Death Beliefs

"Can you do it?" He finally found his conscience and asked me an either-or question. I was so moved that I was about to tell him that we should just take a taxi.

He stepped down his long legs helplessly, and pulled out his little boyfriend along the way. They happily sat in the front seat together, while I was cruelly abandoned in the back seat. When I was stuffed into the back seat, He did not forget to show me his big eyes, those eyes are so beautiful, as a woman, I am jealous.

Me: "..." I tightened my clothes, like a girl who has been kidnapped.

After sitting in that position, I was excited at first, because I finally stopped fighting with the steering wheel, but in the next second, I immediately understood the good intentions of my boss to let me sit in the driver's seat and take the lead in driving, because the front is spreading Dog food.

Although it's not the first time I've seen the two of them flirting in front of me, loving each other, loving each other, and even worse, I've witnessed it with two tricks, but how should I put it, they should see that I'm still being thrown For the sake of the back seat, please put away their affection.

Now, in the whole small space, there are only three of us, and I, as the one who was left out, have no friends who fight side by side. Don't they need to be considerate?

Yan Zheng concentrated on calling it driving, but the fact is that every time I look up (I have tried my best to reduce the number of times I look forward), I am still blinded by their love index.

I began to think about why I accepted this job, and why I followed such a boss who had to accompany his family when he went out on official business?

While our threesome was somewhat harmonious, as I was doing all the chores and the more two-person space was reserved for them, who could spend most of their working hours loving each other, but I I still want to protest, I shouldn't be a light bulb for lighting anytime and anywhere, can't I play some other role?

After we arrived at the company in the urban area, Yan Zheng negotiated with the contact person, so Xu Mufeng and I stayed in the living room outside. We took it for granted. Anyway, we were partners and looked at each other many times. I couldn't bear it anymore. , I finally mustered up the courage to ask out the doubt that I have always had in my heart.

I said, "Don't you have to work? In my impression, you have always been around Yan Zheng..."

I think I should be very tactful when I ask, at least when I stared intently at his face, I didn't find anything strange from it.

He smiled politely and said, "You misunderstood, I'm also working. I just don't go to the company to sit often, but if I have a business trip, I will definitely be with Yan Zheng."

I:"……"

I seem to have found another creature with the same freedom to work as my lord mother.I rely on, but also want me to envy.

"You guys seem to have a good relationship..."

I mentioned it casually, I have actually been thinking about this doubt for a long time. Although I have the physique of a rotten girl, it is impossible for me to be satisfied with just flirting with the prying of the facts themselves.

Of course, after asking this question, my eyes locked on the glass door that closed Yan Zheng. I don’t want to be fired yet. God knows if he will be furious after hearing my question. Kill people.

"We..." He lowered his head and smiled slightly. I don't know if it was my illusion. I actually felt that he was shy and covering up something. He said, "We have been partners for many years. We were together when we were in college. Otherwise, the relationship would not be so strong. Speaking of it, I can actually be regarded as half of your leader. "

Hearing the word "leadership", I straightened up in fright. It was fine if he didn't mention it, but when I mentioned it, I felt like I was about to be hung up and whipped.

"That... half leader, I didn't mean to ask about your relationship." I really wanted to find a hole in the ground to get in, "I was just curious, and when I got too curious, I... asked out of nowhere. You See, can you forgive me. I don't always talk out of my head..."

I bit my tongue secretly, and said to myself, don't talk to big leaders.I'm actually quite curious why you don't care about my little girl's safety every time you go on a business trip instead of sharing a room.

"It's okay." He smiled gently, "Many people are very curious. They ask more directly than you, but the object of the question is not me, but Yan Zheng. Yan Zheng, don't look at what he is pulling It seems that he can bluff people on the surface, but he can't calm people down at all. Hey, you don't know Yan Zheng..."

He seemed to be aroused by me, but it was a pity that he had just stretched out his hand halfway, and before he could finish his sentence, Yan Zheng walked out with the contact person in a cheerful manner, and the two of them shook hands step by step. , The scene is simply not too friendly, it looks like a meeting between the leaders of the two countries.

However, when he turned his face to face me, his big eyes seemed to be lingering.I nimbly jumped away from Xu Mufeng's side. I was very fortunate that I was wearing a pair of sports shoes that day, so that I would not be sprained when performing difficult movements.

Xu Mufeng: "..."

Yan Zheng: "...were you a thief just now?"

Me: "...No, no. I just exchanged ideas with Xu... your little Fengfeng."

Yan Zheng: "!!!!"

Me: "I really only exchanged ideas with him."

I made persistent efforts to turn the tide, if it wasn't for the fact that crying didn't work for Yan Zheng, I really wanted to cry like a fool.

Xu Mufeng couldn't stand it any longer, and smiled at Yan Zheng and me, but I felt he couldn't say anything nice next, and sure enough, he smiled like a spring breeze, but said what I was most afraid of hearing: "You guys Two, can you stop flirting in front of me?"

Me: "..." The black question mark face, which two are flirting, there is always a huge pot cover on my head, ah, I am so tired.

On the other hand, Yan Zheng simply flicked his face, leaving the back of his head for us, and it took him a long time to hold back three words: "No."

Me: "..." Oh my god, it's the first time I've seen such an indescribable side of him, he's so loving and loving that he's so maddening.

When I was so busy in the office, Xu Mufeng in the room next to me lived a life like a wild crane. Just like he himself confessed to me, he worked very few shifts, and he only came to work to accompany him. Accompany my boss.

They sit quietly together, and you think they're flirting and flirting, when in fact they're discussing deep-seated projects.And the high difficulty of that kind of project is beyond the comprehension of people with superficial IQ like me, so I was basically left aside by them for granted, and I didn't even have a chance to pour water for them.Because they thought the wind I brought in would disturb their thinking.

However, when they are free, I will still intervene, in the name of advancing the relationship between the two parties. Yes, if I don't curry favor with my boss, I'm really afraid that he will be too happy to give me to you. Fired, because the way he looked at me became more ferocious day by day.

I asked Xu Mufeng who started to turn the Rubik's Cube desperately after the spin was empty, "Deputy leader, you have lived for more than 20 years, what do you think?"

"I think I'm pretty much alive." Xu Mufeng quickly answered me while adjusting the Rubik's Cube, as if it was a routine.

Me: "...what on earth made you think this way."

To be honest, I feel that my life is quite unfortunate. Maybe in the eyes of others, although my family is broken, my life is okay, especially with a mother who can be called a successful person.

"Life." He said seriously.

I noticed that his slender fingers stopped turning the Rubik's Cube, and he seemed to think of something, tilting his head and thinking.

"What happened to your life?"

I can't help but blurt out.Just like how other people see me, I now look at Xu Mufeng through their eyes. In my impression, he works freely and has an online appearance. Nothing is enough to bother him. I agree with this selfishly.

He said: "Do you know why some people can never be happy? Because they were very depressed once, and the reason is only clear to them. Life is long and confused, whether it is falling in love with someone or A certain thing is worth cherishing for the rest of our lives, and a dull life is not what we want, but we don’t know what we really want, we only know that we are dissatisfied with the status quo, and we can do nothing to change it.”

I:"……"

Xin said that his feeling is really a big headache, who knows if this implies his relationship with Yan Zheng.

However, it was inconvenient for me to continue to ask, so I had to smile politely and turn to the work room. It seemed that the water was pouring, but in fact I was still full of curiosity. I especially hope that he will stop me suddenly and treat me as a close lady. Speak quickly.

In the busy day when I dealt with Yan Zheng and his little boyfriend with exhaustion and joy, Xi Xiang's life was not very comfortable.

She has countless jealous people, so after solving one, there will be another one to pick up, it's almost an endless stream, and the shops with good business don't have such a headache as her.

Xi Xiang's small studio was full of accessories and clothes that she hadn't had time to organize. She stared at the mess for a while in distress, and then covered her head in a terrible mood, dying and struggling.

She felt that she was surrounded by mountains now, just like when she was looking at the Golden Summit of Emei with her classmates when she was in college, but only climbed to the halfway up the mountain. The fairy mist was lingering, but there was no ray of hope.She thought that maybe she would become the Five Warriors of Langya Mountain, and she died on this long mountain road so famously.

Her idea of ​​doing live broadcasting at the beginning was very straightforward, that is, to earn enough tuition fees to study in Japan. Her vision at that time was also very short, but she was far away from her mother and father, and a group of acquaintances who made her feel ashamed.

Of course, that group of acquaintances did not include me, she was still happy to see me, and even wished to stay with me every day, although our time together was always so unpleasant, but we are the most connected with each other.

Xi Xiang has not started the live broadcast for a long time, about a year or so, but for her who is eager for quick success and impetuous, she can't wait to have thousands of fans immediately, give her gifts every day, and praise her to the sky.

But she didn't think about it, her face was limited, and not everyone loved her face.

It is the ultimate wish of her dream to make a career in the sky.She has always claimed to be extremely smart, although she looks quite mediocre on weekdays, but at critical times, she is like a revolutionary martyr during the Anti-Japanese War—holding a small flag in her hand, letting the bright red float on the battlefield filled with gunpowder, Leading the juniors to charge forward, she was so excited that no one could stop her.

If in the early days she was delusional about being able to hook up with a rich man who was devoted to her, then after she was thoughtful and principled, she would not stick to her previous goals. She valued the country she worked hard for even if old men generally put The gold card was exchanged for a gift she swiped out during the live broadcast, and she also felt that it was the result of her labor.

However, she once tried her best to yell "Hey, help me up" in the WeChat group we established. That battle made her popular if we didn't really help her up. It seemed like a plummet.

"Wait, we'll buy hot searches for you." Lu Qin jumped out bravely first, but it sounded like she was deliberately sarcastic, but I think she definitely didn't mean it.

"Come on, let's go buy a navy."

I joined the counselors with the mentality of retaliation, because I found that Lu Qin was always the first to jump out when Xi Xiang needed something, and she was also the first when standing behind to attack Xi Xiang together. speaking.

Although we were all happy to see Xi Xiang miserable, at least in terms of popularity, our friendship saved our determination, and we helped her brush gifts without hesitation, even though Lu Qin rolled his eyes when doing this, even though Later, the benefits that Xi Xiang returned to us were beyond our expectation.

After this battle, the relationship between us is still not eased, because Xi Xiang has a firm and clear principle of handling things.

On the one hand, she can be willing to do things with the help of acquaintances, and on the other hand, she hopes that her popularity will soar.And without the hard work of acquaintances, after all, she has always been such a contradictory person, so in the end, we were still facing each other in the dormitory, and continued to fight with each other, even to the point of being irreparable.