The male lead is unreasonable [Transmigration Book]

The appearance of black shadows in the heart brings trembling oppression, making people feel like they are in a world of ice and snow, or in a violent storm. They can't be calm for a long time, only full of fear.

Senlaiyi's heart sank little by little. When he didn't know some things, he could still maintain a bit of innocence and happiness, but once he figured it out, he couldn't relax anymore. He fell directly from the warmth he had just met to the heavy The vast abyss is overwhelmed by the invisible mountains.

In fact, from the beginning to the present, there has been one character who occupies the most important point. It can also be said that everything now cannot start without him, and it will not appear.But because he was too far away from their lives and had such an identity, Sun Rai didn't think in that direction when he first heard the words of the Demon King, until he thought of the rainy night in Soxis, thought of He also came on a rainy night, and only then did he notice the reason why they appeared on a rainy night.

Only then did he think of who sent Soxis back.

The person who sent him back was Urne, the god of light.

Because Soxis was defeated and died, the God of Light sent him back. The starting point of the story of rebirth was in the hands of the God of Light from the very beginning.And if the dream is true, then he is probably also a reborn person, because he saw the end of Soxis before his rebirth, which means that he participated in the rebirth of Soxis in the past, so he will know.In addition, Soxis came on a rainy night, and he also came on a rainy night. The worlds of other people have not been rewritten, only their memories are different——they appeared together and held the same The wrong past, the problematic ones were them in the first place.

And their similarities also represent the person who sent Soxis back, and the same person who sent him here.

And that person can only be the God of Light.

It can also be said that this story would not have started without the God of Light.If the God of Light hadn't allowed Soshis to be reborn, then Soshis and him would not be reunited here, and the ending of the last life would only be as he saw, Soshis died with him, Huo Jiehan seriously injured.

In the ending before rebirth, although he didn't know the reason for Soxis' death, judging from the ending of the previous life, there were many strange things.

The devil fell on the altar, whose altar is that?And who is offering sacrifices?

Soxis is dead, is it the demon king who fell to the ground or the black dragon behind him who injured him and made him near death?

If Soxis is a black dragon, then what is the black dragon behind him in the dream?

Where did the black dragon, which was exactly the same as Soxis' dragon body, appear from?

In the dream, he died with the brave man, who called him the demon king, but judging from the identity of the pillar spirit of the temple of Sen Rai, Sen Rai could not be the demon king. What is wrong with this? Was someone misleading him?

There are more and more things that I don't understand, and Sun Rai can't grasp anything except the information of the mastermind behind the scenes.

As one of the three main gods and the head of the original gods, Urne, the god of light, is the only god that still exists today.According to the twilight chapter of Central European mythology, Urne, the god of light who did not participate in the battle of the gods, was cursed eternally by his eldest son Wendoyeer, the sun god who was seriously injured and dying, for abandoning reincarnation after the war ended.

As for the reason why the sun god cursed the light god, no one can answer it so far.

Some people speculate that the sun god is jealous of his father, because he will never surpass his father's glory; some people say that it is because the sun god died in battle because the light god refused to save him, so the sun god cursed with resentment; Some even say that the God of Light is the promoter of the battle of the gods. The God of Light provoked the gods, but he himself chose to sleep and avoid the war. His followers and children fought because of the contempt he received. In the end, things got worse and worse. When the trouble got bigger and the gods disappeared while fighting each other, the sun god realized that it was a trap set by his father, so the sun god Wendo Ye'er cursed his father before he died, so that the light god was trapped. In the sun, there is no way out for eternity.

There are different versions of the event that the God of Light was cursed by the eldest son, but most of the bad words are said by non-humans, and most of the people's words for the God of Light are praise, because the God of Light has always protected them, so Humans have given the God of Light the highest respect.

This is also the reason why Sun Rai did not think of the role of the God of Light in it at first.

In other words, without Huo Jiehan tonight, Sun Rai would never have set his sights on this god who was too far away from them.

Before tonight, he completely put the original participant in the position of an outsider.

Now think about it, how ridiculous this is.

Sun Rai bit his lower lip, and began to feel sad after trying to understand the role played by the God of Light.

If this thing was really done by the God of Light, what is the purpose of the God of Light?

If the God of Light wanted him to be killed by Soxis, what would he do if he found out that Soxis did not follow his arrangement?

The more Sun Rai thought about it, the more he couldn't feel at ease. He tossed and turned on the bed, and at this moment, he didn't care whether such actions would disturb Sohees.

What kindness and stability were all thrown into the trash by him at this moment.

After turning around a few times, Sohees, who had his back to him, turned around and put his hands on his eyes.

Sun Rai, who was dark in front of his eyes, was still a little uncomfortable at first, but instead of taking away Sohees' hand, Sun Rai now only wanted to chat with him.

"Don't you have anything to ask?"

"...What do you want me to ask?" Soxis's conversation was not high in nature, and he was a little ignorant.

Sun Rai thought for a while and said, "For example, my identity, why is there a problem with my memory, etc."

"Do you think these are important?" Soxis slowly opened his eyes after a long time, "Those things are not important to me, I just need to know that you are you."

Soxis really didn't intend to say anything more about this matter at the beginning, he had his own thoughts in his heart, but he saw that Sun Rai would probably not sleep well tonight because of this matter, so he reluctantly opened his mouth and said : "I really have nothing to ask, and you may not know some things if you ask them, and you may not know them if you don't ask me." He placed Sen Rai's hand and moved down, patting Sen Rai's left chest , the action of coaxing the child is very stiff, and he can barely convey the meaning of the action.

He said to Sun Rai: "I know there is something wrong with some things, but I don't know what the problem is. It's just that there is a voice in my heart that keeps saying that something is wrong. The person who said it will naturally take it to heart. I had doubts until one day I found something under my feet." He didn't go into detail about what that thing was and skipped it: "So with an inquiring mind, I went to the dark elf's residence to verify, and I guessed the reason and The black shadow behind me, but I couldn’t find other problems. After that, Gable came up and said that I was very strong and wanted to join hands with me to go to the fog city. Fog is the territory of the god of time, I think I should know Everything in the fog will have an answer, I can get the truth from there, and know why the voice in my heart is there, so I took Gable on the road."

But those things are not important in his heart, so the topic surrounding this matter is not interesting to Soxis.It can also be said that he is not interested in anything after his rebirth, and only has two goals in his heart, one is to kill the Demon King, and the other is Sun Rai.

And the obsession among them, the existence of Senlaiyi is greater than that of the demon king Huojie Ahan.

He didn't go any further when he said this, he has always been a person who can distinguish between love and hate, love is love, hate is hate.In the beginning, because of hating Sun Rai in the past, he must have hated him, and he had no intention of forgiving, and he did not show but did not deny the attachment in his heart.But after getting along with each other, after Sun Rai's unconditional trust and choice, Sohees's heart also changed. On the day when Jan Gejin came to snatch Sun Rai, he asked the voice in his heart that he wanted to continue to care about the past I still want to keep Senlai by my side.

The answer he finally got was that he didn't want Sun Rai to leave.

He can see Sun Rai whenever he wants.

Therefore, when he has decided on the past, he does not need to worry about the past.

If you can't let go, don't choose, if you want to choose, you have to let go of the past. This is a matter of only two choices.

During this period, the decision was made by him, and what should be borne was also borne by him himself.It doesn't matter whether you forgive or not, whether you are wronged or not, whether you are contemptuous or not, it is all up to him.Also from that moment on, there is nothing worth worrying about about the past.

But those were all previous thoughts. Only after today did he realize that it was not only him who had the problem, but also Sun Rai.Perhaps his memory has no fewer problems than Sun Rai, and there are even many things that are not necessarily what he understands.But so what, at the moment he decided to want Sun Rai, those things became no longer important, he just needs to know that Sun Rai is Sun Rai, he just needs to know if anyone will think Just ruin their lives.

As for Sun Rai's memory and his frankness, he doesn't need to ask. What is important to him is not the past, but the future.

Will someone come to bother them in the future.

Will someone come to take Sun Rai away.

——Those are what he wants to ask.

He did not deny that he was surprised when he first heard the voice of the Demon King, and also confirmed some doubts from the dialogue between the Demon King and Sun Rai.But he didn't take those answers and words in his heart after all, he only cared about Sun Rai's firmness in his dream.

Sun Rai chose him.

Never hesitated, and never left a way out for myself.

He just chose him.

And he... just needs to know about it.

Nothing else matters.

I didn't ask before because I didn't care.

Don't ask now, because he has already set the direction in his heart, and he doesn't need Sun Rai to worry about those things.

"Do you want me to die?" Soxis withdrew his thoughts and asked suddenly.His voice was very soft, it didn't sound like a threat, nor did it seem like a question, but he was simply asking Sun Laiyi what he really thought, an answer he knew at all.But even though he knew the answer, he still wanted to hear Sun Rai's affirmation.

Sun Rai turned his head to the side, opened a pair of big eyes upwards, and had a sick expression on his face: "What nonsense are you asking?"

"...That's enough." Soxis leaned towards him, leaned his head on his shoulder, and closed his eyes again, "I have nothing else to ask."

In the past memory, no one wanted him to live, but that didn't matter, as long as Sun Rai wanted him to live, he felt a sense of satisfaction in his heart.

"You don't need to think too much, everything is up to me." Soxis said: "I will take care of everything, and you, the only thing you need to do now is sleep."

Sun Rai blinked his eyes and said obediently. He looked at Soxis who had his eyes tightly closed beside him, and felt very relieved because of the indifference of the other party and the firmness in his words.

The phrase "Everything is up to me" simply soothed his anxiety at night, made him feel at ease, and made him understand one thing.

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There is one more update, it will be posted later... jj's manuscript box has been pumped, I have been posting since 06:30, but I just can't throw it out, I will be a fool next time I put it in the manuscript box! !