I'm the only human in the whole community

Lu Yao seldom goes to bars.

The location of Lao Wufa was not far from the hotel. He walked there on foot, his head was muddled, his hands and feet were numb, and he couldn't recover when he arrived at the place. He leaned against the metal railing outside the bar for a long time.The cool evening breeze in autumn chilled him from head to toe, but his brain was still hot. After a while, he rubbed his temples and cursed secretly, "It's really not a thing."

The person who scolded was himself.

Lu Yao turned around and walked in after the fifth child hung up on him a few times as if desperate for his life.

This bar is not big, it's a semi-subterranean venue. When the fifth child came to Beijing for a year-end report last year, the fifth child brought him and the third child to have a drink here.At that time, the third child was wearing a black hat, holding a string of Buddhist beads in his hand, with a stiff face, and looked like a novice at first glance; the fifth child would pick the cheapest one when ordering wine, and babbled about his daughter in a broken-hearted tone—only Lu Yao is quite normal. He is tall, long-legged, and has a good-looking face. Many people posted up, but he didn't answer any of them, and felt uncomfortable.

This time it was different, he looked at the beautiful girl on his body, but didn't speak.

The lights in the bar are dark and it is easy to do things. The dim light shines on people's faces, and only the facial features can be seen clearly.The girl held a glass of wine in her hand, her body was limp like a snake, she raised her head and said with a smile, "Will you have a drink?"

The girl is really good-looking, with an oval face, a layer of soft red lips, and long eyelashes flickering.

Lu Yao lowered his head, and the light swept over his tall nose, casting an ambiguous shadow.

"Brother?" the girl called out again.

Lu Yao paused for a moment, and took a step back as if awakened. The fast girl was caught off guard, and after losing the support, she almost bowed down on the spot, and her face became a little more embarrassing, and she lowered her voice and said, "You are impotent? ! If you don’t make an appointment, tell me earlier!”

The people who come to the bar are either just for fun and happy to spend, or they are single and can let go and have sex in a fair manner.The latter is more open and aggressive, Lu Yao has no expression on his face, and the girl is not afraid, she glared at him from embarrassment, walked away with her high heels that could kill people, and soon hooked up with another girl .

Lu Yao took a few glances, and the second person the girl was eyeing was not tall, wearing a simple white long T-shirt, and looked like a jerky college student.

His cell phone rang again, and the fifth child asked him where he was, and Lu Yao replied that he would be there soon.He stuffed his mobile phone into his trouser pocket, and when he looked up, he saw a pair of angry eyes. The girl walked past him and said, "What are you doing here?"

Lu Yao: "...Huh?"

The little brother who was hooked up by the girl just now came over, smiled at Lu Yao with a mouthful of white teeth, and subconsciously puffed out his chest before he could speak.This familiar movement made Lu Yao feel struck by lightning: "...Gecko?"

Shou Gong narrowed his eyes and said, "Have a drink?"

10 minute later.

The two of them found a small corner, each holding a glass of wine.Shou Gong leaned on the back of the booth, and winked at the passing young lady, but Lu Yao couldn't see it, and asked, "Do you have to be so immoral?"

"Just do whatever makes you happy, what's the point of morality?" Shougong licked his lips and looked at him frivolously, "There is not much time left, so I don't want to waste time being an ascetic."

Lu Yao raised his eyebrows and asked, "Then you and Wu Ling..."

Shou Gong crushed the cup with a click, and said ferociously, "Don't mention him to me!"

Lu Yao: "...Do you hate him so much? He really likes you."

"I don't care!" Shou Gong was irritable, as if someone had stepped on his tail, "I wanted to hold him hostage to threaten you at first, who knew it was like a fucking dog's plaster! You know he ate me How many tails?! Do you know how broken I have to feed and drink for him every day?! He still eats alone! He never left me a bite!"

"I suspect he did it on purpose. He looks like a fool, smarter than anyone else!" He was so angry that he wanted to bite the little curly hair to death: "I can't beat him! Otherwise, I would have killed him a long time ago!" Already!"

Lu Yao took him an empty cup calmly and said, "Same sickness and pity for each other."

After the gecko got angry, he slumped on the table and looked up to see Lu Yao pour him wine.There was a bit of gloom between the young man's brows, and he didn't know what was hiding in his heart, which made him not enjoy drinking.

Shou Gong smacked his lips for a while, and asked in a salivating tone: "Are you really not going to have a fling with me?"

If these words were put in the past, Lu Yao would have thrown a cup and hit his head long ago.But at the moment, Yan Qing's matter was on his mind, he was somewhat scrupulous, he didn't take a stand on Shou Gong's rebellious and ignorant behavior, raised his head and drank a glass of wine, and conveniently put the ringing mobile phone on the table.

Shou Gong looked at his Adam's apple greedily, his eyes were real, and he wanted to take off his clothes, "Are you afraid that Yan Qing will be angry? Don't worry, as long as the follow-up measures are done well, I guarantee that he won't smell anything." Come……"

Lu Yao said, "I have nothing to do with him."

Shou Gong froze for a moment, then spread his hands in disbelief, and hurriedly poured more wine for Lu Yao, ready to listen to gossip, "I don't think you seem to be okay? Yan Qing said it himself, saying that you two should do everything gone."

Lu Yao thought for a while and said, "There was a relatively close contact once, but that was just an accident, the rest... at most it was two kisses."

Shou Gong suddenly said: "Is it because you are afraid of trouble?"

"what?"

"Afraid of trouble." Shou Gong explained: "Afraid that he will pester you?"

Lu Yao shook his head and said, "No. I'm not afraid that he... entangles me. I just think that he is too young and hasn't seen too many people. When he sees someone who is barely enough to catch his eye, he feels that he has nothing to do with him all his life. It's settled." He rarely hesitated, and added: "I will regret it in the future."

"This reason is too ridiculous." Shou Gong said contemptuously: "What's wrong with being young? I am at most ten days older than Yan Qing, and I have been with more people than you have ever seen. Child abduction and pedophilia It’s true that you should be hacked into pieces, but the laws of human beings don’t apply to us. Yan Qing has adapted to this society a long time ago, and has seen everything he should have seen. If he really treats you as a treasure, he will haunt you to death Don't let go, if you see something better and regret it, then I didn't like you in the first place."

"It's so simple." He sighed, "Why can't you figure it out?"

Lu Yao: "..."

Lu Yao didn't know what to say for a while, raised his hand and said, "I'll think about it again. You drink it, and I'll pay the bill later."

Shou Gong drank a few cups in succession, his eyes were still clear, and he leaned on the table and laughed, "A date is different from a real relationship. If you are happy, I am also happy. There is nothing involved in one night, as long as the two sides If there is no emotional debt, it is considered a dewy marriage, and it will be broken if it is broken; if it is touched by true feelings, it will be over..."

"Be nice to him forever."

"Even if there is no destiny, and the good beginning does not end well, I will always... miss him in my heart."

It was as if a needle had been stuck in the eardrum.

Lu Yao didn't pay attention to him anymore, he just thought he was talking nonsense, he was bored with a glass of wine, he was not as good at drinking as a gecko, and he went out to smoke by himself in the middle of the way to sober up, the draft was howling on the street, and it was colder than when he came A few points.

He lowered his head and lit a cigarette, smoking in silence for a while.The bar is semi-underground, and the entrance is down to the stairs. Men and women are laughing and walking in and out. Lu Yao felt that it was a bit noisy. He twisted his sore neck and heard a rattling sound in his spine. Suddenly, an idea came to his head.

Stop drinking and go back.

He simply stubbed out the cigarette, walked all the way back to the hotel, fumbled for the room card at the door for a long time, finally opened the door, stepped in and nearly staggered and fell, and managed to stand still.

"Yan Qing?" He called out in a low voice, but quickly fell silent.

There was a light in the entrance, but it was dark inside.The curtains were pulled open and stretched to the ground, and there was a small gap in the window, with the wind blowing in from the outside, and the smell in the room was clean and pleasant.

Yan Qing leaned against the bed, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

He also looked tense when he fell asleep, with his back leaning against the head of the bed, without even a pillow, his head tilted to one side, his hair falling on his soft lips, his hands folded on his lower abdomen, his facial features were delicate, his brows were Wrinkled up, I don't know what I dreamed about, and I couldn't sleep well.

Lu Yao sat beside him, put his hand under his waist, and wanted to help him to lie down, but just as he stretched out his hand, Yan Qing opened his eyes in bewilderment, and said vaguely: "...Are you back?"

You're back.

Lu Yao was defeated like a mountain, he covered Yan Qing's eyes with one hand, the young man half opened his mouth in doubt, his hands were limp, he raised them to cover Lu Yao's, and asked: "What's wrong?"

——He has always had a complicated heart.He felt that Yan Qing was too young, that Yan Qing should not be delayed by him, and that Yan Qing would have a better life.

But all this is what he thinks.

If you haven't tried it, why should you cut off all the way forward?Do you have to force both of them back to be satisfied?

Lu Yao's heart moved, something clamored to come out, and after a long time, he heard his own voice clearly.

"Yan Qing." He said, "How about, let's try."

The author has something to say: Shou Gong: Did you pay, sir? !