[Alice Academy] A senior from afar
Chapter 8 Parting from afar
He confessed to me.
However, my hair is still short and broken, and I don't look like a girl at all, and I am still careless.
He confessed to me.
He broke the agreement.
"Si, the two of us are I going to disappear or are you going to disappear?"
Si has never lied to me, nor has he violated his agreement with me.Even if everyone in this world is against me, I still believe that Si will be by my side.
He will never lie to me.
So now he violates this agreement, unless we want to separate.
"Yu."
"..."
"We'll meet again."
"..."
I close my eyes, remember, think.It took a long time to come to a conclusion.
"...I'm going to disappear, right?"
"Do not……"
I interrupted him, and continued: "In order to keep me from disappearing, are you going to disappear for me?"
"..." He was silent, it should be tacit consent.
I chuckle.
Si, you are really another pure soul of mine.
Oh no, it's not that you are innocent, but that we have been together for too long, and we can guess each other's thoughts right away.
"Dong Dong" rhythmically, there was a knock on the door.
I couldn't move, I couldn't make a sound from my throat, so I just waited.
After a while, someone opened the door and came in.
He walked to my bedside, and I turned my head slightly to see, and sure enough, it was Allen.
He still had that sanctimonious look, squinting his eyes and smiling slightly.I hate his appearance the most, I always have a feeling of being seen through by him.
He has always been aware of my temper, and he didn't make any detours, just straight to the point and said: "Yu, your soul is going to disappear."
I couldn't speak, I could only stare at him.
My soul is going to disappear, of course I know it.
From the beginning when I controlled most of the sovereignty of the body, I have no way to control the body now, and there is no other possibility except that my soul is becoming weaker and weaker.One day, no, soon, I will disappear from this body, because Si's soul is becoming more and more adapted to my body.
The only way to keep my soul alive is to force Si out of my body.
Si is smarter than me, he probably knew about it a long time ago, but he didn't tell me, but when the time came, he had to say it, and he had to be cruel and separate from me.
"Yu, I've found a student who can pull Si's soul out of your body, and you just need to make a decision." Alan closed his smile, opened his eyes rarely, and continued to add: "This is the student who was killed by Si a year ago." Please me."
See, he predicted it a year ago.But how can he be sure whether his soul will disappear after leaving?
Can we still meet?
The warm liquid flowed down my face to my temples, and I cried because of him again, I don't know how many times.
"Yu. We'll meet again."
I heard his firm voice.
Si will never lie to me.
Tears wet the pillow.I nodded to Allen...
That night, Si and I talked all night.
The next day, Allen came to my room with the student who controlled the soul Alice.
When the student pulled Si's soul out of my body, I passed out.
When I woke up, I couldn't hear that voice again.
At night, I can already control my body.I stood by the window, pulling the curtains in a daze.
While in a coma, I vaguely heard Si's voice, so gentle and firm:
"Yu. When I confess to you, I don't want this sentence to be the end of us, but I hope it will be the beginning of beauty. Although this violates the agreement, I just want to use it to tie you, maybe it can't be seen on the surface, I'm actually pretty jealous."
"Yu, you are my girl."
--
Because there is no priest in my body, I am equivalent to losing Alice. On the third day, I left Alice Academy with big bags and small bags.
Before leaving, Alan exchanged all my savings at Alice College for US dollars.I thought about it and laughed, haha, I can also live the life of a nouveau riche.
I dragged my suitcase, looked at Alice Academy again carefully, and finally said to Allen: "Hurry up and marry a wife."
Satisfied to see Alan's face like eating shit, I think this parting is very pleasant.
Waving to him, I just bid farewell to my student days.
For some reason, I suddenly remembered that when I first came to Alice Academy, he told me not to hide it from him.What, in the end, he did a lot of things without telling me, even life-and-death matters, he has been, has been keeping it from me, and he shouldered it all by himself.
Behold, we are both alike from beginning to end, and owe neither to the other.
I laughed again.
Ah, I seem to have forgotten to say a word to him.
Oh, but I believe that one day I will be able to talk to him, face to face, to him.
- Si, I like you, always have.
Please don't blame me for imitating your confession.
-Complete-
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☆, extra one
I'm Lu Renjia, I know this name is a spoof, but please don't laugh too loudly, because the author really can't think of a better name... Squat in the corner.
In fact, I really don't want to appear on the stage, but because the author asked me to, I had to evolve from the background to the No.1 narrative.
Because the author said that No.1 in the original text is called narrative, and everyone still doesn’t know much about the heroine’s external image, so I had to appear on the stage. The author picked it out from the crowd, or didn’t have a name before, and then came up with a name. The... broken thoughts.
I'd better start the narrative.
I met Qian Yunyou when I was 6 years old. She and I happened to study in the same class in the same elementary school.
The first time we met, in my impression, she was just a girl who was a little cuter than ordinary girls, but since she was of mixed race, it was not surprising.
She seemed to be smiling all the time, and her eyes were always shining.When talking to her, her eyes will always look at me, so clear that I can't see any impurities.
She always gets together with a group of girls and chats about things we guys don't know, but her laughter can always be heard ringing like silver bells.
She is a cheerful girl, I thought so at first.
When she was seven years old, she seemed to have changed a bit. She always stood alone in a daze. When someone called her, she also seemed to be unresponsive and answered a few words perfunctorily.
Sometimes, she stared at the window sill in a daze, and then suddenly giggled, or she suddenly spoke loudly in the middle of the class, and she became more and more strange. Of course, I am not the only one who thinks so.
The girls who were originally close to her stayed away from her as if they had greeted her.
She became a person, a lonely person...
Obviously so, but I never saw from her face the sadness or loneliness that she should have when she was alone. On the contrary, she seemed very comfortable and enjoyed being alone.
She became expressionless and rarely spoke.
It turns out that people do change. In just one year, the optimistic and cheerful woman became withdrawn.
Her grades have improved by leaps and bounds, but her popularity has plummeted. I still remember that in the fourth grade, the boys ranked them without telling the girls, and commented on the girls' appearance. Their comments to her were like this, "The face is not bad, but It's too weird."
This evaluation did not change until she left Japan.
I don't know when I started paying attention to her, but I haven't been able to say the words to keep her.
When I graduated from elementary school, someone discovered that I had Alice, so I was sent to Alice Academy.
I think I will never meet her again in this life, my first love will sink to the bottom of the sea forever.
Then, at 15 years old...
When I met her again, her eyes were still clear, like a child, and she seemed to be six years old again, her eyes were always full of smiles.She cut her long hair short and was still wearing men's clothes, so she couldn't tell she was a girl at all.
She smiled, smiling without warmth, somewhat similar to the seven-year-old's smile, yet far from it.
She seemed to have forgotten me. Even in a classroom, her eyes never stayed on me for a moment. She changed, and changed again.Her smile terrifies me now more than the indifference she's had since she was seven years old.In the past, she just closed the door, but now she doesn't even let me approach the door. I don't think it will be possible for me to approach her anymore, or stay by her side.
Qian Yunyou, You, how many times I whispered this name, but it was never in front of her.
At 16, she left again.
However, I inexplicably believe that if I meet again, I still can't help but look at her secretly.She was like a flash of light, I would always catch her first glance, and then I couldn't look away.
At 21, I have graduated from Alice College.Because of the school, I got a dream job.Unbelievably, there are also girls chasing me.Some are beautiful or not, but none of them are as good as her. I really can't tell where they are not as good as her.
It was the summer when I was 21 years old, how many times I looked forward to it, and I finally passed her once.
Thank God for allowing me to meet her again.
I might be called a stalker, but I quietly followed her, really wanting to know what kind of job she is doing now, where she is going now, and whether she has a boyfriend.
I have followed her for a long time, and the cicadas are singing endlessly, from far to near, from near to far.
She finally stopped and I saw her turn around.
She was wearing a long white dress, and her hair grew long at some point, and she let it fall down casually.
She was beautiful, I always knew it, but I had never been so moved by seeing her.
She stared at me with dark red eyes, and there was no wave in her eyes.
I just looked at her stupidly, facing my first love that I had been secretly in love with for many years, I even forgot to say a word.
"Heh, is Lu Renjia here?" She laughed and said my name.She didn't wait for me to speak, and continued: "When I was six years old, I didn't take me seriously. When I was seven years old, I started to pay attention to me, but I was too cowardly to speak to me. When I was 15 years old, it happened that I met at the headquarters of Alice Academy, but still didn’t dare to talk to me. At the age of 16, I still sent me away helplessly.”
"Why..." Why remember me?And why do you know these things?
"Because you have a good appearance, I will keep all the handsome guys in my mind. Even if you have a passer-by name and a cowardly personality." She answered without thinking, with a calm face.
As expected of someone I like, only she would say that about me.Yeah, I've always been a wimp.
As if feeling that she was not strong enough, she continued: "Student Lu Renjia, we are destined to meet each other a few times, but next time you meet me, can you not use such a fiery gaze, and don't be like a stalker Follow me as well, okay?"
"That would make me want to put on high heels, take a whip and a candle, trample you under my feet, and abuse you."
...As expected of the person I like, he really is a pervert-level shaking S.
"However, thank you for always liking me. It's a pity~ I already have a boyfriend." She tugged at the corner of her skirt and smiled sweetly.
It was still a thunderbolt from the blue sky, and as soon as she finished speaking, I felt that my heart was finally broken into pieces.
She smiled and seemed satisfied to see my despair.
"Woo."
Suddenly, someone called her.
Her eyes lit up all of a sudden, and I followed her gaze.
The person who came should be her boyfriend, of course, he is a beautiful person, so gentle and refined.
He looked at me, seemed to think for a while, and then smiled.
I saw him holding her hand and looking at her dotingly: "Stop playing."
She smiled mischievously, and replied: "Okay, enough fun."
She stopped looking at me or saying hello to me.
The two walked away holding hands.
I understand what it feels like to feel ashamed.
Would she have stayed by my side if I hadn't been so cowardly?
Suddenly, I remembered that she smiled at me when she left the headquarters of Alice Academy.At first I thought it was an illusion, but now I realized that it was a contemptuous smile, just like looking at a hopeless person.No matter how nice I am, she won't like me.
God, please let me bury this hopeless love, this first love from seven to 21 years old.
Let me forget about her - Qian Yunyou.
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☆, episode [-]
It was the fourth year after leaving Alice Academy and also the fourth year after returning to Japan.
I counted, and it seemed that my 20th birthday was approaching.
A person can't get used to celebrating his birthday, but he is already tired of it.
I drew a mark on the calendar with a pen, and if the priest has not returned after this day, I will go look for him.Anyway, no matter how hard he hides, he can't hide from this world. I will definitely find him.
I still spend my days leisurely, working part-time and going shopping when I have nothing to do, and my small life is also very nourishing, but there is one more thing every day-packing my luggage.When I was looking for it, I wanted to turn over the whole world, so naturally I had to tidy up my luggage.
Finally, on my birthday, I bought myself a small cake, blew out the candles, made a wish, and swallowed a whole piece of cake wrapped in cream.Touching my chubby belly, I wiped my mouth and went out.
The door was closed quietly, and I sat on the steps of the door with my suitcase.Looking up, there are neither stars nor moon in the sky, how desolate!I looked at the big dark scene, sighed faintly, and took out my mobile phone from my pocket, a large number was displayed on the screen: 【23:57】.
In another 3 minutes, I will no longer wait for you blindly.
I've had enough of waiting.
The night breeze was cool, and there were small voices coming from the neighbor's house next door, and there seemed to be a dog howling in the depths of the street.
With cold fingertips, I gripped the phone tightly and hummed a little tune softly, as a farewell to this last wait.
I just started this song, and my phone vibrated suddenly, which was really disappointing. I looked at the caller ID very unhappy: [Ai Xiaolun].
What is this NPC doing calling me at night?
I picked it up without thinking, and suddenly heard "Happy Birthday" without any emotion in my ear.
I froze for a while, confirmed that the voice belonged to Allen, and said, "Since when are you so free?"
"It doesn't take much time to make a phone call."
I was very unhappy, and responded coldly: "Have you counted the jet lag? Do you know what time it is here?"
"23:59."
Unexpectedly precise.
It was simply inexplicable, "Then you still pick this time!"
"If it wasn't for this time, I wouldn't have to fight."
"Yeah, you've learned how to be romantic. If you have this spare time, you might as well get a girlfriend."
"……Ugh."
"Hey, why are you sighing. Are you broken in love?"
"No, I'm just thinking, I've done my best to you two."
"Huh? You two...are..."
Halfway through the speech, I lowered my hand.At some point, a strange person appeared under the streetlight diagonally ahead.He couldn't help panting heavily, and after a long time, he managed to calm his breathing, and raised his head to look at me.
The warm light envelops his face, so strange eyebrows, so strange eyes.
He murmured: "Catch up..."
Looking down at the phone screen, it was already past zero, I stood up abruptly, threw the phone towards him, and cursed fiercely: "Bastard, why didn't you catch up!"
"But you're still there, aren't you?" There was a sly smile on his face.
"If it wasn't for Alan, I would have left long ago! Could it be, you...!?"
"If I didn't do that, you wouldn't be able to stare at me like this now. So, forgive me, Woo." He walked towards me, and I realized that he was so tall, he seemed to be a head taller than me .
I used to guess what he looked like, but I didn't expect him to be so beautiful.
Oh I see……
Oh I see.
I really want to know, what kind of life did he live in those four years, what did he go through, why did he find me now?
However, no matter what, the person in front of me is him, my priest.
I suddenly felt so wronged, tears streaming down my face, I rushed up to hug him.
What the hands touch is a complete body, such a gentle body temperature, such a reassuring smell.
We can be together again, always, always.
The author has something to say:
☆、Extra three
We came to Alice Academy in the United States.
—Who are we, you ask?
--Ah.What do you say?
"Ailun, as the only original supporting role in the main text like a clue throughout the whole text, you help the hero and heroine to hold hands smoothly, but you are still single, and you even collided with a famous anime protagonist. How do you feel?"
"..."
It may be that my question was too sharp, and Alan's face turned black instantly.
Tsk tsk tsk, what a pity for such a pretty face.
He finally opened his mouth in a rage.
"what?"
"You are the only golden bachelor in the full text. The bachelor author is very interested in you. He specially added dramas for you in the episode, and now he specially invites me to interview you. Are you very touched?"
Si on the side snickered: "Pfft."
"How did you get in?"
"Why would you ask such a boring question?" I looked at him pretending to be surprised, and then smiled meaningfully, "There are very few people in this world who have no desires, and we just made use of these desires a little bit."
Then, I turned back to the topic, "However, what's surprising is: Brother Ai Lun, you definitely don't have any desire for women. You don't think you like...cough, men?"
Allen was furious, with serious consequences.
Look, the two of us were immediately grabbed by the back of our clothes and thrown out of the window.
I fell happily in the winter sky, the cold wind blowing me to the point of losing consciousness.
I thought optimistically: Fortunately, there is a pool below.
Allen leaned against the window and looked down at our falling figures.
When I saw him, I immediately shouted happily: "Ai Xiaolun! I've had enough of being gay, I still have to find a serious girl to marry. The author is very good! Happy Valentine's Day!!!"
"Snapped!"
Allen closed the window.
Falling and falling in the air, Si didn't know what magical ability he used to swim to my side.
He stretched out his big hand and hugged me into a warm embrace.
I hugged him back, laughed, and continued to yell, "Youjump, Ijump!"
"Oh, it's very appropriate, but we were thrown out."
"Whether he is voluntary or passive, in the final analysis, we both started to fall because of too much affection. With this fact, this line is applicable~" I calmly persuaded him with my three-inch tongue over him.
"Aren't you afraid?" Si looked at me.
"What's so scary about me, I'll be buried with you anyway after I die. It's a pity that it's not the past. At that time, if you die, you can kill two people." I looked at the pond below indifferently, and smiled, "Besides, no matter how envious and jealous the author is He is not willing to kill us."
"Do you feel that the time we fell seems to be a little longer?"
"Of course it's too long, otherwise how could the author add drama to us to show our affection?"
"It makes sense."
"I've always been a good girl with you..."
"Bang!" Halfway through the words, the two fell into the water, and the water splashed.
The water in winter is really bitterly cold.
I don't know how to swim, so I held my breath the whole time, relying entirely on Si to swim to the shore with my body.
My swimming skills are really good, and my bad idea of doing artificial respiration fell through.
"Although he is not dead, the pool water in winter is really..."
I shivered.
Two soaked chickens were sitting by the water, not ready to leave yet.
Because Si seemed to have something to say.
We who have the same body for ten years, even if we are separated, the tacit understanding accumulated day by day will never disappear.
At the risk of both of us having a cold, and not trusting others very much, I had to take care of each other, and quietly waited for him to speak.
This short wait will be the beginning of a great happiness.
I have this hunch.
The drenched chicken held the paw of the other drenched chicken in its paws, and I felt the need to stand up and look down at him.
I stood up immediately, and when I lowered my head, he happened to raise his head. We looked at each other for a while and smiled at the same time.
Oh, no, I was once again slightly moved by our tacit understanding.
Si pulled my hand over.
In the sparkling water, he lowered his head and kissed my ring finger.
With his left hand, he took out a sparkling diamond ring from his pocket.
"There is no wedding ceremony, and there will be no marriage registration, only this moment. Will you marry me, Yu?"
The heaven favored him and enveloped him with the most beautiful sunshine today.
The gentle eyebrows and eyes of the man in the warm sun reminded me of the cold voice of the boy in the past.
I want to engrave this picture in my heart, and it will never be erased in this life.
The wet hair was dripping with water.
I seem to have lost my voice because this is the first time we're officially getting married.
Si's first confession to me was when my soul was at its weakest point, and all my attention that day was on him breaking the agreement. When he was 20 years old, he finally found me, and we got together without any words.Afterwards, no matter how many times I confide my love language, the feeling of anticipation and anxiety has disappeared.
But marriage proposal is different, it is my only dream growing up: to marry a handsome man.
I calmed down.
If you don't put on airs when you propose, your husband will definitely get on top of you later.
This battle determines my future status in the family!
"Yeah." I nodded, looked into his eyes, and said reservedly: "I see that you are pitiful, and I am willing to marry you."
Sibie grinned twice.
Look, the two of us have such a tacit understanding that we can read minds almost anytime, anywhere.
Otherwise, how could this guy laugh like a fool?
I looked at him dissatisfied, brushed my long hair, which was wet like kelp, and snorted coldly and arrogantly.
So, this guy laughed even more.
Hey, hey, do you still want to propose marriage, or ask me to leave.
He immediately squeezed my left hand tightly and smiled.
The ring was put on the ring finger of my left hand, solemnly and solemnly.
This is a true lifetime agreement, not an easy promise when you were young.
With a hook on the corner of my mouth, I also conjured up a ring, and sat back, at eye level with him.
Don't underestimate me, since I am ready to be proposed, of course I am also prepared to propose.
I took his left hand: "I am willing to marry you, what about you? Will you marry me?"
Si didn't look surprised, and spit out the lines he had prepared.
"Meeting you is the greatest luck in my life, and marrying you is my greatest wish in my life."
I stared blankly at him and suddenly smiled.
Why am I not?
Immediately I couldn't wait to put the ring on his ring finger.
Yes, both rings are not too big, not too small, just right.
Staring at each other, it feels like an old married couple.
Time can dilute everything, but we love each other more and more deeply.
The joyful mood accumulated little by little, and I threw him down under me.
"They both have the name of husband and wife, how can there be no reality of husband and wife?"
Si stayed with me for ten years, but his conservative personality did not follow me at all.
We've held hands, embraced, kissed, and we're just one step away from doing what Si has been refusing to do—always refusing to do... me. ==
I have tried all kinds of seduction methods, including wearing XX pajamas, posing in XX positions, and touching certain places of someone.But it seems that "food and sex" is not valid on Si's side. In fact, I have doubted many times whether he does not have this function, but it seems to have it.
Even if it has this function, how do you know if its function is excellent if you haven’t tried it?I'm afraid that the kid under me may be the recipient of the attack.Just thinking about it is scary.
Immediately, the priest's face under me turned black.
The tacit understanding developed over the years really makes me love and hate. ==
Si proudly turned his head to one side, leaving me with a beautiful profile.
I said you didn't give me a hard lesson, such as the idea of turning me into a passionate wild X?
The same place, how can you be so shy! ?Learn more from me!
I stared angrily at his side face, wet forehead hair stuck to his face, long and curled eyelashes fluttering like butterfly wings, clean and delicate skin.
The anger flew away little by little, and the heartbeat climbed up little by little.
Putting his lips on his cheek, he turned his head back calmly, wrapped his arms around my body, and kissed me back.
Although it has never progressed to the last step, kissing has become a habit, and the skill has become more and more exquisite.
But the hardware still can't keep up, and my kissing skills are still not as good as his.
Feeling weak, I rolled over from him.
He successfully counterattacked.
His lips were close to my ears, and he murmured in my ear with a seductive voice: "It's your first time in the wild, are you sure you can do it? Don't kill a pig, let Allen upstairs hear you Clearly."
A blush crept up my cheeks.
I was wrong, this guy is not shy at all, just too sulky.
I was very disappointed and said: "It's better... to change to another place."
He licked my earlobe, and touched my body with his hands, which were hotter than usual.
But just hugged me.
Oh no, why would I feel disappointed! ?
Next, it was naturally Si who carried me back to my home in the United States.
It's time to touch, it's time to lick, it's time to kiss...
After a panting and crackling lights out, it was a quiet and peaceful night.
I can't disclose the specific plot with you, so I can only make a summary: If Si is involved in the foundation, it is definitely an attack.The proof is that I can't get out of bed at all right now.
My voice is also hoarse, which is very sad.
But I am very relieved to be separated from a certain group.And look forward to every night after that.
Without telling the priest, he whispered: ...Actually, after thinking about it carefully, his energy must be directly related to my previous seduction.After being provoked by me in various ways, the normal man who has been enduring until now, of course wants to vent his anger.
Puff puff puff, Si is so cute.
I snickered and then...
Uh... waist, my waist is so sore...
I'd better go to sleep. →_→
Finally, let’s make a beautiful summary—single dogs, happy Valentine’s Day! XDDDD
The author has something to say: Yu: The last article, why is our ending so funny?
Author: Because it is a side story, you guys are still very sad at the ending of the main text.Classmate Si didn't even know whether he was dead or alive, and it ended in an inexplicable way.By the way, your happy and happy life is all on the sidelines, not the main text.Moreover, even in the main text, the No.1 narrative cannot prove that this happiness is not a dream for you?
Yu: In fact, Si has disappeared, I have committed suicide or I have lost my mind?
Zuo: I think these two endings are in line with the situation. Logically, this should be the case. Si is not a god, and he can't decide his own life or death at all.I kinda want to write such a tragic story.But you don't want to see it either, do you?
Yu: If you sacrifice for me, even gods can do it.We will never be tragic.
Author: Don't show your affection on Valentine's Day, okay? QQ
Yu: Hmph. ╭(╯^╰)╮
You are so sure, but what is the ending between Si and You?Is that bit of happiness really a reality?Or is that just Yu's wish?
Author: I'd better stop writing tragedies, and torture myself, you, and priests.
The end of this story came to an abrupt end when Yu dragged his suitcase and left Alice Academy. After that, whether it is joy or sorrow, everything is unknown.
Although there is no tragic end, these three stories, except for the first one, are not necessarily true.
(Other nonsense posted on the post bar can be ignored, but this point should be emphasized. The wording of "Fanwai ≠ No. 1" in the main text is also very ambiguous)
It's so exciting to be able to change the serialization to completed! ! !
However, my hair is still short and broken, and I don't look like a girl at all, and I am still careless.
He confessed to me.
He broke the agreement.
"Si, the two of us are I going to disappear or are you going to disappear?"
Si has never lied to me, nor has he violated his agreement with me.Even if everyone in this world is against me, I still believe that Si will be by my side.
He will never lie to me.
So now he violates this agreement, unless we want to separate.
"Yu."
"..."
"We'll meet again."
"..."
I close my eyes, remember, think.It took a long time to come to a conclusion.
"...I'm going to disappear, right?"
"Do not……"
I interrupted him, and continued: "In order to keep me from disappearing, are you going to disappear for me?"
"..." He was silent, it should be tacit consent.
I chuckle.
Si, you are really another pure soul of mine.
Oh no, it's not that you are innocent, but that we have been together for too long, and we can guess each other's thoughts right away.
"Dong Dong" rhythmically, there was a knock on the door.
I couldn't move, I couldn't make a sound from my throat, so I just waited.
After a while, someone opened the door and came in.
He walked to my bedside, and I turned my head slightly to see, and sure enough, it was Allen.
He still had that sanctimonious look, squinting his eyes and smiling slightly.I hate his appearance the most, I always have a feeling of being seen through by him.
He has always been aware of my temper, and he didn't make any detours, just straight to the point and said: "Yu, your soul is going to disappear."
I couldn't speak, I could only stare at him.
My soul is going to disappear, of course I know it.
From the beginning when I controlled most of the sovereignty of the body, I have no way to control the body now, and there is no other possibility except that my soul is becoming weaker and weaker.One day, no, soon, I will disappear from this body, because Si's soul is becoming more and more adapted to my body.
The only way to keep my soul alive is to force Si out of my body.
Si is smarter than me, he probably knew about it a long time ago, but he didn't tell me, but when the time came, he had to say it, and he had to be cruel and separate from me.
"Yu, I've found a student who can pull Si's soul out of your body, and you just need to make a decision." Alan closed his smile, opened his eyes rarely, and continued to add: "This is the student who was killed by Si a year ago." Please me."
See, he predicted it a year ago.But how can he be sure whether his soul will disappear after leaving?
Can we still meet?
The warm liquid flowed down my face to my temples, and I cried because of him again, I don't know how many times.
"Yu. We'll meet again."
I heard his firm voice.
Si will never lie to me.
Tears wet the pillow.I nodded to Allen...
That night, Si and I talked all night.
The next day, Allen came to my room with the student who controlled the soul Alice.
When the student pulled Si's soul out of my body, I passed out.
When I woke up, I couldn't hear that voice again.
At night, I can already control my body.I stood by the window, pulling the curtains in a daze.
While in a coma, I vaguely heard Si's voice, so gentle and firm:
"Yu. When I confess to you, I don't want this sentence to be the end of us, but I hope it will be the beginning of beauty. Although this violates the agreement, I just want to use it to tie you, maybe it can't be seen on the surface, I'm actually pretty jealous."
"Yu, you are my girl."
--
Because there is no priest in my body, I am equivalent to losing Alice. On the third day, I left Alice Academy with big bags and small bags.
Before leaving, Alan exchanged all my savings at Alice College for US dollars.I thought about it and laughed, haha, I can also live the life of a nouveau riche.
I dragged my suitcase, looked at Alice Academy again carefully, and finally said to Allen: "Hurry up and marry a wife."
Satisfied to see Alan's face like eating shit, I think this parting is very pleasant.
Waving to him, I just bid farewell to my student days.
For some reason, I suddenly remembered that when I first came to Alice Academy, he told me not to hide it from him.What, in the end, he did a lot of things without telling me, even life-and-death matters, he has been, has been keeping it from me, and he shouldered it all by himself.
Behold, we are both alike from beginning to end, and owe neither to the other.
I laughed again.
Ah, I seem to have forgotten to say a word to him.
Oh, but I believe that one day I will be able to talk to him, face to face, to him.
- Si, I like you, always have.
Please don't blame me for imitating your confession.
-Complete-
The author has something to say:
☆, extra one
I'm Lu Renjia, I know this name is a spoof, but please don't laugh too loudly, because the author really can't think of a better name... Squat in the corner.
In fact, I really don't want to appear on the stage, but because the author asked me to, I had to evolve from the background to the No.1 narrative.
Because the author said that No.1 in the original text is called narrative, and everyone still doesn’t know much about the heroine’s external image, so I had to appear on the stage. The author picked it out from the crowd, or didn’t have a name before, and then came up with a name. The... broken thoughts.
I'd better start the narrative.
I met Qian Yunyou when I was 6 years old. She and I happened to study in the same class in the same elementary school.
The first time we met, in my impression, she was just a girl who was a little cuter than ordinary girls, but since she was of mixed race, it was not surprising.
She seemed to be smiling all the time, and her eyes were always shining.When talking to her, her eyes will always look at me, so clear that I can't see any impurities.
She always gets together with a group of girls and chats about things we guys don't know, but her laughter can always be heard ringing like silver bells.
She is a cheerful girl, I thought so at first.
When she was seven years old, she seemed to have changed a bit. She always stood alone in a daze. When someone called her, she also seemed to be unresponsive and answered a few words perfunctorily.
Sometimes, she stared at the window sill in a daze, and then suddenly giggled, or she suddenly spoke loudly in the middle of the class, and she became more and more strange. Of course, I am not the only one who thinks so.
The girls who were originally close to her stayed away from her as if they had greeted her.
She became a person, a lonely person...
Obviously so, but I never saw from her face the sadness or loneliness that she should have when she was alone. On the contrary, she seemed very comfortable and enjoyed being alone.
She became expressionless and rarely spoke.
It turns out that people do change. In just one year, the optimistic and cheerful woman became withdrawn.
Her grades have improved by leaps and bounds, but her popularity has plummeted. I still remember that in the fourth grade, the boys ranked them without telling the girls, and commented on the girls' appearance. Their comments to her were like this, "The face is not bad, but It's too weird."
This evaluation did not change until she left Japan.
I don't know when I started paying attention to her, but I haven't been able to say the words to keep her.
When I graduated from elementary school, someone discovered that I had Alice, so I was sent to Alice Academy.
I think I will never meet her again in this life, my first love will sink to the bottom of the sea forever.
Then, at 15 years old...
When I met her again, her eyes were still clear, like a child, and she seemed to be six years old again, her eyes were always full of smiles.She cut her long hair short and was still wearing men's clothes, so she couldn't tell she was a girl at all.
She smiled, smiling without warmth, somewhat similar to the seven-year-old's smile, yet far from it.
She seemed to have forgotten me. Even in a classroom, her eyes never stayed on me for a moment. She changed, and changed again.Her smile terrifies me now more than the indifference she's had since she was seven years old.In the past, she just closed the door, but now she doesn't even let me approach the door. I don't think it will be possible for me to approach her anymore, or stay by her side.
Qian Yunyou, You, how many times I whispered this name, but it was never in front of her.
At 16, she left again.
However, I inexplicably believe that if I meet again, I still can't help but look at her secretly.She was like a flash of light, I would always catch her first glance, and then I couldn't look away.
At 21, I have graduated from Alice College.Because of the school, I got a dream job.Unbelievably, there are also girls chasing me.Some are beautiful or not, but none of them are as good as her. I really can't tell where they are not as good as her.
It was the summer when I was 21 years old, how many times I looked forward to it, and I finally passed her once.
Thank God for allowing me to meet her again.
I might be called a stalker, but I quietly followed her, really wanting to know what kind of job she is doing now, where she is going now, and whether she has a boyfriend.
I have followed her for a long time, and the cicadas are singing endlessly, from far to near, from near to far.
She finally stopped and I saw her turn around.
She was wearing a long white dress, and her hair grew long at some point, and she let it fall down casually.
She was beautiful, I always knew it, but I had never been so moved by seeing her.
She stared at me with dark red eyes, and there was no wave in her eyes.
I just looked at her stupidly, facing my first love that I had been secretly in love with for many years, I even forgot to say a word.
"Heh, is Lu Renjia here?" She laughed and said my name.She didn't wait for me to speak, and continued: "When I was six years old, I didn't take me seriously. When I was seven years old, I started to pay attention to me, but I was too cowardly to speak to me. When I was 15 years old, it happened that I met at the headquarters of Alice Academy, but still didn’t dare to talk to me. At the age of 16, I still sent me away helplessly.”
"Why..." Why remember me?And why do you know these things?
"Because you have a good appearance, I will keep all the handsome guys in my mind. Even if you have a passer-by name and a cowardly personality." She answered without thinking, with a calm face.
As expected of someone I like, only she would say that about me.Yeah, I've always been a wimp.
As if feeling that she was not strong enough, she continued: "Student Lu Renjia, we are destined to meet each other a few times, but next time you meet me, can you not use such a fiery gaze, and don't be like a stalker Follow me as well, okay?"
"That would make me want to put on high heels, take a whip and a candle, trample you under my feet, and abuse you."
...As expected of the person I like, he really is a pervert-level shaking S.
"However, thank you for always liking me. It's a pity~ I already have a boyfriend." She tugged at the corner of her skirt and smiled sweetly.
It was still a thunderbolt from the blue sky, and as soon as she finished speaking, I felt that my heart was finally broken into pieces.
She smiled and seemed satisfied to see my despair.
"Woo."
Suddenly, someone called her.
Her eyes lit up all of a sudden, and I followed her gaze.
The person who came should be her boyfriend, of course, he is a beautiful person, so gentle and refined.
He looked at me, seemed to think for a while, and then smiled.
I saw him holding her hand and looking at her dotingly: "Stop playing."
She smiled mischievously, and replied: "Okay, enough fun."
She stopped looking at me or saying hello to me.
The two walked away holding hands.
I understand what it feels like to feel ashamed.
Would she have stayed by my side if I hadn't been so cowardly?
Suddenly, I remembered that she smiled at me when she left the headquarters of Alice Academy.At first I thought it was an illusion, but now I realized that it was a contemptuous smile, just like looking at a hopeless person.No matter how nice I am, she won't like me.
God, please let me bury this hopeless love, this first love from seven to 21 years old.
Let me forget about her - Qian Yunyou.
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☆, episode [-]
It was the fourth year after leaving Alice Academy and also the fourth year after returning to Japan.
I counted, and it seemed that my 20th birthday was approaching.
A person can't get used to celebrating his birthday, but he is already tired of it.
I drew a mark on the calendar with a pen, and if the priest has not returned after this day, I will go look for him.Anyway, no matter how hard he hides, he can't hide from this world. I will definitely find him.
I still spend my days leisurely, working part-time and going shopping when I have nothing to do, and my small life is also very nourishing, but there is one more thing every day-packing my luggage.When I was looking for it, I wanted to turn over the whole world, so naturally I had to tidy up my luggage.
Finally, on my birthday, I bought myself a small cake, blew out the candles, made a wish, and swallowed a whole piece of cake wrapped in cream.Touching my chubby belly, I wiped my mouth and went out.
The door was closed quietly, and I sat on the steps of the door with my suitcase.Looking up, there are neither stars nor moon in the sky, how desolate!I looked at the big dark scene, sighed faintly, and took out my mobile phone from my pocket, a large number was displayed on the screen: 【23:57】.
In another 3 minutes, I will no longer wait for you blindly.
I've had enough of waiting.
The night breeze was cool, and there were small voices coming from the neighbor's house next door, and there seemed to be a dog howling in the depths of the street.
With cold fingertips, I gripped the phone tightly and hummed a little tune softly, as a farewell to this last wait.
I just started this song, and my phone vibrated suddenly, which was really disappointing. I looked at the caller ID very unhappy: [Ai Xiaolun].
What is this NPC doing calling me at night?
I picked it up without thinking, and suddenly heard "Happy Birthday" without any emotion in my ear.
I froze for a while, confirmed that the voice belonged to Allen, and said, "Since when are you so free?"
"It doesn't take much time to make a phone call."
I was very unhappy, and responded coldly: "Have you counted the jet lag? Do you know what time it is here?"
"23:59."
Unexpectedly precise.
It was simply inexplicable, "Then you still pick this time!"
"If it wasn't for this time, I wouldn't have to fight."
"Yeah, you've learned how to be romantic. If you have this spare time, you might as well get a girlfriend."
"……Ugh."
"Hey, why are you sighing. Are you broken in love?"
"No, I'm just thinking, I've done my best to you two."
"Huh? You two...are..."
Halfway through the speech, I lowered my hand.At some point, a strange person appeared under the streetlight diagonally ahead.He couldn't help panting heavily, and after a long time, he managed to calm his breathing, and raised his head to look at me.
The warm light envelops his face, so strange eyebrows, so strange eyes.
He murmured: "Catch up..."
Looking down at the phone screen, it was already past zero, I stood up abruptly, threw the phone towards him, and cursed fiercely: "Bastard, why didn't you catch up!"
"But you're still there, aren't you?" There was a sly smile on his face.
"If it wasn't for Alan, I would have left long ago! Could it be, you...!?"
"If I didn't do that, you wouldn't be able to stare at me like this now. So, forgive me, Woo." He walked towards me, and I realized that he was so tall, he seemed to be a head taller than me .
I used to guess what he looked like, but I didn't expect him to be so beautiful.
Oh I see……
Oh I see.
I really want to know, what kind of life did he live in those four years, what did he go through, why did he find me now?
However, no matter what, the person in front of me is him, my priest.
I suddenly felt so wronged, tears streaming down my face, I rushed up to hug him.
What the hands touch is a complete body, such a gentle body temperature, such a reassuring smell.
We can be together again, always, always.
The author has something to say:
☆、Extra three
We came to Alice Academy in the United States.
—Who are we, you ask?
--Ah.What do you say?
"Ailun, as the only original supporting role in the main text like a clue throughout the whole text, you help the hero and heroine to hold hands smoothly, but you are still single, and you even collided with a famous anime protagonist. How do you feel?"
"..."
It may be that my question was too sharp, and Alan's face turned black instantly.
Tsk tsk tsk, what a pity for such a pretty face.
He finally opened his mouth in a rage.
"what?"
"You are the only golden bachelor in the full text. The bachelor author is very interested in you. He specially added dramas for you in the episode, and now he specially invites me to interview you. Are you very touched?"
Si on the side snickered: "Pfft."
"How did you get in?"
"Why would you ask such a boring question?" I looked at him pretending to be surprised, and then smiled meaningfully, "There are very few people in this world who have no desires, and we just made use of these desires a little bit."
Then, I turned back to the topic, "However, what's surprising is: Brother Ai Lun, you definitely don't have any desire for women. You don't think you like...cough, men?"
Allen was furious, with serious consequences.
Look, the two of us were immediately grabbed by the back of our clothes and thrown out of the window.
I fell happily in the winter sky, the cold wind blowing me to the point of losing consciousness.
I thought optimistically: Fortunately, there is a pool below.
Allen leaned against the window and looked down at our falling figures.
When I saw him, I immediately shouted happily: "Ai Xiaolun! I've had enough of being gay, I still have to find a serious girl to marry. The author is very good! Happy Valentine's Day!!!"
"Snapped!"
Allen closed the window.
Falling and falling in the air, Si didn't know what magical ability he used to swim to my side.
He stretched out his big hand and hugged me into a warm embrace.
I hugged him back, laughed, and continued to yell, "Youjump, Ijump!"
"Oh, it's very appropriate, but we were thrown out."
"Whether he is voluntary or passive, in the final analysis, we both started to fall because of too much affection. With this fact, this line is applicable~" I calmly persuaded him with my three-inch tongue over him.
"Aren't you afraid?" Si looked at me.
"What's so scary about me, I'll be buried with you anyway after I die. It's a pity that it's not the past. At that time, if you die, you can kill two people." I looked at the pond below indifferently, and smiled, "Besides, no matter how envious and jealous the author is He is not willing to kill us."
"Do you feel that the time we fell seems to be a little longer?"
"Of course it's too long, otherwise how could the author add drama to us to show our affection?"
"It makes sense."
"I've always been a good girl with you..."
"Bang!" Halfway through the words, the two fell into the water, and the water splashed.
The water in winter is really bitterly cold.
I don't know how to swim, so I held my breath the whole time, relying entirely on Si to swim to the shore with my body.
My swimming skills are really good, and my bad idea of doing artificial respiration fell through.
"Although he is not dead, the pool water in winter is really..."
I shivered.
Two soaked chickens were sitting by the water, not ready to leave yet.
Because Si seemed to have something to say.
We who have the same body for ten years, even if we are separated, the tacit understanding accumulated day by day will never disappear.
At the risk of both of us having a cold, and not trusting others very much, I had to take care of each other, and quietly waited for him to speak.
This short wait will be the beginning of a great happiness.
I have this hunch.
The drenched chicken held the paw of the other drenched chicken in its paws, and I felt the need to stand up and look down at him.
I stood up immediately, and when I lowered my head, he happened to raise his head. We looked at each other for a while and smiled at the same time.
Oh, no, I was once again slightly moved by our tacit understanding.
Si pulled my hand over.
In the sparkling water, he lowered his head and kissed my ring finger.
With his left hand, he took out a sparkling diamond ring from his pocket.
"There is no wedding ceremony, and there will be no marriage registration, only this moment. Will you marry me, Yu?"
The heaven favored him and enveloped him with the most beautiful sunshine today.
The gentle eyebrows and eyes of the man in the warm sun reminded me of the cold voice of the boy in the past.
I want to engrave this picture in my heart, and it will never be erased in this life.
The wet hair was dripping with water.
I seem to have lost my voice because this is the first time we're officially getting married.
Si's first confession to me was when my soul was at its weakest point, and all my attention that day was on him breaking the agreement. When he was 20 years old, he finally found me, and we got together without any words.Afterwards, no matter how many times I confide my love language, the feeling of anticipation and anxiety has disappeared.
But marriage proposal is different, it is my only dream growing up: to marry a handsome man.
I calmed down.
If you don't put on airs when you propose, your husband will definitely get on top of you later.
This battle determines my future status in the family!
"Yeah." I nodded, looked into his eyes, and said reservedly: "I see that you are pitiful, and I am willing to marry you."
Sibie grinned twice.
Look, the two of us have such a tacit understanding that we can read minds almost anytime, anywhere.
Otherwise, how could this guy laugh like a fool?
I looked at him dissatisfied, brushed my long hair, which was wet like kelp, and snorted coldly and arrogantly.
So, this guy laughed even more.
Hey, hey, do you still want to propose marriage, or ask me to leave.
He immediately squeezed my left hand tightly and smiled.
The ring was put on the ring finger of my left hand, solemnly and solemnly.
This is a true lifetime agreement, not an easy promise when you were young.
With a hook on the corner of my mouth, I also conjured up a ring, and sat back, at eye level with him.
Don't underestimate me, since I am ready to be proposed, of course I am also prepared to propose.
I took his left hand: "I am willing to marry you, what about you? Will you marry me?"
Si didn't look surprised, and spit out the lines he had prepared.
"Meeting you is the greatest luck in my life, and marrying you is my greatest wish in my life."
I stared blankly at him and suddenly smiled.
Why am I not?
Immediately I couldn't wait to put the ring on his ring finger.
Yes, both rings are not too big, not too small, just right.
Staring at each other, it feels like an old married couple.
Time can dilute everything, but we love each other more and more deeply.
The joyful mood accumulated little by little, and I threw him down under me.
"They both have the name of husband and wife, how can there be no reality of husband and wife?"
Si stayed with me for ten years, but his conservative personality did not follow me at all.
We've held hands, embraced, kissed, and we're just one step away from doing what Si has been refusing to do—always refusing to do... me. ==
I have tried all kinds of seduction methods, including wearing XX pajamas, posing in XX positions, and touching certain places of someone.But it seems that "food and sex" is not valid on Si's side. In fact, I have doubted many times whether he does not have this function, but it seems to have it.
Even if it has this function, how do you know if its function is excellent if you haven’t tried it?I'm afraid that the kid under me may be the recipient of the attack.Just thinking about it is scary.
Immediately, the priest's face under me turned black.
The tacit understanding developed over the years really makes me love and hate. ==
Si proudly turned his head to one side, leaving me with a beautiful profile.
I said you didn't give me a hard lesson, such as the idea of turning me into a passionate wild X?
The same place, how can you be so shy! ?Learn more from me!
I stared angrily at his side face, wet forehead hair stuck to his face, long and curled eyelashes fluttering like butterfly wings, clean and delicate skin.
The anger flew away little by little, and the heartbeat climbed up little by little.
Putting his lips on his cheek, he turned his head back calmly, wrapped his arms around my body, and kissed me back.
Although it has never progressed to the last step, kissing has become a habit, and the skill has become more and more exquisite.
But the hardware still can't keep up, and my kissing skills are still not as good as his.
Feeling weak, I rolled over from him.
He successfully counterattacked.
His lips were close to my ears, and he murmured in my ear with a seductive voice: "It's your first time in the wild, are you sure you can do it? Don't kill a pig, let Allen upstairs hear you Clearly."
A blush crept up my cheeks.
I was wrong, this guy is not shy at all, just too sulky.
I was very disappointed and said: "It's better... to change to another place."
He licked my earlobe, and touched my body with his hands, which were hotter than usual.
But just hugged me.
Oh no, why would I feel disappointed! ?
Next, it was naturally Si who carried me back to my home in the United States.
It's time to touch, it's time to lick, it's time to kiss...
After a panting and crackling lights out, it was a quiet and peaceful night.
I can't disclose the specific plot with you, so I can only make a summary: If Si is involved in the foundation, it is definitely an attack.The proof is that I can't get out of bed at all right now.
My voice is also hoarse, which is very sad.
But I am very relieved to be separated from a certain group.And look forward to every night after that.
Without telling the priest, he whispered: ...Actually, after thinking about it carefully, his energy must be directly related to my previous seduction.After being provoked by me in various ways, the normal man who has been enduring until now, of course wants to vent his anger.
Puff puff puff, Si is so cute.
I snickered and then...
Uh... waist, my waist is so sore...
I'd better go to sleep. →_→
Finally, let’s make a beautiful summary—single dogs, happy Valentine’s Day! XDDDD
The author has something to say: Yu: The last article, why is our ending so funny?
Author: Because it is a side story, you guys are still very sad at the ending of the main text.Classmate Si didn't even know whether he was dead or alive, and it ended in an inexplicable way.By the way, your happy and happy life is all on the sidelines, not the main text.Moreover, even in the main text, the No.1 narrative cannot prove that this happiness is not a dream for you?
Yu: In fact, Si has disappeared, I have committed suicide or I have lost my mind?
Zuo: I think these two endings are in line with the situation. Logically, this should be the case. Si is not a god, and he can't decide his own life or death at all.I kinda want to write such a tragic story.But you don't want to see it either, do you?
Yu: If you sacrifice for me, even gods can do it.We will never be tragic.
Author: Don't show your affection on Valentine's Day, okay? QQ
Yu: Hmph. ╭(╯^╰)╮
You are so sure, but what is the ending between Si and You?Is that bit of happiness really a reality?Or is that just Yu's wish?
Author: I'd better stop writing tragedies, and torture myself, you, and priests.
The end of this story came to an abrupt end when Yu dragged his suitcase and left Alice Academy. After that, whether it is joy or sorrow, everything is unknown.
Although there is no tragic end, these three stories, except for the first one, are not necessarily true.
(Other nonsense posted on the post bar can be ignored, but this point should be emphasized. The wording of "Fanwai ≠ No. 1" in the main text is also very ambiguous)
It's so exciting to be able to change the serialization to completed! ! !
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