you are already mine

"Oh~ this sleep is really comfortable~" Lin Zimo thought to himself when he heard the voice from Zuomei behind him, what day did you sleep uncomfortable.

"Then I'm leaving."

"Wait for me, I'll go too!" Siqi hurriedly got up from the bed.

"Then let's chat on QQ, you have to work hard!" Zuo Yu said to Lin Zimo before leaving.

"I know." After strengthening his mind, Lin Zimo decided to have a talk with Lin Yikong tonight.

For the next whole day, Lin Zimo spent the whole day waiting. He didn't have the mind to paint or do other things. He opened the door of the room, changed the air, walked to the balcony, and looked at the scenery.

Back in the living room, Lin Zimo found that the breakfast he put on the table yesterday had been put on hold until today, silently pouring out the cold meal, Lin Zimo started cleaning.

When you are in a bad mood, you have to keep yourself busy. This is the classic conclusion I came to when I was in a bad mood before.When she was busy, she didn't have time to think about Lin Yikong, but she was wrong, any theory was unreasonable when facing Lin Yikong.

Sweeping and mopping the floor, she thought of Lin Yikong's passing figure, wiped the table and thought of Lin Yikong's gentle sitting posture, and tidying up the kitchen was full of the recipes she had prepared for Lin Yikong.

Everyone's life will always have unreasonable times. Ever since she met Lin Yikong, Lin Zimo's life has become unreasonable. In front of Lin Yikong, every action of her has been carefully considered, and every thought is in harmony with Lin Yikong. Space is closely related, yes, it is unreasonable, Lin Zimo thought, my thoughts are all for you, maybe she finally understood a sentence, "Happy you are sick, medicine and stone have no cure".

After a busy day, it was finally eight o'clock. Lin Zimo sighed, went through what he was going to say in his heart, and waited for Lin Yikong to go home.

Finally, when Lin Zimo was about to fall asleep, the sound of the lock cylinder turning came, and Lin Zimo's drowsiness disappeared immediately, full of tension, isn't it just a confession, don't be cowardly!

"Back?" Lin Zimo cautiously probed.

"Ah."

"Where have you been?"

"Nowhere."

"Oh."

Seeing that Lin Yikong was about to enter the room, Lin Zimo felt anxious in his heart, blinked, and turned his heart, "Lin Yikong!"

"Ok?"

"I... that... what..."

"It's okay, I'm going to sleep." Lin Yikong stretched out his hand towards the doorknob.

"There is something! Don't go!"

"Then tell me." Lin Yikong looked at Lin Zimo coldly.

"I..." Lin Zimo is recognized as the "shameless" type. At this time, she blushed in a rare way. She felt that her whole body was dissipating heat. "I like you!"

"Oh." Lin Yikong pushed open the door of his room.

"Oh?! Just say this?" Before Lin Yikong came back, Lin Zimo imagined countless possibilities in his heart, but he didn't expect that there was such a way to answer.

"What else? What do you want me to say?"

"...You have to say something, didn't you say you liked me?"

"Yes, I said I like you," Lin Yikong removed his hand from the doorknob, turned to face Lin Zimo, "but I don't like you now, can't you, you are not my sun, I can't Always be around you, just because I like you, I have to humblely wait for you to say you love me, just because I wait for you every day, I have to agree like a fool when you confess? Lin Zimo , don’t think too highly of yourself, do you know what I like, do you know what I hate, my living habits, my hobbies, do you know them all, just say you like me.”

When Lin Yikong said this, he took a deep breath and continued: "Maybe I expected too much and was too greedy, but I know everything about you very well, but what about you, I can love you persistently, but never Since I knew you lied to me, I told myself that even if I love you again, I can’t be humble. I can’t bear your liking. Do you really know what liking is? Do you like me, or are you just right? My curiosity."

After saying this, no matter what Lin Zimo thought, Lin Yikong slammed the door and went back to the room. It wasn't until this moment that Lin Zimo realized how deeply he had hurt Lin Yikong. He thought it was just a matter of lies. For her, it was the injury that had been waiting for ten years to come to naught.

However, since the turmoil of the night, Lin Yikong did not deliberately avoid Lin Zimo, which in a sense eased the deadlock.

Lin Zi sat on the sofa silently, not thinking about anything, because there were too many things to think about, and she didn't know where to start.

Lin Yikong closed the door and handed himself over to the bed. Lin Zimo finally said what he had been waiting for ten years, but does this person really know what liking is? Just look at the way she and Siqi get along. Knowing that she has always been passive, maybe she just feels stimulated by herself, and she will be abandoned once the novelty wears off.

Instead of this, she might as well cut off her own retreat as soon as possible, and also cut off Lin Zimo's thoughts. Her love must be forgotten, and even if she can't, she can learn to hide it. After ten years, let it go with the wind. Forget what should be forgotten.

Lin Zimo left the sofa, walked into the room, tripped over the paint bag on the ground, and knelt down suddenly, knocking his knee against the corner of the bed, "Hiss!" The sudden pain made Lin Zimo a little awake , She turned around and closed the door, locked it, swept all the drawings on the bed to the floor, climbed onto the bed, and closed her eyes.

"Do you like me, or are you just curious about me!" Lin Yikong's words could not be driven out of his mind. , the air is empty." "I like you, I have loved you for ten years." "Can you not go! I fall asleep very quickly! You can leave when you fall asleep!"...

Lin Zimo realized that he was crying after turning over and feeling the coolness of the pillow towel. He reached out and wiped away his tears, telling himself not to cry, and to make Lin Yikong fall in love with him again.

"~‰@%/*" The bell rang for a long time before Lin Zimo realized it.

"Hey……"

"Hey ~ did you say you today! Let me tell you! If you coax us again, we will go over and dismember you!" Zuo Yu's voice sounded so warm at this moment, Lin Zimo just wanted to find someone to talk to She talked, she really didn't know what to do.

"I..." I tried to make my voice sound normal, but found that Lin Yikong wanted to cry when I thought about it, "I... said...but..."

"What's the matter? Why are you crying again! What did she say? How about I go over?" Zuo Yu's voice became anxious, and the person who had been beaten to death cried again.

"Hmm..." Before Lin Zimo could finish speaking, Zuo Yu hung up the phone.

Looking at the screen of the mobile phone showing the words "The call has ended", Lin Zimo sat on the bed with his knees hugged, in a daze.

Sure enough, the sound of opening the door came after a while, "What's wrong?!"

Zuo Yu looked at Lin Zimo who was sitting on the bed. It was the first time she saw such a fragile appearance. In her impression, Lin Zimo always had a hippie smiling face, as if nothing mattered. Love makes people stupid, alas.

"..."

"Speak up, I'll go, sister, you are so anxious to death."

"You said... Is this my retribution..."

"what?"

"I did, and I understood a word."

"Understand what?"

"It's over before it even started! I was rejected by her..."

"You confessed?! Awesome!"

"What's the use, I was rejected." Speaking of this, Lin Zimo sniffled.

"How come! She likes you!"

So Lin Zimo told Zuo Yu verbatim what happened just now, Zuo Yu was also silent, she was also thinking about Lin Yikong's question, they only cared about crazy assists, but they didn't really confirm Lin Zimo's Xinyi, talking about liking and love, but does Lin Zimo really understand? Siqi also said that when Lin Zimo was with her, he always let her do everything, but that was not love.

"Why don't you talk?" Lin Zimo was curious about Zuo Yu's calmness and silence, which was different from the expected nagging and lecturing to himself.

"Do you really like Kong Kong?"

Lin Zimo didn't expect that the person who had helped her for so long would actually ask this sentence, "Why do you ask that? You have been assisting for so long, and I finally confirmed my feelings. Why are you starting to doubt again?"

"It's okay, just to make sure."

"Oh... I like her..."

"How much do you like it?"

"...can't tell"

"You can't even tell, how do you know you like her, maybe your current feelings are the same as your feelings for Shi Qi."

"It feels different when I'm with Si Qi."

"Why is it different?" Zuo Yu suddenly wanted to hear Lin Zimo's definition of love.

"I want to accept everything about Shi Qi, and I want to do everything I can for Lin Yikong. That's the feeling."

"...The love words are perfect for you"

Zuo Yu is also lying on the bed, thinking about Lin Zimo, saying that love is good, but the one lying next to her is deeply tortured by love, I hope her thoughts can be conveyed to a certain god in the depths of the universe , bless Lin Zimo and Lin Yikong to finally get married.

Lin Zimo turned his back to Zuomei, closed his eyes, and secretly made up his mind that from tomorrow onwards, he would no longer cry or be upset. Since Lin Yikong had been chasing him for ten years, he would give these ten years to himself. You have to go back little by little every year until you are accepted by Lin Yikong again, Lin Zimo, you should have some ambition!