look at you bend you

The tip of Nanfang's nose rubbed against Li Yan's warm ears, and the desire rising in his body became more and more obvious. He wanted to stop, but he was greedy for the wonderful feeling Li Yan brought him.

As a normal...Although he is an older youth who has been in the empty window period, Li Yan is very clear about his state at this time, the desire of the body cannot deceive others, Nanfang is hugging him, whispering in his ear, can he He could clearly feel Nanfang's body temperature, Nannan's alcoholic breath, and even feel his heartbeat against his arm and his leaking... □□!

"Brother~!" Nanfang raised his head slightly and looked at Li Yan who had his eyes closed.

"...Huh?" Li Yan's voice was a little dry due to the sudden urge.

"I... I have a situation..." Nanfang still looked at him.

"Well..." Li Yan still closed his eyes, "Go to the bathroom to solve it, don't stay on my bed..."

"..." Nanfang suddenly lifted the quilt and turned over and sat on Li Yan's lap, leaning his hands on the sides of his head and leaning closer, "You have it too!"

"..." Li Yan opened his eyes, looked at the pair of eyes above that were still bright and moist in the dim light of the room, "Go down..."

"I'll help you..." Nanfang put his hand into Li Yan's pants and held it.

"You..." Li Yan held Nanfang's wrist, his body was tense, his breathing was short...

"Don't move~" Nanfang squinted his eyes to see Li Yan's expression clearly.

The sensory stimulation brought by Nanfang's slightly rough hands is different from his own, and this stimulation is magnified several times in the dark, Li Yan is a little dazed, Nanfang pulls his hand into his pants and moves him, " Hmm~ brother~”

This obvious voice full of desire made Li Yan's heart tremble...

……

The room was filled with an ambiguous smell. Nanfang lay flat on the bed, his mind was filled with the images just now, he turned over and buried his face in the pillow and cursed secretly: Nannan, you are a cunt with a brain~

The panic that appeared after the desire dissipated made him a little overwhelmed. At this moment, he was very clear about his unusual feelings for Li Yan. He... liked Li Yan. This kind of liking made him regret the impulse just now. He didn't know that Li Yan What would Yan think, would he feel disgusted?Do you think he is perverted?Only at this time did he fully understand Lin Dong's feelings. He was afraid of being hated by the person he liked, afraid of being treated as a monster...

Kacha, the door was opened, Li Yan walked into the room after taking a simple shower, Nanfang quickly lay down and pulled up the quilt to cover himself, he made several turns in his heart thinking should he pretend to be drunk?Or pretend to sleep?

Feeling that the bed next to him has sunk in, and Nanfang exposed his eyes. The room is pitch black, and without seeing Li Yan's expression, it is impossible to judge his mood at this time, "Brother?"

"……Um?"

Li Yan's voice sounded quite normal, Nanfang heaved a sigh of relief, and tried to explain, "What's inside...I'm a little confused today..."

"..." It took Li Yan a long time to reply with one word, "En!"

"Don't be angry, I won't dare again..." Nanfang said quickly. "Really, I~ I just drank too much."

"...Sleep~sleep~" He gritted his teeth when he said these two words.

"elder brother……"

"If you don't shut up, go back to your room!"

"..." It's over, but I'm still angry, what should I do?Will he die a miserable death?Will it be engraved on the tombstone after death: I was sentenced to death for playing hooliganism with my brother...?

After falling asleep in a daze, Nanfang had a dream. In the dream, Li Yan rubbed medicine on his face and shoulders with a cotton swab, his movements were gentle and his eyes were focused...

When he woke up the next day, Li Yan was no longer on the bed. Nanfang stared at the ceiling and tried hard not to think about last night, but his heart was really something he couldn't control~

"I'm going to stay at my friend's villa for two days on the weekend, are you going?" Li Yan walked in and took out the clothes from the cabinet.

"Okay..." Nanfang sat up, glanced at Li Yan and quickly looked away, "I'm going to wash my face..."

"If you don't go to the company today, don't worry!" Li Yan said.

"Um……"

"I'll go out later, where will I see you off?" Li Yan asked.

"Um……"

"You...are you being beaten stupid?"

"Um……"

……

Nan Fei still didn't leave.

"I told you that if you don't go back with me, I won't go..." Nan Fei said while sitting on the sofa of Dong Lin's house.

"I also told you where to go, just don't hang around in front of me!"

"Do you think you are the only one who is unhappy? I am also unhappy. You can ignore me but you can't. You can hate everyone including me, but what about me? Who should I hate? You have enjoyed fatherly love for at least ten years, But since I was born, I was doomed not to have a complete family, not to have a father..." Nan Fei said excitedly.

"So I gave it back to you, your home... Dad, then you should enjoy the happiness that your complete home brings you, instead of dragging an outsider here..."

"Outsider?" Nan Fei interrupted him, "From the beginning to the end, you are the only one who regards yourself as an outsider. It's not that we push you out, but you yourself don't want to admit that we are your family..."

"I know you can't accept the existence of me and my mother. I don't want to apologize to you because it's not my fault. The only thing I feel sorry for you is that I didn't stop you when you left...I came to you I don't want to prove anything to you, I just... just think it's nice to have an older brother..." Nan Fei lit a cigarette and handed it to Nan Nan.

Nanfang hesitated for a while and reached out to take it. He felt very strange about Nanfei. He didn't hate Nanfei, but he didn't have any feelings. He hated that he was married to his mother but still had entanglements with other women, and hated that he took other women back to the home where they had lived for more than ten or twenty years not long after his mother passed away... He couldn't accept that he had become The most insignificant existence at home...

"You go back, I'm fine here, really, if I say I hate you, it's only the first two years after I came out, for a child of seventeen or eighteen, he has no relatives, no friends, no future, all he has is It’s just a breath, now hate is too heavy and too extravagant for me, here are the friends I like, the job I like, and... I want to have a life that belongs to me only, and I don’t want to go back not because of you, but because of you I can't let go of my current life..." After Nanfang finished speaking, he took a deep breath.

"I understand, I don't want you to leave here, I just want you to go home and have a look... Dad, he... these years have not been good!" Nan Fei said.

"..." Nanfang frowned.

"After all, he is still our father, and he is old now. Aren't you all doing well in the ten years before I showed up? Why are you so determined not to see him for ten years now?" Nan Fei asked.

"..." Nanfang looked at the cigarette in his hand and said nothing.

"Who said he was cruel?" Lin Dong walked out of the room, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop on your speech."

Then he pointed to the south and said, "Are you stupid, don't you have a long mouth?"

"This matter has nothing to do with you..." Nanfang said.

"Who said it has nothing to do with me? If you admit that you have nothing to do with me, I'll just shut up..." Lin Dong said.

Nanfang looked at him and said nothing.

"Just your brother...Nanfang, he has been disappearing for a while every year for the past few years, do you know where he has gone?" Lin Dong looked at Nan Fei and said, "He went back to worship his mother, and then secretly stayed at your house Lurking nearby, seeing your family of three enjoying themselves happily... What else do you want him to do?"

"..." Nan Fei was stunned, he didn't expect this to happen. "elder brother……"

"As you said, my surname has always been Nan, but I also have my pride. I can't forgive him for betraying my mother and our family. You can call me hypocritical or a bitch. But I'm still an emotionally clean person, and I can't tolerate betrayal..." Nanfang said.

"..." Nan Fei leaned back on the sofa and sighed.

"Give him some more time. After ten years of wandering outside, it's not so easy to rein in the precipice!" Lin Dong patted Nan Fei on the shoulder, "But you don't have to hurry, stay for two more days..."

The conversation has already been said, although I didn't take people back, but at least I saw hope, knowing that Nanfang didn't really plan to die and die, so let's leave it to time, maybe one day Nanfang will open the door of the house with a smile, And that day isn't too far away.

I booked the nearest flight, and flew south to force Nanfang to give me a hug, "I will call or send you a message every day when I go back, and if you don't answer or reply, I'll just come over and beat you up... Yes, you've been dumping bags for too long in our company, you're just tired of me being a fool, I have to take a good rest when you go back."

"Damn..." Nanfang pushed him away and turned his face to the side.

"Brother, goodbye!"

"Hurry up and get out..."

……

On the way back, Nanfang kept looking out of the window, Lin Dong turned his head several times but couldn't see his expression clearly.

"Nan Fei is not easy..." Lin Dong glanced at him again after finishing speaking.

"..."

"Hey? Don't say that you two look alike and are about the same age. If you say that you two are twins, some people will believe it~" Lin Dong continued.

"..."

"What do you want to eat tonight? Xiaoqi went out with Li Yan today, and I don't know if she will come back for dinner..."

"What did you say?" Nanfang suddenly turned his head and asked loudly.

"Hey? I said several words, which one do you ask?" Lin Dong was taken aback.

"Who did Xiaoqi go out with?" Nanfang asked.

"Your boss, Li Yan!"

"..." Nanfang glared at him.

"No, why do you have such an expression? What's wrong?" Lin Dong was a little puzzled.

"Why don't you call quickly? She's a girl, can you have the self-consciousness of being an older brother? Can you...ah, just...can you?"

"..." Lin Dong stared at him for a long time.

"Look... what are you looking at!" Nan Nan felt a little guilty, and took a sip of water.

"You... don't you like Xiaoqi?" Lin Dong's expression was a little subtle.

"Pfft..." The water from Nanfang's mouth spewed out, "Ahem, I'll..."