Love Teaching Ⅰ

When Hiroki woke up, Nobu had already prepared breakfast for Xiaozhi.

"Xiaohong, come and have breakfast, and Xiaozhi, do you remember that you are going to kindergarten?" Nofen put the milk on the table with a smile.

"Well, Hong-chan, you got up late." Xiao Zhi had already finished washing, and now he sat obediently at the table.

"Oh." Although Hiroki was a little surprised to see Nobun bustling around as before, he was relieved and walked into the bathroom.

Just the night before, I seriously told Nofen about the eyes.

As he expected, Ye Fen was stunned for a while, with a look of disbelief.Just when he was about to continue talking about Heichuan, Nofen suddenly hugged him.

"Xiaohong is not afraid, nothing will happen to Xiaohong."

"Wild points...I..."

"Xiaohong will be fine!"

"Believe me, Xiaohong will be fine, definitely, it will be fine."

As if hypnotizing himself, Ye Fen repeated that sentence back and forth, and then hugged himself tightly all the time.The slightly aching shoulder seemed to be expressing the wishes of the two of them.

God, please, I beg you.

Nothing to do, please.

I don't want my eyes to be like that now, or in the future—I haven't seen enough of this man.

This is the first time since I learned about the eyes, I am so sad.Hiroki closed his eyes, tears streaming down his face.

"Hong Jiang, eat... breakfast!" Xiao Zhi saw Hong Shu come and sit down, grinning while chewing.

"Okay, Ye Fen, come here quickly, the three of us together."

"Ok."

As long as I live like this now, really, I just want this.

After Yefen sent Xiaozhi to the kindergarten, he hurried back to the hospital.

These two days are some simple cases, but it is an upper respiratory tract infection or a cold, and the work is not so stressful.Even so, Nobu still tries to keep himself busy, because once he has free time, he will think wildly.

"Wild Fen!" Came back to his senses suddenly, Jin Sen's hand was shaking in front of his eyes.

"Senior." Yefen took a closer look, and the broccoli picked up on the chopsticks had already fallen on the tray.

"You guy, if you dare to lose your mind like this in the operating room, you will die!" Jin Mori patted Nobu's head heavily.

"I'm sorry, I may not have slept very well recently." Ye Fen rubbed his eyes, suddenly feeling no appetite.

"After work, let's have a drink together." Jinsen was a little worried, "I think you were under too much pressure a while ago, so it's good to relax once in a while."

"This..." I was worried about Hiroki, but it was useless to worry about it now, "Okay, I will tell Xiaohong, please wait for me when I get off work."

"Understood." Seeing that Nobu had no appetite, Jinmori picked up his tray together, "When you go to work, cheer me up."

"Yes." Patting his face, as if to warn himself, Yefen stood up.

After work, Nobu and Tsumori went to a Chinese restaurant on a street not far from the hospital.After ordering two plates of dumplings, Tsumori filled Nofen with wine.

"Tell me, what's the matter." Jinsen put down the bottle and took a sip.

Ye Fen pursed his lips and didn't say a word.

"What's the matter, you haven't drank with me for a long time, just sit like this once in a while?" As if thirsty, Jin Sen gulped down the wine in his glass.

"I'm sorry, I always make my senior worry about me." Nofen squeezed the cup, "Every time I encounter something, the senior will be by my side to encourage me."

"Why, are you bothering me?" Jinsen chuckled, and refilled his glass again, "You, you are always afraid of troubling others, always saying 'I'm sorry, I'm sorry', why do you push other people's kindness away? How far away?"

"Eh?"

"There are too many troubles in the world, we all have to rely on others, and you are not alone."

"However, senior doesn't rely on others." Nobu was amused by Jin Mori's words, and his expression relaxed a lot, "I think senior is very remarkable, whether it is in work or in life, senior is very independent and independent. able man."

"I also want to rely on others, but I am not as lucky as the one in your family. I have someone like you who I can rely on." Jinsen threw the cigarette case on the table and took out the lighter, "If you are alone, you are not strong. How to do it?"

Jin Mori lit the cigarette, and Nobu lowered his head and fell into deep thought again.

"I have always thought about giving Xiaohong a good life. I can take care of him and protect him. As long as it is good for Xiaohong, I will do my best." I don't know how long it was silent, Ye Ye Fen finally spoke.

"Yeah." Jinsen lit another cigarette, and continued to drink without looking at Yefen.

"Although all I can do are small things, I am very happy. However, Xiaohong has accidents one after another, which makes me feel more and more useless." Ye Fen squeezed the wine glass tightly, shallowly Laughing, "But even then, I can still try to make it up."

Regarding that matter, Jinsen had no way to persuade him, so he had to pick up the cup and finish another cup.

"But now, what should I do, senior?" The expression on Nofen's face gradually faded, and even the light in his eyes gradually dimmed.

"Yefen..." Not knowing exactly what happened, Jinsen turned around and was immediately stunned.

"If Xiaohong is really..." Nofen bit his lips tightly, the blood vessels in the hand holding the wine glass burst out, and his arm was trembling non-stop.

Jin Mori looked at Nobu's reddish face, his eyes wrinkled together in pain, and his heart began to ache a little bit.

"What should I do," Ye Fen smiled wryly, raised his head and let out a long sigh, "What should I do?"

The new silence, both of them were powerless to break.Like comforting a child who lost a game, Tsummori reached out and patted Nobu's back lightly.

Not really wanting to go home, after exiting the subway station, Tsumori bought some beer at a convenience store and went to the park near the apartment.

The winter night is also very beautiful. There are some hazy mist around the moon, and the light is blown away by the wind to show a round milky white moon.Having not felt this way for a long time, Jinsen smiled and sat on the swing, took out a can of beer from the bag beside him, opened it, and kicked the ground lightly, the swing made a creaking sound.

How many nights, I was alone in bed looking at the moon. When I was in my 20s, although I thought it was beautiful, I fell asleep after looking at it for a while, and I didn't think about it deliberately. At the age of 30, looking at the moon by such a person, I feel a little bit emotional.

After looking through the contact book, he couldn't find anyone else who wanted to talk, so Jinsen pressed the dial button.

"Hey."

"Ah, Jinsen-senpai, this is rare. Why did you remember to call me?" There was some noise on the other end of the phone.

"Why, can't I call you?" Unexpectedly, there are times when I feel lonely.

"No, no, please call whatever you want, anyway, I'm fine if I'm alone at home." The phone was suddenly much quieter, probably because the TV was turned off.

"Hey, do you think I'm a strong person?" If it weren't for the power of alcohol, Jinsen felt that he would never have said these words.

"Eh? Well, senior, he is a very strong person. At least my feeling is..."

"Sometimes." The voice on the phone was actually very warm.Jinsen stopped shaking, stopped in a daze, and closed his eyes.

"It's just that sometimes, I also have the feeling of wanting to rely on someone."

"..."

"Sleep well, see you tomorrow." Hanging up the phone, Jinsen smiled and swung himself into the air with all his strength.