look at you bend you

This unexpected answer made Nanfang a little confused, and the words that were asked were blurted out naturally without thinking about it.

What's the same?same what?All gay?No, obviously there are other things, but Li Yan didn't have time to take a closer look, the state of the South is not right.

So he held Nanfang's face and forced him to meet his gaze again, "You are you and she is her, you are different!"

Nanfang nodded, lowered his eyes, and stopped talking.

Li Yan said goodbye to his parents, and drove away under the eyes of the two elders who were probing. I guess no one understands what the last sentence of Nanfang means?But now is not the time to be honest, his parents need to calm down, and the south needs it too!

Nested in the co-pilot, Nanfang always looked out of the window. The dead trees on the street were decorated with red or green artificial leaves, which made the originally bleak street a lot more alive, but the fake ones are fake after all, where? And the spring itself is full of spring?

Li Yan parked the car on the side of the road, looked at the back of the co-pilot's dark head, stretched out his palm to cover Nanfang's head, and turned his face to him slightly, Nannan still had that blank look in his eyes, unfocused Can't see the essence!

Sighing, Li Yan covered his eyes, "Since you don't see me in your eyes, then don't look at me!"

Nanfang's eyelashes swept across his palm, and after a while, the palm was covered with wetness. Nanfang raised his hand to press the palm covering his eyes, buried his face deeper, and his shoulders trembled..."It turns out She's been living in such pain, but I don't know it...so he doesn't want to see me so much because of these?"

These two TAs are not talking about the same person Li Yan didn't realize it, but it doesn't matter, he stretched out his arms and put him in his arms, and kept running his hands up and down his back, "It doesn't matter, brother just wants to look at you." become!"

After crying, Nanfang's mood stabilized a lot. He raised his head from Li Yan's arms, grabbed his sleeve and wiped it under his nose, "Runny nose..."

Li Yan looked at the shiny strip on his sleeve and took a breath, then raised his hand and patted Nanfang on the forehead, "Is there no paper?" Then he was afraid and said again, "Is there no paper?"

Nanfang smiled on his tear-stained face, rubbed his forehead and said, "This is your punishment!"

"Huh?" Li Yan raised his eyebrows with a smile.

"I..." Nanfang moved his body and looked at him, pointing two fingers at his eyes, "I see you in my eyes, how can you say I don't see you in my eyes?"

"..." Well, this candy caught me off guard, but it was so sweet... Li Yan squeezed Nanfang's face hard, "The mouth is too sweet..."

Nanfang's eyes swept left and right, and stamped Li Yan's mouth with a bang, "Is it sweet?"

"I'm stunned..." Li Yan laughed out loud.

"Brother, I'm fine." Nan Nan said with a smile, "I just feel a little sudden, but I can't accept it. I still like men, right? It's no big deal. Really, how good I am now, someone loves others , Happiness is dead!"

"Well, brother loves you!" Li Yan rubbed his hair.

"Well, my brother loves me, my brother loves me!" Nanfang also plucked Li Yan's hair.

"Your face...can circle the earth once?"

……

Homosexuality is still puzzling to a large number of people nowadays, not to mention that in their parents' era, one can imagine what kind of state Ms. Fang was in at that time. People find that even the person they like has a nerve. At first, Li's mother didn't know that Ms. Fang had feelings for her beyond friendship, but she didn't change anything after she knew it.

Walking on a road full of thorns, the hardships ordinary people can't understand, Nanfang suddenly felt a bit fucked up, his brother could have a normal life, at least he didn't have to worry about these messy things, who wouldn't want to live a more relaxed life Woolen cloth?

Back home, Nanfang threw himself on the sofa and stared at the ceiling motionless.

"What are you thinking about?" Li Yan patted his leg and sat beside him.

"What kind of mood do you think my mother married my father?" Nanfang asked with his eyes wide open.

"These have nothing to do with you. Why do you think about them? It's too easy to idle yourself?"

The south has been silent for a long time. A homosexual married a heterosexual and had a child. She has embarked on the path that most people think is correct, but is she happy?Obviously the answer is no, just like what she said on the day of the accident, harming others also harmed herself.

"Brother," Nanfang sat up and rested his chin on Li Yan's shoulder, "If... I mean if ha!"

"Ok?"

"If you want to have a normal home in the future, tell me in advance!"

"..." Li Yan turned his head and looked at the face leaning on his shoulders, his drooping eyelids trembled slightly, and the silhouette formed by the long eyelashes was reflected on his face. The thick eyelashes flicked, "Okay!"

Hearing the answer, Nanfang raised his eyelids and looked straight at him, Li Yan didn't dodge, and looked at him with a smile.

"You think?" South asked.

"Do you think I think?" Li Yan asked back.

"I don't want to, I'm not stupid!" Nan Nan replied, sighed and continued, "If my uncle and aunt find out, they will be very angry! My normal son suddenly becomes abnormal..."

"Hey, are you swearing?" Li Yan shrugged his shoulders with a smile, and flicked Nan Nan's face. "I...an adult in my 30s, I naturally know what I'm doing. If I don't want to, no one can force me to do something."

Nanfang forcefully pushed Li Yan down on the sofa, and gnawed on his face, making his face drool.

"Hey, you're enough..." Li Yan pushed Nanfang's head, and said happily, "Are you a dog?"

"Well, your dog!" Nan Nan shook his head and sighed with his arms around Li Yan's neck, "Tsk~ what a pity..."

"Ok?"

"What a childhood sweetheart, I don't even have the slightest impression of him!"

"..." If you don't have it, you don't have it, maybe you met again.Li Yan didn't say this, but just kissed Nanfang on the forehead. It doesn't matter how we meet, what matters is how we stay together.

They didn't go anywhere for the remaining two days of vacation, they turned off the phone and stayed at home. What kind of state is an adult man in love with?Just look at the south, how could you be willing to eat vegetarian food and chant Buddha after opening the door to a new world?Crazy love is the most direct way for them to express their love for each other.

Sleeping with each other every night with you and waking up every morning, kissing your forehead and saying good morning!

……

On the first day after work, Nanfang put the resignation letter on Li Yan's desk.

"What do you mean?" Li Yan asked.

"Resign!" Nanfang said.

"..." Li Yan rubbed his forehead, "I can read, I was asking why you resigned?"

Nanfang glanced back, made sure that the door of the office was closed, put his hands on the table, leaned forward, and said with the corners of his mouth hooked: "I got you all, why should I stay?"

"So you plan to run away after eating?" Li Yan leaned on the back of the chair and crossed his fingers, looking at the south with interest.

"I can't, I'm not full yet!" Nan Nan sat back on the chair, "I can't let my boyfriend take care of me, can I? Although I still want to..."

"Do you still want to continue working as your detective agency?"

Nanfang shook his head, "I didn't like it at first, I just messed around at the beginning! Brother~ I want to do something I like..."

In the past, I was fooling around because I felt that life was just like that, and I just passed it by. At 28, I passed it and became 82, but now it is different, he also has a boyfriend, how can I pass it by?And his boyfriend is pretty good, it might be difficult to catch up, but it's still possible to support yourself and not hold back!

In the few days after resignation, the southern part basically leaves early and returns late. What are you busy with?For Li Yan, there are only two words 'confidential'!

On this day, Li Yan received a call from Li's mother and went back to the old house.When I got home, Li's father and Li's mother were both there, sitting on the sofa together, and the servants were not there, so what should come will always come...

"Dad, Mom!" Li Yan sat opposite the elder.

"Xiao Nan didn't come back together?" Mama Li asked.

"He has nothing to do with me!"

Li's father and Li's mother looked at each other, and Li's mother walked to Li Yan and sat down next to him, holding his hand and saying, "You have made up your mind since you were young, and if you decide that even ten cows can't be brought back, mother just wants to ask you , are you serious?"

"En!" Li Yan nodded.

"You never had a girlfriend because...you like men?" Mama Li asked again.

"Yeah!" Li Yan nodded again, in fact, he had never liked anyone before, regardless of gender, and he didn't know if he was born gay, but now that he has Nanfang, it doesn't matter if he is.

Li's mother sighed, her eyes were red, "This road is not easy, you have given me and your father such a difficult problem! We should support you intellectually, but emotionally... son, you know you are going What kind of road is it? Do you understand what you have to face in the future?"

"Mom, I know and understand." Li Yan put his arms around Li Ma's shoulders, "But this matter is beyond my control, and I don't think it will be too difficult, you have to believe me, since I have chosen Have the ability not to let yourself regret it!"

"But you..." Mama Li said.

"Okay," Li's father interrupted Li's mother, "it's already like this, what else can we do? You let him find a random woman to marry? Isn't Yaru's lesson enough?"

"dad……"

"Hey~" Father Li sighed heavily, "Everything in the world has a cause and effect, and you and Nanfang have settled our debt, but I still have to say something, you are older than Nanfang, and there are some things that you You have to take a longer view than he does, and be more responsible, since you... have decided to be together, then don't separate easily, feelings are not child's play, don't even think about it!"

"Well, I understand!" For the understanding of his parents, Li Yan was more than grateful for his parents' understanding, "Mom, don't worry, we will be fine!"

"Does Xiaonan's father know?" Li's mother wiped her tears.

"I don't know, it depends on the south, and his father doesn't seem to want to see him too much!" Li Yan said.

"Hey! This child also makes people feel distressed. Why should things between adults be difficult for children!" Li's mother said.

"Chinese New Year is coming soon, you ask Nanfang if he wants to go home? If not, come to our house, and you can accompany him back after the New Year. After all, you are still an elder, and you have to explain this to someone else." Father Li explain.

"it is good!"

The author has something to say:

Is gay scary?

Not scary!

What's scary is those gays who choose to marry in person!

No matter what kind of person you are, you must bear the responsibility!