swan boy

Lu Xing, who was waiting for his interview order in the waiting area, suddenly twitched his eyelids violently. Is it because he is too tired these days?He rubbed his sore eyelids, stroked his beating heart, forced himself to calm down, and flipped through the materials in his hand to make final preparations.

There are still five or six people before his interview, probably an hour. Lu Xing has never felt that time passes so slowly. He is in Cao Ying and his heart is in Han. All he thinks about is the forum. Gu Yuan Just going to the United States, and other miscellaneous things.

Lu Xing received a call from Song Ning when there were only two people left before his interview. Due to the interview, his phone was turned on silent. Before receiving the call by accident, the phone showed that there were four or five missed calls. It's the same number.

He went out of the bathroom and connected the phone: "Hello"

"Brother Lu, long time no see. Did your interview go well?"

"Song Ning?" Lu Xing frowned reflexively: "You did the post? I advise you to go back to school and surrender yourself, or it will be too late."

"It's too late, I was injured, I was in a car accident, and I can't leave. How can I turn myself in." He smiled softly over there, and added: "It's Teacher Gu's car, I want Teacher Gu to teach me I drove, but he didn't want to, so I took his steering wheel, the car crashed so badly, do you want to send a picture to the brother to see?"

"What did you say?" Lu Xing's mind went dark, and he let out a long sigh of relief: "Where is Yuanzhi? Where is it? Is the injury serious? Since you can make phone calls, it shouldn't be serious."

"Oh, maybe it's my luck and destiny."

"I'm asking you about Gu Yuanzhi!"

"It's dead, I just pushed it away." Song Ning chuckled and laughed in a very soft voice.

Lu Xing's heart didn't move for a moment, it tightened, and it got tighter and tighter. It was an instinctive instant reaction that surpassed rational thinking.After a long time, he forced himself to calm down, and imitated Song Ning: "Don't mess with me again, let Gu Yuanzhi answer the phone."

After that, there was a small exclamation, and Gu Yuanzhi's voice came:

"Lu Xing."

With just these two simple words, Lu Xing has lost all strength in his body, and he can barely stand still by leaning on the wall: "Yuzhi"

"I am fine."

"Where did you hurt?"

Gu Yuanzhi said: "A little injury, you should go to work first."

There was a beeping busy tone on the phone, Lu Xing said hello to the phone a few more times, took out his mobile phone and dialed the familiar number, it showed that the other party had turned off the phone, Lu Xing had no way to calm down, even if he used cold water Patting his overly hot cheeks over and over again.

But his beating heart still showed his panic.

This kind of fear cannot be solved by hearing Gu Yuanzhi's voice, he wants more, more.

It's not just the voice, it's best to see Gu Yuanzhi standing in front of him intact immediately, if possible, you can even touch his hands and face, and carefully check whether his slender knuckles are intact.

When Lu Xing realized what he was really thinking, he stood up abruptly and looked at whose face was full of himself in the mirror.

Over the years, Gu Yuanzhi is the only person who hasn't changed at all in this regard.

A staff member opened the door and came in. Seeing the number plate on his body, he hurriedly said:

"On the 19th, Lu Xing, is that you? Someone said you went to the bathroom just now, please get ready, now the 18th has entered the venue, please stand in the waiting area."

Lu Xing reached out and took out two pieces of paper from the place where the paper was taken out, wiped off the water stains on his face, then tore off the number plate on his body, and said to the other party:

"Sorry, I'm not going."

After he came out, he called Tang Siqing: "Which hospital are they in now?"

In the afternoon, he finally arrived at the No. [-] Hospital in S City. Before Lu Xing could change into his suit, he got into the elevator and went straight to Gu Yuanzhi's ward.

The elevator door opened with a ding, but Lu Xing's footsteps paused for a moment, and he walked out after he was fully prepared.

At a glance, he saw Song Ning standing outside the ward with a pale face.

Looking at each other, Lu Xing strode over, turned a blind eye, and went straight into the ward. Gu Yuanzhi was sitting on the bed, his right hand was wrapped in a plaster cast and fell on his chest, and he was flipping through his phone.

Seeing Lu Xing, he frowned slightly: "You gave up the interview."

Lu Xing let out an 'hmm', turned around and left the ward again, closing the door firmly.

He came to Song Ning with big strides, and without thinking about it, he raised his hand and slapped it. Song Ning's face was beaten hard to the other side, and a few red marks appeared on his fair face.

"If you want to go crazy, go crazy yourself! If you dare to do such a thing again, I will be the first to let you off."

"What, not cruel enough." Song Ning smiled at him again:

"Is this your love for Gu Yuanzhi? Just such a slap and meaningless cruel words? I thought you were going to pick up a knife and stab me, brother. After all, I was also the one who almost killed you." The person who died, if the associate professor hadn't stopped me in time and turned the steering wheel, we would have died together. How about this? Will you stab me with a knife? The kind that cut my body into pieces."

He intended to anger Lu Xing, and he succeeded, every time Lu Xing heard that dead word, the anger and fear in his heart would increase.

"You're right." He smiled instead of anger: "Thanks to him, he is still alive and well. If there is anything wrong with him, then we will see again at that time. What is life is better than death? But what should we do? , my Kakinoki is still fine."

He slapped Song Ning again, and then he leaned into Song Ning's ear and said, "So these two slaps are your punishment for grabbing the steering wheel. Of course I won't do anything to you, after all, I still want to keep it." My precious little life, stay with me, Yuanzhi, and my face until old age."

After saying this, he pushed open the door of the ward, leaned his back against the door, and silently watched the person on the bed without saying a word, just looking at him.

After waiting for a full minute, he walked slowly to the bed and said to Gu Yuanzhi, "Can I touch you?"

Without waiting for Gu Yuanzhi's answer, he said again: "Forget it, I don't want to ask for your opinion anymore."

The touch under his hands is warm and fresh, Gu Yuanzhi's skin is the kind that is always warm and cool, especially in this cold winter season, only the breath exhaled from his nose carries a little warmth.

Lu Xing's palm slid away from top to bottom against his smooth and clean skin, and landed on his intact left hand along his arm. His hand was very well-formed, with well-defined joints, slender, and if the wide palm was fully opened, , is a size that Lu Xing's hand cannot compare with.

As he imagined along the way, he carefully touched every joint of Gu Yuanzhi. Although this movement was so pretentious and redundant, Lu Xing wanted to do this, and he did.

In the end, he put Gu Yuanzhi's hand back to its original place, raised his hand slightly to cover his brows, and said helplessly, "My situation is probably not much better than Song Ning's."

"Why did you give up the interview?" Gu Yuanzhi asked, but everyone knew the answer.

Lu Xing then looked at him and said, "Because I want to make a deal with you now."

"What deal?"

"I gave up a great job opportunity for me, no way, this is already my most precious thing, so I want you to give up another opportunity right now, let's make a 'fair' deal .”

Lu Xing paused, and said, "I want you to stay here and not to go to America."

"Why?" Gu Yuanzhi didn't seem surprised, he was very calm, just looked at Lu Xing intently, and said, "You have to tell me the reason."

"Because once you go to the United States, there will never be any intersection between us, that kind of thoroughness.

"I can't bear you in another country, and I can't bear the distance between you and me. I'm such a selfish person. I want to watch you all the time, and I want you to be by my side.

Even if we have something to do with each other and we need to be separated temporarily, we don’t need to go through a long, long time to be together again, instead of adjusting the time difference for several hours in front of the cold screen just for your few messages and calls.

Or because you forgot to reply to the message one day, you feel sorry for yourself on the other side of the ocean, and your thoughts explode to whether something happened to you, is there anyone by your side, have you met someone more suitable, and whether you are still intact back.

Just thinking about it makes my brain explode, and I can't bear it for a moment. Do you know how I felt during the period from when I heard the news of your accident in G City to when I arrived at the hospital?

You may never understand, Yuanzhi, I don’t blame you, this is our physical difference, your brain function may be just opposite to mine, I am such an emotional person, so every day I have Countless shady little thoughts.I have lived like this for ten years, and soon I will be thirty. If I live like that after the age of 30, I will be very tired, so I don’t want to do this again in the future. "

"The above, I have said clearly enough, it is useless to say more. You make the choice."

Gu Yuanzhi looked at him, those eyes that seemed to be able to see through everything easily captured Lu Xing's pretended tough tone and the uneasiness and uneasiness hidden under his appearance.

Lu Xing's accusation, Lu Xing's body trembling very slightly, Lu Xing's tightly clenched fists and tightly pursed lips to prevent his emotions from leaking out.

This is his innumerable but deep memory, looking at Lu Xing completely, with nothing but him in his eyes.

Gu Yuanzhi said: "You broke my second choice."

Lu Xing immediately said, "I'll give you a third choice right away."

He took a step forward, grabbed the railing beside the hospital bed, and squeezed until his knuckles turned white: "The third option is to stay, stay by my side, and not go anywhere until a long, long time. Still with me."

This is an irrational, such a nihilistic choice, as Lu Xing said, so emotional.

But the emotions contained in it are really, too full and sincere.

Gu Yuanzhi suddenly raised his lips slightly, and gave a very shallow smile, and said, "Okay."

Lu Xing said "Huh?", took a big step back, a little caught off guard:

"Did you hit your ears and didn't hear clearly? Did you understand what I just said? You can't study for a Ph. D. because I willfully decided to give up such a good opportunity for self-development? Have you thought it through clearly, no, I I think you must not be awake now, you go to sleep first, I, I will come to see you later."

Gu Yuanzhi was always so calm and composed. Amid Lu Xing's strong negative reaction, he said forcefully, "Okay, I promise you."

After hearing this, Lu Xing seemed to have calmed down. He stared blankly at him and stared at Gu Yuanzhi. After a while, he moved very slowly and approached Gu Yuanzhi cautiously. .

When the distance between them was already very close, Lu Xing suddenly leaned over, tentatively stretched out his arms to hug Gu Yuanzhi with very light strength, turned his head slightly, and leaned on his shoulder, and then his strength became stronger and stronger. It got bigger and bigger, until he completely embraced Gu Yuanzhi in his arms, and no one could separate them. Only then did Lu Xing whisper into his ear:

"What you say means what you say, and you can't go back on your word."

His words are really too few, but these three good words in a row are more powerful and meaningful than any long-winded vows and promises.

Lu Xing hugged him for a while, then let go of him a little bit, remembered something, and then said: "I thought about it, I don't know if I can get a job opportunity in exchange for a firm offer from you, it seems It's a little unfair, so I'll add another condition to you."

"But before that, I need to confirm one thing."

Lu Xing looked at him and asked seriously: "Do you like me, Yuanzhi?"

Seeing that his eyes were downcast as if he didn't intend to answer the question directly, Lu Xing immediately coughed lightly and said, "This is very important to me, I hope you answer it honestly."

Gu Yuanzhi stretched out his hand towards him, but Lu Xing kept his hands behind his back and refused to let him lead, trying to pretend to be determined with a sullen face: "Don't try to get away with it."

But who wouldn't want to hold such a beautiful hand?It seems that he hasn't formally held hands with Mr. Gu, and he took the initiative. If he misses this time, will he wait a long time next time?

Lu Xing was defeated, he held his mouth shut and put his hand on it, holding his hands lightly like this, looking at each other, Gu Yuanzhi gave him a shallow smile again.

Strangely, Gu Yuanzhi didn't say anything, but just relying on the touch and warmth from the palm of his hand, and relying on him looking seriously into his eyes, Lu Xing seemed to vaguely hear Gu Yuanzhi's words. s answer.

Damn...

He sighed in his heart: I am really sick and hopeless.

It doesn't matter if you can't say it now, they will have a long way to go in the future.

After getting a not-so-satisfactory answer but enough to pass the test, Lu Xing, as an honest 'businessman', of course had to exchange for the additional conditions he had promised. He leaned down again and hugged Gu Yuanzhi heavily. Said softly in the ear:

"Then I'm willing too, Kakinoki."

Then he felt a pair of hands gently land on his back, hugging him forcefully.

Lu Xing trembled all over, thinking, for the answer to that question, he is finally... willing.

His sweetheart, Gu Yuanzhi, may be like this for the rest of his life.

He may never be able to be like an ordinary person who freely expresses emotions, sorrows and joys, wakes up every day and says sweetly: "Good morning", and will attack him with very childish words when he is angry, and then spend a week to deal with it regret.

Use all kinds of sweet words that are too sweet to gently coax him in his ear, and spend more than 12 hours a day staring at the screen tightly when he is forced to separate in a different place, just to receive the call from the other party at any time .

Reply to each other’s messages within 1 minute, say good night before going to bed every day, send a happy birthday in the early hours of the birthday, and then create countless romantic surprises throughout the day, or discover that there are other suitors around your lover Then he blushed and planned to compete with the other party.

His sweetheart, Gu Yuanzhi, may have too many things that he cannot do in the future. He is such an emotional person, and he will inevitably be disappointed, sad, and wronged in the long years to come.

Even after another ten or twenty years, his sweetheart, Gu Yuanzhi, may still be a high mountain flower hanging high on the cliff, and he will spend a long time waiting for him to bloom and bear fruit.

Even so,

Still nine deaths do not regret, as sweet as sugar.

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The author has something to say: I updated it in advance and the text will officially end here. First of all, I would like to thank you for your support during this period. Dear readers who subscribed to this article, threw mine into this article, and poured nutrient solution, thank you for your support during this period of time. Thank you again for your company.

In fact, the original finale had a short plot after this final plot (Gu Lu’s marriage) as the final ending, but when I wrote this, I suddenly felt that it would be better to stop the main text here, and let the story end at the end. It ends at the climax. If I continue to write some daily routines, it will make this last plot look eclipsed, so this is my selfishness as the author and my own consideration. I don’t know if you will feel a little sudden when you see this, In fact, I also think that after a long time of consideration, I still think that the text here is the best.

But don’t worry, this is just the end of the main text, and the episode will continue to be updated. The follow-up of other characters, many small brain holes, and the sweet little details after they are together, etc., will appear in the episode. Will stay in the episode.

In short, the story here is both the end and the real beginning.Don't say anything else, we'll see you on the sidelines.

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