Love Teaching Ⅰ

"It's okay." A woman in her thirties, holding a large white envelope in her arms, looked up and was stunned for a moment when she saw Yefen.

"I'm really sorry, are you alright?" Ye Fen looked at the woman nervously - she had an exquisite and good face, and a tall figure, and her eyebrows and expression were as familiar as if she had seen it somewhere.

"Well, it's okay." The woman's lips trembled slightly.

"Anyway, I'm sorry." Nofen apologized seriously, bowed, and left.

The tram left, and the platform became a little empty, but the woman still stood there in a daze.

"It's not the same as in the photo," the woman felt something hot slipping off her face, she chuckled and quickly wiped it off, tightly clutching the envelope in her hand, "it's different."

"The New Year is coming, Xiaohong is going home?" Hiroki wiped Xiaozhi's hair, and Nofen came over with a hair dryer.

"Should be, I'll contact my family in the next two days." Hong Shu didn't look at Ye Fen, stopped his hand, and Xiao Zhi stretched out his small hand to wipe his hair.

"Yeah. Xiaozhi, it's okay, my brother will celebrate the New Year with you." Nofen plugged in the hair dryer and helped Xiaozhi take off the towel.

Xiao Zhi didn't speak, but grinned with his teeth bared.

"..." Why, don't you want to spend the New Year with me?Wouldn't you say something like 'Xiaohong, let's celebrate the New Year with me and Xiaozhi this year'?

"Will Ye Fen go home?" The hair dryer hummed, and Xiao Zhi suddenly looked up at Ye Fen.

"Ah, um, brother won't go home." Ye Fen's big hands fiddled with the top of Xiao Zhi's head, and there was disappointment in his laughter.

"Can Hong-chan not leave?" Xiao Zhi turned to look at Hong Shu who was folding towels beside him.

"Ah, I..." Is it that difficult to act like a baby to me?

"My brother hasn't been home much for a year, so don't be willful, Xiaozhi. It's okay, you have Brother Yefen." Yefen looked at Xiaozhi in the mirror, and scratched Xiaozhi's nose with his fingers.

Or, are you still unhappy because of that?Hiroki looked at the big and small figures, and listened to those not-so-joyful topics about the New Year, and walked out of the bathroom silently with some frustration.

When Nofen walked into the bedroom, he saw that Hiroki was already lying down, but the bedside lamp was still on.

Did you fall asleep while reading a book again?Lifting the quilt lightly, Nobu lay down and stretched out his hand to turn off the light.

"That..." Hiroki closed his eyes, but he didn't feel sleepy at all.

"...Hmm." Nobu blinked.

"Are you still thinking about that?" Hong Shu suddenly turned over, staring at Ye Fen with resentful eyes.

"How could it be? I didn't think about it anymore." Yefen smiled, "Don't worry, Xiaohong, I will definitely become stronger, and I will and will definitely be the person that Xiaohong can rely on."

Why?Why are you smiling so silly?

"Fool!" Hiroki knocked Nobuon's head hard, "When did I say you're not strong enough!"

Yefen who was asked didn't speak, his expression suddenly became sad, and he looked like he was about to cry.

Suddenly, he lay down, buried his head deeply next to Hongshu's ear, and said softly, "Because I'm afraid."

"Fear?"

"I'm afraid, because I'm not strong enough, I'm afraid I won't be able to give Xiaohong a good life, I'm afraid I won't be able to give Xiaohong enough sense of security. I want to be needed by Xiaohong, but I'm afraid that I won't meet the standard you need." Yefen's voice, a little itchy because of the proximity, echoed clearly in his ears.

"Whenever I think like this, I hate myself for growing up so slowly, why I still can't reach that goal. I can't give Xiaohong to anyone, never can, but I'm afraid that such an immature self will drag you down. "Nobun's tone, the warm breath between his lips and teeth, rolled gently in Hiroki's chest.

"I like Xiaohong, I like it, I like it so much, the more I like it, the more afraid I am, and the more afraid I am, the more I feel that I am not strong enough." His chest also felt a little stuffy, Ye Fen pursed his lips and couldn't continue.

I know that I am very entangled.Regardless of whether Xiaohong thinks this way or not, his own inferiority complex will always pop up from time to time.

Xiaohong is too beautiful, too gentle, too cute, too kind, too excellent.

So what you can’t say is also what you are most afraid of. One day you will regret it and keep following yourself like this.

Suddenly, Nobu felt something hot flowing towards his cheek, seeping between the skins of the two of them.

"Xiaohong..." Nofen got up abruptly, and Hiroki quickly covered his eyes with the back of his hand.

"Fool, why are you... so stupid!" Tears cut through the coldness of the past two days, and flowed into the ears along the edge of the face, Hiroki blushed.

"Xiao Hong..." No Fen panicked, and pulled Hong Shu's arm covering his eyes.

"Why am I so stupid?!..." Hiroki covered his face with the quilt, "I know you are a fool, you are a fool, you know...but still, then... "

"Xiaohong, I'm sorry, it's my fault, don't cry, okay?" Ye Fen teared off the corner of the quilt with distress.

"Then, I like you..." Hiroki gritted his teeth and sobbed, his body trembling slightly.

"..." Ye Fen opened his eyes wide, and a crystal light gradually emerged from his eyes.

"Why did you become so powerful? When did I stop relying on you?!...You know that when I saw your efforts to change, I had..." Hiroki grabbed the collar of Nobu's pajamas.

"Xiaohong..."

"How... how distressed..." Tears rolled down again hot.

Why, why is love so painful?Why are two people hurting like they hurt themselves because of each other's affairs?

Nobun suddenly held Hiroki's head, and thrust his tongue roughly into Hiroki's mouth, sucking Hiroki's tongue greedily.

"Hmm..." Hiroki pushed Nobu's huge body hard, but his hands were pressed above his head with one hand.Nobu's hands deftly unbuttoned Hiroki's pajamas, and his fingers lightly twisted the protrusion of Hiroki's chest, but the kiss never stopped.

"Hmm!!!" Almost out of breath, Hiroki twisted his already limp body vigorously, but it didn't affect Nobun's movements at all.

"Xiaohong..." Nofen licked away the tears from the corners of Hiroki's eyes, his soft tongue slowly slid down Hiroki's earlobe, sucked hard on his neck, and quickly tore off Hiroki's pants.

"Don't... wild points... wild points!" In fact, I was also afraid, afraid of knowing how much I loved the person in front of me.

"Don't you want it, Xiaohong?" Nobu panted heavily.

Do you only give me this kind of tenderness in your eyes?

"Let go of my hand..." Hong Shu still had some tears in his eyes.

Remember, Yefen, you can only give me this kind of expression.

"..." Nofen let go of Hiroki's hand, but those hands touched his face, "Xiaohong..."

Slowly, bring your face closer to yourself.

"Xiaohong, I will always only like you." Nofen gently opened his mouth, biting Hiroki's lips.

I know, so I hope you remember, remember this moment forever, only for me forever.

Then please slowly, deeply, take away everything from me.