leaning on bamboo at sunset

Yin Xiuzhu approached him little by little as if he had been bewitched.

He was defenseless, wide open, and seemed a little nervous - the lowered eyelashes fluttered, and the teeth were nibbling on the lower lip.

Yin Xiuzhu wanted to kiss his lips, and wanted to taste the taste of his lips seriously.The touch of the day is still lingering in his mind, soft and cool, like clouds in the sky, they will turn into water droplets when touched, penetrate into his internal organs, and water his dry soul.

Why bear it?

He likes Qi Mu, relies on him, loves him, and cherishes him.No one in this world likes him more than him, and no one needs him more than him.

Qi Mu is his, and he only has Qi Mu.

What is there to hesitate about?Kiss him, possess him, brand your mark on him, make him yours forever.His life is lit by him, and he desires him more than anything else.

Yin Xiuzhu held down his shoulder and got closer and closer to him. With just a little impulse, he could touch the person he misses day and night.

Qi Mu, Qi Mu, Qi Mu.

How to call his name is not enough, the feeling of wanting him is getting stronger day by day.

That being the case...

"Take it easy..." Qi Mu whispered with his eyes closed.

He was flustered, his heart was beating so fast, it was so fast that his brain was not getting enough blood supply!He has suffered many beatings at such a big age, not to mention Comrade Old Qi's iron fist, just fighting with his peers, there are too many to count.Others only look at the tyrants and tyrants who are omnipotent, but they don't think about fighting, how can there be no disadvantages?Even if you win, you will have to eat a few times.

Qi Mu wanted to save face and suffer, he never said a word, with a thick-skinned appearance.But in fact, he is sensitive to pain and is very afraid of pain. After being beaten, he often hides in the house and moans, as pitiful as he can be.

So let him be beaten straight up, and it would be a lie to say that he is not nervous!This is Yin Xiuzhu, other people... Even Comrade Dashan, if you want to beat him, you have to chase him upstairs and downstairs for half an hour!

Qi Mu was not only nervous, but also felt very uncomfortable.He made his best friend like this, and he felt uncomfortable; Yin Xiuzhu was really angry with him, and he felt even worse; Yin Xiuzhu, who was so good-tempered like cotton candy, was about to beat him up, and he felt even worse!

Maybe there are some other emotions mixed under these discomforts, such as grievances.

But Qi Mu won't admit it, a man named Tofu, it's okay to pretend to be pitiful and wronged on weekdays, but to make him really pitiful and wronged, it's better to punch him unconscious.

Qi Mu felt a weight on his shoulders, and became even weaker: "...don't slap your face."

These two sentences woke Yin Xiuzhu up. He was hot-headed, but he still retained a trace of reason.

"Slap in the face?" His voice was hoarse.

Qi Mu still closed his eyes tightly, but puffed out his chest: "Except for the face, you can hit anywhere else, mainly because you are afraid that my dad will see me. When my dad sees me fighting with others, he beats me first indiscriminately, and I beat him again." But he... so don't slap your face, you can do whatever you want." At the end, his voice trembled.

Yin Xiuzhu still couldn't react: "Why did I hit you?"

Qi Mu's eyes narrowed, and he glanced at Yin Xiuzhu quietly. Seeing his condensed expression, he closed his eyes guiltily: "I... I didn't kiss you on purpose."

Yin Xiuzhu: "..."

Qi Mu's voice was as low as that of a mosquito: "Don't be angry, I will apologize to you, I will do whatever you want, I will never resist..."

The heat that had been suppressed with great effort rushed up again—he could do whatever he wanted?He wanted to kiss him, to hug him, to possess him through and through.

Qi Mu secretly looked at him, and said softly, "Yin Xiuzhu, don't be angry with me, okay?"

His voice was very soft, like that meowing kitten, looking at him pitifully with a pair of clear and ignorant eyes.

Not to mention that Yin Xiuzhu was not angry at all, even if he was really angry, at this moment, there was no anger at all, only a soft heart remained.

"I'm not angry." Yin Xiuzhu lowered his eyes and clenched his fists.

Qi Mu was very uncertain: "Since I kissed you, you have been keeping a cold face..."

Why can he put kisses on his lips so easily?Why can he say it without hesitation?Because don't care?

Yin Xiuzhu breathed slightly, and said, "I just feel a little ashamed."

Qi Mu: "Shame?"

Yin Xiuzhu calmed down and said, "I don't like public places. I feel bad for making such a big commotion in the supermarket, and my classmates saw it."

Qi Mu said anxiously: "It's okay, Pang Liang and Jiang Manman didn't see us kissing."

Yin Xiuzhu turned to look at him, his black eyes flickered, his thin lips were tightly pressed, almost bloodless.

Qi Mu came to his senses—damn, he is such a stinky idiot, whoever he is when he doesn't mention it!

"Anyway, I'm not good today, I'm frizzy!" He said sincerely, "I didn't mean it. You know that I'm most afraid of your discomfort. If I make anyone angry, I don't want to make you angry."

Accompanied by his crisp voice, every word flowed into his heart like fine nectar, making his mouth full of sweetness.

Yin Xiuzhu breathed a sigh of relief, and said in a gentle voice, "I won't be angry with you."

Qi Mu looked at him: "Really?"

Yin Xiuzhu looked into his heart with a glance, seeing it too clearly and clearly, so his mouth was sweet and bitter: "No matter what you do, I will never be angry with you." How could he be angry with him.No one would be angry with the baby they have cherished for more than ten years.

Qi Mu stared at him for a while, and finally heaved a sigh of relief after finding that he didn't seem to be lying.

"If you are unhappy, you must tell me, don't hide it." Qi Mu said to him.

Yin Xiuzhu could only hide it, he nodded: "Yeah."

"You must not lie to me."

Yin Xiuzhu: "Okay."

Qi Mu's heart finally fell to the ground, not afraid that Yin Xiuzhu would break up with him.

The two of them stood at the door for a long time, when Guigui heard the movement, came out and wrapped around Qi Mu's legs to act coquettishly.

Qi Balong, Yan Dayue, bent down to pick up the little thing, and poked the tip of its nose: "Little villain, do you miss brother?"

Guigui liked him very much and licked his fingertips.

Qi Mu was naturally ticklish, so when he was licked by the tip of its tongue with small barbs, he immediately laughed out loud: "It's so itchy."

He also greeted Yin Xiuzhu: "Come and try, it's really itchy."

He pinched his fingers, wanting the kitten to lick him, but he was very ticklish - this made Yin Xiuzhu's heart itch even more.

Yin Xiuzhu said: "I'll go change my clothes first."

Qi Mu teased the kitten and said, "Okay..."

When Yin Xiuzhu came down, Qi Mu was already hugging the kitten. Seeing Yin Xiuzhu coming down, he showed off, "Look how much it likes me, and keeps licking me."

Seeing him being panted by the kitten, Yin Xiuzhu: "..." Sure enough, cats are very annoying.

"It must be hungry." Yin Xiuzhu ruthlessly pierced Guigui's tricks.

"That's right!" Qi Mu picked up the little guy and asked it, "Are you hungry?"

If Guigui knows a fart, he knows meow.

Qi Mu looked like he understood, and shouted without turning his head: "Brother Yin, we want to eat!"

Brother Yin's feet were empty and he almost fell on the stairs.

Qi Mu heard the movement, and turned to look at him: "What's wrong?"

Yin Xiuzhu's ears were reddish: "It's okay."

Qi Mu turned his head and continued to tease the cats. This person and the cat talked differently, but they were very harmonious.

Probably because they have the same attributes—they are all too cute.

Guigui was really hungry. After the cat food was in place, he groaned and groaned, his little tail swiped and swiped on the ground, like a puppy.

Qi Mu looked at it for a while, then asked, "Is the cat food delicious?"

Yin Xiuzhu couldn't hold back and laughed out loud.

Qi Mu was eager to defend: "This color is very similar to chocolate...and Guigui tastes so delicious."

Yin Xiuzhu stood up and said, "I'll cook, and I'll be able to eat in a while."

Qi Mu is indeed hungry, a boy of this age is just growing up, he can't wait to eat six meals a day!

Qi Mu hesitated for a moment, and said, "My dad..."

At this moment, the phone rang, and Qi Mu was startled for a moment before realizing that it was his phone.

"I'm still not used to this new thing." Qi Mu went into his coat to check his phone.

It was Qi Dashan who called, and as soon as Qi Mu answered the phone, his father said: "Are you going home tonight?"

Qi Mu's eyes lit up: "Can I stay for another night?"

Qi Dashan: "You can live here if you want. I have a meeting with your mother tonight, so I may go back later."

Qi Mu was happy: "Then I won't go home, I'll stay here with Yin Xiuzhu."

Qi Dashan told him: "Don't just play around, but do your homework!"

It was only then that Qi Mu remembered that there was still homework, and hurriedly said: "Don't worry, I promise to complete the task." With the little bamboo around, why should he worry about his homework?

After hanging up the phone, Qi Mu saw Yin Xiuzhu standing there blankly.

"My dad said I could stay here tonight."

"Oh..." Yin Xiuzhu turned around and went to the kitchen, his voice was calm, his back was handsome, but he was a bit on the same side...

Qi Mu rushed to him in a swish: "Aren't you happy?"

He bent down and had to look at Yin Xiuzhu's face. Yin Xiuzhu could hide the joy in his eyes but couldn't hide the raised corners of his mouth.

Qi Mu: "Laugh if you want!"

Yin Xiu showed him a bright smile.

Qi Mu: "!"

He touched his nose and thought: No wonder he is so popular, Yin Xiuzhu is really invincibly handsome!

"I'll cook." Yin Xiuzhu was so young that he couldn't even hide the joy in his voice: he could stay for another night, and Qi Mu would stay here for another night.His birthday this year was so beautiful.

After the two had dinner, Qi Mu pestered Yin Xiuzhu to do his homework.

Yin Xiuzhu also said: "Next time I have to write it myself."

Qi Mu nodded like pecking rice, and made a promise like those professional coaxers: "Next time I will definitely come by myself."

After finishing speaking, he eagerly pressed Yin Xiuzhu's shoulders. Yin Xiuzhu was afraid that he would be so close, but he was reluctant to let him go—fortunately, he could do these homework well without using his brain.

It was still early after finishing homework, Qi Mu wanted to watch TV, and accidentally swept something to the ground while looking for the remote control.

Qi Mu bent down to pick it up, and almost threw it away after picking it up.

Yin Xiuzhu came over with hot cocoa and saw it at a glance.

Qi Mu said with a dry smile, "Xu Xiaoming left this thing behind."

He was holding a disc in his hand, on the cover was a posing blonde beauty, dressed in bad clothes, saying that the cloth was wronged by the cloth.

Qi Mu held it, he didn't know where to put his hands, and thinking about the contents inside, he was so embarrassed that he died.

The stark contrast between white and black bodies still lingers in his mind.

Yin Xiuzhu glanced at him quickly, the hand holding the plate couldn't help but his knuckles were turning white.

Qi Mu saw it, and his heart skipped a beat: It's broken, it must make Yin Xiuzhu unhappy again.

Anyone who watched this film would feel uncomfortable, plus he accidentally kissed him before, thinking about it, Yin Xiuzhu must be even more unhappy.

Qi Mu quickly clarified himself: "This movie is really disgusting."

Yin Xiuzhu was stunned, and a chill came to his heart.

Qi Mu said with a dry smile: "How can there be such a perverted person making this kind of film..."

Yin Xiuzhu couldn't make out a word of what he said behind him, he was hit in the chest by the words "disgusting" and "perverted", and it was difficult to breathe for a while.

"Okay," Qi Mu saw that his expression was not right, and quickly comforted him, "I'll break it up and throw it in the trash can outside, and you will never see it again."

Qi Mu turned around to leave, Yin Xiuzhu asked him: "Do you feel disgusted?"

"Of course." Qi Mu was afraid that he would still mind the kissing, so he said it crisply, "How could two men do that, it's simply perverted."

Every single word stabbed Yin Xiuzhu's heart like a knife.

"Yes..." Yin Xiuzhu's voice was very soft, as if all his strength had been exhausted, "It is indeed crazy."

Because of Yu Daiyun's relationship, Yin Xiuzhu was often called crazy when he was a child. Qi Mu hated these three words very much. He knew that Yin Xiuzhu also hated it, so he even said crazy now, which seems to be extremely disgusting.

Qi Mu felt uncomfortable, but he was even more afraid that Yin Xiuzhu would be sad, so he changed the subject and said, "Anyway, it has nothing to do with us, just throw it away."

nothing to do with us...

Yin Xiuzhu closed his eyes and replied, "Yes."

Qi Mu didn't even have his coat on, so he quickly took out the trash and threw it away. Afraid that the housekeeper would see it, he not only broke the disc, but even found a lighter, and burned the cover with a torch.

For some reason, Yin Xiuzhu's pale face and closed eyes always flashed in his mind.He seemed to be very uncomfortable, very painful, as if he had received a huge blow, and he was enduring it alone.

Annoyance surged up in Qi Mu's heart, he scratched his hair randomly: "Don't do this, I really didn't mean to bully you, it's just..." He muttered, his heart became even more confused.

In fact, there was a reason why he was so guilty and afraid of Yin Xiuzhu's anger.

When he fell, he saw Yin Xiuzhu under him. In fact, he could avoid his mouth by turning his head, but he didn't...

At that moment, looking at Yin Xiuzhu lying in the candy, he was full of thoughts about how beautiful he was, the scattered black hair was beautiful, the eyes slightly opened because of worry were beautiful, the bridge of the nose was beautiful, and the light-colored lips, Some were too thin, but reminded him of chocolate shortbread with pink frosting.

He wanted to taste shortbread.

Qi Mu slapped himself on the head and repeated in his heart: "Yin Xiuzhu is not a girl, Yin Xiuzhu is not a girl, Yin Xiuzhu is not a girl! You can't disrespect him like this!"

He cheered up, but in the deepest part of his heart, there was a trace of loss that he couldn't detect—why Yin Xiuzhu wasn't a girl, obviously when he saw him for the first time, he wanted to take care of him forever like his father took care of his mother.

When they returned to the house, neither of them mentioned the disc again.

Qi Mu hugged Guigui and watched cartoons for half an hour. At around ten o'clock, Yin Xiuzhu said, "I'm going to sleep."

Qi Mu was also absent-minded, nodded and said: "I'm asleep too."

They went upstairs together and went back to their respective rooms, Qi Mu didn't have the face to mention sleeping together again.

After all, Qi Mu still put on a show in his heart, took a bath, teased the cat, tossed and turned on the bed for a while, and then fell asleep.

On the other side, Yin Xiuzhu couldn't sleep all night.

He was uneasy and thankful, his heart ached like it was about to burst, but he also had a sense of gratitude that he was picked up after drowning.

It's a good thing that he didn't say anything, it's a good thing that he didn't do anything, it's a good thing that Qi Mu wasn't disgusted.

He didn't dare to think what would happen if Qi Mu hated him, stayed away from him, and never saw him again.Fear snaked up the soles of his feet like a poisonous snake, wrapping itself around his heart.

It's okay...it's okay...Yin Xiuzhu hugged the clothes in his arms tightly, and kissed them tremblingly: Fortunately, Qi Mu didn't know.

He fell asleep in a daze, having a dream he had never had before.

Since doing that thing and killing that man, Yin Xiuzhu has never had a dream related to it.

After that incident, Qi Dashan was very worried about Yin Xiuzhu's psychological state, so he arranged for a very professional psychological counselor to meet with Yin Xiuzhu regularly.

Yin Xiuzhu accepts his kindness and takes it seriously every time, and will not resist and will not be absent.

In fact, he was very aware of his situation, and what happened that day did not cause him any so-called psychological shadow.It is true that he has never seen so much blood, and he has never thought that he would kill, but he will not be afraid of it, let alone feel guilty about it.He would do it again.

He absolutely cannot tolerate someone trying to hurt Qi Mu.

Killing that man was a relief for Yin Xiuzhu, otherwise he would not be able to forgive himself.

So after such a long time, he never dreamed about that day, and never fell into the so-called nightmare that he couldn't let go of.

But tonight, he dreamed.It turned out that he still remembered the appearance of that man, clearly.

The evil in his eyes, the filth on his face, and the wretchedness of his body.

He got close to Qi Mu, Yin Xiuzhu's heart tightened, and he did the same thing as before.

He anxiously wanted to help Qi Mu up, but found that Qi Mu was awake.He opened his eyes and looked at him with a pair of big black eyes, as if looking at a stranger.

Yin Xiuzhu panicked, he explained: "I..."

"You are all the same." Qi Mu's beautiful eyes showed fear and disgust, "You are equally disgusting, the same is disgusting, you are all perverts, you are all neurotics!"

Yin Xiuzhu woke up suddenly, his whole body was drenched in cold sweat.

—He is the same as that man, yes, what is the difference between them?They all have such perverted thoughts, and they all want to hurt Qi Mu crazily.

He sat in the dark room, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses.

Dream, just a dream.

But the heart was gouged out.

Yin Xiuzhu shrank to the side of the bed, tightly hugging the clothes in his arms.You can't let Qi Mu hate you, you can't let him know, you can't lose him.

Yin Xiuzhu opened his eyes, and kept them open, as if the crazy beast in his heart would rush out when he closed his eyes, and do evil and crazy things.

After returning to school, Xu Xiaoming came up to talk to Qi Mu.

Qi Mu ignored him.

Xu Xiaoming noticed it: "Brother Mu, what's wrong with you? Brother Mu, you don't want me anymore?"

Qi Mu got angry when he saw him, if it wasn't for the bastard who took the damn film, why would Yin Xiuzhu be so nervous!

Xu Xiaoming had already forgotten about that matter, and Monk Zhanger couldn't figure it out, so he asked Fat Xueba during lunch, "What did I do, why did Qi Mu ignore me?"

Fang Xiaopang sneered: "You are such a noble person who forgets things too much."

Xu Xiaoming: "Speak human words!"

Fang Junqi: "Yin Xiuzhu's happy birthday was ruined by a G movie of yours."

"!" Xu Xiaoming hurriedly said to the crowd, "Hush your mother's voice!"

Fang Junqi: "Do you dare to let it go and not let people tell?"

Xu Xiaoming was about to die of anger: "I didn't do it on purpose!"

Fang Junqi scowled at him.

Xu Xiaoming really jumped into the Yellow River and couldn't wash himself away, he cursed: "Dong Jisheng is coming back soon, I will sacrifice him for Christmas!"

Fat Xueba checked that the time was almost up, and waved to him: "Come on, I'm going back to do the questions."

"Do the questions and do the questions." Xu Xiaoming said angrily, "You know how to do the questions."

Fang Junqi paused, and looked at him: "Do you think everyone is as carefree as you and Qi Mu?"

Xu Xiaoming frowned and asked, "Your family..."

Fang Junqi's face turned cold: "It's okay, I can make it through." After speaking, he turned and left.

Xu Xiaoming looked at Xiaopang's back, and felt very uncomfortable - but what can he do, he can't help with family affairs.

Fast forward to Christmas.

Xu Xiaoming customized a large stack of greeting cards, just waiting to cast a wide net to catch more fish.

Qi Mu was listless: "Are you tired?"

Xu Xiaoming didn't write as many words in a year as these few days, he said excitedly: "When I coax a girlfriend, you will know how tired I am."

Qi Mu tilted his head to look at him: "What's so good about a girlfriend?"

Xu Xiaoming stopped writing, and looked at him like a fool: "Is the good of a girlfriend enough?"

Qi Mu: "..." He really couldn't think of it.

Xu Xiaoming decided to give his brother Mu some science, and he pointed with his fingers: "If I have a girlfriend, then I will have love lunches in the morning, someone will deliver drinks when I play basketball, someone will accompany me when I eat, someone will play after class, and I can do homework together after school." , After finishing homework, we can spend time together..."

Qi Mu fell silent.

After counting, Xu Xiaoming realized the problem: "Brother Mu, you don't need a girlfriend, Yin Xiuzhu is enough." Ordinary girlfriends are not as good as Yin Xiuzhu!

Qi Mu felt irritable when he heard this, he said, "Don't compare him to a girl."

Xu Xiaoming leaned closer: "What's the matter with you two recently?"

They seem to be the same as usual, but who is Xu Xiaoming?People who have followed them for ten years can see the problem at a glance.

Qi Mu became angry when he thought about it, glanced at him, and thought: It's not your fault, I messed up a good birthday!

Xu Xiaoming persuaded Qi Mu: "Okay, don't be clinging to Yin Xiuzhu all the time, he is no longer the Bean Sprouts of the past, he is very popular now, if you hadn't stayed by his side all day long, he would have had several romances. "

Qi Mu was not happy to listen: "How did I become a goalkeeper?"

Xu Xiaoming changed the topic and said, "You should also try to have a girlfriend, it's very interesting."

The crying girl flashed through Qi Mu's mind, and he shook his head: "No, I'm in trouble."

Xu Xiaoming was busy with business, so he was perfunctory: "Then you will be with Yin Xiuzhu for the rest of your life!"