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Let's date.

One sentence was like a powerful atomic bomb, and it exploded in Qin Yu's ears.

Joy, excitement, and excitement, but after these emotions settled down, my heart felt cold.

Yes, cold hearted.

Qin Yu didn't care about this kind of purposeful contact request in the past. He knew that his predecessors, even Cheng Mi's contact with him, were all for the purpose of using his resources, but at that time Qin Yu was not angry at all.

But when I heard Sven say that today, my whole heart turned cold.

He didn't care before, but now he has to care.

Only when you care about a person will you feel sad for what he has done.

Qin Yu was never discouraged when Sven escaped again and again before, he was still able to move forward bravely, because he believed that Sven's heart would be warmed up one day.

However, this time, he was puzzled and hesitant, even though it was only for a moment, it still made him feel timid.

He really likes Sven, it's the first time he likes someone so much, this person is on his back, so close, but he only wants to use him...

He couldn't tell what was wrong with Sven's use of him before and just now, but whether it was hype for him or helping him grab a role, Qin Yu knew that Sven was using him, and he was still willing to do so.

But this time, he was really heartbroken.

Yu Siwen was so cold that he could even take advantage of their respective feelings.

If Qin Yu is unable to help him regain "Only Son" this time, will Sven ask to associate with him?Certainly not.

If Qin Yu is unable to help him regain "Only Son" this time, will Sven seek help from other people?Qin Yu didn't know.

If there is really a person who can help Sven, and that person's request is to associate with Sven, will Sven agree?Qin Yu didn't know.He used to think that Sven would not be able to, but today he realized with great fear that maybe Sven would.

If the relationship he wants and the person he wants are all based on using them, what's the point of getting someone?

He knows this very well, and he believes that Sven knows it too, that's why he feels cold.

Using a relationship that will not last long in exchange for "Only Son", then maybe in Swen's heart, a movie is more important than Qin Yu.And when Sven's goal is achieved, where will this relationship go?

Maybe it will continue, maybe it will be like strangers, but even if there is hope to continue, this period of use will become the biggest gap between the two, full of suspicion between them, their feelings will no longer be pure, and these , are the most taboo in the homosexual world.

Qin Yu didn't want their relationship to start by being used. If it couldn't last long, then he would rather wait.

Qin Yu's heart is also fleshy, the bottom line that Sven insisted on before is also Qin Yu's bottom line, and when Sven breaks that bottom line, all Qin Yu can feel is a chill in his heart.

No matter what, you can't use your feelings. This is what the two of them think in their hearts, but they never tell each other, a tacit understanding.But once this layer is broken, it will hurt.

Yes to Qin Yu, but also to Sven.

Sven's evasion was to avoid feelings and harm, and also to prevent Qin Yu's sincerity from being exploited.

Only a person who has been hurt because of this knows how painful it is to be taken advantage of. However, in a daze, Sven did the same thing to Qin Yu that Ling Linlin did when she hurt him.

He hurt him.

Qin Yu's long silence made the dazed Sven finally realize how much harm he said just now would cause a person who really likes him.

And after he realized this, regret and heartache that he didn't expect suddenly surged in his heart, combined with panic and apology, which made him feel like he was in a mess.

These heartaches, panic and remorse also made him realize that before he knew it, he had put Qin Yu in an extremely important position in his heart.

The injury to Qin Yu was like a sharp knife, which also drew a bloodstain on his heart. He finally realized at this moment that he couldn't be indifferent to feelings.The desire for feelings that he suppressed in his heart has never diminished, but before he buried them in the ice, so deep that he couldn't even notice them, so he thought he didn't need them.

In the end, there was a person who melted a gap in the iceberg, took out his buried desire, and let him know that he didn't need feelings, but he just didn't meet the right person.

Then, he was terrified by the feeling of confusion after hurting Qin Yu. He had been avoiding things before, but when he really hurt someone, he realized that he already had the answer in his heart a long time ago. .

"I'm sorry..." Sven said in Qin Yu's ear, his voice was hoarse after enduring the pain for a long time, but at this moment, he suddenly felt that the chaos and dizziness in his head before were all gone, and he knew very well that what he said next would be Change nothing, but he doesn't regret it.

He began to accept the fact that he desires and is afraid of feelings, but he also knows that he cannot reasonably allocate desire and fear. If he can't solve it, letting the two intertwine will be a kind of torture for him, and it will be torture for those who like him. , is an irresponsible behavior.

He wants to gain the affection of others, but he is afraid of giving. Sven's principle does not allow him to do so, especially after experiencing the pain of being hurt firsthand, let alone hurting a person who is really good to himself with resentment.

Only after he is sure that he can give his sincerity can he accept other people's emotions frankly. If he can't exchange his sincerity for his sincerity, he would rather not start.

So should I accept this longing, or bury the longing again in order to avoid getting hurt?

Since he decided to face Qin Yu's feelings, he had to make a choice between the two.

And his choice...

"Let's separate for a while..." Sven said again.

Luo Yusheng and Cao Yinqi didn't walk very far, and they all heard the gentle and contradictory sentences.

The gentleman who just said to Qin Yu, "Let's go out together", regretted it in a blink of an eye?

Why separate?

However, Qin Yu would not let them know the answer, he slowed down and signaled the other two to leave.

After the two walked away, Qin Yu asked, "Why?"

Sven couldn't tell Qin Yu that although he was determined to find an answer, he was still instinctively afraid that the longer he was with Qin Yu, the deeper he would be trapped, and the deeper he would be hurt in the future.

In the final analysis, although I have a good impression and a heartbeat, I still don't trust her.

He knew that Qin Yu was kind to him, but he was a coward, since he couldn't reciprocate with affection, then he drew a clear line.Stay away from Qin Yu, don't use him anymore, and Qin Yu's kindness to him before, he will find a way to repay him in other ways.

"I always feel that I've been using you. But between us, it shouldn't be the mode of using and being used. I'm sorry that I just had... that kind of thought, and I hope it didn't hurt you."

Sven did not speak fluently, but it did not prevent Qin Yu from understanding the meaning behind this sentence. Sven was apologizing for taking advantage of Qin Yu's feelings, "I... may not be able to treat you like I did when I first met you. Once I decide to accept , you must give the same affection, but I can't do it now, so let's separate for a while..."

"And I was eager for success just now, I can't rely on you every time. "Only Son" I will find a way to solve it myself, I believe I can solve it. So forget what I said, I hope it didn't bother you." Sven He also said, "From now on, we are just bosses and employees. I will be a dedicated employee and bring more profits to Cuican. I know you have always been an excellent boss."

He is indeed sorry for Qin Yu, but Qin Yu likes him, it doesn't mean that he should also like Qin Yu, and take it as return.

He can't.

Rather than being entangled and causing Qin Yu pain, it is better to break it cleanly. After labor pains, Qin Yu is still Qin Yu, and he deserves someone better than the gentleman who has already been stained by the dye vat.

If going around in the future, he has the courage to show his heart one day, and Qin Yu is still there, then he will put that heart in front of Qin Yu, and let time decide whether to accept it or reject it.

What Sven said just now made Qin Yu sure that Sven already knew his intentions, but after piercing the layer of paper, Sven really chose to escape as Qin Yu guessed.

In the end, Sven didn't take the path of taking advantage of Qin Yu's sincerity and feelings, which made Qin Yu's heart sink a little bit, but what he said afterwards made Qin Yu feel uncomfortable again.

The hurt he had suffered made Sven unable to open his heart to believe in a relationship. Even though Qin Yu thought he had put his heart in front of Sven, he was still timid and afraid.

Just be boss and employee?

Should he let go?

If this can make Sven think clearly and stop being afraid, should he let go?

What should he do if he can only start again if he lets go?

Qin Yu took a deep breath, but felt that the air was extremely thin.

Sven, Sven, you call me...how can you be willing?

Sven had already jumped off his back, as if the pain had passed, and he could continue walking without Qin Yu's support.Or he was implying that without Qin Yu's help, he could still move forward on his own.

What looked into Qin Yu's eyes was a gentle and calm gaze. There was no emotion in his eyes, neither sadness nor joy, as if all the out-of-control conversations just now were just Nanke Yimeng. It's real gentleness.

But Qin Yu knew that Si Wen had already made up his mind, even if he disagreed, Si Wen would still leave him.

"Okay..." The hoarse voice echoed in the corridor leading to the parking garage. This was the most difficult word Qin Yu had ever said in his life.

Sven lowered his head, hooked the corner of his mouth, but only drew a stiff arc: "Then I'll go first, thank you for helping me out today."

The tall and slender figure who turned around and left showed no pain or fragility, reminding Qin Yu constantly that he no longer needed himself.

Qin Yu regretted it. If he hadn't hesitated when Sven said the word "association", then would Sven be with him now instead of an ordinary boss-subordinate relationship?