man killed by love

In fact, Zhou Haihe knew him earlier than Liu Nan knew, but Zhou Haihe never said anything about it.

In middle school, Zhou Haihe’s senior sister fell in love with Liu Nan crazily when she came back from participating in a competition in the city. At that time, Zhou Haihe, who followed her senior sister, knew about that handsome, smart, indifferent and unapproachable boy from her senior sister. almost everything.The senior sister spared no effort to transfer the pressure of the college entrance examination to Liu Nan's gossip, and then worked hard to review, wanting to be admitted to Liu Nan's university - at that time, Liu Nan had already submitted to B University, and the senior sister only had English Not bad, others are only average.

After the college entrance examination, the senior sister cried a lot, because she didn’t have enough points to be a classmate with Liu Nan. Before parting, she said to Zhou Haihe sincerely, Xiao Haihe, if you want to stand up for your sister, you must go to B University. .

So, two years later, Zhou Haihe met Liu Nan at B University.

However, that was the beginning of all harm.

Strangely, Zhou Haihe met Liu Nan when he was in school.Obviously they are from different departments, but they met by such a coincidence. Zhou Haihe took advantage of this coincidence to talk about his situation calmly, and then took advantage of the friendship between his fellow villager and his junior, and became acquainted with Liu Nan in an open and honest manner. stand up.

There was never a moment when I thanked fate so much.When Zhou Haihe followed Liu Nan to the dormitory, his heart almost overflowed with joy.

It's just that no one knows the arrangement of fate.

After a long time, Zhou Haihe wondered if everything would have been different if he hadn't followed Liu Nan back then.Unfortunately, we have never had so many opportunities to choose, and life cannot accommodate any "if".Therefore, we will become what we are now, and we will want to change the past.Without those experiences, we would still make the same decision unconsciously when the choice of Chuchu and fate meet.This may be an endless loop that cannot be untied.

Therefore, Zhou Haihe spent his whole life to let himself feel relieved.However, whether it is successful or not, perhaps, even he himself is not clear.

Zhou Haihe came back from the hospital and sat in the small temporarily rented house. In fact, in the two months since he returned to China, there was not a day when he was seriously happy.A month ago, I tried my best to find news about Liu Nan, and after a lot of hard work, I finally found Liu Nan's residence in S City.In the next month, because of Zheng Keke's affairs, he couldn't talk to Liu Nan properly.In fact, they had already lost the opportunity to talk properly. From the moment they saw Zheng Keke, Zhou Haihe knew that there was no need for him to struggle.

However, after a month, the woman showed no signs of waking up, even the doctor had judged her to be in a vegetable state, but Zhou Hai and Gui Gui were also a little happy, that's why they said those words incoherently that day.Even though Liu Nan was very upset, Zhou Haihe didn't think he was wrong.He has loved Liu Nan for 7 years, and maybe he will love him for the rest of his life. Why can't he strive for happiness for himself?He didn't want to hurt anyone, but, if, if there was a chance, even if he wanted to disappoint Zheng Keke, Zhou Haihe didn't intend to give up his love.

It's just that he didn't expect that the one who gave up was Liu Nan.

Actually, it's not surprising at all, is it?

Five years ago, Liu Nan was also the one who gave up, and he let Zhou Hai and another person foolishly wait in a foreign country.

Two years ago, Liu Nan was the one who gave up. He married and had children quietly, never thinking that there was another person on the other side of the earth who was fighting desperately to be with him with confidence.

and so.

Now, what's so strange about giving up?

Zhou Haihe remembered that he was the one who started to like, he was the one who started to love, he was the one who confessed, and he was the one who promised.

From beginning to end, from beginning to end, this is just his one-man show, and Liu Nan is just an audience at all.

It was as if this time, he didn't even give Zhou Haihe a chance to explain.

No, there is no need to explain, Zhou Haihe thought to himself, I just don't want her to wake up, or I even want her to die.

Only when no one is between us can I love you with peace of mind.

I will bear all these sins, you just need to love me well.

Liu Nan, you just need to love me.

Zhou Haihe thought about it, but couldn't help crying.Five years had passed, and it was the first time he found out with such fear that maybe Liu Nan no longer loved him.

This is the last thing he dared to think about in the past five years. If Liu Nan no longer loves her, then what is he who is struggling desperately for this love?

Zhou Haihe suddenly felt very boring.