stunned expression, "Xiaohong, what's wrong with you?"

"I'm sorry." The child fell asleep soundly, and suddenly turned his face to Hongshu's side, and buried his head in Hongshu's chest.

"Eh?" Nobu was confused.

"With me, you will never have children in your life." Hiroki's voice became softer as he spoke.Obviously a person who likes children so much, Ye Fen definitely hopes to have a child, but because he chose himself, it is tantamount to depriving him of this right.This is a very cruel thing.Although it is true that I like men, I also like and affirm myself as a man, and I have never thought about changing genders, but only at this time, Hiroki will come up with the kind of "how good it would be if I were a woman" thought.

A little scared, what if one day he regrets it?

"Yes, indeed." Yefen smiled, "However, you don't have to have children to be a family. As I said just now, Xiaozhi made me feel the difficulty of being a parent, but it gave me the feeling of being a family." Yes, it's you, Xiaohong."