Can't stop

When Xiao Bixing returned home, he brought the photos into the room together.He gave up the rent of their old house and found another place to rent it out. When he was free, he would clean the new house that had been burnt down and wait for Li Jian to come back.

Xiao Bixing's sixth sense told him that he and Li Jian were not over yet.That's right, why did Li Jian dump himself like this?He has done so much for Li Jian, how could he be so heartless to cut him off!Every time he thinks of this, Xiao Bixing gets a little excited.It has been two years, time has not healed the pain in Xiao Bixing's heart, but made him feel that the wound in his heart is getting deeper.He never went to live in Li Jian's big house, partly because of emotion, partly out of anger.

Will I and Li Jian meet again?Looking at the photo in front of him that was almost destroyed by himself, Xiao Bixing took out a cigarette case from the refrigerator, lit a marijuana and smoked.Thinking about it, I haven't played for two weeks, but why did I relapse again today?Usually when he wants to play, he will call two or three friends to play with him, but today he wants to stay at home alone and enjoy the taste of loneliness.

Xiao Bixing lay flat on the bed, feeling the effect of marijuana running through his blood, and stretched out his hand to stroke his body.As soon as Yao Jin came up, the picture in his mind became more three-dimensional. For two years, Xiao Bixing's best sexual fantasy object was Li Jian. Whenever he was about to climax, Li Jian's face seemed to be engraved on Xiao Bixing's brain. In, lingering.

In a daze, Xiao Bixing opened his eyes and saw the photo next to him again.Suddenly, the child's words rang in his ears again——

"Isn't this godfather?"

Godfather?Xiao Bixing's brain, whose imagination is constantly expanding, couldn't help being a little curious—whether Li Jian at this moment has also become someone's godfather, living quietly somewhere.

Maybe I really should go and see what the child's godfather looks like, which would make him admit his mistake.

Thinking of this, Xiao Bixing suddenly smiled foolishly.His hand that was constantly working on his body stopped, and he got into the bed at once, forcing himself to fall asleep.

When he got off work the next day, Xiao Bixing drove to the garage of the car repairer.When he arrived at the garage, the master recognized Xiao Bixing's car from a distance. He walked quickly to Xiao Bixing's car and leaned against the window, "What's wrong? There's still something wrong with the car?"

"No problem, I'm here to take care of your business today, come to wash the car," Xiao Bixing smiled at the car repairer, while exploring the repair shop, "Where's your child?"

"Playing inside!" The master agreed, and gave Xiao Bixing a warm smile, "Today, his godfather is not here, and no one is looking after him, so he is locked inside."

"Oh! What does his godfather look like?" Xiao Bixing cautiously probed, "Yesterday I told my friend that there was someone who resembled him, and he was also very curious."

"Oh, it's not a coincidence that you came here!" The car mechanic replied politely with a smile on his face, "Today he happened to be on vacation and didn't come to work."

"Really? He works here?!" Hearing this, Xiao Bixing unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.He got out of the car and smiled at the mechanic, "Isn't he the child's godfather, why does he work here?"

"Hey, isn't that a blind recognition! Several colleagues here are the godfathers of the children," the car mechanic lowered his head, as if recalling something, "He has been working here for almost a year. I heard that he is The old comrade of the boss..."

Old comrades?Hearing these three words, Xiao Bixing's heart tightened suddenly. He suddenly remembered that Li Jian had said that he had also been a soldier. Could it be...is this person really him?

"Old comrade?" Xiao Bixing stared nervously at the car repair master, "He was a soldier?"

"Yeah!" The car mechanic chuckled, as if he was a little surprised by Xiao Bixing's attitude, "Several of us here have served as soldiers, isn't that unusual!"

Xiao Bixing listened, said "Oh", nodded, and stopped talking.He wanted to ask the master and that person's name again, but he couldn't say it when the words came to his lips.Xiao Bixing was afraid, he was really afraid that the person was not him, and also afraid...that person was him.

"I won't wash the car anymore," Xiao Bixing suddenly turned around and walked back into the car, and sat back in the driver's seat, "I suddenly have something to do, so I'll come back another day."

After finishing speaking, Xiao Bixing stepped on the gas pedal, leaving the car mechanic in place blankly.Xiao Bixing drove the car fast without looking back, and drove the car back home in a short while.