Love Teaching Ⅰ

"Xiaozhi, did you find the cake mix?" Hiroki pushed the shopping cart, and Xiaozhi squatted in front of the shelf to watch carefully.

The weekend is here, and the little guy has been in a state of excitement since he woke up in the morning. When Hiroki asked, he knew that he had been thinking about making cakes with him.

"Do you know the words on it?" Hiroki bent down, looking left and right with a small black head in front of him.

"I want to see which cake is beautiful." Xiaozhi said seriously.

Fool, you only look at the picture on the package, that is completely different from what is inside.

"Well, I'll choose this." Xiao Zhi seemed to have made an important decision, and turned around and handed Hiroki a box.Sure enough, the cake on the package looked very attractive.

"Okay, brother, take a look." Hiroki took the box, looking at Xiaozhi's serious expression, he wanted to laugh.Well, for the sake of this brat, I have to work hard to make this cake, Hiroki looked carefully at the ingredient list.

Eh?What's the word, I don't know...

Hiroki rubbed his eyes with his hands, because he read too many books and didn't pay attention, so he wouldn't start to get dazzled so early.

"No." Xiao Zhi pulled Hiroki's arm.

"Eh?" Hiroki bowed his head, Xiaozhi looked serious.

"You can't rub your eyes with your hands, that's not good!" Xiao Zhi hugged his arms like a little adult.

"Yes, yes." Hiroki put the cake powder on the car, took advantage of Xiao Zhi not paying attention, picked him up and put him on the car, "Let's go!"

"Doctor Jinmori, do you know?" The nurse on duty, Hasegawa, looked a little off, and stopped Jinmori in the corridor.

"Know what? Did something happen?" Jinsen was a little puzzled.

"I heard from the seniors at Nakano General Hospital that Kenta Hayakawa, who was transferred from our hospital two days ago, suffered a heart attack due to a sudden deterioration in his condition last night, but he failed..." Hasegawa choked up, just weakly shook his head.

How could it be possible, I still held my mother's hand when I left, and walked away step by step by myself.

"Did Dr. Kusama know about this?" Although he was shocked and sad, at least he had experienced such things many times, so he could still adjust.

Hasegawa didn't speak, just nodded with a solemn expression.

Oops, that guy!Jin Mori immediately turned around and went straight to the lounge.

Restrooms, wards, offices, rehabilitation areas, and public activity areas, Jin Mori searched non-stop, but he couldn't find Yefen.It's so late, and it's still on duty, where can this guy be?Jinsen slammed the wall hard, where else in the hospital can you go?

By the way, now, no one's place!

"Sure enough." Jin Sen sighed secretly and pushed open the door on the top of the building. In the dark night, Ye Fen's lonely white coat could be seen through the glass.

Jinsen approached slowly, the cold wind blowing over his head, his forehead ached slightly, and his lips were heavy as if they were frozen.

Hearing the sound of footsteps behind him, Nobu turned his head and saw Jinmori smiled unnaturally.

"I... heard about it." Jinsen wanted to say something more, but couldn't say anything, so he could only close his mouth.

"Oh." Ye Fen turned around.

Jinsen swallowed, and could only look at Nobu's back standing there, not even daring to breathe.

"Senior, do you know why I want to be a pediatrician?" Yefen raised his head, his voice was still loud, sounding unchanged.

"Why?" In the starless night, boundless pain struck, completely tying up the man in front of him.

"I grew up in an orphanage. Except for children like me who were abandoned by their parents because they couldn't raise them, many children were abandoned by their parents because of illness." Unlike others, Ye Fen never let others feel that The fact that I grew up in an orphanage is very sad, but I always talk about those years with gratitude.

"I hope that more children can be cured, and that they won't lose the love they deserve from their parents because of the disease." It's just that today's voice reveals infinite sadness.

"Kenta was admitted to the hospital...I have been his doctor for a year now. I know that this child's illness cannot be cured, but I still work hard...with hope... ’ The last few words grew lighter, and Jinmori clenched his fists.

"I... haven't done it yet. After teaching him... Zhe..." Ye Fen stopped talking, and let out a long breath with some trembling.

If I can walk over and hold his head in my arms, if I can tell him, don't carry it, and if you want to vent, just vent it.

Never before, so strongly, did he want to be the one who could support him.

No, those are just ifs.

"Thank you senior, I'm fine." Yefen covered his face with his hands and took a deep breath, "I'm a doctor, and I will still encounter this kind of thing in the future. I will... make adjustments."

Nobu turned around, his gentle eyes were still full of sadness, and the bitter smile hanging on the corner of his mouth directly poked Jinsen's heart.

"Idiot! What are you pretending to be?! If you are sad, you are sad. Why do you pretend to be so strong!" The hoarse wail pierced the silence, and Jin Sen felt something hot flow down his face.

"..." Ye Fen was stunned, and the corners of his mouth slowly relaxed.

"No one asks you to do this, you are not a machine, you should be sad when you should be sad, and you should rely on others when you should rely on others!"

That's it, that's enough, don't say any more, can't say any more! ! ! !

"You are like this..." If you continue now!

"What to do with the person who loves you!"

what do I do! ?You tell me what should I do! ?I want you to be happy, I want you to be happy, I want you to smile at me like that, I want you to know that I can do it, what should I do? !I really want to hug you, want to comfort you, take care of you, make you vent, make you cry, make you think of me as the only one, what should I do? !When I see you like this, my heart hurts, but I can't do anything, I dare not do it, I can't do it, what should I do! ?

I like you...

I really like you, I really like you, what should I do? !

"What do you want me to do?" Jinsen sobbed.

It's so bad, such a self, really, so bad.When he was sad, he failed to comfort him. Instead, he cried like this and said so many things that shouldn't be said.

"You, if you feel uncomfortable, just stay for a while." Jinsen smiled awkwardly, and wiped the corners of his eyes with his palm, "I'll go back first."

Go quickly, don't look at him anymore; don't let him look at himself like this again.

Jinsen turned around and left, walking quickly.

"Senior!" Nofun caught up with Jin Mori in a few steps, and took his arm, "Thank you, senior, I'm sorry for making senior worry."

The hand holding her was still so strong, so strong that one wanted to just rely on it.

This is wild points.

She obviously wanted to comfort him, but in the end, she was comforted by him instead.

"It's okay." Please, don't let me like you again.Jin Mori patted Nobu's hand off lightly, and left as if fleeing.