The male lead is unreasonable [Transmigration Book]

When Sunlay went out, he was in a relaxed and happy mood. He didn't take buying death row prisoners seriously. Instead, he took this disembarkation as a relaxation, to relax his nerves that had been too tense since he stepped on the boat.Therefore, he didn't go to the trading area in a hurry, but walked all the way to see, and even stopped to buy a few snacks, among which the most bought was a local pink, translucent, fleshy-looking sweet fruit.

This fruit looks like a peach, with high water content and high sweetness, which Senlai likes very much.He was carrying a small bag of food, took out the fruit from it, wiped it on his clothes casually, and started to eat all the way, even the compliments from different mouths couldn't make him stop, his hand kept Holding a small, fat fruit, maintain a good mood that is as sweet as the fruit.

— But that was before turning around.

Before I turned around, I was facing a world, and after I turned around, I was facing another world. It was as if the sun was shining ahead and the rain was behind. As a result, he crushed the fruit in his hand, and the pink juice fell to the ground along his fingers, drawing dark circles, just like his eyes at this time.

In the staring round eyes is the handsome face that starts to frown slightly when he sees him crushing the fruit.

The people behind don't know if it can be called a tail.

However, the sense of existence of this tail is much stronger than that of its owner...

There was a lot of people around, and there was no shortage of figures with different auras in the bustling market, but none of the people passing by could have his face and aura. He just stood here so out of place, clearly related to the surrounding environment. He draws a dividing line, outside the line is the friendly worldly fireworks, but he is full of uncontaminated nobleness, and his refined appearance does not seem to be suitable for this environment.

Senlai threw away the rotten fruit in embarrassment, wiped his hands casually on his clothes, thinking: the abnormality seen in the morning was explained here, it turned out that Soxis got up early in the morning to go out...but he Just go out when you go out, why do you follow behind me without saying a word, and don't say anything before getting off the boat!

Why is the brave so awkward? !

Sun Rai rubbed his face, held back the desire to throw the shoe over, and didn't ask why the other party followed him like a ghost. He guessed that the brave man probably followed him because he thought he would run away.

In fact, this move is completely redundant.According to the ability of the brave man, he can monitor himself even if he is sitting on the boat, so why bother to keep up?

However, he knew whether he should say it directly, and whether he should point it out was a problem, so he quickly finished his expression and pretended not to understand: "Did you come out to buy something?"

The brave man glanced at him and said clearly: "The trading area."

"..." I still really want to go to the trading area with him.

Sun Rai snorted, took out a fruit from the bag in his hand awkwardly, and then sent it to the brave man, showing that he is not a person who eats alone.

The brave man was very cold, and walked over without seeing anything.Seeing this, Sun Rai raised his eyebrows, said nothing, then threw the fruit to the girl who had been watching the brave man just now, and followed the brave man's pace with the bag.

There is a dark street on the west side of every city. What is different from Marieport is that the whole city is dark, and dark areas can be seen everywhere.Other places are not as arrogant as Port Marie, and some events that are acquiesced by those in power still have to happen in the dark, and need to be covered with a layer of hypocrisy that everyone knows.

Sunlai followed the brave man to West Street, turned left and right through the secret passage to a place that seemed deserted but was actually full of filth and excitement.

As soon as he stepped into this street, the surrounding atmosphere changed immediately, and Senlayi's initial casual expression gradually disappeared from his face.They stood at the intersection of the street, sending the world in front of them into the bottom of their hearts in confusion.

There are more than ten shops on this street, each with different symbols painted on it, and each symbol represents a different heavy meaning.

This is the trading area, the devil's arena.

Sun Rai was a little flustered. He once thought that he had seen all the mundane world in Port Marie, and also thought that the mess of this world had been fully displayed in front of his eyes in that notorious place. He thought that he could face any situation calmly. Suddenly, Sun Rai didn't know that he was completely wrong until he came here.

There is a lot of business here;

A business that Port Marie never had;

There are many voices here too;

It was a sound that Port Marie had never had before.

There is no faint smell of tobacco and alcohol in the air of Port Marie, no vulgar words on the pier of Port Marie, no scantily clad people on the streets of Port Marie, but there are more crying voices.

The person who made the sound was like being in hell, never seeing the light, and what he roared was not only pain but desperate anger.

So angry that Sun Rai knew what was happening in every store now without looking.

Standing here, he was suddenly a little confused. Where is the most chaotic and dirtiest town?He knows that some places in the original work are dark, but those contents are just a touch of darkness in the original work. He knows that there are many injustices in this world, but he has never really accepted the baptism of black once.

Since he came to this world till now, the most terrifying thing he has seen is the "gift" brought by the brave man. Although he was panicked at that time, he was not afraid. He could even kill those pirates who were about to hurt him with a knife. The pirate who hurt himself was very calm when he fell down, and the calm made him start to have the illusion that he had a strong heart and could face everything that happened on the road.

The brave man asked him to come and buy the sinner, and when he came, he came easily, but what he got was abominable.

The white bear man is a half-orc, and the orc's hearing is very good, really good... so good that now he feels a little sick to his stomach, and even more uncomfortable.

All the surrounding voices entered the ears, playing a piece of cruel truth, pulling his numb scalp, with such strength that he was about to lift the top of his head to check the inside.At this moment, he just felt that although the sunny day in Port Marie smells like wine, at least it is warm when the sun shines on him; But it doesn't feel any warmth.

Sun Rai stood here, his feet trembling a little, he was not kind, but he was not heartless either.His keen hearing became torture at this moment, and his forward steps were like being pricked by needles.

He closed his eyes and raised his head, trying to stretch his neck to breathe the air above. In his gray eyes were the shadows of clouds drifting slowly in the sky.

How peaceful is the world above.

How impetuous the air below is.

What happened to those voices that were yelling close to his ears was the first time Senlai, who grew up in a peaceful age, had received the world.

He is not a very kind person, but he is not cruel to the end. Hearing the tragedy around him, he wants to go forward, but there are too many shops, so many that he doesn't know which one to stop the voice, and...here is everyone Everyone knows the trading area, where there is an intricate network of relationships. There are various people in the store who spend a lot of money to hire security guards. The people guarding the door of each store are using fierce eyes and calm expressions to show him that they are not happy. A messy place.

Each of them is an opponent that Sun Rai can't beat, let Sun Rai clearly know that it is useless even if he rushes forward with a passion, his strength can't save anyone, he can't beat anyone, In the end, he would just die at the door of the store, without even the strength to enter.

And he didn't want to die.

He doesn't want to die in this different world, he doesn't want to lose his life for anyone, it's because he wants to live more than anyone else, that's why he cares about the brave man's every move.

and so.

and so……

Sun Rai followed the brave man's footsteps stiffly and walked forward.

Now the only one who can change the fate of the lamb in the store is the brave man, but the brave man is unwilling to reach out, so he doesn't respond.

The reason why the brave is unwilling to reach out is very simple. No matter who has the experience of being a brave, he cannot regenerate any benevolent heart. When a brave dies, his heart is destined to start to close. The brave in the previous life died of betrayal. Compared with abandonment, those who betrayed him were his relatives and friends, and those who abandoned him were the people he wanted to protect. He died alone in the wasteland, with nothing around him, only loneliness.

Therefore, his current attitude is completely normal.

Sun Rai felt that the power of the brave could solve everything, but that was not the reason for him to use the power of the brave as he should, to ask why the brave didn't save people.After all, he didn't have the courage to rush forward, so why blame others for things he couldn't do himself.

If his strength cannot be responsible for his kindness, if his strength cannot bear what he is going to do, then it is not his kindness.

As weak as he is, he is as timid as he is.

He was so timid that he didn't dare not choose to protect himself, fearing death.

He silently followed the brave man to the third store, holding the dagger hidden in his sleeve tightly in his hand. When they just took a step away from this store, a middle-aged woman was pushed out of the store roughly. Her clothes were shabby. , with the vicissitudes of the world on her face; her hands are dirty, full of calluses and wounds; her eyes are clear, but they are full of tears; her lips are chapped, and what she spits out is begging words; His back was bent, he only hoped that the gold coin in his hand could be exchanged for his child.

She was pushed and pushed out of the store, yelling something, the brave man kept walking, but Sun Rai turned her head to look at the scene in front of her.The scene in front of him was like a movie, but he couldn't remember the content of the movie afterward. He saw the woman take out the bag with trembling hands, watched the bag being snatched away, and watched the powerful fist move at an extremely fast speed. It stretched out behind them, and before he had time to react, it hit the woman on the head... He saw the hard-working mother fall, the brave man's footsteps paused, and finally stopped, he turned around Standing together, they watched them drag her body into the trash can, and divided the money the woman brought to buy a glass of fine wine.

He saw a lot, the dagger in his sleeve weighed a thousand catties at this moment, faintly hot.He couldn't remember what they were talking about, but at this moment both he and the hero stopped.

Some emotions are impacting the brain, and they are stopped at the moment when they are about to make decisions.

The voice of the brave man seemed to sound from a very close place, but also seemed to sound from a far away place, a little ethereal and a little light.

"once……"

Senley turned around.

The brave man said: "I have seen everything in the world, and I have chosen to set out because of salvation. I know that where there is light, there is darkness, and where there are people, there is shadow. The shadow in the dark has been hiding the evil in everyone's heart. Glossy exteriors disguise themselves."

"The current world is chaotic. The indulgence of those in power and the imperfect adjustment between the various races have led to many dark stories now." The brave man walked forward again without looking back. A moment of hesitation.

"I see everything, and I want to change everything. People in the world think that I symbolize human beings and represent the temple. In fact, I have always represented myself, whether it is a human or a beast. It's all in the eyes. Over the years, someone has the power to change this, but they don't choose to change, because the first time the paranoid horror story is played out, it is like the bricks of the house. One piece, followed by a little bit of building. The first person who sees it is too troublesome for fear of getting a hand of dust, and the later people think it is even more troublesome...so when I came here, the simple house has become The castle, which contains high-ranking people of various races, is more troublesome and difficult to solve."

"However, if everyone finds it troublesome, then this castle will always become an indestructible pressure, hanging above everyone's heads, and I don't think it's troublesome, and I don't need other people's praise and approval for doing these things. Because I want to do it. I don’t like the castle, so I want to destroy it. So, in order to destroy the castle, I left the temple, which symbolizes holiness and bloodlessness, and left with only a knife. I thought, if I pray If it can’t bring hope, then I’m willing to be the butcher who can bring fear to those beasts.”

"Appreciate fear more than appease me."

"I came to the secular world and met friends who I thought were like-minded with me. In my eyes, they were my partners and my backing. In their eyes, I was just the epitome of human victory. They couldn't see me. , and don’t want to know what I’m going to say.”

"I once had a white bear... friend, I cared about him very much. I know that the life of the white bear is not easy, and I also know the current situation. The status of the white bear is very low in the inland, even though they are the only ones who have signed a peace treaty with humans The half-orcs did not win them any favorable conditions, and were even labeled as cowards because of the so-called peace treaty. They could not survive among the orcs and were discriminated against in the human world. Of course Things often do not develop unilaterally. All ethnic groups suffer injustice in the human world, and human beings also encounter misfortune in the world of various ethnic groups and human beings. All this is because there is no more complete and deterrent 'rule'. "

"The darkness I have seen along the way, every step I take and every encounter will destroy the darkness I found, but that is of no use, just like a big tree, as long as the roots are still there, no matter what I cut A few leaves, when next year there will still be new leaves that should sprout. Destruction is fast, but I'm the only one working on it. Rebuild is faster because many people are expecting. I can't guarantee that in What will happen to the people I liberated after I leave, and then I think I need absolute right to speak, this right to speak will only come to me when I succeed in something, only when I hit someone When I replace him and become the strongest, I will have a status that no one else will refuse easily, and I will be able to change the status quo."

"I have thought about telling my teammates what I think, I have made some plans for their kindred, I have wanted to talk to them many times, but this time we have to discuss these things When I was there, they would pat me on the shoulder with confidence, I thought it meant that they absolutely believed in me, but I realized and thought it was the most ridiculous idea afterwards."

"No one has ever expected me, and no one has ever believed in me. The person I like never needs my help. He only needs me to die."

"Everyone wants me to die. The superiors of human beings despise me and block the way. In the eyes of all races, I am a lackey of the temple."

"The person I like has never understood me, and I have never understood him. I didn't know until the end that there is actually no one around me."

Sun Rai looked at him quietly. In fact, there is no need for the brave to say. Sun Rai understood what he said. Sun Rai had read the description of his death countless times, and Sun Rai had also died because of him in the book. And extremely angry, sad because he was let down, even if he doesn't want to admit it, even if he is always afraid of him, Sun Rai can't deny that he... likes the brave, whether it is the brave who is full of light, or the means of replacing the devil after rebirth A cruel brave man, he... likes the brave man who dares to love and hate, never stops his progress, and no one can beat him.

The brave is very strong, and the brave has everything he likes in him.

He once longed to be a brave man, but he knew that no one had the confidence to become such a brave man. After experiencing so many things with the mentality of Soxis, he could still stand up and fight back fiercely.

Sun Rai doesn't know why the brave man said so much to him today, maybe it's what happened now that made him feel touched, maybe it was the words he said to the brave man when he first met him, which made the brave man think his efforts were ridiculous.He did not know until today that what he said was not that the brave who was born in the temple did not think of it, but that no one would believe that the brave had thought of it.

Maybe he has always wanted to say these words, maybe he has been suppressed for too long before he chooses to tell, and he has found the only listener.

The brave man at this moment is very calm, even if he is telling his experience of being betrayed, his tone still does not change radically.Sun Rai knew that he didn't need other people's comfort, and also knew that after turning around, he would return to his previous state.

His road has always been lonely, and he is used to loneliness.

"Maybe." Sunrai opened his mouth, and said a word to the brave man uncontrollably as if his brain had twitched: "There will still be no one around you in the future."

Sohees didn't answer, nor did he have the slightest reaction.

"But if you don't dislike you, there may be a bear by your side." He stammered and said this sentence, he didn't know what was going on in his mind at the moment, he only knew that there was a voice in his heart that wanted to express himself idea.

"He may not be very strong, and he doesn't have any special skills. He can eat and sleep if he can't do anything..." The more he said, the more confident he became, as if someone had choked his throat. "In addition to eating and sleeping, he Maybe he is very good at spending money... Looking at it this way... there is no need to keep it, but... he has a good attitude and a good temper. When you are bored, he may and can give you a fork... you It doesn't matter how you lose your temper, as long as you keep him alive, he won't leave or betray."

He was a little selfish when he said this, although the main reason was that the brave man was pitiful, but it was also his strong desire and sincere thought to live.

He didn't lie to the brave.

As long as the brave man doesn't kill him, he will always be with the brave man.

He will never betray him.

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Rounding up, confession.I'm going to have a meal and come back to revise.