sun and wildflowers

If someone asked Jiang Ming what he missed in the past twenty years, he would definitely think about it for a long time, and then reply flatly: "No."

In fact, it’s not that there is nothing, but that memory cannot be shared with others, because once the gate of memory is opened, the inner demon will be released. In that past, Jiang Ming was willing to be tortured by it until death, and he still enjoys it... ..

The year they met was December 2012, 12.

It was a winter copied from the previous year, and the north wind was also bleak and freezing.

The reason why Jiang Ming remembered it so clearly was because this date was marked with different meanings, the legendary end of the world.

Of course, most of the good young people who are rooted in Hongmiaozheng didn't believe it, but they still used this as an excuse to go out and have a carnival. Jiang Ming and his classmates from the police academy were among these people.

At first Jiang Ming was unwilling to go, after all he didn't like to join in the fun, but he couldn't stand Hu Lai's persuasive persuasion, saying that it had been a long time since graduation, so even if Jiang Ming didn't want to go, he had to follow, otherwise it would be too disappointing up.

Two dormitories, maybe eight people. I ate a crazy meal at a Korean barbecue buffet. They are all old men. They are more delicious than the other. When they left, the boss looked at them with extremely complicated eyes. : "Let's go! Let's go! Don't come again!"

The reason is not only that they are too delicious, but also that two of them are going to leave the phone number of the same beautiful waitress in the store, and they bet on who can catch up first with the help of alcohol.

Whether this pretty little girl is the prospective proprietress is unknown to everyone, but it can be seen from the resentful eyes of the boss that the old man is very, extremely and particularly unhappy.

After dinner, everyone went to the bar to hang out again. It was Jiang Ming's first time to go to a latte. Before that, he had heard Chen Mai talk about it a few times, but he had never been there.

The latte had just opened at that time, and the promotion had not yet expired. As soon as a group of people walked to the door, they saw the billboard saying: "Doomsday Carnival Night, [-]% off the whole site!"

The opening season coincides with the legendary end of the world. No one can say that this is just a gimmick, so the night show on this day was surprisingly popular, and the dance floor was packed with people!

Jiang Ming and the others came to the table that had been reserved in advance and sat down, and someone ordered a bottle of foreign wine and a fruit plate with the waiter. After a while, the waiter brought these up and began to mix the drinks.

Hu Lai took a glass of wine from the table and handed it to Jiang Ming, and started chatting with him about the recent situation, and soon finished the glass of wine.

The bottle of foreign wine on the table had already bottomed out, and the waiter brought over another basket of beer. According to visual estimates, there were more than 20 bottles. It's hard not to get drunk together.

The others got together to play dice, but Jiang Ming didn't participate, he turned around with a bottle of beer in his hand to watch the performance on the opposite stage.

There is only a chair back between their table and the table next to them. When Jiang Ming turned around, someone from the next table also turned around, and the two looked at each other. The lights flashed wildly, he couldn't see the man's appearance clearly at all, but he generally felt that he was very handsome.

The two looked at the stage in unison with a tacit understanding. A group of women were singing and dancing vigorously in short dresses and skirts, but these couldn't catch Jiang Ming's eyes. He couldn't help turning his head to look at the man again, just in time to meet his Gaze, Jiang Ming couldn't dodge in time to see him leaning over and whispering in Jiang Ming's ear: "Come out with me."

come out with me... what do you mean?

Before Jiang Ming could figure out what he was going to do, he had already put down his wine glass and followed him out. The dance floor was noisy and full of people's voices, but Jiang Ming heard his own "pounding" heartbeat, as if he was about to jump out.

The man was tall, wearing a black sweater and a pair of dark blue jeans, with slender legs, the down jacket was casually held in his hand, without wearing it, Jiang Ming followed him all the way to the alley next to Latte parking space.

Jiang Ming was just one step behind the man, and before he could ask anything, he was pulled back by the man and thrown directly into the back seat. Straight away.

He admitted that he had been careful just now, but he hadn't gotten to the point where he was greedy. In a panic, Jiang Ming tugged on the man's skirt, but the tugging turned into stripping. When the two of them saw each other naked The first thing that caught Jiang Ming's eyes was the deer antler tattoo under his collarbone, but before he could see the man clearly, he lowered his head and kissed and bit his neck...

The whole world was restless on this day, but who knew that in a certain corner, two men whom they met for the first time were tossing and raining in the car, sweating profusely, the car body was shaking like a motor, and even the doomsday made way for them... .

After the incident, Jiang Ming left first, he walked a little shaky, I don't know if it was the effect of alcohol or just too infatuated.

As he walked, he blamed himself for doing this kind of thing with someone who didn't say a word, and he didn't even have the courage to take a look afterwards.

That day Jiang Ming didn't go back to latte again, but took a taxi and went home directly, and he hasn't seen that man again for several years since then.

......

If life really had a chance to start over, Jiang Ming thought, he wouldn't just leave that night, if he didn't leave, would he be able to advance the time with Lu Kun a few years earlier?

Unfortunately, there is no such thing.

Remember that midnight when Lu Kun took Jiang Ming for a drive by the river?

The river in this city floods in summer and freezes in winter. He and he stood on the river bridge. Dusk elongated their shadows and absorbed their murmurs. They looked into the distance from beginning to end. For many years, their souls never grow old, their love never fades away. Death.

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The next sweet article "Everything is because of you" is in advance, Maybe... it will open on February 2th, and it will be updated on a daily basis, and it will never be updated!