The way to love your wife

023 Ask yourself

Suddenly one day I woke up, closed the WeChat drift bottle without hesitation, and laughed at my self-pity in the mirror. I must have been possessed by a ghost, otherwise how could I do such a stupid thing?To pass the time by pretending to be a woman and talking nonsense with strangers on WeChat?

I washed up, got dressed, and went to the gym feeling refreshed. The man has 31 flowers. I want to get ready for my next relationship...

I imagined it very well, but it was not the case in practice. I seemed to be under a spell called "Zhang Liang". Any handsome man in front of me would compare them with Zhang Liang involuntarily. The conclusion I draw is that the second half of my life is more suitable for taking refuge in my Buddha.

"Brother Ye, why haven't you come here for a long time? By the way, the protein powder has arrived, and Xiao Mao told him to take it for you, so I asked him to take it away."

Da Wen'er has a lot of energy again, he is full of tendons, with a value of one hundred for appearance and one hundred for strength, and Chen Su has good vision.

I wiped off my sweat, and replied vaguely: "It's only now that I'm free to talk to my relatives, Mao Feng told me haha..."

"No taboos, right? I think you're going to give up all your previous efforts, hahaha..."

"It's not time to return to the organization and exercise."

"Husband, the meal is here..." Chen Su's voice came from not far away. She saw me and greeted me enthusiastically, "Ah, Brother Xiaoye is here. It's just right. Have you eaten yet? Are you together?"

"No good luck, I just ate before I came here. Hurry up, you two, I will kick for a while by myself, and I will feel excited."

"Oh, I'll accompany my daughter-in-law to practice with you after eating..."

I smiled and waved at them, thinking in my heart, go, go, go, don't abuse the dog here, hey...

This moment, that moment, I have a fucking day too!

In this way, I was calm for a few days, and once the night was quiet, the surging thoughts of that person would engulf me.

I miss his smile, the smell of his body, the faint smell of tobacco between his fingers, and think about how fucking I can't help singing out, how pitiful!

I couldn't take it anymore, so I deliberately drove to the downstairs of Zhang Liang's mother's house, and called Zhang Liang's cell phone from the public phone in the supermarket.

He answered quickly, and I could tell right away from his voice that he was haggard, with a particularly nasal voice, as if he had a cold.

The heartbeat was so violent that it almost jumped out of my throat. In just one short year, I was so timid that I didn't even dare to call the other party.

With so many words stuck in my throat, I just wanted to ask him "Do you really want me anymore"?

I won't pretend anymore, I admit that I can't do without you, you bastard, even if you are really married, I am willing to be that immoral person...

These words are difficult to say and often blurted out, and finally I chose to remain silent.

After a while, he should have come to his senses, a little agitated, and asked urgently, "Ye Lin...?"

I didn't say a word, because I was afraid that I would burst into tears when I opened my mouth.

"Big Baoer..." He called me again with a hoarse voice, "I knew you could call me Baoer...I've been waiting..."

You fucking don't want to cheat your sick old mother out of conscience, so you took the initiative to delete all my communication numbers, endured and suppressed, and just refused to contact me, right?

Then you tormented me, hurt me, made me feel miserable, and finally called you on my own initiative. You are not considered a breach of the precept, because I, Ye Lin, took the initiative to chase you, right?

"Don't hang up..." He can read minds, and said hastily before I wanted to hang up, "Ye Lin, I've been in too much pain during this time, I can't live without you, but my mother... I What to do! What to do, what to do, Ye Lin, please help me, I beg you, sometimes I really want to die, Ye Lin..."

I endured without making a sound, and he continued to murmur: "I think you're going crazy, I can't bear the thought of you being alone, you must hate me to death, I know, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Ye Lin... ..."

He talked a lot, and he held it back for a long time. After a long time, I opened my mouth in a hoarse voice. When I opened my mouth, a burst of fire burst out. I reached out to touch the corner of my mouth, and there was a circle of small blisters, which were only so big for a while. effort.

"Auntie, how is she... Zhang Liang..."

"I haven't been discharged from the hospital, it's not good... Sometimes I'm unconscious and sometimes awake..."

"Oh...then you are doing well...I...I'm fine...it's not as bad as you think...it's all good Zhang Liang..."

"Ye Lin, I know myself, even without your phone call, I would be shaken. The camouflage on my face has already cracked, it's extremely embarrassing!"

After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone suddenly. I listened to the beeping in the receiver for a long time but couldn't regain my senses, and then I returned home in a daze. The moment I closed the door behind me, Zhang Liang, who was hiding behind the door, suddenly came from behind me. Hold me tight.

I was startled and then happy, in deep pain, motionless and silent, feeling his strong heartbeat, breathing the air with him and smelling his body greedily.

It seemed like a century had passed before Zhang Liang, who was hugging me tightly behind me, opened his mouth hoarsely: "My mother... sooner or later... Ye Lin, I can't let you down."

He made a decision, chose me and broke the promise he made to his mother......

If you don't choose me, I will suffer, but if you choose me, you will still suffer. It's hard to have both.

"Don't say anything. This matter has nothing to do with you. It's all my decision. In the future, I will go to my mother's grave and tell her by myself. "

What about your uncle, your brother and your sister?Are you worthy of all of them?

Your biological parents do not want you to abandon you. It is your aunt who raised you as her own child. You have what your brother has, and you have what your sister has. You have never been short of you. How can you do this kindness? return?

Ask yourself, how many stepmothers, stepmothers, and relatives in this world can be like your aunt?Who doesn't have selfishness?Who would treat a foreign relative exactly the same as his own children? ? ?

There is no one else who can level a bowl of water except his mother......