Can't stop

"What's wrong with you?" Xiao Bixing looked at Li Jian's slightly red eyes, his voice was full of confusion, "Where did I show that I don't love you?"

"Then why do you keep pushing me?!" Li Jian's suppressed anger gradually released, and he widened his eyes at Xiao Bixing, as if he wanted to burn Xiao Bixing in his own anger, "I was originally happy today. Having dinner with Qi Fei, why did you tell him that you would accept my business?!"

"I didn't mention it, he told me on his own initiative." Seeing Li Jian's anger, Xiao Bixing suddenly felt a little funny.The conversation I had with Qi Fei was just a taste, and Li Jian's reaction was really too sensitive, "If it's just because of this, I don't think you need to lose your temper with me on the street on a rainy day."

"Xiao Bixing..." Li Jian's voice was very low, but Xiao Bixing felt the anger that Li Jian was about to burst out word by word, "Do you know that what you do makes me feel so useless? "

"Worthless...?" Li Jian's question at this moment made Xiao Bixing stunned for a moment.But the stubbornness in his heart made him want to stimulate Li Jian's self-esteem.

"Heh..." Xiao Bixing raised his sword eyebrows, and the expression on his face became even colder, "If you always want to make money by selling drugs, you are actually quite useless."

"Oh! You finally told the truth..." Facing Xiao Bixing's sharp irony, Li Jian slowly straightened his body, his expression turned cold.A cold smile gradually appeared on the face looking down at Xiao Bixing, "I knew it, you thought so."

"You know what I think, so why don't you stop?! You are willing to be looked down upon by me!" Li Jian's unceremonious eyes made Xiao Bixing become restless, and he stared at Li Jian. The smiling face asked loudly, "You don't know what business you are doing now? What you are doing now is drug trafficking!"

Having said that, Xiao Bixing lowered his voice again.Knowing how sensitive their topic was, I had no choice but to suppress it, not letting my voice reach the ears of others.On the street at ten o'clock, with cars coming and going, Xiao Bixing could only confront Li Jian at ten o'clock, as if a big battle was about to break out.

"Yes... After all, you are a white-collar worker and I am a drug dealer. They are not from the same world..." Li Jian's voice was extremely disappointed. He stood motionless, looking down at Xiao Bixing, "Maybe you should have found A person who matches you, in that case, it will be much easier..."

"Oh! You're right!" Hearing what Li Jian said, Xiao Bixing sneered lowly towards the sky.Not to be outdone, he stared at Li Jian, as if intending to humiliate him, "You are right, I chose the wrong person, and I, Xiao Bixing, thought highly of you!"

As soon as the words fell, Xiao Bixing turned around and ran into the car without looking back.

"You dare to go!" Li Jian suddenly came back to his senses, he strode forward and grabbed Xiao Bixing's arm.

How could Xiao Bixing withstand Li Jian's grasping with all his strength, his body was caught by Li Jian in Li Jian's arms at once.

"Let go!" Xiao Bixing struggled with all his strength, but Li Jian grabbed Xiao Bixing's body tightly.

"How dare you leave like that?!" Li Jian's voice sounded like he was gnashing his teeth. He never thought that Xiao Bixing would turn his head and leave like this just now, "You actually..."

"Didn't you tell me to find an ordinary person?" Xiao Bixing roared, interrupting Li Jian's questioning.He knew that Li Jian's words were full of anger, but now that both of them were angry, Xiao Bixing became agitated, "Why are you keeping me now?"

"I was angry!" Hearing Xiao Bixing's words, Li Jian's suppressed emotions finally collapsed, "Xiao Bixing, I can't bear you to leave!"

During the quarrel just now, Li Jian kept maintaining his self-esteem and wanted Xiao Bixing to say something soft, but Xiao Bixing didn't say a word.Now that Xiao Bixing was leaving, he really didn't care about face anymore, he could only hold Xiao Bixing in his arms tightly and yell, restraining the trace of unwillingness in his heart.

"You're right, I'm useless, I still want to make money by selling drugs..." After a long time, Li Jian uttered a sentence, "But Xiao Bixing...you can't give me any more time..."

Hearing these words, Xiao Bixing finally calmed down.He took a deep breath and stopped letting his body struggle.

Seeing that Xiao Bixing calmed down a little, Li Jian slowly released Xiao Bixing. He carefully looked at Xiao Bixing's angry and wronged eyes, and raised his hand to gently caress his face, "I know you want me to live a normal life. , but I really don't know how to do it... I started doing this when I was 22, and now I'm 32... What else can I do..."

Looking at Li Jian who had removed his psychological defenses like this, Xiao Bixing couldn't help shaking his head helplessly.Should he be moved?Still helpless?That's right, ever since he knew Li Jian's true identity, he had always wanted to turn Li Jian back, but he had never carefully considered the pressure on Li Jian.Thinking about it now, Li Jian actually took on much more than he imagined.

Maybe it was because he had thought too little, at this moment Xiao Bixing suddenly thought of a lot, he stared at Li Jian's flushed face, and asked in a deep voice, "You are only 32 years old, and there is still a long way to go in life, why can't you try?" Do something else?"

"I will change it..." Li Jian's tone softened completely, he was almost begging Xiao Bixing, "As long as you don't leave me, I will change it, okay?"

Xiao Bixing was secretly surprised to see that Li Jian gave up his usual high self-esteem and pleaded with him.The Li Jian he knew was such an easy-to-compromise person?

——Or, he just wanted to perfuse himself again to stabilize his emotions?

Staring at Li Jian's pleading eyes, Xiao Bixing's intuition told himself that he didn't seem to be telling a lie.

Hey... Xiao Bixing sighed softly, and his heart gradually softened.He was a little helpless, as if he had nothing to do with Li Jian.It's true that I don't want Li Jian to sell drugs again, but now that the matter has come to this, what's the use of forcing him over and over again?

The light rain hit Xiao Bixing's face and wet his hair.He raised his head, looked at the moon covered by thin clouds in the sky, and stared blankly.

What a beautiful moon, but it is a pity that it is covered by darkness, and only a little light can be seen, which makes people look sad.

"Li Jian... the doctor said long ago that I don't have much time..." Xiao Bixing secretly sniffed at the sky, and after a long time, he slowly uttered a sentence.

"Can't you...let me go in peace?"