Death Beliefs

The older generation longed for love, so they longed for freedom in love, but at that time, most of them relied on the words of matchmakers to get married because of the order of their parents, because the abolition of the ethics system did not happen overnight.

In addition, they have also subtly identified a truth-the right match is extremely important.

Probably because of the literary edification I received when I was a child, almost the same family is not right, and I have to be in pairs when I beat mandarin ducks, and the final ending is tragic.

Therefore, in our generation, although we are open in love and free in thought, we are vigilant and dare not act rashly.

Therefore, at the right age, we had no choice but to embark on the road of blind dates again, especially when the age of marriage is reached, blind date dinners follow one after another, and sometimes you are sitting opposite an elite member who is proud of himself when he introduces himself , performing the action of holding a piece of chopsticks fish meat as if pointing the country; the next second, it is replaced by a serious profession who seems to be holding a knife and fork, although it cuts the steak, it feels like an operation Physicians are presented vividly in front of your eyes.

In fact, he is indeed a doctor who saves lives and heals the wounded, but when he is eating, he is still unwilling to put away his professionalism of saving lives and helping the wounded, which makes you so moved that you don't know how to talk to the chicken on the table.

Of course, moving aside, you are actually feeling the scene and thinking of some incredible pictures, so it took a long time to relieve the sourness in your stomach.

My name is Meng Xuan, and I am 22 years old. In just half a year after graduation, I have had N blind dates in my life.

Perhaps, you will think that this is my exaggerated wording, after all, not everyone is as weird as me - I haven't had a relationship in four years of college, and even in high school, there was no sign of puppy love, which is too strange It's normal, not normal like a mortal.

However, calm down and think about it carefully, if you happen to be one of the nerds and nerds, then in the near future you will also follow the line that I seem to have exaggerated too much, even worse than me.

In my mother's words, the blind date should be as early as possible.Probably because I listened to my mother's nagging too much, I began to suspect that I would really not be able to get married. After all, my poor college hadn't had a relationship in four years. Even in high school, or in childhood, I didn't cultivate Find out a childhood sweetheart who is likely to become a spare tire in the future.

All in all, my life has been lacklustre, especially in terms of love history, and I am ashamed to say that I still have my first kiss, like a disliked spinster.

But then again, I don't want to casually dedicate my first kiss to an unknown creature with a youthful smile and high-quality positive-rimmed glasses.

You may not know that in my college days, I almost encountered such a group of creatures who will make a major contribution to the construction of the motherland and choose to enter the drama in advance in countless beautiful mornings, until I wanted to vomit.

Here, what I have to declare is that I didn't intend to harbor unwarranted hatred for them, but it was their behavior that made me feel so cold.

Of course, this was not the last straw that crushed our longing for love. The class I was in seemed to be cursed. There were only seven boys in the whole class, making it look like the precious seven fairies.

However, the addition of their overall appearance is not enough to make our many girls crazy about it, and we don't even want to give them alms.

Their strong self-knowledge also makes them hardly appear in class in the next semester, so as not to blind our eyes.

We get along inextricably, and we have a deep hatred for each other's intersection.

I think, even in the face of alumni with sullen faces, they can’t control themselves for a while and make exaggerated behaviors such as vomiting. Let alone my expression, it will be particularly like unmarried first pregnancy. If it is placed in ancient times, it will definitely be A young woman who will be immersed in a pig cage, and seriously damage the harmonious campus atmosphere.

Therefore, I usually only stop at the spiritual level to make weak criticisms, but my good friend Xi Xiang will not express his disgust euphemistically like me.

She thought it was very disrespectful for me to discuss all kinds of bad things about boys behind my back, and even made her think that I was a cowardly person who dared not fight against ugliness.

She put her hips on her hips and disliked me: "What's the difference between you and the wretched straight men who turn off the lights and masturbate at the computer. Oh, I forgot, they can masturbate openly now. Because of the progress of the times, they can still practice it." !"

Her facial expression clearly expresses her deep distaste for the rapid development of technology.

Therefore, she always rolls her eyes irritably under the obscene eyes of those creatures. She does not hide her bad state at all. If her eyes were machine guns, those people would have died long ago. And riddled with holes, beyond recognition.

Of course, if she only relied on rolling her eyes to retaliate, it wouldn't cause any harm to the group of creatures, after all, they were happy to watch a beautiful woman roll her eyes.This proves another truth—people have no resistance to beautiful things, whether they are evil or good.

Therefore, Xi Xiang developed a new set of equipment. When going out, she must wear sunglasses and a mask. If she forgets one day, she will cover her mouth. Every time she takes a step, she will vomit tremblingly and raise her head. Pointing at the group of creatures who are about to approach, and threatening them with their eyes, there is a kind of "you dare to get closer and try".

"They must think I'm giving them winks. Have you ever seen someone who winks like silk?"

On the green avenue of the school, Xi Xiang came and went gracefully and gracefully. I followed her cheerful pace and walked slowly, like an ugly duckling.

I often can't keep up with her brain circuit, of course, I can't step on her vigorous pace, I'm sure, she must be a trainer, specially trained on stilts, look, she wears a pair of sky high Like sneakers.

"I've seen it before, isn't it you?"

To a large extent, I agree with what she said, even if it is a harsh word, I think she is very reasonable, but I can't let the harmony surging between us actually be disgusting to fellow men under the watchful eyes of her, so I usually refute her trickily and make my tone seem eccentric.

At this time, she will take my hand affectionately, as if she is holding a piece of gold, if those fellow men are like our girls, there is a certain kind in the body that can rumble as long as it is activated The radar, in their eyes at this moment will definitely be pink, so take a deep breath, close your eyes and enjoy, it is very romantic.

Xi Xiang said: "Meng Xuan, you are still a rare beautiful girl. It's okay if no one chased you since you were a child. You still treat your white eyes as winks. I'm afraid your eyes are not good enough."

"Your eyes are good." I looked at her from bottom to top with disgust, until I saw her shivering, and then I said leisurely, "Xi Xiang, I didn't say you. Waiting for the face and figure, it is not for you to get rich at all."

"What do you mean, you?" Xi Xiang was choked by me, his cheeks flushed.

The eyes of the group of men whose mouths trembled and showed a mouth full of yellow teeth immediately changed, showing a shy look. They all thought that Xi Xiang's temperature had risen under their gaze.

But the truth is, I poked Xi Xiang's sore spot, and she became furious, but due to public occasions, her perfect image of King Kong Invincible couldn't be collapsed, so she restrained herself and didn't jump on me to tear her up. bite me.

But her hand pinched me vigorously in a place where the sun could not be seen, and I was so painful that tears almost came out.

I slapped her hand off and glared at her: "You murdered me! Kill me!"

"Don't yell, I'm thinking about something." Xi Xiang gave me a coquettish look, then twisted her waist and was about to leave again, and I hurriedly followed.

"What are you thinking? Tell me, maybe I can help you solve it."

I think I'm just a caring little padded jacket, but whenever Xi Xiang encounters injustice, I can come forward to help her solve it.

For example, dealing with the roses that someone secretly placed on the seat where Xi Xiang often sat in elective courses, or a whole box of food delivered by a delivery boy.In short, I can make quick decisions.

Of course, if you insist on asking me how I solved it, then I can only say - if it’s for food, everyone can enjoy it together; if it’s not practical, then throw it away, since it takes up space anyway.Like that rose, I just had a hunch that I was born with an allergy to that stuff.

"Can you create a bunch of people chasing you out of thin air?" Xi Xiang asked me very seriously after standing still.

Me: "..." Can you not mention this?It's pitiful not to be chased by others, and remind me of this cruel fact from time to time, what's wrong with people's hearts!

"Can't it be?" Xi Xiang looked at me with a half-smile, turned his face away, and turned to me with an indifferent profile, "Do you know why you are not being chased?"

"I don't know." I felt aggrieved and blew on my long bangs that covered my sight, then changed the subject and said, "But I don't want my suitors to be all male compatriots without good looks!"

Xi Xiang: "..."

There seemed to be endless fire gathering in her beautiful eyes.Because I successfully tore open her scars. After all, most of her suitors are in need of plastic surgery.

In my heart, Xi Xiang, a natural beauty, sometimes makes people feel distressed.She grew up in a single-parent family. As for whether her personality is healthy or not, I don’t know, but based on my superficial understanding of her, in addition to the good skin bestowed by God, she also has a delicate heart and is quite proficient in business. She can disgust the creatures that live with us like men, and at the same time, she can chat and laugh with them, and take the opportunity to make money from them.

Yes, you read that right, she was able to plunder resources from the rich and fat people at a young age.

As a child who grew up in a single-parent family, what I received was my mother's meticulous love, and how to be a competent mistress, neither breaking other people's families against morality, nor losing the nourishment of love and aging rapidly.

And Xi Xiang is not as lucky as I am. Her mother is the main wife, and she is not powerful or strong.

Her father said one thing, but her mother didn't dare to say two, even if her father brought Xiao San to him and greeted her a dozen times, her mother immediately became as enthusiastic as a relative welcoming the New Year.

Of course, in addition to such a cowardly and incompetent mother, she also has a lustful father who made Xi Xiang King Kong invincible.

Therefore, when Xi Xiang was in high school, she knew how to rely on her beauty to earn living expenses, and shaped herself according to the mistress her father brought her.

I thought that a child who grows up like her will definitely show off her beautiful branches, and wherever she goes, she will attract mad bees and butterflies to fight each other.

However, she knows how to use all her charms, so that people of the same sex who are close to her in the new environment believe that she is a simple girl, like a piece of white paper that is not stained with ink, and even superficial people like us who are captured by beauty are happy. I accepted all her softness and affectation, and completely forgot her boldness in heavy makeup and drinking with those old men.

Of course, we sometimes have doubts about some of her cross-dressing, for example, she occasionally dresses as plainly as a child from a poor family.

However, she later gave us a satisfactory answer—that was actually her real face, but who would believe it, we saw that she never wore a down jacket all winter, and only stuffed herself into sky-high priced, not Bai Fumei in a heavy coat of various colors, and insisted on painting her mouth as if she had just drunk blood.

As for summer, her clothes are even more intriguing. Long skirts and cheongsams of different styles are the top brands in her closet. Like our ordinary short skirts, she hardly looks directly at them, and even thinks strangely—— —Why our clothes can be so featureless.

"Don't you know that men are perspective animals?"

The body language she spoke to us at the time expressed it to us in a different way-you can seduce men even if you dress like this?

We never thought of seducing a man, so we collectively kept smiling, MMP in our hearts.

"Don't you hate men? Then what are you doing for them?"

At that moment, only the image of "a woman who pleases herself" flashed in my slow-moving mind, so I quickly countered her.

"This is another way of disgust. It's much better than rolling your eyes at them all day long. If you roll your eyes at them, if they don't react, they will think you're throwing a wink. Of course, they will most likely think that That's your birth defect!"

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