The male lead is unreasonable [Transmigration Book]

I have a premonition, I have made up my mind, but whether I can do it is not something I can control.

In the face of such a big storm, it is strange that the boat does not capsize.

Senlai sighed helplessly, knowing that even if he didn't want to leave the boat, the current situation wouldn't give him a chance to stay, and he didn't have the ability to bring the sea back to a calm state. The only thing he can do at this moment is It is to take Soxis's dagger before the ship capsizes, and not to let Soxis's dagger sink to the bottom of the sea together with the ship.

It's just that for some unknown reason, the keel dagger pierced into the hull lit up when the waves rose, and the dark blue light surrounded the black bone.Senlai didn't know the reason why the dagger was lit up, and the current situation didn't give him time to think about it. He jumped towards the dagger with all his strength, but the moment he grabbed the handle, he saw the light on the keel dagger dimmed. , and then the blade shook, pushing him several meters away.

Senlai, who flew out, spat out a mouthful of blood, fell into the sea at once, was stopped by an arm, and was trapped in his arms and did not continue to move with the current.

After catching him again, the owner of the arm patted his back lightly, as if telling him not to be afraid.

Sun Rai quickly lost consciousness, unable to turn around to see who the man who caught him was.

And before losing consciousness, Sun Rai was thinking,

How is Sohees?

How is Gable?

How is Ram?

How is the chicken?

There were many things he was worried about, but after falling into the dark world in a daze, the above problems were things that he couldn't think about when he was in a coma.

I don't know how long time has passed, and I don't know how long he will sleep in the dark. Sunlai can't find himself in the dark environment. He seems to be assimilated by the dark environment. It would be like falling from a high place, repeated for a long time, the keel dagger appeared in the darkness ahead, and then quickly disappeared in front of his eyes, without giving him a chance to catch it.

A little light appeared in the distance, and after a closer look, I realized that it was a bright dandelion.Many dandelions appear in the dark world, like snowflakes in the night, dotting the desolate environment.

Sun Rai looked for a long time, the surrounding dandelions surrounded him little by little, and something warm was close to his forehead, like a bright light in the dark, illuminating the world he was in at the moment, turning him from the dark Pulled away from the world, entered his mind, and affected fragments of past memories.

There are songs, grasslands, vast Gobi, and fire clouds at night in memories.

Different scenery appeared in my mind, and those flashing pictures failed to leave any deep meaning in my mind. After several changes, they were finally replaced by plain rain. The picture is not beautiful, but it is the most important one. Pen.

In the dream, Sen Rai was sitting in the temple, a dark green soul body, who spent most of the day sitting quietly, watching the raindrops falling outside the temple and guessing when he would leave.

He's lived a long time, and sometimes it's not a good thing to live too long.With a long life, there will be more things to see, and you will be tired.

I'm tired and don't want to watch it anymore.

Sun Rai yawned, and the once glorious Temple of War behind him has become more and more deserted in these years. Although the temple is still majestic and majestic without any traces of being eaten by time, there is no main god in the temple, even if it remains there. The problem was external, but the internal situation was due to the departure of the main god, which cast a shadow over the golden capital in the temple.

No longer shining, no longer bright.

And the temple that lost the main god has shown signs of collapse that cannot last long. The most obvious is that the pillar spirit supporting the temple began to die, embarking on the inevitable process of death after the god is destroyed.

However, Senlai and other pillar spirits don't really care whether they will die. To be honest, they died long after the God of War Duobo left, leaving only a joyless body.

The sad pillar spirits cannot live without the temple, and can only live in the temple. The life in the temple is very lively when Duobo is still there, and they can feel that they are still alive. Unlike now, it is better to leave early if they are quiet. Go, start over, break free from bondage.

Sun Rai is not afraid of death, but he is very afraid that he will die in the end.

After the death of Duobo in the Battle of the Gods, the bright sunlight in the Temple of War God was extinguished, and the power of the temple was reduced. In a long time, only six of the twelve pillar spirits were left, and they were also dying little by little. .Among these pillar spirits, Sun Rai is the youngest and the last to leave.

To be honest, Sun Rai is not afraid of anything in this life, but he is very afraid of loneliness. It is also because the time of loneliness is too long, which makes him not want to be the ending person.

He didn't want to leave in the end.

I don't want to stay in the temple where I'm the only one left.So because of this matter, Sun Rai often thinks in a daze, thinking about what will become of him after the other pillar spirits are gone?How should I survive the days and nights that followed?

And when he came back to his senses after contemplating once, he saw a group of demons chasing an ugly child to the outside of the temple, and by chance, Senlai rescued him.

In fact, he didn't want to pay attention to him at first, but the clown boy who was rescued cried so badly that the other pillar spirits cried out.Being able to find Dobo's main shrine is also a kind of chance. Sun Rai and the others are not vicious people, but they were a little at a loss when they saw him crying.They were used to the superior posture of the people around them, so they were a little surprised to see such a weak and humble creature suddenly.And he didn't care about their gaze, as if he was about to cry out all his grievances, curled up on the ground, sobbing non-stop.

Under the watchful eyes of the other pillar spirits behind him, Senlai reluctantly picked up the child, only to realize that the person in his hand was very light, as if the wind could take his body away, so weak, so... Arouse pity.

He was too thin, so thin that Sun Rai didn't dare to move easily, always worried that he would accidentally crush him.

It was the first time he had picked someone up, and it was also the first time the child had been picked up.For a while, the child forgot to cry, and finally opened his tearful eyes, and saw the figures around him clearly.Their tall and majestic souls revealed a noble aura, each of the pillar spirits was covered with the glory of the temple, and each of them was a figure who came out of the legend.

They are the guardians of the temple, the ancient pillar spirits, the weapons belonging to the God of War, and the group of phantoms who can only see blurred lines but cannot clearly see the facial features of the body.

The child raised his head and stared at them blankly. From then on, he came to see Senlai and the other pillar spirits every day. At first, he hid carefully behind the tree, waiting for them to pay attention to him. You don't need anyone's permission to play outside the palace.

Senlai is a pillar spirit, and the pillar spirit cannot go out of the temple to see the scenery outside, and the memory before becoming a pillar spirit has been lost for a long time, and he has no idea what the world outside the temple looks like, and what kind of scenery.It's not just him, every pillar spirit doesn't know, and the red-haired clown boy is a shy little clever, he knows that they want to know the outside world, so he often brings interesting stories and food outside to Sun Rai, and gradually On the ground, the child became acquainted with the remaining pillar spirits in the temple, and they became the child's teachers, teaching the child all their skills.The child started to learn to draw in his spare time, and he wanted to draw all the scenery he saw and bring them to them.

That child is a very stupid child. It is very difficult to learn painting or spells, but he works very hard. Even though the learning speed is very slow, he will not give up easily. He is a gentle and considerate child who knows how to be grateful, so even if he is ugly and stupid, Sun Rai and the others still like him very much. He is also allowed to live outside the temple and treat this place as a is his home.

On the day he decided to live, he built himself a simple little house, and the pillar spirit named Ados guided him behind him, teaching him how to build a good house, but to be honest, rude Athos can't do anything in his life except beat people, and he doesn't know how to build a house at all, so the pillar spirit named David disagrees with his teaching, insisting on another way for the child to draw him An extremely complex palace pattern, I hope he will follow his composition.And Doma, the only female in the hall, pays attention to a delicate life. She is very dissatisfied with the painting style of the two men, so she is unwilling to be lonely and asks the child to follow her advice.

The last day passed, and under the instructions of the three pillar spirits, the child built a house that would collapse if the wind blows. The three pillar spirits stared at the house he had built and stopped talking at this time, each of them squinted their eyes. Hid out.

Sunlai looked at it for a long time, finally sighed, walked over to guide him a little bit, and the two of them made a simple shelter.

"As long as the house can accommodate people."

Facing the unsatisfactory architectural style, the brazen Zhu Ling said so.

The ignorant child nodded, agreeing with his statement that his technique was not good enough.It was also from then on that the child lived there, but he went out every day, and the reason for going out was to give them the outside scenery and delicious food.

Sun Rai, who knows his heart, and the others are waiting for him to come back every day, waiting for him to bring new scenery and delicious food.Time goes by, the child grows into a teenager, and because of his age, his thinking matures, and the time to go out becomes longer and longer. Sometimes it takes two or three days to walk, and sometimes it takes a month. I can see him every day, and I can see him once or twice a month. Although it is a little lonely, but considering that the child's vision cannot be restricted by this, the rich and wonderful world outside is always better than this world, so who of them He didn't become a stumbling block for the boy, but just silently waited for his return.

Unfortunately, the wait was not long.

Their life is like a weak candle in the wind, which will be extinguished at any time.

The first to leave was Athos, who was hot-tempered but irrational when he spoiled his children.The child was not there when Ados died. Knowing that his life was coming to an end, he began to imitate Sun Rai, sitting outside the door every day. His tall body was like a giant stone statue in front of the temple, but he did not have the courage of a stone statue. , it looks like an old man, with his back bent sadly.

He waited for the child for a long time, and finally left in the morning sunshine, leaving a sigh at the end, because he failed to see the child he raised come back.

Sun Raiyi felt sad, but since then, she also faintly realized one thing.Sun Rai couldn't remember what the child's performance and situation was like when he came back. Maybe he didn't want to remember, but the child hasn't walked by since then.

They have no new stories, but they have people who guard them.

Sun Rai and the others looked at his fragile expression, and suddenly they didn't want to leave.

But from the beginning to the end, the right to choose to show up and leave was not in their hands.

The child stayed in front of the temple, like a dragon guarding the treasure, for fear that if he let go for a moment, the treasure he guarded would be snatched away.But even if he is so serious about guarding, there will always be a cruel thief called time who will take away what he wants to keep, leaving him no hope.

In the afternoon 50 years later, Doma peacefully closed his eyes on his lap, and he watched the broken light of Doma's departure, only to realize that he couldn't keep anything, no matter how much he resisted.

Sun Rai hugged him, and the child seldom cried when he grew up, but on the day Doma left, he hugged his legs like the first time we met, crying very sadly.

Three days later, Senlaiyi looked at the child's back with red eyes, knowing that the child would not stay anymore, so he silently sent the child away, and from that year onwards, the child rarely came back, at first for a year Come back once, then two years... little by little, it's hard for Sun Rai to see him again.

The temple has returned to a deserted state. Sitting in front of the temple door, Sun Rai suddenly wanted to cry in the face of the rainy season. Although he had been sitting in front of the door and waiting before, his mood at that time was completely different from his current mood. It is different, the process of the mental journey is to wait for death to be calm at first, to wait for people to return in the middle stage, and finally to be desolate that cannot be seen.

But even if he is so sad, Sun Rai will still go to the gate of the temple every day, thinking that if a child appears in his sight one day, he wants to welcome that joy, so what he does every day is Waiting together with the other three pillar spirits, or looking at the scenery inside the temple, or looking at the houses outside the temple, searching for the memories of the past.

—and it was the same with them when Dobo died.

Sometimes I also think that it would be nice if I didn't raise him in the first place, so I wouldn't be so lonely.

But after much deliberation, the final conclusion is that I still don't regret it.

He thought, the temple has not changed, but Dobo and other old friends are gone.

He thought, the house has not changed, but they have lost their big figure taking care of them a little bit.

However, only Sun Rai himself knows whether it is just a comforting indifference to emphasize, or whether it is deliberately relaxed because he cares.

Time passed by little by little, and the surrounding pillar spirits died one after another. Every time they died, the children would come back, as if worried that Athos' regret at that time would reappear, but they would leave again soon. go.

Sun Rai is the closest to him and understands him best, so he never once asked him to stay for a few more days.

He knows how cruel and lonely he is, so it doesn't matter if the child escapes.

Sun Rai guarded the temple, guarded the surroundings, and only himself was left, without Athos' rude shouts, without David's calculating words, without other people's voices, and there would be no children in the wooden house ahead figure.He stays here alone, guarding the memories of the past, he has nothing but the emptiness and loneliness in his heart.

Sometimes I want to continue to live, and see the children as many times as I can.

Sometimes I want to die quickly, so that I can leave without being sad because I am alone.

He stayed here, holding the memories of the past, and suddenly wanted to cry when he realized that he was about to reach the end of his life.He wants to spend more time with the children.In fact, the child is a liar. The child said that he would bring them outside stories and would keep telling them, but he never did.

He was waiting for the child in front of the wooden house, wanting to see him for the last time, but unfortunately the child didn't seem to plan to see him, and the child didn't show up before he died, so he couldn't wait for the other party no matter how long he waited.

No one came to see him off.

As the last pillar spirit, Sun Rai's departure also means that the temple has come to an end.Sun Rai stood in the temple, wrote everyone's name on the longevity tree, and then sent it to the wooden house. At the last moment when the temple collapsed, he was still reluctant to destroy the wooden house in front of the temple, so he kept the small wooden house in front of the temple.

If... one day the child comes back.

At least give him a place to rest from the rain.

The child is so ugly, no one likes him except them, no one is willing to keep him, he always has to think more about the child.

And memories also need a place to stay, and a little bit of past fragments can be kept.

Sun Rai stood in the temple, watching the surrounding buildings collapse little by little, and the voices of many people who had already left echoed in his ears.Whether it was noisy or warm, it all turned into one sentence in the end - so lonely...

If I can do it all over again, I hope I won't live like this again.

so lonely...

If he could do it all over again, he wouldn't leave easily, so the child wouldn't choose to leave...Will the wooden house not be empty?

It has been rainy recently.

There was rain outside the hall, and there were crying sounds inside the hall.

At the moment when the temple collapsed, Sun Rai's memory kept exchanging back and forth between the pillar and the wooden house, as if a boulder had been pressed on his chest, he was so heavy that he couldn't breathe, and he was awakened all of a sudden.

Sun Rai slowly opened his eyes due to the weight on his body. After waking up, he forgot what he saw in the dream, and only remembered the loneliness in the dream.That kind of loneliness trapped him like a cobweb, making him unable to escape from this emotion for a while, even if there was Huo Jiehan in front of him, even if he appeared in an unfamiliar environment, he still kept it. With this feeling, he couldn't care about the red-haired man in front of him.

For some reason, at this moment, he especially wanted to see Soshis.

He really wanted to nest in the arms of the other party, it seemed that only in this way could he drive away the emotions in his heart.

Besides, there is a voice in the ear, no matter what happens, Soxis will not leave.

no matter what happens……

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Sorry for falling asleep yesterday! ! !

Today is still a long chapter.

The past chapters were heavier because nothing good happened.

In fact, the relationship between Sen Lai and Huo Jie Ahan was Huo Jie Ahan who was raised by Sen Lai first, and later Huo Jie Ahan raised Sen Lai again.Huo Jie Ahan grew up beside Sun Rai, because he cherished them very much, and because he didn't have many things, he couldn't accept them leaving one by one, so he fled from the temple.The far and near methods he used to face Sun Rai in the later period were also because of that past, and his long departure at the beginning was also to bring them the scenery of the outside world, because he had traveled all over the nearby places, but he didn't think of him. When he came back, Zhu Ling was already dead.