[Comprehensive] The Journey of Rebellion

It was almost ten o'clock in the cold night, the stars blinked and lost their initial strength, and the moon seemed to be covered with a veil. The streets of Seoul slowly began to become silent. Some people are still sweating alone for their dreams.Just like the lights of Mega Entertainment, even in the middle of the night, they will not all be extinguished, but there are still dots, counting the blood and tears of those men and women who dreamed of being on stage.

In a practice room on the second floor, just as the sound of dynamic music fell, a person fell to the ground with a bang, panting heavily from exhaustion.Her hair was scattered on the floor, and sweat was streaming down her forehead.She picked up her phone and checked the time, but saw several missed calls on it.

"Hello? Boss, what can I do for you?" After calming down the ups and downs in her chest, Tang Jing tried to sit up and dialed the phone.Because she had just danced, her throat was hoarse from lack of moisture, but it was more fatigued after strenuous exercise.

"Ah, it's okay, I just wanted to have a meal with you." It seemed that Cui Yingdao was in a bad mood, and Cui Yingdao's voice on the phone sounded light and weak, contrary to his previous arrogance and domineering, with some Misery and melancholy.

"Eat?" Touching her deflated stomach, Tang Jing felt a little hungry when she heard the word "eat".Thinking that her training volume today has exceeded the prescribed range, she decided to take a small vacation for herself to accompany this sad-sounding friend.

"Boss, where are you now? I just didn't have dinner, let's set up a table together?" Holding the phone between her head, Tang Jing took her coat, turned off the lights and walked out of the practice room.

"I'm at the hotel. It's too late, you should go home." Hearing Tang Jing's words, Cui Yingdao sat up from the sofa and looked at the two bowls still on the table under the dim moonlight. Zhajiangmian, turned around and walked back to the bedroom with his head down.All of a sudden fell on the bed, in the light of the moon, slowly closed his eyes

"Has the boss finished eating?" Walking out of Mega Entertainment's building, Tang Jing smiled and said hello to the security guard at the gate, and then went straight to the oden stall not far away.The hot smell wafted into the air, and the orange lights illuminated the small stalls, and also made every passerby's heart frozen by the cold red.

"En." Cui Yingdao responded lightly, and hung up the phone.He didn't want to hear Tang Jing's energetic voice, which would make the room feel colder.Turning over and covering himself with a quilt, Cui Yingdao still felt that his hands were cold, because this kind of coldness cannot be covered no matter how many layers of quilts are used, it comes from people's hearts.

"Ding dong, ding dong." At ten thirty, the doorbell of Cui Yingdao's room was rang. The crisp sound not only disturbed the man who was in a daze inside, but also woke him up from the fantasy world to the real world. world.

"Why are you here?" When he opened the door, Cui Yingdao saw a completely unexpected person.Tang Jing was standing outside the door with a steaming Oden in one hand and a few cups of instant noodles and a few cans of rice wine in the other. Her two red ears and her lips that were purple with cold could tell how much she was doing. The cold night came in front of him.

"Hey, the guests are already at the door. Boss, you don't give way. You are so impolite!" Pushing away Cui Yingdao who was still in a daze, Tang Jing walked in with her things, and saw a small There were two bowls of fried noodles on the dining table, one bowl was touched a few times, and the other bowl was left untouched.

"Did you invite someone to eat here tonight? They are two people who waste food!" Throwing the two bowls of noodles that were too lumpy into the trash can next to it, Tang Jing put the things she bought in on the table.

"I invited you, but you didn't answer the phone, so I had to let others waste the food." After closing the door, Cui Yingdao sat on a chair beside him and watched Tang Jing's movements.Seeing her take out the bowls and chopsticks from the kitchen in a very familiar way, watching her take off her coat and start making noodles, watching her diligently divide all the things she brought into two parts, Cui Yingdao immediately I feel that this room is not so empty and not so cold anymore, as if the warmth that belongs to this world has returned to my own room and my own world through this woman.

"What are you thinking? Are you in a daze again?" After preparing all the delicious food, Tang Jing sat down and began to eat the food she bought.Feeling that the person opposite hadn't moved all the time, Tang Jing raised her head and glanced at him, and then found that the man with cold facial lines was staring at her motionlessly, and even the focal length seemed a little blurred.

"It's nothing, I just feel a little moved." Picking up the chopsticks, Cui Yingdao lifted the lid and prepared to enjoy the ramen that Tang Jing made for himself.Only then did I realize that the ramen she made for herself was the one that suited my taste best after trying countless types of ramen, and I just mentioned that sentence when chatting with her.

"Moved? That's not what you should say, Boss, right? You should say, it's your honor to buy me something to eat!" With a thicker voice, Tang Jing imitated Cui Yingdao's usual way of speaking, and said arrogantly this sentence.After I finished speaking, I couldn't help laughing, and felt that the imitation was nothing like it.

"Indeed, it's your honor." Cui Yingdao ate the ramen with big mouthfuls, and Cui Yingdao's eyes were moistened by the heat.He felt that this night was no longer as cold as before.

"Cut! This Cui Yingdao, why don't I eat with him, how can I eat so happily! Spicy fried rice cakes, fish tofu, sweet and spicy, so many things make my stomach burst. I drank a lot of rice wine..." After the meal, Tang Jing was picked up by her family's private car, and because she was too full, she had to take her golden retriever out for a walk.

"Why are you still outside so late? Isn't it cold?" Tang Jing walked to the convenience store outside the villa area and rested for a while, when Tang Jing heard a voice from behind her, she was so frightened that she immediately got off the stool Jumped up, almost fell a shit.

"Senior! No matter how you walk, there is no sound!" After being supported by the person behind, Tang Jing saw the person's face clearly through the light. It turned out to be Li Xiaoxin, the white-faced bean paste bun she met in the corridor.

"It's not that I walk silently, but that you didn't pay attention. Why don't you come home so late?" Holding a can of drink, Li Xiaoxin opened the tab and took a sip.

"It's all for walking out after eating, isn't there a dog with me? But, senior, isn't he in poor health? Why are you still drinking?" Looking at the beverage can in Li Xiaoxin's hand, Tang Jing realized that it was a can Drinking sake, and this kind of alcoholic beverage is not suitable for a person with poor constitution like Lee Hyo-shin to drink.

"Occasionally, I want to taste the taste of wine! What's more, I just took a sip." Putting the sake on the table, Li Xiaoxin looked up at the night sky and sighed. "Yesol, why can't we live the way we want? The way of life is the way of life, the hobbies and habits, and even the people we like. I don't know how long I haven't sat down quietly to watch Look at the stars."

Thinking about what his mother told him today, and the unkind look in Teacher Quan's eyes, Li Xiaoxin's tone was full of melancholy and indescribable bitterness, like a person who walks in the dark and cannot see the light. There is no hope for the future.

"Senior, I don't know what you think, but if you have enjoyed what you should enjoy, you should take due responsibility. Well, actually I am not qualified to tell you this, because I am also a little A deviant person.” Thinking of the conflict between the original host’s mother and the original host’s dream of becoming a star when she first came here, Tang Jing also had some sympathy for Li Xiaoxin’s experience, but she did not agree with the way Li Xiaoxin chose in the plot.

"I think so from the bottom of my heart. If I am one of the trainees, the entertainment industry will not have any major changes, because I may not be destined to be a rising star, enough to change the entertainment industry. But if my family loses me, then our family business will not be able to inherit. Maybe because of the lack of heirs, our family will disappear in the upper class. So, if there is an irreconcilable conflict between being a star and being an heir , I will choose to give up my dream, because I still have a family to protect.” This is not only my idea, but also my responsibility for the original owner and the original owner’s family.This is what Tang Jing didn't finish, and it's also what she couldn't say.Although she attaches great importance to the existence of dreams, there is something more important in her heart than pursuing dreams, and that is to protect her relatives.She had already lost the hearts of some people, and she didn't want to lose the hearts of other people who cared about her again because of herself.

"Heh, I'm a senior who is older than you, but I don't understand you!" Li Xiaoxin smiled wryly and took another sip of sake.

She was right, although her family was not a chaebol, the life she had given herself since she was a child was indeed not inferior to anyone in the upper class.Although the family has a grandfather who holds the position of chief executive, an uncle who serves as the chief secretary to the president, and a father who serves as the attorney general, the next generation does not have a solid foundation to inherit these important honorary positions in the Republic of Korea.The child of the uncle’s family is a daughter, and so is the second uncle’s family. In this generation of the Li family, I am the only heir who can inherit the reputation and power. That’s why my mother and father pay so much attention to me, insisting on breaking the national college entrance examination record. Admitted to such a prestigious school as Seoul National University.That's because if the inheritance is cut off here, it will be an immeasurable blow to his family.Maybe such a one-time severance will cause my family to regret it for a lifetime.

"But, none of this is what I want!" Fame, status, and unspeakable love.Taking another sip of sake, Li Xiaoxin closed his eyes and did not want to accept the reality, but he was like a mirror in his heart, knowing that these are inevitable existences.

"There's nothing you want or don't want. People are born unable to choose their parents. They have raised you for so many years and put in countless efforts into you, so you shouldn't let them down. Senior, you shouldn't be so hesitant People! Let’s make up our minds earlier, don’t let the one who loves you down. Drinking alcohol is not good for your health, seniors should keep this body for the benefit of the people! Whether it’s making movies or being a prosecutor, the body is the capital of the revolution Ah!" Patting Li Xiaoxin on the shoulder, Tang Jing got up and wanted to take away the sake he was holding.

"Then will you choose this way? Give up your dream for the sake of responsibility?" With his eyes closed, Li Xiaoxin held the sake in his hand, failing to let Tang Jing's intention succeed.He opened his eyes suddenly again, staring at the girl in front of him like shining stars, with hope and sustenance.

"Yes. In order to protect the family, I will." Let go of the hand holding the sake, Tang Jing stood up and looked at Li Xiaoxin firmly with the moonlight behind her back. The moonlight hit her hair, giving off a cool light.

The author has something to say: Hey, this question is my personal idea.Anyway, for the sake of his parents, Lao Keng is willing to give up his dreams, even if he feels sad, he will protect his parents.Because in Lao Keng's heart, parents are the most important!