Can't stop

Ever been on a roller coaster?When the vehicle carrying tourists reaches the peak, it is bound to usher in an extremely fast slide.

When Li Jian drove him to the parking lot full of vehicles in the center of the city, Xiao Bixing felt that his mood to reach the peak was slipping rapidly.

Outside the car window, there was a lot of traffic, but in this car with only two people, there was no sound, and even the air gradually stagnated.

Along the way, Xiao Bixing was silent, he didn't dare to look at Li Jian's face, he felt as if he had let down a sincere suitor.

He shouldn't hide it, he should have told Li Jian about his situation on the first day.The current Xiao Bixing is too deep, he doesn't want to leave Li Jian, and Li Jian may have invested as much as himself.

"It's time to talk..." Li Jian frowned seeing Xiao Bixing not saying a word. What he did today was to let Xiao Bixing tell the whole story without any pressure.At this moment, he had to deliberately avoid Xiao Bixing's eyes, not to put pressure on Xiao Bixing, "What are you hiding from me?"

"A big event..." Xiao Bixing was silent for a long time, but he could only spit out these four words.He laughed at his cowardice, but still couldn't muster courage.

"Go ahead."

"Li Jian..." Xiao Bixing said, then took back the hand that had just been placed on Li Jian's private parts, and put it on his seat peacefully, "I'm very worried. After I said this, will you leave me……

"Say it, I promise I won't leave you." Taking advantage of the traffic light, Li Jian stopped the car.His expression was very serious, and he didn't seem to be joking at all.

"You don't know what's going on, so why just promise me casually?" Xiao Bixing smiled helplessly, as if he didn't believe it, "This kind of guarantee is too irresponsible."

"I can assure you, you dare not say it?" Li Jian raised his eyebrows, his eyes seemed to be more determined, "I will not leave you, I will do what I say."

Hearing this, Xiao Bixing's eyes suddenly became hot-is this Li Jian?A man so brave? !

At this moment, the scenery outside the window was no longer moving, only the flickering sound of the car lights sounded one after another, which made Xiao Bixing's heart more and more confused.

"I...is sick," Xiao Bixing took a deep breath, and finally swallowed his tears.

"What disease?" Li Jian seemed to have expected that Xiao Bixing would say these three words, and his reaction was much calmer than Xiao Bixing imagined, "Do you have HIV?"

"No, no, I don't have that." Shaking his head, Xiao Bixing couldn't help being a little surprised by Li Jian's question—why didn't Li Jian think of other diseases, but only HIV?

"What I have...is cancer." Xiao Bixing lowered his head and wiped the corners of his eyes with his hands.

As soon as these keywords were uttered, Li Jian on the side closed his eyes fiercely.After a long time, he turned around and started the car again without saying a word.

It was an open road, and he seemed to be driving extremely fast on purpose.

"Don't worry, I won't leave you." Li Jian looked forward and stepped on the gas pedal again.

"Why do you say that?" Xiao Bixing choked with sobs, but the emotion sounded as if he was exhausted, "I have cancer, and developing a relationship with me is fruitless."

"If you're sick, it's even more impossible for me to leave you alone..." Li Jian's voice was calm, but it sounded undeniably convincing, "Because I think I've fallen in love with you."

like?Hearing this word, the tears in Xiao Bixing's eyes suddenly couldn't stop anymore.It sounds like such a void, but such a real word, it seems that it has really grown between them.

Between myself and Li Jian, I fell in love as early as the moment we met.And after these hours of fermentation, this liking has become deeper and deeper, as if it has become a kind of dependence.There seemed to be something different sprouting in his own body, as well as in Li Jian's body, pushing back the line of defense in their hearts step by step.

Are you willing to leave Li Jian?No.The same is true for Li Jian in front of him.The relationship between the two of them is burning hot.If this feeling is not love, what is it?

Thinking of this, Xiao Bixing felt a pang of sadness in his heart.

Is he really qualified to fall in love with Li Jian now?Xiao Bixing lay lazily on the seat, suddenly he didn't want to think about anything.At this moment, I just want to feel the wind blowing in from the window with Li Jian.

"Will you always be nice to me?" Suddenly, Li Jian stomped on the gas pedal again.The newly bought sports car suddenly let out a huge roar, and rushed forward like flying, "If I don't leave you, then no matter what happens in the future, won't you leave me?"

What does Li Jian mean by this?Xiao Bixing couldn't understand.He turned his head to look at Li Jian's cold side face, and seemed to be stunned, "Why do you ask? Now I'm sick, and you are so kind to me..."

"I'm not as good as you imagined!" Li Jian stared at the front with piercing eyes, interrupting Xiao Bixing's words.Suddenly, a bit of sadness appeared on his stern face, "If I promise not to leave you today, do you dare to promise me? No matter what happens in the future, you will always love me?!"

"Yes!" Xiao Bixing agreed to Li Jian without thinking, "No matter what happens in the future, I will never leave you."

What reason do you have for not agreeing to Li Jian?He was originally his most ideal life partner, but now that he knew of his illness, he agreed to be by his side without hesitation.Li Jian's decisive decision also made Xiao Bixing uncontrollably want to be desperate - even if anything happens in the future, he will never give up Li Jian.

"My dad passed away early because of liver cancer." Li Jian seemed to recall something while driving the car, "At that time he didn't want to be treated, so my mother forced him to go. He has been in pain for the last few years."

"Really..." Li Jian's words shocked Xiao Bixing, and after a long time, he said slowly, "I also have liver cancer."

Liver cancer... liver cancer again.Hearing these two words, Li Jian couldn't help sighing deeply—why does fate always play tricks on him like this?The two people he least wanted to lose were suffering from the same disease.

"The doctor said that I should receive chemotherapy immediately. You said... Do I want to go?" Xiao Bixing's eyes were full of sadness.On weekdays, what he hates the most is driving fast, but at this moment, he actually feels that this speed has left his troubles behind, leaving the cruelty of reality far away in the air, and he can no longer catch up.

"Liver cancer is difficult to treat," Li Jian said in a heavy voice, but Xiao Bixing could hear the tenderness in the heavy voice, "It's up to you to decide whether to go for chemotherapy or not."

"It's up to me to decide?" Xiao Bixing stared blankly at Li Jian, not expecting him to give him such an answer, "Do you think I don't need to go for treatment?"

"I said, listen to you." Li Jian repeated what he said just now, "This is a major event in your own life, you have to decide for yourself."

After that, he stopped the car slowly.Only then did Xiao Bixing realize that Li Jian had already driven the car into an underground parking lot in just a short while and placed it in a secluded corner.

"Upstairs is the hospital," Li Jian loosened his seat belt after he stopped, and stared at Xiao Bixing's bewildered face with a serious face, "If you want to go, I will accompany you up there. I will pay all your medical expenses in the future."

"Then what if I say that I really don't want to go to the hospital?" Xiao Bixing's eyes widened, as if he had been thinking for a long time.He was silent for a while, and suddenly, he spit out a sentence——

"I've thought about it a long time ago... For the rest of the time, I just want to be with you."

Just want...to be with you...?

Hearing such words from Xiao Bixing's mouth, Li Jian's eyes suddenly became a little moist, he quickly wiped the corners of his eyes, hugged Xiao Bixing, hugged him and laughed foolishly.

"If you don't look at it, then you won't look at it," Li Jian said, moving his hand between Xiao Bixing's thighs, "Listen to you..."

"Yeah..." Xiao Bixing smiled lightly, but his eyes were a little hot, "Our time is so precious, why waste it in the hospital..."

After that, he grabbed Li Jian's big dishonest hand, leaned over and kissed Li Jian's lips, "Let's start now."