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Qin Mohan froze, these words were like a knife directly piercing her heart, the pain made her clenched her fingers tightly, and barely took a breath.After being deceived and abandoned by others, not only is the trust in others destroyed, but also one's self-esteem and confidence will be smashed into dust.I don't believe that there are people in the world who are sincerely good to me, and I also suspect that I don't deserve true love.

Qin Mohan is about to collapse. She has been trying her best to take care of Su Zining, wanting to make her happy, but she is most afraid that she will go through those painful ordeals just like in the novel.She thought she did it, she even looked at the sleeping Su Zining more than once, secretly happy that she didn't have to suffer, but in the end...she didn't do anything.

Su Zining has already experienced all that pain, and the salvation she thought she thought was only a poor consolation afterwards.Su Zining said that she didn't believe in herself... She never thought that she would bring those memories back to life, so she didn't know the panic and fear in her heart, and she couldn't soothe the trauma in her heart.

Su Zining noticed that Qin Mohan was trembling, and immediately the hot liquid on her shoulder made her retreat from Qin Mohan's arms in a hurry: "Mohan, you...don't cry, what did I say wrong, I am not, I messed up As I said, I like you very much, I like you very much, I am definitely not lying."

Qin Mohan shed tears silently, and finally raised his eyes to look at her in pain: "You have lived a new life, haven't you?"

Su Zining couldn't say a word, she knew that Qin Mohan would guess a little bit, but she didn't expect Qin Mohan to know so clearly.

"I'm sorry." Her reaction was basically acquiescing. Qin Mohan was silent for a long time before barely saying three words. He lowered his head and gritted his teeth, holding back his emotions.

Su Zining was startled: "What are you sorry for? Qin Mohan, you said you wouldn't want me, you just said...you..." Su Zining was about to cry too, and at the end, her eyes started to turn red, emotional Obviously a little bit out of control, if Qin Mohan really doesn't want her... the unconcealable hostility surges in his eyes.

Qin Mohan saw that she was not in the right mood, and ignored her rush of thoughts, reached out to hold her cold hand, and said seriously: "Su Zining, let me tell you again, no matter what kind of person you are, as long as you still If you like me, I will not leave you, let alone want you, understand?"

Su Zining took a few breaths after hearing this, and then said uneasy: "Then why are you saying sorry?"

Qin Mohan looked at her, and sighed helplessly: "Sit down obediently, don't get too emotional, and listen to me slowly." After finishing speaking, Qin Mohan straightened out his thoughts, met her and Zhimo in a dream, and when they returned When she came to this world, and what she saw in a book before her rebirth, she told Su Zining everything.

Su Zining couldn't get back to her senses after hearing this for a long time. No wonder Qin Mohan guessed that she was reborn so quickly. She had already known her original self.But... who is that Zhimo?She has never left the Cultivation Continent, nor has she met Qin Mohan, but it is too coincidental that she used Zhimo when she changed her name.Since it was Zhimo who sent the newborn Qin Mohan away, lured her back when she grew up, and sent Qin Mohan to her side, then she and Zhimo must have a deep relationship.

Seeing her frowning, Qin Mohan said in a low voice, "I always thought that would be something you would go through, so I tried my best to keep you away..." After that, she smiled wryly, "But I didn't expect that, What I did was in vain, I never knew you had so many things in your heart."

Su Zining understood why Qin Mohan said sorry, leaned over to look at her, but couldn't help but smile happily: "Why is it in vain? I am very happy with what you did. After so many years, I have forgotten to trust What is it like to be alone, relying on someone. Now that you are with me again, I long for the things I have been looking forward to for two lifetimes, and you have given me. I am really, really happy."

Seeing that she really let go, Qin Mohan felt a lot more relaxed. Thinking of Su Zining's cowardly and humble words just now, she still couldn't help but feel uncomfortable. She took her hand and put it on her heart: "Although I met you, at first It’s all because of Zhimo, but you are the one who accompanied me on this journey. It’s only later that I yearn for you, and you are not allowed to think about whether you are worthy or not. Everything you encounter is not your fault, it’s theirs It's too bad to have eyes but no eyes. As for you saying that I spoil you, the baby I got should be protected no matter how much, well, even if this baby is old, it doesn't prevent me from liking her. "

Originally, Su Zining's heart was boiling hot when she heard her affectionate words, but when she saw the corners of her mouth curled up, teasing her age a little playfully, she was stunned for a moment, then her eyes sank slightly, and she looked straight at Qin Mohan.

Qin Mohan was a little stunned by her, and was about to say something when the eyes of the person in front of him rolled around, his upper body leaned slightly, and his delicate and charming face was close at hand.The narrow and charming eyebrows and eyes are raised, the smile on the corner of the mouth is seductive, the thin lips are lightly parted, and the soft voice is soft and seductive: "You like the old baby, and the old guy, do you like it too?"

Now Su Zining has grown up completely. Ever since she came out of closed-door training, she no longer wore the dull and solemn black clothes. Now that she was with Qin Mohan, she changed into her favorite red soft and light shirt. The posture is slender and graceful.Leaning over at this moment, the perfect and alluring curves are vividly set off by the red dress.One of her fair and slender hands rested on the table next to Qin Mohan, and the other rested on Qin Mohan's right shoulder. There was a little teasing in her eyes, but more of an unconcealable affection and concentration. Keep watching Looking into Qin Mohan's black eyes.

Qin Mohan felt that the person who came close seemed to squeeze the air around her away. She felt her breathing was a little stagnant, and her heart was beating so hard that her chest was a little stuffy. This was the first time she liked someone. How could she bear Su Zining who looked like this? Deliberately teasing and seducing, she blushed slightly, and said in a daze, "I like it." This is not an old guy, this is a goblin, a monster who can seduce people's souls.

Su Zining is not much better, her charm is probably due to her appearance, and her wanton flamboyant personality after being enchanted in her previous life, but when it is really used to seduce her lover, she is not as indifferent as she is at the moment.In her eyes, Qin Mohan is a huge temptation. Her eyes, eyebrows, and lips are all attractive to her. At this moment, every movement and expression is disintegrating her disguise.The finger moved slightly, from right to left, and landed on Qin Mohan's heart. The fingertips felt warm and soft to the touch, and she could still feel the intense heartbeat. It hit Su Zining's fingertips, causing her heartbeat to be messed up along with it.

"Zi Ning." Qin Mohan couldn't bear it anymore, she pursed her lips, and called her in a low voice.

Su Zining blinked her eyes, bent her waist even deeper, and pressed against the soft and rosy lips, closed her eyes, her body trembling slightly because of throbbing.

Qin Mohan sat upright, gently grasped Su Zining's hand on the table, and tightened it suddenly in the next moment.Su Zining's soft tongue, which she had been licking lightly, suddenly slipped in when she couldn't help opening her mouth to breathe, and bumped into her hot and humid companion unintentionally.

This is the second time the two have been intimate, but Qin Mohan has never been in a relationship. Although Su Zining once liked Wen Renqiu and was with him, it was just that she was too reserved and shy at the time, and because of Wen Renqiu He has an indifferent temperament, and the most outrageous time was just a kiss, and he didn't have time to be too intimate.It's funny to say it out, Su Zining, who has lived for more than 900 years and has had a relationship entanglement for no reason, is pure and messy in matters of love.

Although Qin Mohan gained some theoretical knowledge due to being in the 21st century, but at that time she seldom paid attention to it, let alone thought about it, and she was innocent. Are a little dizzy, addicted to it.

The last time the two were intimacy was chaotic and passionate, but they didn't have much skill. Now this time, with the opening of their hearts, they can't suppress the passionate emotions in their hearts.Inexperience does not mean that there is no desire, desire, instinct immediately drives them to make a second sweet attempt.Carefully touching, breathing quickly, the two of them blushed, shy of this contact, but eager for this wonderful taste.

Qin Mohan's eyelashes trembled violently, her head was dizzy, a little lack of oxygen, but she was immersed in the numbness that Su Zining gave her, and she was led to stand up in a daze, but she felt that her body was very soft .

Probably because age finally prevailed, Su Zining took the dominant position again, the two kissed and retreated to the cabinet in the room, and then stopped.Qin Mohan didn't have time to think about it at the moment, so he stretched out his arms to wrap around Su Zining's waist, and with support, he temporarily stabilized his weak legs.

I don't know how long we kissed, but Su Zining didn't feel any better, her legs were also very weak.A layer of blush bloomed on her fair face, she panted lowly, reluctant to let go of Qin Mohan.She was so sweet, the faint fragrance fermented in the entanglement, which made her a little dizzy, but it was so beautiful that it made her shudder.She didn't let Qin Mohan go until she couldn't take it anymore, and the two embraced and leaned against the cabinet, calming down their disordered breathing.

After a long time, the fiery atmosphere in the room cooled down, and the heavy breathing also calmed down. Qin Mohan straightened his wrinkled white clothes, looked up at Su Zining with moist eyes, pursed his red and swollen lips, but lowered his head " Pfft." Laughed.

It's okay if she doesn't smile, but with this smile Su Zining's face turned even redder, her eyes drifted away, and she didn't have the seductive and charming posture before.

Qin Mohan smoothed her messy skirt, then kissed the corner of her lips with his head, and said solemnly: "Just now, I was thinking, maybe the older I get, the thicker my skin will be, so I can't compete with you, but I don't want you to be thin-skinned again now."

Su Zining was dissatisfied: "You are not allowed to mention that I am old, so what if I am old, I can still seduce you."

When mentioning this, Qin Mohan's face was stern: "I won't mention it, but you are not allowed to smile like that in front of others."

Su Zining leaned over to pinch her face, and said with a smile: "Once again, you have to be serious, you have to pay attention to yourself, you are always calm and don't like to laugh, but you don't know that once you laugh, you will seduce people, those people's eyes The stick is almost sticking to you. Look, those two scumbags from Murong's family get angry when they think of me."

Qin Mohan is innocent: "I don't like to laugh, do you think how many times I have smiled at you?"

Su Zining raised her eyebrows: "I'm your wife, shouldn't you smile at me?" After she finished speaking, the corners of her mouth raised and she smiled happily.

Qin Mohan's brows and eyes were soft, thinking about the daughter-in-law she said, he pursed his lips and smiled, and replied softly: "Well, it should be very good."

The two of them talked about the things hidden in their hearts, and they felt a lot more relaxed, and some things surfaced.

"Zi Ning, the reason why you so firmly denied that you were Zhimo at the beginning was because you never entered my dreams, did you?" The things she understood in the novel were all detailed and sketchy, and she couldn't be sure, and now She also only knew some things about Su Zining after she became a demon. As for why she was reborn, she still doesn't know.

Hearing this, Su Zining frowned, now that Qin Mohan gave her enough sense of security, and their relationship is clear, she naturally won't be entangled in the matter of Zhimo, and nodded: "Yes, until I cross the catastrophe Rebirth after failure, I have never met you." Speaking of this, she was a little puzzled and uneasy, and said, "Besides, I never knew that the Qin family had a young master, I knew your parents existed, but ...but without you."

She was a little panicked, she didn't dare to think about why there was no Qin Mohan in her previous life, and she was also afraid that something unexpected would happen to Qin Mohan now.

"Without me?" Qin Mohan's eyes dimmed, thinking carefully, since she belongs to this world, Su Zining was born back to the age of 15, and the direction of the world in the previous 15 years was not affected by her, it means that she was supposed to be She existed, but Su Zining said that she had never seen her before, so where did she go before Su Zining was alive?

"Birth is premature." Qin Mohan suddenly thought of something, and murmured something, causing Su Zining's face to change suddenly, and he turned to look at Qin Mohan with wide eyes.