swan boy

"Lu Xing?" Yu Ding sneered, looking at Tang Siqing: "You are really good at predicting things, he is really here."

"Of course I'm here." Lu Xing said, walking towards them step by step, ignoring their gazes, walked to the shampoo stand, picked up the plastic basin on the side to drink water, and said, "Didn't you hear what Tang Siqing said? The perfume on your body smells so bad that it made me vomit alive."

"you--"

Yu Ding couldn't say the rest.

Because Lu Xing turned around suddenly, holding a basin full of water in his hand, and violently splashed it on Yu Ding.

They were so close that the splashed water hit Yu Ding completely. Even Tang Siqing and the other person were not spared. Seeing the half-smile expression on Lu Xing's face, he became even angrier, like a fire-breathing tyrannosaurus rex: "Lu Xing! You better explain to me why you did this."

"What is there to explain?" Lu Xing smiled:

"I don't like you, I hate you, I hate you, don't you often look at me like this? Why, is it strange? You should be glad that in a civilized society, everyone flushes the toilet in time after going to the toilet, otherwise what is splashed on you is another kind of liquid."

"you--"

"Forget it." Tang Siqing pulled him back: "You have been talking bad things about people here for a long time, and then I poured some water on you. Please be content."

He looked at Lu Xing's face, clicked his lips: "Lu Xing, do you still have this side?"

Yu Ding yelled at him: "Siqing! Who are you helping?" He looked at Lu Xing, trying to calm his anger: "For my aunt's sake, I don't know as much as you, let's go."

"Stop!" Lu Xing yelled, and rushed forward to pull Yu Ding back, viciously, like a turtledove who had been cornered and had nowhere to go back and had to fight desperately: "Tell me, why did I feel sorry for Gu Yuanzhi? "

"You still don't let me go!" This time Yu Ding was really angry. Lu Xing was sick and weak. Of course he was not his opponent. Yu Ding pushed him away and hit the partition behind him He let out a muffled snort, stared at Yu Ding desperately, and said loudly: "Say it! I've been sorry to your precious Gu Yuanzhi for so many years!"

The other person present looked around, stood up and acted as peacemaker again, and said to Lu Xing: "Xiaolu, right? Calm down, this is the toilet, anyone can come in at any time, let's talk about it later."

"Shut up, too!" Lu Xing's fire shifted, and he didn't give that person a good look either: "You don't need to pretend to be a good person now, you guys don't have a good thing, haven't you heard my name a long time ago?" ? Didn’t you scold me behind your back? Dogs meddle in other people’s business, they’re all idiots who have enough to eat and have nothing to do.”

Yu Ding: "Lu wakes me up, your mother, you say it again?!"

Tang Siqing said: "It seems to be a big show. Xiao Song," he called the person next to him: "You close the toilet door, I just saw a sign next to it saying it is under maintenance, you hang the door let's go."

"Young Master Tang, aren't you, isn't this adding fuel to the fire?"

"Hey, it's such a good show, why don't you watch it?" Tang Siqing looked excited, and whispered to him: "Don't you want to watch it?"

With the door closed, it seems that there is no scruples anymore.

Yu Ding took a step forward and grabbed Lu Xing by the collar. The material of the bachelor's uniform was silky, and his words were sarcasmous, "So what if you try your best to get into the graduate school of S University? You are still the one who has nothing but chasing after Yuanzhi." No idiot, do you deserve this dress?"

"None of your business!" Lu Xing broke free, stood up, stared at Yu Ding, and said word by word: "I ask you, why am I sorry for Gu Yuanzhi!"

He seems to be really crazy, the previous false responses and sly submissiveness are all gone, the Lu Xing at this moment is the real Lu Xing, the Lu Xing who has nothing after losing hope in life, he no longer needs to work hard The pretense of mind is to deal with the prejudice, disgust, anger and contempt of Gu Yuanzhi and his group of relatives and friends.

He is him, a pitiful person, but he is not someone to be trampled on. He can no longer bear the words that have been held in his heart for so many years. Lu Xing is out of breath. Looking at the demons who eat people and don't spit out their bones, he appeals word by word. with their crimes.

Let's start with the time of the college entrance examination. The sudden death of his parents brought a large amount of unpaid debts. At that time, he and Lu Xin were being called for debts every day, and they were blocked at the door of the house and even the school. It happened to be the third year of high school. There is nothing to study.

"When you were in high school, you hated me for my poor grades and not doing well. You skipped classes every three days, saying that Yuanzhi was studying at the famous S University in the country. I wanted to chase him. It's an idiotic dream. I don't believe in evil. I can't catch up with cultural classes. In the middle of the night, I practiced sports like crazy, and got admitted to the university next to S University as a sports student. Although it is not as good as S University, it is not bad, right? I was admitted to the university by my own ability, why should I be admitted by you? despise?"

The family couldn't open the pot, and was exploited by the creditors. He couldn't make up the tuition fees for the cram school, and the cultural classes were missed. He had no choice but to become a sports student. In the middle of the night, muscle soreness and cramps are common. He starts late, and others can practice for an hour. Lu Xing can't do it. He has to double. If double is not enough, then triple or quadruple.

"After I finally graduated from university, I went to be a physical education teacher in No. [-] Middle School. Is it a decent job? It's a pity that I can't stand the stinky mouth of the young masters, saying that I am just an uneducated physical education teacher who has not been included in the program. I don't know anything. I understand, and I also want to beg Mr. Gu, who has a bright future as a university teacher.

I can go to you, do you think it is so easy to be a physical education teacher?Okay, you are right in everything you say with bad mouths. If you think I am uneducated, you should take the postgraduate entrance examination. If you don’t want to take the entrance examination for S major, if you fail once, you can do it twice, three times, and finally pass the entrance examination.Why, do you still dare to fight with me? "

Lu Xing still remembers the few winters on the way to the postgraduate entrance examination. He had no money, no house, and had to deal with troubles caused by Lu Xin's whims from time to time. He just nestled in a small rented cubicle. There was no heating in winter. There is no air-conditioning in summer, and only the bed is the book in the semi-big house. His foundation is not good, and the test is translation, so he suffers a lot on this road.

The first time I took the exam, I didn't even pass the national line. The second time I got better and I got into the re-examination, but unfortunately I was passed in the end.But after all, there has been great progress, hasn't it?It's the third round of the exam, and this time he is familiar with the road, and finally stepped in. Lu Xing will never forget the day when he received the admission letter from S University.

He spent a huge sum of money to treat himself to a hot pot meal, which cost [-]. He remembered it very clearly. Two months later, he stepped into the campus of S University. After three years, he finally came in.

"I've already been admitted to S University as a graduate student, so you should shut up now, young master? I really never expected that you are so idle, taking care of other people's emotional problems without doing all your business every day.

Yu Ding, you often say that I chase after Gu Yuanzhi every day, are you talking nonsense?When I was in high school, I dared to stand on the stage and confess my love to him. If I don’t chase him, who should I chase?You?I'm chasing him for a reason, unlike you, who cares about everything, even anyone around Yuanzhi has to step in, I think the person who likes Yuanzhi is not me, but you, right? "

"Lu Xing! What nonsense are you talking about!" Yu Ding was furious, and looked at Tang Siqing: "See if his mind is not clear."

"Hush..." Tang Siqing was obviously satisfied with the scene in front of him, and made a silent gesture to him.

"The sickest one is you." Lu Xing had fallen into a state where no one was around, he just vomited out the grievances he had suffered over the years bit by bit, and couldn't care about anything else.

"You are sick! And you. Tang Siqing, you are all sick. Who are you from Gu Yuanzhi? Are you the parents who gave birth to him? Why do you come here without any objection? Blame me, insult me, belittle me?

Yu Ding, what's wrong with you?You say I'm sorry, Gu Yuanzhi, oh, yes, Gu Yuanzhi, do you know him?Your cousin, mine, my ex-boyfriend, aren't you used to seeing me by his side all day long?Congratulations, I broke up with him, from now on I will not pester him anymore, as you wish. "

Speaking of this, Lu Xing's eyes turned red and his nose was sore. He looked around and tried his best to hold back his tears. If he is 28 years old and cries to a few disgusting ghosts in the toilet, it is considered What's the matter?He has nothing left, so this bit of self-esteem must be guarded.

He couldn't help but think of Gu Yuanzhi again. Since he was 16 years old, the refreshing Gu Yuanzhi in his school uniform, the Gu Yuanzhi who is not allowed to enter after college, the seductive Gu Yuanzhi after taking a bath, There is Gu Yuanzhi who is plain and does not belong to anyone.

This was the whole of his first half of his life, so that he was separated from his flesh and blood, Lu Xing was in so much pain that he couldn't help himself, he frowned, closed his eyes, and struggled with the sour feelings in his heart, and finally regained a little calmness, but when he thought of Yu Ding The phrase 'he's sorry for Gu Yuanzhi' was almost unbearable again, this time, it was an accusation laced with grief:

"Tell me? All these years! When did I ever feel sorry for him, Gu Yuanzhi? He doesn't like people approaching him, so I just dare to follow him secretly. He likes to be quiet, and he doesn't like to answer the phone or make phone calls. Phone, then I will send a text message, WeChat.

Even when it was time to make a phone call, he took his rest and raced against time to make the call.Oh, Kakinoyuki, you know, you have to go to bed after 10:30, so you ask him, have I ever disturbed him once in all these years when he was fast asleep?Even that night—”

Inevitably wanting the memories that would crush him, Lu Xing collected his breath and looked at the Yu Ding people in front of him with eyes neither sad nor happy:

"Oh, you said that I used despicable means to coax him into a one-year relationship with me. Yes, I am shameless. I skipped school in the winter and went to his house to search for three days without sleep. I was almost taken as a bad person and arrested by the police. I went into the bushes to look for the cat, but found nothing, and was stabbed all over my body. I finally found it, and I had to fight wits with the cat dealer to get the cat back.

Teacher Gu asked me what compensation I wanted, and what should I ask for?Why am I so shameless? How dare I make such a despicable request with him?right?Master Yu, is that what you think?What a despicable person I am.Using such despicable means to force people to be with me.So I deserve it, I deserve to be ridiculed by you, I admit it, who told me to be wrong in the first place?But you are so wrong, Yu Ding, you shouldn't have said this—"

He and Yu Ding looked at each other, and also saw the almost crazy self in his eyes: "You shouldn't say, I'm sorry for Gu Yuanzhi."

"I, Lu Xing, don't have much ability. I can't compare to you guys. I'm not a big shot. I'm so different from Mr. Gu. I can't compare to him in terms of family background, appearance, and character.

But for so many years, I am more eager to satisfy him than anyone else. I have never done anything that he really hates. I desire him more than anyone else. Say that I am wrong in every way, wrong in every way, mean and shameless, but I, Lu Xing, have never done a single thing to be sorry to Gu Yuanzhi in my life. "

After saying this, he seemed to have finally accomplished a great event in his life, lost all his strength, and loosened Yu Ding's collar;

"But it's useless to say these things now. As you can see, I broke up with him, I gave up, and finally got what you wanted. As for whether you are satisfied with the result, I'm not curious at all, but there is one thing, so Ding, let me tell you—”

"I, Lu Xing, although I still lost in the end, I didn't lose to you, but to Gu Yuanzhi, so listen up, you don't have any right to continue to judge me, criticize me, let me hear it again , I will definitely, definitely not let you go."

These were the last words Lu Xing left behind. He stumbled and walked out of the bathroom step by step, leaving a few people looking at each other in blank dismay.