Can't stop

Why wait until now to express your emotions?Why do you have to wait until you shed tears before you are willing to give in?Xiao Bixing stood in front of Li Jian, and quickly raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face.He tried his best to open those fuzzy teary eyes, and stared fiercely at Li Jian.

Looking at Xiao Bixing's teary eyes, Li Jian silently lowered his head.For a moment, the brim of the hat covered his eyes, making Xiao Bixing unable to see his expression clearly.

"Do you think I really want you to wash my car?" Xiao Bixing's voice was choked up, but it sounded hoarse, "Li Jian, that's your car!"

"I know." Li Jian raised his head, as if he was hiding the long suppressed emotions in his heart.He sighed, his voice still cold, "But now this car is yours, I'm just a car washer, helping you wash your car... It's also right..."

"Bah!" Xiao Bixing spat hard and yelled at Li Jian, "Do you dare to tell the truth! You are so smart, don't you understand why I am standing here!"

"I know..." Hearing these words, Li Jian turned his gaze away and looked at Xiao Bixing's face again.

Xiao Bixing took a sharp breath, he hated Li Jian's dullness, and even more hated himself for being useless.He looked at Li Jian's hesitant expression again, this time he was almost sure that Li Jian did it on purpose.

"Li Jian, I haven't seen you for two years." Xiao Bixing's voice became hoarse, "I just... want to talk to you..."

As soon as the words came out, Xiao Bixing's psychological defense completely collapsed.I remember that two years ago, Li Jian did the same, unknowingly destroyed the high wall in his heart. Two years later, he thought he had matured and grown up, but facing Li Jian, he found that he was still no match.This made Xiao Bixing really unwilling, and he hated himself for being too spineless.

Seeing Xiao Bixing's excitement, Li Jian couldn't help turning his body slightly, and sighed quietly.

"Don't you have anything to say to me?" Xiao Bixing felt that he was really wronged. Compared with Li Jian's ease of use, he is now like an idiot.He took two steps forward, his back slightly arched due to the colic in his heart.At this moment, he felt that he had become a beggar for love, begging for love from Li Jian, "I haven't seen you for two years, and you just sigh when you see me?"

"Xiao Bixing, don't do this..." Li Jian's eyes flickered, and he still hid that expression in the brim of his hat, "It's been two years, and many things have changed."

"Changed?" Hearing this, Xiao Bixing's heart was shocked, his lips trembled suddenly, "What changed?"

"Nothing." Li Jian replied coldly without thinking.He took a deep breath, and then looked forward blankly, "Xiao Bixing, forget about me... We tried it two years ago, and it really wasn't suitable for us. Why try again now..."

"Forgot about you..." Xiao Bixing repeated these words word by word, and his heart was throbbing again, "Could it be that feelings can be forgotten as soon as they are said?"

"That's not what I meant..." Xiao Bixing's trembling voice made Li Jian dare not look into Xiao Bixing's eyes.He turned his back slightly, and said to Xiao Bixing, "Why don't you go back first, if you have time some other day, come to me after get off work, let's have a good chat."

Hearing this, Xiao Bixing could only stand there motionless.At this moment, the two of them could do nothing but remain silent, as if they were fighting a master's move, neither of them dared to take the first step.

"Be obedient..." Seeing that Xiao Bixing had no intention of leaving, Li Jian could only turn around and put a hand on Xiao Bixing's shoulder, "I still have to work, it's inconvenient today."

Hearing that Li Jian's attitude eased a bit, Xiao Bixing seemed to inject a little strength into his legs.That's right, Li Jian is still working, so it's really unreasonable for me to pester Li Jian over and over again.

"Then I'll come to you another day." Xiao Bixing said, wiping away the tears on his face.He regained his composure, and his usual calmness returned to his face.He smiled at Li Jian, then straightened his body and drove back.