did i call your name

Qiu Sinian's heart fluttered so much, he held back his spring heart, and smiled like a gentleman: "You still know such things as stressors?"

The first year of high school did not speak, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

Qiu Sinian just asked this casually, but it brought out his inferiority complex.The difference between him and Qiu Sinian is real and there is no way to ignore it. He doesn't care, and Qiu Sinian doesn't care, it doesn't mean that other people will turn a blind eye.

He was alone, without worries, except for his body struggling out of the mud, the most important thing in his life was the man in front of him.But Qiu Sinian is different. He has parents and a happy and harmonious family. The reality is in front of him. The future between him and Qiu Sinian is not comparable to e-sports. He can't ignore it and keep going forward.

This is also the first time in the first year of high school, thinking of the "later" that has been stumbling Qiu Sinian.

"Why aren't you talking?" Qiu Sinian wrapped his arms around his waist, "What are you thinking?"

"It's nothing." Gao knocked his head on Qiu Sinian's shoulder and asked suddenly, "The books in your study... can I read them?"

Qiu Sinian was stunned for a moment, then amused: "You can watch it if you want, why did you ask me specifically?" He rubbed Gao Yi's soft hair, "Didn't you say you couldn't understand it before, and you definitely wouldn't read it? "

"I just...want to watch and study hard." Gao Yi's voice was muffled.

Qiu Sinian smiled, "Those books are not good-looking, not for children. If you want to read, I'll bring you some classics when I get home."

"Nineteen..." Senior One hit Qiu Sinian's shoulder sadly with his head twice, "I'm not a child anymore."

"Eighteen." Qiu Sinian corrected him with a smile, "You can watch it if you want, as long as you are happy."

The two of them got tired of lying on the sofa for a long time, and they made up for the previously suppressed desire for each other all at once.Chou Sinian didn't think it was enough, he was a rascal, and wanted to take Gao Yi to take a bath together, but then he thought about his ears with switches, so he decided to give up.

The days ahead are long, too impatient and easy to scare the children.

After taking a bath, Chou Sinian opened the door, made the bed, and waited for Gao Yi to enter the room to sleep, but only heard the door of the guest room slam, and Gao slammed the door shut.

The first year of high school habitually went back to her room, as if she didn't realize that her relationship with Mr. Qiu had gotten closer. Qiu Sinian was sitting on the bed waiting for her little boyfriend like a little wife, but no one came.

Qiu Sinian sent Gao Yi a WeChat message: Gone God kid, you already have a boyfriend.

The implication is very clear, and the first year of high school will not fail to understand.

Gao Yi at the other end of the room, huddled beside the bed, was reminiscing everything that happened today, still in a daze, took the phone and saw the news of Qiu Sinian, sat up straight in an instant, and the blush that had finally dissipated crept up little by little Upper ears.

Three minutes later, the little boyfriend appeared at the door of Qiu Sinian's room with a pillow in his arms.

Qiu Sinian raised his head to drink water and was taking medicine. Gao Yi looked at the medicine bottle on the bedside table, frowned, and asked, "Are you still taking medicine?"

"Two slices today." Qiu Sinian patted the edge of the bed, "Come here."

Gao Yi hugged the pillow and rubbed it over.

"Why do you bring a pillow? My pillow is big enough for two people to sleep." Qiu Sinian hugged Gao Yi into his arms, "Would you like to sleep with me today?"

It is very hypocritical to ask knowingly, so Gao nodded and gave a soft "hmm", and said, "Don't take sleeping pills, if there are side effects, I can tell you a story."

Qiu Sinian couldn't help laughing, "What story?"

"...I like your story." Gao buried his face in the pillow, his voice was inaudible.

Qiu Sinian was puzzled, looking at such an innocent and shy person, how could he be so familiar with picking up people?

"Stop talking." Qiu Sinian said.

Gao Yi raised his head and turned to look at him with a dazed expression.

Qiu Sinian lowered his head and kissed him on the forehead, "I guess I won't be able to sleep even more after you tell me."

The last time we shared the same bed was just yesterday, and it was only a day. When we hugged each other again and fell asleep, the meaning and mood have all changed.

In the first year of high school, he was still reserved, and his whole body was stiffly stuck under the quilt, but his heart was so soft that it was sweet.Qiu Sinian is very well-behaved, holding the baby obediently, just sleeping.

"When you sleep, think of me, okay?" Gao looked at Qiu Sinian eagerly.

"Huh?" Qiu Si smiled young, and said sternly, "When I'm not sleeping, I always think about you."

"No, that's not what I meant..." Gao Yi was embarrassed, still not quite used to Qiu Sinian's frivolous tone, he lowered his head and said, "If you think about it, I won't dream about that boy."

Qiu Sinian was taken aback when he heard that, he knew Gao Yi was talking about Tang Wen.

"How do you know him?" Qiu Si asked him in a young voice.

"Ask Cao Bin." Gao Yi looked at him, "You called his name in your sleep yesterday."

"He is my student."

"I know."

"Last winter, he committed suicide by jumping off a building."

"...I know." Gao Yi's throat choked, and Qiu Sinian's tone was so calm, but his heart ached again.

"Let's not talk about him." Qiu Sinian stroked back the broken hair in front of Gao Yi's forehead, "Sleep."

"Ah."

Qiu Sinian didn't sleep well, and his breathing was still heavy in his sleep. Gao Yi held back his drowsiness, fearing that Qiu Sinian would be haunted by nightmares again, and stayed up until the middle of the night. Since Qiu Sinian's breathing became unsteady, it has been light. Caressing his chest.

Gao Yi didn't hear any restless ravings anymore, but Qiu Sinian's brows were still furrowed, he stood up, and gently pressed the center of his brows with his fingers.

The final exam was over, and Qiu Sinian, as a teacher, had to stay in school for a few days to correct the test papers, so he went back to school early in the morning.

Gao Yi went out to get a haircut, and when Cao Bin called him, he had just come out of the barber shop.

"Hey, I'll go, why are you shaving your bald donkey again?" Cao Bin looked at Gao Yi's smooth forehead.

In the first year of high school, he asked the barber to cut him again. The tip of his nose was red, and white steam was coming out of his mouth when he spoke: "It's convenient."

"It's such a cold day, you don't think your forehead is freezing."

Gao put a woolen hat on his head, "It's okay, I have a hat to cover it."

"Hey." Cao Bin bumped his shoulder, "Is it cool?"

"What?" Gao Yi didn't know why.

"Do I have to call you auntie?" Cao Bin told him, "I knew my brother-in-law was interested in you, but the stinky man hangs you for such a long time, it's bad enough."

"He didn't hang me, it's because I couldn't let go." Gao tugged down his woolen cap, "accompany me to a place."

The place Gao Yi mentioned was a tattoo parlor, and he wanted to get another tattoo on his right shoulder, as a souvenir, about Qiu Si Nian.

The first year of high school and the tattoo artist have known each other for a long time, and the two previous tattoos were handled by this tattoo artist.From the time when his adoptive mother passed away and his adoptive brother abandoned him at the age of 13, the first year of high school will leave a mark on him at every important stage of his life.

Alone for the first time.

Becoming a professional player for the first time.

Falling in love with someone for the first time...

It's just that when he first had this idea, he was still too young, and the tattoo artist said that there was a rule in the shop that he could not get a tattoo if he was not full.

I went to high school twice, once when I was 14 and once when I was 16. Of course, I was rejected both times.

The tattoo artist is a lovely person. He smiled and said to the young and immature boy: You can save all these memories, and when you are an adult, it will not be too late to print them.

Freshman has two tattoos on his right shoulder, a whale and his game ID.

The pattern is very small, a little below the collarbone. When Gao Yi was tattooed, the tattoo artist said that he was young and his skin was too tender. It is not recommended to tattoo a large area, so he tattooed a cartoon whale with relatively simple lines. The pattern is cute and small, completely different from the style expected in the first year of high school, but he also likes it very much.

The original state of mind has actually changed at that time, the memory is there, and the meaning contained in the memory becomes shallower with time.

There is also a tattoo of his game ID "GONE", next to the little whale.Originally, the idea of ​​the first year of high school was to ask the tattoo artist to tattoo him with a medieval font. The tattoo artist thought that the font was too solemn and rigid, and it didn’t match the cartoon whale. After discussing with the first year of high school, he changed it to the Q version of the font. .

What was supposed to be a dull tattoo design, but the final product is lively and cute. The cool guy Gone God also worried for many days at that time, but he didn't expect to get such a cute little thing.

As soon as he entered the door, the tattoo artist greeted Gao Yi with a smile: "Saving souvenirs again?"

"Yeah." Gao Yi smiled, "Probably the last commemoration."

He felt that there would be no more important commemoration than Qiu Si Nian in his future life.

Gao Yi took off his coat, and Cao Bin noticed that he was wearing the clothes he bought in the mall last time today, and the one with English words printed on it.

"Hey, the upper body of this dress looks good." Cao Bin looked at Gao Yi's thin body, "This face is good-looking, but it's different. Any non-mainstream clothes can support it."

"Non-mainstream uncle." Gao Yi was displeased, "This is punk style."

The tattooist was preparing the tools, when he heard the words, he looked up at Gao Yi's clothes, and said with a smile, "It's pretty nice, and the English on it...is pretty good."

Cao Bin was overjoyed, thinking that this master is a man of culture, so he understands it quite well.

Gao Yi took off his clothes and sat on a chair. Cao Bin sat aside and looked around, looking at the pictures of various tattoos on the wall with novelty.

"Cool." Cao Bin looked at a wolf in the photo frame and exclaimed, "How handsome!"

The tattoo artist lowered his eyes and smiled, and asked Senior One: "What do you want to commemorate this time?"

Cao Bin straddled the chair, shaking the back of the chair with his hands, and rushed to answer: "His first love."

Gao Yi gave him a sideways glance, and the tattoo artist raised his eyebrows and said, "Are you in love?"

"Yeah." Gao Yi nodded slightly, "It's not just my first love, it's everything about me."

The tattoo artist glanced at him, understood, and asked, "Then what do you want to get a tattoo to commemorate everything about you?"

Gao Yi was silent.

What is Qiu Sinian to him?In fact, he didn't really think about it before coming here.

He thinks it is most appropriate to describe it as a love drug. Although it is a bit straightforward, it is the most real feeling that Qiu Sinian passed on to the first year of high school. As long as he takes a look at that person, his desire and enthusiasm can change. get high.

However, there is no way to turn something like Mei. Medicine into a physical pattern. You can't let the tattoo artist tattoo a medicine bottle on his shoulder, right?

After a long time, Gao Yi said, "It's the moon."

Lonely and distant, but gentle, has been hanging in the night sky, will not leave.

Cao Bin couldn't help complaining: "Did you just think of this just now? Are you too hasty? I thought you came prepared and thought about what to tattoo."

But also, this is the first year of high school, impulsive and straightforward, and do whatever comes to mind.

"It doesn't matter what the tattoo is, as long as the imprint is there." The tattoo artist looked at the freshman, "What kind of tattoo do you want? Missing or round?"

"It's missing."

"Okay, or the original place?" The tattoo artist glanced at Gao Yi's right shoulder.

"Yeah." Gao nodded and asked, "Can you tattoo a few more words? I want to tattoo his name too."

"what is his name?"

"Chou Si Nian."

"In the year of Wan Si's year?"

Gao Yi was taken aback for a moment, nodded and said, "En."

The tattoo artist stroked the whale pattern on Gao Yi's right shoulder with his hands, and said: "If you want to get a tattoo, you should still tattoo it inside the moon. If it is the size of a whale, the Chinese tattoo is a bit hanging, it doesn't look good, and you can't squeeze it in. Let's get the letters, and match your previous tattoo style."

"it is good."

"I'm going to get a tattoo on the head of the whale. It's the feeling of the whale holding the crescent moon. What do you think? Is it okay?"

"Okay, I trust your technique and aesthetics."

"Thank you." The tattooist smiled slightly.

The tattoo artist is very young. When he was first found in the first year of high school, he was still an apprentice. He is the same age as the first year of high school. Now he is only 23 or four years old. He has studied with the master for several years and is still a newcomer.

Cao Bin glanced at the tattoo artist.

The whole body is full of elegant temperament, which really doesn't look like a tattoo artist.