Can't stop

"Want to smoke again?" Hearing this, Li Jian's mood seemed to calm down a bit.He originally thought that Xiao Bixing's lack of love in doing things was dissatisfaction with himself, but now that he has spoken clearly, some of his doubts have been eliminated.The little battle just now vented out the dissatisfaction that was pent up in the hearts of the two of them. At this moment, the two of them shouted and fought enough, and the exhaustion surged up, and Xiao Bixing didn't want to lose his temper anymore. up.

"I don't know what's going on..." Xiao Bixing raised his head, looking helplessly at Li Jian who was sitting on the bed, "When I made love to you, I always thought of that night, holding me..."

"I'm still holding you now," Li Jian gently interrupted Xiao Bixing's recollection, sat behind Xiao Bixing, wrapped his arms around his waist gently, and said softly, "Holding you, you will Think about those?"

Hearing Li Jian's gentle voice, Xiao Bixing suddenly remembered that night again.That kind of light, that kind of atmosphere, and the deep and seductive panting sound of that sharp sword.At this moment, in this room, although Xiao Bixing was useless, he still remembered the impulse that night.

Xiao Bixing smiled lightly, and heaved a long sigh. He suddenly felt that there was no reason at all to miss that night.

"What about you?" Xiao Bixing relaxed his body and asked in a low voice, "Do you think about that?"

"I won't," Li Jian whispered softly next to Xiao Bixing's ear, "It's enough for me to hold you."

Listening to Li Jian's sweet words, whether it is true or not, Xiao Bixing laughed at himself, yes, what he wanted was not marijuana, but Li Jian's bewitching language.Just now when Li Jian whispered beside his ear, he seemed to recall the unforgettable heartbeat when he just met him.This kind of feeling, in the tense rhythm of these two weeks, can really be regarded as a long time absence.

"Li Jian, if I become addicted, will you look at me?" Xiao Bixing laughed suddenly, and while he was talking, he gently rubbed his face on Li Jian's stubble.

"Of course," Li Jian answered Xiao Bixing without hesitation, smiling slightly.Holding Xiao Bixing in his arms, Li Jian knew that the current Xiao Bixing just needs a solid shoulder to lean on.He lowered his head, kissed Xiao Bixing's face lightly, put his lips on his ear, and whispered in Xiao Bixing's ear, "I like you so much, how can I make you addicted?"

Listening to Li Jian's hoarse whisper, Xiao Bixing's line of defense that had been tense for a long time finally collapsed.He couldn't help but picked up the cigarette at his side, lit it slowly and smoked.In the past half a month, he has refrained from smoking for a long time in order to live a few more days for himself. Today's cigarette is considered a quit.

For a moment, the two were shrouded in smoke.In the darkness, Li Jian actually freed up a hand to take the cigarette from Xiao Bixing's mouth, and put it on his lips.

"Why did you hit me?" Xiao Bixing lay on Li Jian's shoulder and smiled lightly.

"The one you smoked...it smells even better," Li Jian smiled lightly, turning his head and exhaling the cigarette from his nose lightly. He coughed lightly, then straightened his body and said solemnly, "Actually You don't have to be so nervous at all, I will protect you, after a while, you won't think about it at all."

As soon as the two of them inhaled and exhaled, the room instantly filled with a faint smell of smoke. The smoke was like the sound of sharp swords. It was faint, but exuded a calming force.Yes, for more than half a month, Xiao Bixing felt a faint sense of guilt when he thought that he had been exposed to drugs. In addition, Li Jian went out early and returned late to work on his "business", which made him feel more nervous .But this does not mean that his feelings for him have faded. On the contrary, Xiao Bixing felt that because of his tolerance for Li Jian, he loved him even more deeply.

"What about you?" Seeing that Li Jian was in a good mood, Xiao Bixing took the opportunity to ask.It's not that he hasn't asked this question before, but the current atmosphere makes this question sound particularly weighty, "When are you going to... stop?"

"You must let me stop?" Li Jian raised his eyebrows, smiled lightly, and suddenly blew another puff of smoke into the air, "If I don't stop, will you stop loving me?"

Hearing this, Xiao Bixing's eyes dimmed suddenly, he took away the cigarette dangling from Li Jian's mouth, and pressed it into the ashtray beside him.

Seeing Xiao Bixing like this, Li Jian panicked.He suddenly regretted that he shouldn't have said such teasing words.

"I'm thinking about it," Li Jian put his chin lightly on Xiao Bixing's shoulder, and replied in a deep voice, "Give me some time."

"How long?" Xiao Bixing was still relentless.

"I don't know..." Looking at the soot scattered on the ground, Li Jian hugged Xiao Bixing in his arms again, "I really don't know..."

Hearing this helpless and serious answer, Xiao Bixing could only let out a deep, long sigh.That's right, there is no answer to this question, even if he forced Li Jian, what he said could only be lies.

Instead of this, it is better to wait for a while and ask him again.Maybe at that time, the situation will turn around again?

"I'll answer your question just now..." Xiao Bixing didn't want to force the sword any more. He raised his arm and gently stroked the pair of big hands on his chest, "Even if you don't stop, I will still love you .”

After saying that, he turned his head, threw Li Jian down, and pressed him on the bed.

"What?" Li Jian narrowed his eyes and looked up at Xiao Bixing who was riding on him, and stroked his back with his hand, "I finally want it?"

"Yes!" Xiao Bixing lifted his chin and looked down at Li Jian, "Today...don't let me down!"

Li Jian's sparkling eyes and deep and seductive voice finally made Xiao Bixing feel his body excited again.