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He also pretended to pick up the coat on the chair and walked forward a few steps. The people behind him didn't respond at all. Lu Xing was not reconciled, so he backed away, sat down angrily, and said, "I'll do it."

Gu Yuanzhi looked at him, and began to count with his fingers: "Let's start with you running outside my house in the middle of the night to wait for me. Don't keep your debts, Mr. Gu, I've met your eyes."

He said to himself: "There's also the concert just now. I left something and came back to look for something. To be honest, Mr. Gu, who taught you this method? I reckon my dad used to chase after my mom." I despise such an old-fashioned method."

He seemed to wake up on the same road as before, and he didn't care what Gu Yuanzhi was thinking or doing, he just said to himself: "If you have anything to say to me, just say it if you want to come to me, Nuo , I’ll just stand here and give you another chance, what do you want to say, say it quickly.”

Compared with his surging passion, Gu Yuanzhi was always too calm. Lu Xing told him that he really thought about it, and then shook his head. Lu Xing asked, "What do you mean by shaking your head?"

So Gu Yuanzhi said: "I thought about it, and I have nothing to say to you."

These words sound familiar, whether it's the meaning put together by these few simple words, or the expression and attitude of Gu Yuanzhi when he speaks.

This unpleasant sense of familiarity is like a good medicine, it suddenly dragged down Lu Xing's ego that had been floating to the sky in the past few hours, and let him have the kind of "" that he had created in front of Gu Yuanzhi this day. Active sense' shaky.

So he swallowed, his eyes changed, and he confirmed it again. This time he was not angry, but asked seriously: "Really?"

Gu Yuanzhi has always been too frank, no one can force him, so he nodded again.

"Then why have you come outside my yard for several months in a row to wait for rain or shine?"

"My mother—" Gu Yuanzhi paused suspiciously.

"Ah?" Lu Xing was stunned, thought for a while, and said with difficulty: "Are you talking about this? You came all the way to my house just to give me a present for my aunt."

Okay, this is considered a pass.

"What about concerts? As far as I know, Mr. Gu, you don't like to go to such occasions, do you?"

"I have received the ticket." Gu Yuanzhi said, "It was sent by your sister."

"Oh, so Lu Xin came to force you again..." Lu Xing murmured, his self-confidence plummeted, and he thought of something, and asked again: "Then why did you turn back just now, and bump into us inside by such a coincidence?"

Gu Yuanzhi took the book on the table and said, "Is this what you mean?"

Oh, he forgot, Gu Yuanzhi clearly said that he folded back to get the things.

When it was over, the sense of initiative collapsed in an instant.

His balloon, which was about to take off, was punctured by a small needle, and fell staggeringly, smashing to pieces.

He blinded his eyes, took some chicken feathers and delusional as an arrow, only relying on a little coincidence and mental processing and imagination, he actually gave birth to such delusions, and led people to the coffee shop like a fool. His attitude is funny .

What is he delusional about?It's really because after reading too many novels, I can't tell the difference between reality and fiction, thinking that once I've been following people for ten years and give up, Gu Yuanzhi will realize his importance and change his mind to chase after him?

Novels are harmful, Lu Xing thought, his heart was sour and astringent, as if soaked in bitter water, his body was full of smell.

He really wanted to shoot himself to death.

He was angry, angry at his own stupidity, but what happened to this sadness?

It's really pitiful and used to it. Others gave it some color like a dyeing workshop. Lu Xing took a deep breath, blocked the soreness in his heart, raised his head and looked at the person in front of him helplessly, and said, "It's really you, frankly, Teacher Gu How can you be real?"

Thinking about it carefully, since Gu Yuanzhi's birthday, the two of them have never calmed down and had a serious face-to-face conversation. The farewell words were too hasty, and many questions hadn't been resolved in time. After a hasty farewell for half a year, now they are sitting again together.

That's right, after all, it's been a bad debt for ten years, why should we sit down and have a good talk, right?

But what should I say?Faced with such a situation, Gu Yuanzhi, who thought he could see the bottom at a glance, but couldn't see the bottom, what should he say?

"When I was in high school, the school organized an IQ test," Lu Xing said, "At that time, I skipped class and secretly went to your class to take a look. Teacher Gu's IQ was much higher than mine, so you understand many things better than anyone else. I just don’t want to go, I’m too lazy to care about it, right?”

"For example, my smug look just now and the embarrassment at the moment, you can actually see everything, right?"

He said, slowly: "You actually understand everything. Including my embarrassment, embarrassment, little joy, sadness, disappointment, and even Song Ning's tricks over the years, you understand everything, but you don't know anything. They don't even care.

What I said is a bit inaccurate, I take it back, of course you also have things you care about, but you care too little.Whether it's me, Song Ning, or countless people who have been by your side for a long or short period of time, they all want to get your attention, but how can there be such a good thing in the world? "

"Actually, I'm also to blame." Lu Xing finally calmed down at this moment, recalling the past, looking at Gu Yuanzhi in front of him as always, what can he blame?

"Lu Xin is right. Not all the hard work is worth rewarding. Although he is not reconciled, isn't that what life is like? I thought that if I spent ten years by your side, entangled with you, even a stone would have a day of enlightenment. , Take your time and wait for such a day.

But from your point of view, being entangled with something like me for so many years is really not a glorious thing.So Yu Ding and the others hate me and I can understand scolding me.It's just that when people live to this age, they have to look forward to it, don't they?How boring otherwise.

But my mistake was that I should not hold this hope too tightly. Over time, it became an obsession, and I learned to move myself. Once I have this idea, I will generate resentment. Once I have resentment, it seems that there is no way to end it well. . "

"I broke up with you that day because I was really impulsive. Rather than worrying about you and Song Ning, it's better to say that your indifference again and again made me completely chilled. But when I calmed down, I thought again, what changed?" Who is it?

You have always been like this, always, what I like is this kind of you, but I also hope to change this kind of you, this kind of self-contradictory, no wonder even I can't understand myself like this. "

"I admit that there was a moment of anger when we broke up, and I even ran to my hometown thousands of miles away. I can't let go of my love for you for a while, and I always have some hope, even if I have raised you for ten years. If the cat is gone, there should be some reaction, let alone a living person? I thought I could loosen your closed heart, but you saw it too. You are simply beyond your control. "

Gu Yuanzhi on the opposite side was like an ancient clock, just listening quietly, although he didn't say a word, but Lu Xing knew that what he could hear, he must hear.

"So I didn't lose to anyone, I just lost to you. You won, Mr. Gu. I tried in the past ten years and failed. I have nothing to regret. I have liked you in my life People, until now I still like it very much, I like it very much, but liking this kind of thing is very mysterious.

When you care about him, he is your life. Once you think about it, you feel that it is nothing. Can you like it as a meal?I still like you very much, Mr. Gu, there is no way, I can't control it, but this love will slowly dissipate and recede.At that time, if I stand in front of you again, then I will be the real Lu Xing, not the person I dreamed of in the past ten years. "

Phew, after finishing this long passage, Lu Xing breathed a sigh of relief, looked at Gu Yuanzhi with an open-minded look, and asked, "Do you have anything else to say? If not I'm leaving."

Gu Yuanzhi nodded, thought about what Lu Xing said just now, and asked the question that he really wanted to ask just now: "Did they bully you?"

After Lu Xing asked, he responded

Who else could there be, except Yu Ding and the others.

But what made him feel ridiculous was Gu Yuanzhi's question.

He had just told himself to calm down and cultivate his character, but because of the question Gu Yuanzhi asked, the anger in Lu Xing's heart rushed to his throat, and he almost burst out.

But looking at the familiar facial features in front of him, he gradually held back his breath. The anger that hadn't had time to vent turned around and changed, and it became a kind of dumbfounding emotion in Lu Xing's heart. He stared blankly Looking at the person in front of him, his whole body was shrouded in a kind of helplessness. In order to prevent his emotions from leaking out, Lu Xing grabbed the things on the table and left the cafe without looking back.

The clerks were relieved to see him go out, and they thought they had finally sent this guy away. After all, this guy didn't look very good, so he wouldn't be brought back like yesterday, right?

Yes, he's back again, full of anger.

I was so angry, I was so angry, Lu Xing was so angry that he couldn't think, he couldn't walk when he went out, he couldn't help it, he turned back again, and walked up to Gu Yuanzhi with big strides, with a scar on his forehead. Sweating, shortness of breath, sparkling eyes, one part is anger, the other part is an inexplicable emotion.

"Hurry up and take away the coffee, take it away!" the store manager said over there.

A clerk who was closest to them swooped up and cleaned up all the cups on their table. When he was done, he took another look at the furious Lu Xing and thought to himself that luckily he put away his things quickly. This time I will see you What to use to splash it?

Lu Xing couldn't see or hear anything. At this time, there were no customers in the cafe, so it was unusually quiet, but Lu Xing couldn't even notice the quietness.

He only felt that it was very hot, even though the temperature of the air conditioner in the room was already low enough, he looked at Gu Yuanzhi, with only him in his eyes, and the sentence he spit out was steaming with fire:

"Gu Yuanzhi, you dare to ask me that kind of question if your eyes are eaten by dogs?!"