My bamboo horse can destroy the world

A nightmare without a source, endlessly repeating in his life, in countless corners, in countless scenes, he can still recall the picture of Song Lin dragging him to death in his dream.

Yan Chao didn't even dare to hear Song Lin's voice due to the overly stimulating senses, but even so...

In my heart, I still can't give up my love for Song Lin.

Maybe it's people's rebellious psychology, the more he can't do something, the more he wants to do it. Yan Chao didn't feel any degradation in love, but because every time he woke up from panic, he couldn't help it. The beautiful shadow in his memory emerged in his mind.

"He put a curse on you?" Song Lin felt very shocked after hearing it. Qu Yuanhan actually used this method when he didn't know?

"I dare not see you." Yan Chao hugged his head in pain, "Because I don't know whether I saw you, or the you in my dream who was about to let me die."

Song Lin looked at Yan Chao who was immersed in pain and couldn't extricate himself, and suddenly felt very sorry.

"But Song Lin..." Yan Chao opened his eyes, and Song Lin saw a firm look in the other's eyes, "Only because I like you, I will never give in like this no matter what."

Song Lin looked at Yan Chao, and unconsciously touched the imprinted marks on his neck with his fingers, knowing something.

"That coward..." Song Lin muttered softly, scorning Qu Yuanhan, but said to Yan Chao, "I will make Qu Yuanhan stop doing such dangerous things to you, but Brother Chao , there is one thing you must know, I don't like you, I don't have any feelings for you in love."

Now that he and Qu Yuanhan have planned to be together well, they are already lovers, or even husband and wife, and Qu Yuanhan must bear the corresponding responsibility for the things that Qu Yuanhan did wrong.

"Brother Chao, if you have complaints or anger, you can just send them to me directly, but only feelings, I can't accept your love for me, thank you very much for falling in love with me, it's my fault that I can't respond to you .”

Yan Chao's eyes were lowered, as if he was not surprised by this result. It should be that since seeing the marks on Song Lin's neck, Yan Chao knew that there was no hope for him.

Song Lin is not a person who is slaughtered by others, or his temper is so strong that anyone finds it difficult, but this kind of Song Lin is willing to be imprinted by another person who is so full of possessive and mark desires , he must have given permission to that person.

They have become true lovers.

"Liking you has become a habit in my life." Yan Chao is also unwilling, unwilling to lose out without even having a chance to compete.

"Then change it!" Song Lin said categorically, "I'm already in love with Qu Yuanhan, and I can take full responsibility for the wrong things he did to you. Brother Chao, you can hide from me or don't want to see me." Well, I can bear it no matter if you break off relations with me from now on, but I only hope that at least Brother Chao, you can forget about me and live a better life than anyone else!"

Their former small group is now torn apart. The real core of the two people, Brother Xiong, has found what he really wants to do and the family he wants to protect, but Brother Chao is still lost in this world and cannot extricate himself.

"Impossible." Yan Chao stretched out his hand to touch Song Lin's cheek, "I have been protecting you and waiting for you to grow up, but why did you become someone else's before you grew up?"

"Brother Chao, thank you very much. As long as you need it in the future, I will do my best, but this is the only thing I can't do." Song Lin grabbed Yan Chao's hand, not letting him Having this opportunity to meet him, "I already have a lover, Brother Chao, you are not a third party, and never will be."

Song Lin's refusal could not be more obvious. He will never give Yan Chao any hope. Impossible things will never be possible. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. He must let Yan Chao cut off all thoughts, Forget about him and look ahead.

"What if there is no Qu Yuanhan?" Yan Chao asked, "If there is no Qu Yuanhan, are you mine?"

"No." Song Lin raised his eyes decisively, "Because I never liked you."

From friends, from brothers, Song Lin likes Fu Shangxiong and Yan Chao more than anyone else, but from love, Song Lin never thinks about such issues.

Song Lin's eyes were filled with a certain light, and Yan Chao could always see such a look in these eyes, because he also liked Song Lin's emotion of going forward bravely and not being lost.

But Yan Chao also knew that there was no way for Song Lin to get rid of such notions about things that Song Lin did not approve of.

He likes such Song Lin, but is tortured by such Song Lin.

The person who falls in love first is the loser, and Yan Chao really felt the sadness in this.

Brother Chao is sad...

Song Lin felt that he had committed a heinous crime. Although he wished to soften his attitude and treat the person in front of him well, as long as he thought of the possible consequences, Song Lin could only curl his hands on his legs to control his mood to comfort him.

The atmosphere between the two fell into dead silence for an instant.

Song Lin's hands and feet felt cold, and he didn't know what to say or how to say it now.

However, when Song Lin was at a loss, Yan Chao stood up and left his seat.

Song Lin stood up immediately, and said to Yan Chao's back: "I have been admitted to a good university. Although it is a bit difficult now, it will be fine in the future. I will leave this city in two days. Brother Chao, you ..."

What exactly was he trying to say, Song Lin realized that he didn't know.

But Yan Chao's leaving footsteps did not stop because of any words of Song Lin. Song Lin lowered his eyes, looked down at his hands, and was at a loss.

Sha Shaya was watching a cartoon, but her ears suddenly pricked up. She heard Song Lin's voice coming back, but the footsteps sounded like she was in a bad mood, didn't she?

Sha Shaya stood up and went to open the door, but also froze when she saw Song Lin's expression outside, and suddenly didn't know what to say.

Because Song Lin's face was really ugly, as if he was about to explode.

Just as Sha Shaya felt, Song Lin suddenly exploded: "Qu Yuanhan, get out of here!"

what?

Sha Shaya looked up blankly at Song Lin with a fierce face, what's wrong?

When Qu Yuanhan came out of the house, Sha Shaya suddenly felt that Qu Yuanhan was not domineering at all, just like a primary school student who had not finished his homework facing the teacher, but Sha Shaya looked back Song Lin, whose eyes were burning like a ghost, quietly moved away and walked around Song Lin to the door and closed the door carefully.

Now she can go to rest and eat something and then come back and continue watching cartoons.

How could Qu Yuanhan not know why Song Lin was angry, but what he did would be discovered sooner or later, besides, he didn’t feel regretful at all, Song Lin was punished and punished, and now he was his It doesn't matter.

But this time...

Qu Yuanhan swallowed unconsciously, feeling that Song Lin was really angry.

Of course Song Lin was very angry, how could Song Lin not be angry, Qu Yuanhan dared to attack his brother behind his back?

As he walked, he clenched his fist and made a creaking sound with his fingers. It was obvious that Song Lin was really angry this time.

"Are you really arrogant? How dare you do tricks behind my back every day?!" Song Lin curled up the corners of his mouth with a half-smile, his expression was as dark as it could be, "You know that after I find out, there will be What kind of consequences? Do you regret what you did now?"

"I will do this again next time to get rid of my rival in love." Qu Yuanhan insisted.

"Huh? It seems that you don't plan to have a long memory at all?" Song Lin laughed angrily at Qu Yuanhan, and after laughing, he punched up, "If you don't beat you, have you forgotten your last name?" ?!"

Qu Yuanhan didn't hide, he didn't plan to hide, he didn't need to hide, because he didn't admit that it was wrong to do so.

"It's fine if you don't tell me all the time. You actually made it semi-permanent for others?!" Song Lin felt terrified just thinking about it, but this guy didn't know how to repent, "Don't do too much It's too much, you know that Brother Chao is a very important person to me."

"Because it's important, I didn't let him disappear." Qu Yuanhan, who had already been tripped by Song Lin and fell to the ground, clutched the back of his head that was hurt from the fall, "If it wasn't important, I would have let him die now. A place of burial."

"You..." Song Lin looked at Qu Yuanhan in shock. Indeed, to him, crushing a human being is as easy as crushing an ant. Of course, Qu Yuanhan would not care about anything. "I can't say anything about you, but you have to understand that the place you are now is still a place where human beings live. You must be clear about the most basic moral etiquette and communication skills."

"Even if I don't know, so what?" Qu Yuanhan asked, "This world is deformed and distorted, and it is a place that I will make up my mind to destroy. It is because of you that I have never done anything. Something to throw away?"

Song Lin was stunned, he found that he had no way to refute this logic, but the point is not here.

Song Lin took off his scarf in front of Qu Yuanhan, revealing the traces all over it: "Then how to explain this?"

Qu Yuanhan didn't speak.

"The logo of your things that you show others? So in your opinion, I am such a person who makes you feel insecure?" Song Lin pressed his palm directly on the ground next to Qu Yuanhan's ear, Song Lin Kneeling on his body and looking down at him, his eyes seemed to reflect light in the shadows, "So I have nothing to trust you, you are afraid that I will be easily taken away by others, so you can't wait Show that you belong?"

Song Lin didn't understand Qu Yuanhan's distrust.

This person is almost born like a proud son of heaven, arrogantly squandering everything. According to other destroyers, Ming Qu Yuanhan should be a person who is full of wantonness, but he is overly sensitive and stingy in this kind of matter .

This should be normal, but Song Lin has one thing that he wants Qu Yuanhan to know.

Now that he has identified him, he will never regret it. He will use his deep love to give Qu Yuanhan a complete sense of security, so that this group of glass dolls who look strong but are fragile can sit in peace. Exude the most dazzling beauty in the window.

But Qu Yuanhan's denial broke Song Lin's heart.

This guy not only doesn't trust him, but even doesn't trust anyone at all, but there are countless suspicions in the love that should be trusted with each other, which is a very painful and uncomfortable thing.

So what Song Lin wanted Qu Yuanhan to understand was not only his childishness in doing this, but also his intention not to be ignored and trampled by Qu Yuanhan.

"You are not confident, you can change it, but you must have the attitude to change it." Song Lin lifted Qu Yuanhan's collar and looked directly into those beautiful eyes, "I can give you a sense of security if you don't feel safe. Trust me and I will teach you what trust is. If you are afraid and hesitant, I can tell you that as long as I am alive, I will definitely stand by your side, but only you must have the attitude of changing!"

Otherwise, no matter how hard he tried, it would be futile in the end.

There were too many quarrels between lovers, and Song Lin also knew whether he could keep the promises he made when he was angry.

But the more he was angry, the more his words represented his truest attitude.

He hoped extremely that they could become the best couple who would fit in with each other and not be jealous.

Qu Yuanhan was lying on the ground, with the bruise on his cheek from Song Lin's punch, but Song Lin left.

He failed to answer Song Lin's words, so Song Lin left.

Inadvertently covering his eyes, Qu Yuanhan knew that the stronger he became, the more fragile he was.

If it is too rigid, it is easy to break.

Humans can really invent many interesting languages.

Could it be that he really did something wrong this time?

Song Lin found the little girl who was eating Kanto cooking in the small shop, and stretched out his hand to grab it: "Aren't you out of money? Then why do you still have money to eat snacks?"

"If I have money, it is my own money. You have no right to touch my money!" Sha Shaya immediately covered her small wallet, as if Song Lin was about to steal her things.

"Who wants your money!" Song Lin curled his lips in disdain, and stretched out his hand to grab Little Lolita's arm, "Let's go."

"Where are you going?" Shashaya was still confused.

"Didn't you always want to go home? Now I will take you home." Song Lin pulled Shasaya and started walking towards the bus station while walking.

"Really?" Sha Shaya's eyes suddenly lit up, obviously very happy, "You didn't lie to me!"

"I'm not lying." Song Lin curled his lips deliberately.

"Let's go home first? Shall we pack up?" Shasaya was still thinking about the clothes Song Lin and Kunhu prepared for herself in the room.

"Don't clean up, just go." Song Lin tugged on Sasaya's wrist, as if he was pulling a primary school student.

"Hey? What about Qu Yuanhan? You don't care about Qu Yuanhan?" Shasaya blinked her eyes in doubt, not knowing why.

"Do you want to go back or not?" Song Lin lowered his voice and asked Sasaya.

"Of course I want to!" Sasaya immediately followed Song Lin's pace, "Forget it, they are all broken things, I don't care if I have them or not!"

Apparently because of the happy appearance of the little loli who was able to go home immediately, Song Lin's mood finally improved a lot.

The two bought tickets together, went through the security check together, and sat in the waiting room together waiting for the train. Sha Shaya looked very excited.

"Don't look at me so pitifully, in fact, my family is considered a well-off family!" Sha Shaya said happily, "I can ask my parents to cook you something delicious when you go back."

"You like your parents so much, why do you want to destroy your parents' future because of a scumbag?" Song Lin asked intentionally or unintentionally.

"But my parents are very tired." Sha Shaya is holding a cute little water glass, which she just bought in the supermarket, "Seeing their exhausted life, don't you want to help them get rid of this pain? future?"

"Everyone lives like this, no one is special." Song Lin leaned back in his chair, squinting at Sha Shaya, "But everyone is working hard to survive, this is the best way to keep them alive Bar?"

"..." Sha Shaya bit the cup, "This is what I find most incomprehensible. Why do you have to live in this world after working so hard?"

"Of course you don't understand." Song Lin stretched out his hand and patted Sha Shaya's head, "Because everyone is exchanging 90.00% of the pain for the sweetness of the [-]%."

Sha Shaya was stunned: "You created this yourself?"

"I saw it from the chicken soup of life philosophy." Song Lin felt that what he said was quite right.

The two of them boarded the train together with their tickets. Sha Shaya looked around and found that there was no sign of Qu Yuanhan.

"Did you quarrel with Qu Yuanhan?"

"No."

"So you are unilaterally angry with him?"

"No."

"Then what happened to you two?"

It's unlikely that these two will quarrel, right?How much Qu Yuanhan hurt Song Lin was something anyone with a discerning eye could see.

Although Song Lin didn't show much, his love and respect for Qu Yuanhan can be seen in some small details.

In fact, thinking about it carefully, Sha Shaya is quite envious of the very intimate atmosphere between Song Lin and Qu Yuanhan.

"Something happened." Song Lin sighed, "I just don't know what to do with him. Now that I'm in this state, seeing him makes me angry, so I want to just be alone now."

"..." Sha Shaya was speechless, "You don't treat me as a human being at all?"

"You are a god!" Song Lin teased deliberately.

"However, I feel that if we go to sneak attack on Qu Yuanhan at this time, we might succeed!" Sha Shaya was eager to try when she mentioned this matter.

"I'm not here this time. Believe it or not, if Qu Yuanhan just thinks about it, it's gone right away?" Song Lin deliberately threatened, but as expected, Sha Shaya's back stiffened.

"You are such an annoying person!" Sha Shaya gritted her teeth at Song Lin, and Song Lin smiled unconsciously seeing such an expression on that cute little face. Very interesting.

"Is the brother and sister reconciled after their quarrel?" Suddenly, when the two were in harmony, a lovely voice came from the opposite side. Song Lin looked up and found that it was a young woman sitting opposite with a cute girl.

"That's right." Song Lin's expression finally stopped being so stiff. Although he didn't like children, he still accepted cute and well-behaved children.

"It's not good to quarrel." The little girl shook her head, "When my father and mother quarrel, my mother will hide and cry secretly. I don't want my mother to cry, so don't quarrel."

The little cutie's words made the cheeks of the young woman sitting on the seat blush suddenly: "What nonsense are you talking about!"

"It's not good to quarrel. After the quarrel, mother's cooking will be difficult to eat, and father won't eat, and I won't be able to eat either." The little girl said to Song Lin, and then stretched out her short hand to pat the young woman while she was dragging her. In Song Lin's hand, the small soft hand made Song Lin stunned for a moment, "The teacher said, to be a boy, you must be magnanimous, and you must give in to girls, so that there will be more girls in the future." If you like it, you will have many, many friends, and boys will definitely become more handsome!"

Song Lin was so coaxed by the little guy that he couldn't laugh or cry, so he could only reach out and pat the little guy's hand: "I know, brother knows."

"The teacher said, you have to apologize if you make a mistake." Probably because of the slurred speech, the little girl looked very cute when she spoke, biting her words hard, "But some people make mistakes and don't know, so the next to me people should remind him."

"That's right, you can't be a bad boy who allows his mistakes to continue!" Song Lin deliberately coaxed the child, and the young woman on the opposite side showed a very friendly smile to Song Lin.

"Then..." The little girl's soft voice sounded soft, with a hint of doubt rising, "Brother and sister quarreled, is brother wrong?"

"Huh?" Song Lin was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly something seemed to flash in his mind.