Love Teaching Ⅰ

Pushing open the bathroom door, I saw Hiroki sitting motionless in the bathtub with his knees hugged, Nobu bit his lips tightly.

No sound could be heard, no breath could be felt, Nobu walked stiffly to the bathtub and knelt down, taking Hiroki's cold body into his arms.

Smelling the familiar smell of Nozomi, warm tears slowly overflowed his dry eyes, Hiroki let go of his knees and slowly climbed onto Nobu's sleeve.Aggrieved, tightly clutching Nobu's arm, his fingers seemed to be embedded in the flesh, Hiroki let out the pain deep in his body hoarsely.

The place where the arm was pinched suddenly felt hot and painful, Nobu closed his eyes, and just hugged the crying Hiroki even tighter.

Silently bathing Hiroki and drying his hair, the pain on Nobu's face still hasn't faded at all.Caressing Hiroki's back over and over again, seeing that he finally closed his eyes quietly, Nobu reached out to turn off the light.

"Don't..." Hiroki opened his eyes suddenly, and hurriedly grabbed Nobu's hand, "Don't turn off the lights."

Those terrified eyes instantly pierced Yefen's last nerve.A heartache like electric current hits the whole body, Yefen tried to squeeze out some tenderness on his face: "Well, don't turn off the light."

Seeing Hiroki lower his head and close his eyes with peace of mind, Nobu felt the pain had spread to his fingertips.

"..." Nobu hurriedly left after receiving the call, and now seeing Fukuhara returning with a dazed expression on his face, Jinmori felt the seriousness of the situation.

"Kusama...Senior, please help him take a few days off." Fukuhara slumped on the sofa weakly, looking at Jinmori with almost pleading eyes.

"I see." It was the first time that Fukuhara asked him to do so, Jin Mori was a little at a loss, "Well, he, what the hell..."

"Senior... so uncomfortable." Fukuhara's eyes were tangled, but there was a helpless smile on the corner of his mouth.

"..." Jinmori didn't know what to say, so he walked quietly to Fukuhara and sat down.

"It hurts, here, it really hurts..." Fukuhara held his heart and burst into tears.

"I really want to be with him, looking at him makes me want to kill someone!! But, but I..."

But can't do anything.

Although he has never had a good impression of this person, but looking at Fukuhara at this moment, Jin Mori felt an empathetic familiarity.

When distress and pity cannot be conveyed, even the heartbeat is cold.

Seeing Fukuhara crying, Jin Mori felt that he also had the urge to cry.I can't do anything, it's the same for Nobu, and now it's the same for Fukuhara in front of me.

"I understand." Jin Mori pinched Fukuhara's shoulder and sighed.

"Nofen, is it convenient to talk?" Fukuhara went back to the dormitory, and after thinking about it, Jinmori still called Nofen.After one ring, Ye Fen answered the phone.

"Yeah." Nobu whispered, sat up gently, looked at the sleeping Hiroki, still gently stroking Hiroki's back with his hands.

"I..." Jin Sen suddenly felt a little speechless.It's still inappropriate to make this call now.

"Senior, please help me ask for a few days off." Ye Fen's voice on the phone seemed to come from far away, without a trace of heat.

"Don't worry, you just need to take care of him." Jinsen squeezed the phone tightly.

"Thank you, Senior, and thank you, Senior Fukuhara."

"Yofen..." Jin Mori swallowed, but the words came back to his mouth, his head was swollen, "Well, don't be too sad, you have to work hard..."

"..." There was no voice on the other end of the phone, and Jin Sen was in a mess.

"...Compared to the hurt Xiaohong suffered, I think I..."

There was no more talking on the other end of the phone, only a long and trembling sigh came, and Jin Sen's heart ached.

"...I don't even have the right to be sad." Hearing Nobu's hoarse answer, Jin Mori burst into tears.

"sorry."

"Senior, why are you apologizing? I'm fine. Now I feel that as long as Xiao Hong is safe, nothing else matters." Ye Fen said flatly on the phone.

Want to comfort him, but always end up being comforted by him.

Even if you say over and over in your head that it wasn't your fault, it wasn't something you could have expected, don't blame yourself too much.But at the moment when I was about to say it, I felt that these words were so worthless at this moment.

Can't hurt your pain, these nihilistic comforts are just deceiving symbols.

In the end, as expected, I still couldn't do anything.

"Yafen, you have to hold on." Jinsen cleared his throat, "He is relying on you now."

Can only, believe you, can.

"Well, I understand." Hearing Jin Sen's words, the tone on the other end of the phone finally became a little more relaxed.

"That's it."

You are you only if you can let him rely on you.

The sky is dimly lit, and the street lights are no longer clear.Jinsen watched the phone hang up on the other end, and sighed softly.

When Hiroki woke up in the morning, Nobun still patted himself gently.

"Xiaohong woke up?" Looking at those red and swollen eyes, loving and gentle eyes, Hiroki's nose became slightly sour again.

"Yeah." I woke up several times in one night, and every time I woke up, I had the same posture, the same eyes, and the same pat on myself.It was also because he was by his side that he closed his eyes and continued to sleep with peace of mind.

"Is it uncomfortable?" Gently touching the place where Hiroki's forehead was stuck to the tape, Nobu's already numb heart ached again.

"..." The smell of Nofen's fingertips awakened a sad memory, and Hiroki hid his head in Nofen's arms.

"Xiaohong..."

"I thought..." Hiroki grabbed Nobu by the collar.

"Ah."

"I thought I'd never see you again..." Hiroki's shoulders trembled.

"I can't see anything, I don't have any strength in my body..."

If possible, I would rather be injured ten thousand times heavier than that, and I don't want you to suffer even a little bit of grievance.

The person I wanted to hold in my hand to cherish, the person who was as reluctant to hurt as a baby, was treated so roughly.Can't forgive those people, can't forgive!

Can't forgive, let alone such a useless self!

"Wild points."

I am sorry.

"You're not allowed to go anywhere..."

Hiro, I'm sorry.

"I'm not going anywhere."

sorry......

"Don't leave at all."

You can scold me or beat me up.

"Never leave."

just don't...

"Wild points..."

please don't...

Don't leave me who is so useless.

"Ah."

"Hold me tight."

Xiaohong, I will never, never let anyone hurt you again.

No matter who it is, I will never allow it again.

"Yes."