My bamboo horse can destroy the world
Chapter 37
The whole picture is infinitely good, the handsome boy has a disability, the slender figure of the simple boy in the wheelchair is still beautiful, the slightly taller boy is half kneeling on the ground, looking up at the boy in the wheelchair.
The eyes of the two people are facing each other, and the infinite emotions are slowly conveyed in this pair of eyes.
Strange...
Song Lin's heart has long drifted through countless messy words, in fact, he is now in a vacuum and doesn't know what to say.
Qu Yuanhan, on the other hand, remained motionless and determined not to interrupt Song Lin's thoughts, waiting for Song Lin's possible confession.
According to Song Lin's personality, in the atmosphere just now, he would definitely say something he likes to hear. Qu Yuanhan didn't hide his expectation at all, with a very pure attitude of waiting.
Song Lin blinked.
"The sun is shining here, let's go." Song Lin held back this sentence after a long time, and Qu Yuanhan sighed helplessly.
Song Huaijin raised her rabbit ears, and pulled out the camera from Song Lin's mobile phone to look at her appearance. The furry appearance means that she is actually very healthy, and this appearance should be very attractive.
"Hey, Qu Yuanhan." Song Lin suddenly said when the two were walking casually, "I'll apply to drop out of school."
Qu Yuanhan stopped in his tracks and looked down at Song Lin's hair whirling.
"I don't know if you know why my legs are like this." Song Lin looked down at his knees, "I had a fight with my family, and this time I'm afraid I'm completely separated from the Song family. There is no place for me to live anymore.”
So now he definitely doesn't have that much time to think about other things.
"I have also thought about my future life. I know a lot of people. I can find a job that includes food and housing. I can do it first, accumulate a little savings, and then learn a craft that can survive."
Qu Yuanhan listened indifferently, without any reaction.
"Stay at my house." Qu Yuanhan said, "You don't need to pay the rent."
Song Lin's expression was obviously unwilling.
"Obviously I often come here, why can't I stay here?" Qu Yuanhan asked.
"Although you are often alone, Qu Yuanhan, you have a mother."
Qu Yuanhan's mother, Song Lin, hadn't really met a few times, but every meeting was still fresh in her memory. She didn't rely on a man, and that woman was immersed in the busyness of her career and couldn't extricate herself.
She has an independent personality and a cold personality, just like a mother specially designed for Qu Yuanhan, she will not take care of the child's extra things, and will not participate too much in the child's study and life.
He only cared about himself, and gave Qu Yuanhan a certain amount of living expenses on time every month.
"Do you think it's in the way?" Qu Yuanhan's voice sounded a little gloomy, and it could be seen that he was thinking about something bad, but how could Song Lin, who had a clear grasp of Qu Yuanhan's character, make Qu Yuanhan explode at will? ?
"It's okay, I think the existence of auntie is very good for you, after all, she doesn't seem like the kind of person who will hinder you from doing anything, not to mention, Qu Yuanhan's mother is still alive."
The day Song Lin lost his mother, he met Qu Yuanhan.
That day was the beginning of the relationship between Song Lin and Qu Yuanhan, and it was also the end of the day when his beloved mother left him.
Although he still wants to continue wandering around, it is obvious that Song Huaijin, a rabbit who has just experienced death, is not having fun after all. In addition, Song Lin has been sitting in a wheelchair and feels that his life is like the old man. Feeling very uncomfortable, I finally bought vegetables and went home to prepare hot pot.
After the child Song Huaijin cried that once more, she lay on her stomach without making a fuss, and then suddenly shed a few tears and stopped crying. Her small appearance made people feel distressed.
It is really more suitable to be a pet than the beautiful panda rabbit Song Huaijin.
"Do you think you'll push me like this when I'm old?" Song Lin looked bored, feeling that his legs were about to atrophy.
"Yes." Qu Yuanhan's footsteps were smooth, and even the wheelchair with Song Lin moved forward very smoothly.
"Tsk, when will you be able to sit in a wheelchair for me to push?" Song Lin couldn't imagine the old Qu Yuanhan, and felt that aging and this person couldn't be ticked off.
"Why?" Qu Yuanhan asked suspiciously, "Do you like physical labor very much?"
"No, I just want to feel the feeling of taking care of you once in a while." Song Lin suddenly had this idea, "Thinking about it carefully, in fact, I don't have a good memory to take care of you. It's commonplace to do it when I have nothing to do. "
"You just like to hit me." Qu Yuanhan couldn't laugh or cry when he thought of the relationship between the two of them. He bent down and put a soft kiss on Song Lin's lips, "I like you too if you hit me."
"Qu Yuanhan?" On the road being pushed home, Song Lin heard a voice that he hadn't heard for a long time. Song Lin wailed in his heart. His time comes.
With an embarrassing expression, he turned his head and looked at the woman he was afraid of - Qu Yuanhan's mother, Ming Yueyan.
There are indeed not many people with the surname Ming, but Mingyao is one. The name Mingyueyan sounds more rustic than Mingyao, but she is a very fashionable young woman. She works very hard and is also a company. The senior executive, coupled with the precipitation of age and temperament, made this person exude a contemptuous aura from the inside out.
It is not easy for a woman to be able to do this in this social environment. Song Lin admired Qu Yuanhan's mother very much, so she also felt afraid.
Yesterday he completely broke up with Qu Yuanhan, and today he was caught cheating by his mother, Song Lin's heart trembled with fright.
"Ah... Ah, Auntie is good..." Song Lin himself didn't feel too afraid of Ming Yueyan, but he started to tremble as soon as he spoke, and almost bit off his tongue.
"I should just turn around and leave. Is it wise to forget what I saw in front of me?" Ming Yueyan took off her sunglasses to reveal her exquisitely made-up face. It looks bright and moving.
"It's not...it's not me..." Song Lin stammered and couldn't utter a complete sentence. This is as cowardly as if he fucked someone's girl today and his parents came to him the next day!
"It seems that your little friend is not ready to be with you." Ming Yueyan was extremely calm, as if she hadn't seen her son having an intimate kiss with his best friend.
"???" Song Lin was confused.
"It's not something you need to worry about." Qu Yuanhan's expression was indifferent, as his mother, who didn't mind at all, knew about their affairs.
Ming Yueyan glanced down at the food on Song Lin's lap: "Would you like to eat hot pot tonight? Can you add one more person?"
"Yes." Song Lin nodded vigorously, "Why not?"
After all, Ming Yueyan was still Qu Yuanhan's benefactor. In fact, no matter how amazing his abilities were, he couldn't change the fact that Qu Yuanhan was poor.
"Why are you in a wheelchair?" Ming Yueyan glanced at Song Lin's legs, and looked plump, as if there was something wrong.
"Something happened yesterday, I couldn't walk, and I was restless, so Qu Yuanhan borrowed a wheelchair to take me out to play." Song Lin, who was not good at lying, was even more so in front of Ming Yueyan. Uncomfortable, eyes flying wildly, simply staring straight ahead, saying a sentence as if reciting lines.
"Arguing with your family?"
"Auntie, don't poke the wound indifferently." Song Lin was embarrassed, speechless to Ming Yueyan's bluntness.
"You came to my house, of course I can guess something." Ming Yueyan stepped on high heels and walked beside Song Lin, "You like to run to Qu Yuanhan whenever something happens."
Song Lin was noncommittal, it was indeed the case.
The relationship between Ming Yueyan and Qu Yuanhan is a very delicate balance. There is no excessive intimacy between the two. Although they are together, they do not interfere with each other. They are getting along in the most suitable way.
That's why Song Lin didn't deal with Ming Yueyan all this time, because he couldn't figure out Ming Yueyan's attitude towards Qu Yuanhan.
Song Huaijin raised her head and stared enviously at the unabated Ming Yueyan with a pair of rabbit eyes. That was what she longed for in the future.
"Qu Yuanhan is quite boring at home by himself, I just happen to make him lively too."
Song Lin usually doesn't call her by his first name directly, because the two are familiar with what Song Lin'ai is called, but Ming Yueyan never calls her child any affectionately, but calls her by her first name just like ordinary people, Strange and alienated.
"This guy is not a person who likes to be lively." Ming Yueyan lowered her eyes slightly, "For so many years, you are the only friend who runs home, no... now you should be called a lover."
Ming Yueyan's ability to accept is very strong. When the society's tolerance for homosexuality was not very high, Ming Yueyan had already looked down on it.
"Auntie, don't you feel uncomfortable?" Ming Yueyan's reaction was far from what she imagined, which made Song Lin a little uneasy.
"Whether a man is reliable or not, I have been watching it for so many years." Ming Yueyan's voice is actually not very pleasant, deep and hoarse, but because of her unique posture, this voice highlights the noble temperament, " For things like love, it’s fine when it comes with a bang, and when it’s time to go, no one can keep it.”
"Auntie, you are so open, I can't stand it." Song Lin turned around in his mind how many possible ways of death, "We are the same sex and have a puppy love, don't you want to stop it?"
"Qu Yuanhan has his own thoughts since he was a child, and I don't want to care about that much." Ming Yueyan lowered her head, with her hair covering her cheeks, and she was actually full of exhaustion under her glamorous appearance, "I care about myself. I have put all my strength into it, and I really don’t have any extra energy to take care of other people.”
"But..." Song Lin was subtle, feeling a little unhappy in his heart, "But Qu Yuanhan, he is your son."
Song Lin's father may not be considered good to Song Lin, but the memories Song Lin's mother left for him are full of sweet memories.
Ming Yueyan just glanced at Song Lin indifferently, and seemed to have something to say, but finally turned into a sigh: "You can do this kind of thing."
"I'm not his father, so you're too irresponsible." Song Lin immediately regretted what he blurted out. This is not something he can evaluate casually.
"I'm less of a mother than an irresponsible mother."
Ming Yueyan glanced back at Qu Yuanhan, and the other party's eyes were always fixed on Song Lin. It was the eyes he had never seen looking at fresh and energetic things, not when he looked at her every time. , It will reveal the eyes that seem to look at dead things.
Qu Yuanhan like this didn't even make her feel a little guilty, but more...fear.
In fact, the hot pot at night does not need to do anything at all. Mingyueyan cooks and mixes a few cold dishes for appetizers. Mingyueyan herself actually lights up her cooking skills, but after all, she cooks too little, so the taste is not good. Very average.
"Are you unwilling to go to class recently?" Ming Yueyan also knew a lot about Song Lin because of Qu Yuanhan's relationship.
"There's nothing to go on. Qu Yuanhan can teach me what needs to be learned." Song Lin said bluntly and didn't think much about it.
"Are you going to take a university entrance exam?" Ming Yueyan didn't mind Song Lin's carelessness, and put some shiitake mushrooms into her bowl.
"I won't be admitted to the university that Qu Yuanhan was admitted to." Song Lin just focused on filling his bowl with meat, "This guy's ability should go to the top university to learn the top technology."
Keep this guy busy and stop thinking about how to destroy the world all day long.
"I think that if he is willing, it would be good to lower the requirements for the school you want to go to." Ming Yueyan said indifferently, which is not at all like the attitude of contemporary people towards the college entrance examination.
"I'm thinking about dropping out of school." Song Lin frowned thinking about his current situation, "I have to make money to support myself now. High school is not easy after all, and I don't think I can go to any good school."
Ming Yueyan listened, looked at the food in her bowl, occasionally looked up at Qu Yuanhan who hadn't spoken since she appeared.
"I advise you not to give up your studies." Ming Yueyan put down her chopsticks, "Why is there no beer?"
"I'll go buy it." Qu Yuanhan stood up consciously, put on his shoes and left.
"Giving up your studies may bring you benefits in the short term, but not in the long run." Mingyue Yanxiu's delicate nails tapped on the table, "Your future achievements depend on a lot, but Having a good diploma will help you in your future career."
"Now I don't have the ability to see these messy things. Now I have to think hard about how to survive."
Even at this level, Song Lin still didn't think about relying on others, only what he created with his own hands is what he owns, Song Lin firmly believed in this sentence.
Ming Yueyan held the chopsticks and thought for a long time. Song Lin also felt embarrassed by the strange silence in the air. Just when he was about to open his mouth to try to change the topic, he heard Ming Yueyan bring up a very strange thing.
"Then I will sponsor you to study. After you graduate from high school, you will work part-time to save tuition fees during the holidays. There is still plenty of time to work part-time in college. As long as you spend the time in high school, you will be fine, right?"
Song Lin was extremely surprised, what does this mean?
"Is this good for you?" Song Lin was puzzled, "Whether I go to college or not has nothing to do with you, right?"
"If possible, I hope you can have access to the highest education and broaden your horizons."
"Why?" Song Lin looked confused. Could it be that strong women in the workplace think differently from ordinary people?
"In the final analysis, Qu Yuanhan is my son after all." Ming Yueyan looked at Song Lin seriously, "You are his lover, so I naturally hope that you can become an excellent person. The more you say it, the worse it is."
Song Lin choked for a moment, seeing that Ming Yueyan seemed to accept the fact that they became lovers, but in fact it still choked her?
"Ever since this child was born, I have never known how to treat him." Ming Yueyan narrowed her eyes slightly, as if recalling the past, "I have always had an inexplicable sense of fear for this child since he was born. "
Ming Yueyan didn't know whether it was because she was a new mother or because the child was too weird. She was still unable to get close to the child as a mother. It wasn't that she didn't want to, but he couldn't do it. Qu Yuanhan seemed to be born Insulated from this world.
"As a mother, how can you be afraid of your own children?" Song Lin felt that this was an incredible thing. The promised mother's love is overwhelming?Has Ming Yueyan overcome her physiological hormones? ? ?
"This kind of thing cannot be expressed in words. I have never been close to him because of fear. It is also a comfort to me that he has a friend like you."
Ming Yueyan could recall the school's teacher's evaluation of Qu Yuanhan every time she went to the parent-teacher meeting. Although every teacher liked to have such a prodigy in their class, every teacher would also mention one thing at the same time. thing.
"It's just that this child is not very lively and doesn't like to make friends. It may be that the aura of genius puts too much pressure on him. As a mother, you should pay more attention to his heart to help him grow up healthily."
How did they know she hadn't tried?Even so, things that cannot be done are always impossible, so Song Lin's intimacy with Qu Yuanhan is a glimmer of hope for Ming Yueyan.
"I don't know how to express love to such a child, but he loves you." Ming Yueyan, who had been watching Qu Yuanhan since she was a child, couldn't see Qu Yuanhan's hidden feelings for Song Lin. I thought I was just wrong, after all, how can such a young age have complicated thoughts, but with the growth of age, the feeling has not diminished but increased, and Ming Yueyan has already felt the taste.
"I want you to have a good life." Ming Yueyan looked directly into Song Lin's eyes with serious eyes, forcing Song Lin to look away, "This is how I express my love for him!"
Song Lin has never felt so stressed as now.
He always thought that his life was his own, and he didn't need others to intervene.
Even if they brought a Qu Yuanhan with them, it was the two of them's business and no one else's business.
But what Ming Yueyan said today suddenly made Song Lin aware of a very serious problem.
Ming Yueyan grafted her love for Qu Yuanhan onto herself. This was her own business, but this responsibility was indeed on his shoulders.
Then think about it further.
Because it is Qu Yuanhan, he needs to take this responsibility.
Because of Qu Yuanhan.
Qu Yuanhan can destroy the world.
The country has set up a special agency to allow him to fall in love with Qu Yuanhan. The essence is actually to place hope and responsibility on him.
He only needs to carry Qu Yuanhan on his back.
Does he have to carry the whole world? ? ?
Song Lin, who suddenly turned the corner, had Lan Minghai's old duet face hauntingly floating in his mind, with cold sweat dripping down his back.
"What's the matter? You look so bad?" Ming Yueyan looked at Song Lin suspiciously. Did she say something outrageous?
"It's okay, it's my own business." I was suddenly frightened by my own thoughts, and I should just think about it casually. How could he have such a great ability? He can save the whole world. Why doesn't the world send someone to save him? .
"Since I have said so, then I will not slack off in helping you." Ming Yueyan said seriously, "You are now focusing on your studies, and getting into a better university is your top priority."
"Hmm..." General Song Lin agreed, and he can think about this matter later.
"The beer is back." Ming Yueyan laughed as soon as she heard the sound of the door. Qu Yuanhan, who knew Ming Yueyan's personality well, came back with some beer. Ming Yueyan's eyes lit up, "That's great." I finally had a holiday and finally had a good time!"
Ming Yueyan didn't care whether Song Lin and Qu Yuanhan were adults or not, and each opened a bottle of beer, and she didn't even need to blow the quilt over it.
Lifting the beer bottle, Ming Yueyan happily cheered like a different person: "Come on! Do it! Don't get drunk and don't go home!!!"
Song Lin drank and fell down.
Song Lin hasn't had a drink for a long time, and Song Lin hasn't paid much attention to mere beer.
But I can't stand the amount.
Today Song Lin saw what is called massive volume, Song Lin passed out after drinking, and was carried back to the bedroom by Princess Qu Yuanhan.
Qu Yuanhan bent down slightly, and pressed a kiss on Song Lin's forehead, basically helping Song Lin clean up the heavy alcohol smell.
The boy lay on the mattress defenselessly, his clothes were ripped off by him, and the healthy skin lines of the boy could be seen everywhere, and the deep possessive marks left by him after finishing the work were densely covered in it.
This scene was unintentionally very exciting to Qu Yuanhan. Qu Yuanhan bent down, ingested the alcohol smell that had not dissipated from Song Lin's mouth, and unconsciously pressed his hands against the boy's chest and waist.
Leaving one new imprint after another, Qu Yuanhan finally withdrew his distracted mind.
After all, there is another person in this room now, it's not the time for him to do whatever he wants.
Qu Yuanhan printed a soft kiss on Song Lin's cheek, as the last good night kiss, the magnetic voice brought out a somewhat soothing tone, allowing Song Lin to sleep more peacefully.
"Good night, my love."
Quietly left the bedroom, the last light was quietly turned off, leaving only the sound of breathing in a deep sleep in the room.
The kitchen has always been deserted and cold-toned. At this moment, the lights on the ceiling are brightly lit, and the smell of hot pot and beer still lingers in the air.
The soup in the hot pot has completely cooled down, and it looks a little dirty. The leftovers and bowls and chopsticks are scattered all over the table, and there is only one woman with exquisite makeup left sitting on the seat. With casual downcast eyes, he was still holding a beer bottle in his hand and shaking it casually.
"Come out? After staying in there for so long, you didn't do anything inappropriate to that brat?" Ming Yueyan, who was clearly drunk, hiccupped, and what she said didn't sound like a joke at all. What a mother should say.
Qu Yuanhan sat in front of Ming Yueyan, only Qu Yuanhan was clean on the messy table, which looked very uncoordinated.
"You're really attacking people. I've seen your eyes look wrong for a long time, you precocious guy." Ming Yueyan held the wine bottle and took another sip, "I wasn't cute when I was a child, and I wasn't cute when I was in love. , I don’t know why that cute child likes you.”
Ming Yueyan was so drunk, she seemed to be able to see but also couldn't see, she couldn't understand what she said, she just babbled.
Suddenly a cold voice came to her ears, dispelling the intoxicating alcohol from her mind instantly, Ming Yueyan blinked her eyes and fell silent.
"I want you to disappear."
Ming Yueyan and Qu Yuanhan did not have any conflicts.
They respect each other like guests, so they are very good cohabitants. Ming Yueyan hates Qu Yuanhan's character, because it is unpredictable, so she feels terrifying.
"Although this sounds like a joke, I think you can do it." Ming Yueyan raised her eyes, and there was a little clarity in her eyes, "Why do you want me to disappear?"
"Because Song Lin is still a normal person." Qu Yuanhan straightened his back and looked at the woman in front of him seriously, "He will be shaken by the eyes of the world, and you, my own mother, are especially in the way."
Song Lin is really careless, maybe he doesn't care about many people at all, but those who care about him can obviously shake him.
Among them, Ming Yueyan, as his mother, would naturally be feared by Song Lin.
"No matter how well you do, Song Lin will still have grudges in his heart. This is not what I want to see." Qu Yuanhan didn't intend to hide anything, and it was his tenderness to speak out his thoughts directly.
Ming Yueyan looked heavy, swallowed a few sips of beer and looked at the mess on the table.
"So this is your last meal here?" Ming Yueyan sighed deeply, "I have neglected to discipline you since you were very young, and I gave up because I was afraid of living with you alone. There are a lot of things I should do, it is my fault that you have become so indifferent now."
"It's none of your business."
Even if what Qu Yuanhan said was true, it was not the case for Ming Yueyan.
"You and I are not enemies, but you want to make your biological mother disappear for the sake of your lover. He doesn't need to have a mental grudge, so my existence doesn't matter to you?"
Ming Yueyan always felt that she drank beer that was very stress-relieving on weekdays, but at this time her mouth was bitter. The loss and depression in her heart weighed heavily on her heart, making her breathless.
"Yes." Qu Yuanhan's cold answer could easily pierce the hearts of others. He knew it, but he still did it.
"I really raised a good son." Ming Yueyan covered her eyes with her hands, no matter how sad she was, she was unwilling to cry and put on her makeup, "So what do you want to do? Cut off the relationship? Or just kill me? ?”
"I don't plan to do anything." Qu Yuanhan suddenly said something else, "You will live well, and our relationship will not change in any way."
"Why?" Ming Yueyan opened her eyes wide, "This is different from what I just said."
"Before he said this to me, I thought so." During the meal, the half-drunk Song Lin leaned on Qu Yuanhan's shoulder drunkenly, and whispered in his ear. Whispering, "Your mother is actually very nice. Treat her well, and don't regret it in the future like me."
Song Lin is not a fool, it is impossible for him not to know who the words Ming Yueyan said to himself are for.
Although she is not a competent mother, she is still trying to express her love for her children after all.
Such people are not annoying, Song Lin would say that.
"He thinks you are good, so I won't let you disappear." Qu Yuanhan's expression was obviously extremely reluctant, his brows were furrowed, with a bit of jealousy, but he had to endure it, "Although I am very unwilling , I will also protect what he likes."
Ming Yueyan froze for a moment, then burst out laughing, laughing like she was about to shed tears.
"You are such a scum." Ming Yueyan looked at her son coldly. This is not her child, it is a monster.
"I hope you don't do anything that bothers him." Qu Yuanhan stood up and walked away from her, "Otherwise I won't be able to control it."
This damn guy seemed to become even more unscrupulous after he established a relationship with Song Lin.
A monster without scruples is terrifying, and Song Lin unintentionally turned into a shackle, holding down a monster who was willing to be chained.
Qu Yuanhan returned to Song Lin's side, lay down gradually, and could hear Song Lin's even breathing in a deep sleep.
No matter which plane Qu Yuanhan goes to, he will start from a freshman, experience learning, growth, and cycle again and again, to judge, understand, and make decisions.
He has an innate standard that can be measured, just like a creature that exists specifically to destroy the plane.
The planes are growing and distorting as they please. They are not instructors, and they have no position to correct a world. They just destroy one, and more will be born after destroying one. There is nothing to be distressed about.
Because of Xiangke, all creatures with instincts will feel the difference in his standpoint, and will be born with various self-protection emotions, such as fear, avoidance, win over, and flattery. Cleansingly reflected in Qu Yuanhan's eyes.
These are the most basic reactions that all living things have to protect themselves, and it should come as no surprise.
Qu Yuanhan can understand.
But everything he feels in this world is based on this identity. Family affection, friendship, love, and complex emotions are always mixed with this identity barrier. It is a barrier that he will never be able to cross among all the emotions he has ever felt.
The more he experiences, the more he can feel the changes in their identities, lovers, confidants, partners, when all these are mixed with a premise, everything is no longer pure.
They are the identities of the devourer and the devoured, which cannot be crossed.
To deal with the Devourer, no emotion is needed.
When I met Song Lin, I was visiting the grave of my father who had passed away.
At that time when Song Lin's mother was buried, the little boy stood in the distance wearing a black mourning dress that did not meet his age. Eyes, empty, no sadness, no pain, only infinite confusion.
At that moment, their eyes met, and at that moment, Qu Yuanhan felt that something was different.
At a time when everyone would instinctively look at him through his identity, this person could clearly see him, but he couldn't see him either.
Just a pure stranger, without any emotion, without any expression, just glanced over, that's all.
But just this glance is very precious to Qu Yuanhan.
At this moment of life, people will be labeled with various labels, living in the cracks of labels, struggling and screaming in pain, let alone Qu Yuanhan.
At that moment, in the eyes of that person, Qu Yuanhan saw a more pure self, and he was the only one left in the peaceful world.
Qu Yuanhan, who never took the initiative to contact others with just this look in his eyes, stepped forward to find the peace he was chasing.
That's it.
The birth of love is really much easier than imagined, because the longing for too long finally turned into dryness, and finally a drop of rain fell at that moment.
The more you watch, the more you love.
Song Lin is a bastard, a wild dog, who runs wild everywhere and bites everyone, and has a bad temper. Obviously, this is far from the tranquility he longed for, but Qu Yuanhan's true love lies amidst the noise. found its own existence.
Song Lin never even looked at him directly, Qu Yuanhan just watched Song Lin's sorrows and joys from the perspective of a bystander, and was satisfied with that.
However, Love is unwilling to let him go just like that. Suddenly one day, Song Lin's just an inadvertent remark made Qu Yuanhan sink into the mud, and could no longer break free.
That time was an ordinary fight. Song Lin, who liked to fight everywhere since he was a child, ran into Qu Yuanhan face to face. Of course, the wild boy who followed behind him did not let him, a top student, Qu Yuanhan who did not resist. Being kicked directly, he staggered a step and stabilized his figure.
At that moment, Qu Yuanhan, who thought he would not get a response from Song Lin, heard words that he couldn't get rid of.
Song Lin was still a child, a child who didn't understand anything, what this child said was immature and ridiculous, but Qu Yuanhan couldn't help himself.
"You can touch me, but no one can touch him. He is my brother. If anyone dares to touch him, even if I lose this life, I will kill his whole family!"
Of course, Song Lin didn't get any good after saying this, but biting the opposite person like a mad dog also prevented the other party from being able to please him. This was a tragic scene for both sides.
Qu Yuanhan didn't make a move, he was very confused, the sharp contrast between everything in the past and the present washed over his mind again and again, making him unable to react.
When Qu Yuanhan woke up, everything had been done, and Song Lin, covered in blood, was lying on the ground in rough clothes. He had been beaten beyond recognition, and seemed to be a little delirious.
Qu Yuanhan sent him back home, and it is the same thing that Qu Yuanhan regrets the most.
Why did he send him home in the first place.
It's...not his home.
Song Lin was excluded, and in that family, he was once again severely taught by his biological father.
Song Lin, who has been making troubles since his stepmother came to the house, doesn't study hard, doesn't go to class, hangs out all day, and meets some dubious people. This is the same as the idea of a father who always wanted his child to become a soldier. Completely the opposite.
The father, who was utterly disappointed in Song Lin, also hurt his son deeply. The fight between the two broke out quickly at that moment, and finally led to irreparable consequences.
Song Lin, who was covered in injuries, was kicked out of the house.
Qu Yuanhan didn't see all this chaos.
It was also on that day that Fu Shangxiong picked up Song Lin who was sitting in the garbage dump.
Qu Yuanhan, who still couldn't handle the outburst of emotions, lost the opportunity because of this.
The eyes of the two people are facing each other, and the infinite emotions are slowly conveyed in this pair of eyes.
Strange...
Song Lin's heart has long drifted through countless messy words, in fact, he is now in a vacuum and doesn't know what to say.
Qu Yuanhan, on the other hand, remained motionless and determined not to interrupt Song Lin's thoughts, waiting for Song Lin's possible confession.
According to Song Lin's personality, in the atmosphere just now, he would definitely say something he likes to hear. Qu Yuanhan didn't hide his expectation at all, with a very pure attitude of waiting.
Song Lin blinked.
"The sun is shining here, let's go." Song Lin held back this sentence after a long time, and Qu Yuanhan sighed helplessly.
Song Huaijin raised her rabbit ears, and pulled out the camera from Song Lin's mobile phone to look at her appearance. The furry appearance means that she is actually very healthy, and this appearance should be very attractive.
"Hey, Qu Yuanhan." Song Lin suddenly said when the two were walking casually, "I'll apply to drop out of school."
Qu Yuanhan stopped in his tracks and looked down at Song Lin's hair whirling.
"I don't know if you know why my legs are like this." Song Lin looked down at his knees, "I had a fight with my family, and this time I'm afraid I'm completely separated from the Song family. There is no place for me to live anymore.”
So now he definitely doesn't have that much time to think about other things.
"I have also thought about my future life. I know a lot of people. I can find a job that includes food and housing. I can do it first, accumulate a little savings, and then learn a craft that can survive."
Qu Yuanhan listened indifferently, without any reaction.
"Stay at my house." Qu Yuanhan said, "You don't need to pay the rent."
Song Lin's expression was obviously unwilling.
"Obviously I often come here, why can't I stay here?" Qu Yuanhan asked.
"Although you are often alone, Qu Yuanhan, you have a mother."
Qu Yuanhan's mother, Song Lin, hadn't really met a few times, but every meeting was still fresh in her memory. She didn't rely on a man, and that woman was immersed in the busyness of her career and couldn't extricate herself.
She has an independent personality and a cold personality, just like a mother specially designed for Qu Yuanhan, she will not take care of the child's extra things, and will not participate too much in the child's study and life.
He only cared about himself, and gave Qu Yuanhan a certain amount of living expenses on time every month.
"Do you think it's in the way?" Qu Yuanhan's voice sounded a little gloomy, and it could be seen that he was thinking about something bad, but how could Song Lin, who had a clear grasp of Qu Yuanhan's character, make Qu Yuanhan explode at will? ?
"It's okay, I think the existence of auntie is very good for you, after all, she doesn't seem like the kind of person who will hinder you from doing anything, not to mention, Qu Yuanhan's mother is still alive."
The day Song Lin lost his mother, he met Qu Yuanhan.
That day was the beginning of the relationship between Song Lin and Qu Yuanhan, and it was also the end of the day when his beloved mother left him.
Although he still wants to continue wandering around, it is obvious that Song Huaijin, a rabbit who has just experienced death, is not having fun after all. In addition, Song Lin has been sitting in a wheelchair and feels that his life is like the old man. Feeling very uncomfortable, I finally bought vegetables and went home to prepare hot pot.
After the child Song Huaijin cried that once more, she lay on her stomach without making a fuss, and then suddenly shed a few tears and stopped crying. Her small appearance made people feel distressed.
It is really more suitable to be a pet than the beautiful panda rabbit Song Huaijin.
"Do you think you'll push me like this when I'm old?" Song Lin looked bored, feeling that his legs were about to atrophy.
"Yes." Qu Yuanhan's footsteps were smooth, and even the wheelchair with Song Lin moved forward very smoothly.
"Tsk, when will you be able to sit in a wheelchair for me to push?" Song Lin couldn't imagine the old Qu Yuanhan, and felt that aging and this person couldn't be ticked off.
"Why?" Qu Yuanhan asked suspiciously, "Do you like physical labor very much?"
"No, I just want to feel the feeling of taking care of you once in a while." Song Lin suddenly had this idea, "Thinking about it carefully, in fact, I don't have a good memory to take care of you. It's commonplace to do it when I have nothing to do. "
"You just like to hit me." Qu Yuanhan couldn't laugh or cry when he thought of the relationship between the two of them. He bent down and put a soft kiss on Song Lin's lips, "I like you too if you hit me."
"Qu Yuanhan?" On the road being pushed home, Song Lin heard a voice that he hadn't heard for a long time. Song Lin wailed in his heart. His time comes.
With an embarrassing expression, he turned his head and looked at the woman he was afraid of - Qu Yuanhan's mother, Ming Yueyan.
There are indeed not many people with the surname Ming, but Mingyao is one. The name Mingyueyan sounds more rustic than Mingyao, but she is a very fashionable young woman. She works very hard and is also a company. The senior executive, coupled with the precipitation of age and temperament, made this person exude a contemptuous aura from the inside out.
It is not easy for a woman to be able to do this in this social environment. Song Lin admired Qu Yuanhan's mother very much, so she also felt afraid.
Yesterday he completely broke up with Qu Yuanhan, and today he was caught cheating by his mother, Song Lin's heart trembled with fright.
"Ah... Ah, Auntie is good..." Song Lin himself didn't feel too afraid of Ming Yueyan, but he started to tremble as soon as he spoke, and almost bit off his tongue.
"I should just turn around and leave. Is it wise to forget what I saw in front of me?" Ming Yueyan took off her sunglasses to reveal her exquisitely made-up face. It looks bright and moving.
"It's not...it's not me..." Song Lin stammered and couldn't utter a complete sentence. This is as cowardly as if he fucked someone's girl today and his parents came to him the next day!
"It seems that your little friend is not ready to be with you." Ming Yueyan was extremely calm, as if she hadn't seen her son having an intimate kiss with his best friend.
"???" Song Lin was confused.
"It's not something you need to worry about." Qu Yuanhan's expression was indifferent, as his mother, who didn't mind at all, knew about their affairs.
Ming Yueyan glanced down at the food on Song Lin's lap: "Would you like to eat hot pot tonight? Can you add one more person?"
"Yes." Song Lin nodded vigorously, "Why not?"
After all, Ming Yueyan was still Qu Yuanhan's benefactor. In fact, no matter how amazing his abilities were, he couldn't change the fact that Qu Yuanhan was poor.
"Why are you in a wheelchair?" Ming Yueyan glanced at Song Lin's legs, and looked plump, as if there was something wrong.
"Something happened yesterday, I couldn't walk, and I was restless, so Qu Yuanhan borrowed a wheelchair to take me out to play." Song Lin, who was not good at lying, was even more so in front of Ming Yueyan. Uncomfortable, eyes flying wildly, simply staring straight ahead, saying a sentence as if reciting lines.
"Arguing with your family?"
"Auntie, don't poke the wound indifferently." Song Lin was embarrassed, speechless to Ming Yueyan's bluntness.
"You came to my house, of course I can guess something." Ming Yueyan stepped on high heels and walked beside Song Lin, "You like to run to Qu Yuanhan whenever something happens."
Song Lin was noncommittal, it was indeed the case.
The relationship between Ming Yueyan and Qu Yuanhan is a very delicate balance. There is no excessive intimacy between the two. Although they are together, they do not interfere with each other. They are getting along in the most suitable way.
That's why Song Lin didn't deal with Ming Yueyan all this time, because he couldn't figure out Ming Yueyan's attitude towards Qu Yuanhan.
Song Huaijin raised her head and stared enviously at the unabated Ming Yueyan with a pair of rabbit eyes. That was what she longed for in the future.
"Qu Yuanhan is quite boring at home by himself, I just happen to make him lively too."
Song Lin usually doesn't call her by his first name directly, because the two are familiar with what Song Lin'ai is called, but Ming Yueyan never calls her child any affectionately, but calls her by her first name just like ordinary people, Strange and alienated.
"This guy is not a person who likes to be lively." Ming Yueyan lowered her eyes slightly, "For so many years, you are the only friend who runs home, no... now you should be called a lover."
Ming Yueyan's ability to accept is very strong. When the society's tolerance for homosexuality was not very high, Ming Yueyan had already looked down on it.
"Auntie, don't you feel uncomfortable?" Ming Yueyan's reaction was far from what she imagined, which made Song Lin a little uneasy.
"Whether a man is reliable or not, I have been watching it for so many years." Ming Yueyan's voice is actually not very pleasant, deep and hoarse, but because of her unique posture, this voice highlights the noble temperament, " For things like love, it’s fine when it comes with a bang, and when it’s time to go, no one can keep it.”
"Auntie, you are so open, I can't stand it." Song Lin turned around in his mind how many possible ways of death, "We are the same sex and have a puppy love, don't you want to stop it?"
"Qu Yuanhan has his own thoughts since he was a child, and I don't want to care about that much." Ming Yueyan lowered her head, with her hair covering her cheeks, and she was actually full of exhaustion under her glamorous appearance, "I care about myself. I have put all my strength into it, and I really don’t have any extra energy to take care of other people.”
"But..." Song Lin was subtle, feeling a little unhappy in his heart, "But Qu Yuanhan, he is your son."
Song Lin's father may not be considered good to Song Lin, but the memories Song Lin's mother left for him are full of sweet memories.
Ming Yueyan just glanced at Song Lin indifferently, and seemed to have something to say, but finally turned into a sigh: "You can do this kind of thing."
"I'm not his father, so you're too irresponsible." Song Lin immediately regretted what he blurted out. This is not something he can evaluate casually.
"I'm less of a mother than an irresponsible mother."
Ming Yueyan glanced back at Qu Yuanhan, and the other party's eyes were always fixed on Song Lin. It was the eyes he had never seen looking at fresh and energetic things, not when he looked at her every time. , It will reveal the eyes that seem to look at dead things.
Qu Yuanhan like this didn't even make her feel a little guilty, but more...fear.
In fact, the hot pot at night does not need to do anything at all. Mingyueyan cooks and mixes a few cold dishes for appetizers. Mingyueyan herself actually lights up her cooking skills, but after all, she cooks too little, so the taste is not good. Very average.
"Are you unwilling to go to class recently?" Ming Yueyan also knew a lot about Song Lin because of Qu Yuanhan's relationship.
"There's nothing to go on. Qu Yuanhan can teach me what needs to be learned." Song Lin said bluntly and didn't think much about it.
"Are you going to take a university entrance exam?" Ming Yueyan didn't mind Song Lin's carelessness, and put some shiitake mushrooms into her bowl.
"I won't be admitted to the university that Qu Yuanhan was admitted to." Song Lin just focused on filling his bowl with meat, "This guy's ability should go to the top university to learn the top technology."
Keep this guy busy and stop thinking about how to destroy the world all day long.
"I think that if he is willing, it would be good to lower the requirements for the school you want to go to." Ming Yueyan said indifferently, which is not at all like the attitude of contemporary people towards the college entrance examination.
"I'm thinking about dropping out of school." Song Lin frowned thinking about his current situation, "I have to make money to support myself now. High school is not easy after all, and I don't think I can go to any good school."
Ming Yueyan listened, looked at the food in her bowl, occasionally looked up at Qu Yuanhan who hadn't spoken since she appeared.
"I advise you not to give up your studies." Ming Yueyan put down her chopsticks, "Why is there no beer?"
"I'll go buy it." Qu Yuanhan stood up consciously, put on his shoes and left.
"Giving up your studies may bring you benefits in the short term, but not in the long run." Mingyue Yanxiu's delicate nails tapped on the table, "Your future achievements depend on a lot, but Having a good diploma will help you in your future career."
"Now I don't have the ability to see these messy things. Now I have to think hard about how to survive."
Even at this level, Song Lin still didn't think about relying on others, only what he created with his own hands is what he owns, Song Lin firmly believed in this sentence.
Ming Yueyan held the chopsticks and thought for a long time. Song Lin also felt embarrassed by the strange silence in the air. Just when he was about to open his mouth to try to change the topic, he heard Ming Yueyan bring up a very strange thing.
"Then I will sponsor you to study. After you graduate from high school, you will work part-time to save tuition fees during the holidays. There is still plenty of time to work part-time in college. As long as you spend the time in high school, you will be fine, right?"
Song Lin was extremely surprised, what does this mean?
"Is this good for you?" Song Lin was puzzled, "Whether I go to college or not has nothing to do with you, right?"
"If possible, I hope you can have access to the highest education and broaden your horizons."
"Why?" Song Lin looked confused. Could it be that strong women in the workplace think differently from ordinary people?
"In the final analysis, Qu Yuanhan is my son after all." Ming Yueyan looked at Song Lin seriously, "You are his lover, so I naturally hope that you can become an excellent person. The more you say it, the worse it is."
Song Lin choked for a moment, seeing that Ming Yueyan seemed to accept the fact that they became lovers, but in fact it still choked her?
"Ever since this child was born, I have never known how to treat him." Ming Yueyan narrowed her eyes slightly, as if recalling the past, "I have always had an inexplicable sense of fear for this child since he was born. "
Ming Yueyan didn't know whether it was because she was a new mother or because the child was too weird. She was still unable to get close to the child as a mother. It wasn't that she didn't want to, but he couldn't do it. Qu Yuanhan seemed to be born Insulated from this world.
"As a mother, how can you be afraid of your own children?" Song Lin felt that this was an incredible thing. The promised mother's love is overwhelming?Has Ming Yueyan overcome her physiological hormones? ? ?
"This kind of thing cannot be expressed in words. I have never been close to him because of fear. It is also a comfort to me that he has a friend like you."
Ming Yueyan could recall the school's teacher's evaluation of Qu Yuanhan every time she went to the parent-teacher meeting. Although every teacher liked to have such a prodigy in their class, every teacher would also mention one thing at the same time. thing.
"It's just that this child is not very lively and doesn't like to make friends. It may be that the aura of genius puts too much pressure on him. As a mother, you should pay more attention to his heart to help him grow up healthily."
How did they know she hadn't tried?Even so, things that cannot be done are always impossible, so Song Lin's intimacy with Qu Yuanhan is a glimmer of hope for Ming Yueyan.
"I don't know how to express love to such a child, but he loves you." Ming Yueyan, who had been watching Qu Yuanhan since she was a child, couldn't see Qu Yuanhan's hidden feelings for Song Lin. I thought I was just wrong, after all, how can such a young age have complicated thoughts, but with the growth of age, the feeling has not diminished but increased, and Ming Yueyan has already felt the taste.
"I want you to have a good life." Ming Yueyan looked directly into Song Lin's eyes with serious eyes, forcing Song Lin to look away, "This is how I express my love for him!"
Song Lin has never felt so stressed as now.
He always thought that his life was his own, and he didn't need others to intervene.
Even if they brought a Qu Yuanhan with them, it was the two of them's business and no one else's business.
But what Ming Yueyan said today suddenly made Song Lin aware of a very serious problem.
Ming Yueyan grafted her love for Qu Yuanhan onto herself. This was her own business, but this responsibility was indeed on his shoulders.
Then think about it further.
Because it is Qu Yuanhan, he needs to take this responsibility.
Because of Qu Yuanhan.
Qu Yuanhan can destroy the world.
The country has set up a special agency to allow him to fall in love with Qu Yuanhan. The essence is actually to place hope and responsibility on him.
He only needs to carry Qu Yuanhan on his back.
Does he have to carry the whole world? ? ?
Song Lin, who suddenly turned the corner, had Lan Minghai's old duet face hauntingly floating in his mind, with cold sweat dripping down his back.
"What's the matter? You look so bad?" Ming Yueyan looked at Song Lin suspiciously. Did she say something outrageous?
"It's okay, it's my own business." I was suddenly frightened by my own thoughts, and I should just think about it casually. How could he have such a great ability? He can save the whole world. Why doesn't the world send someone to save him? .
"Since I have said so, then I will not slack off in helping you." Ming Yueyan said seriously, "You are now focusing on your studies, and getting into a better university is your top priority."
"Hmm..." General Song Lin agreed, and he can think about this matter later.
"The beer is back." Ming Yueyan laughed as soon as she heard the sound of the door. Qu Yuanhan, who knew Ming Yueyan's personality well, came back with some beer. Ming Yueyan's eyes lit up, "That's great." I finally had a holiday and finally had a good time!"
Ming Yueyan didn't care whether Song Lin and Qu Yuanhan were adults or not, and each opened a bottle of beer, and she didn't even need to blow the quilt over it.
Lifting the beer bottle, Ming Yueyan happily cheered like a different person: "Come on! Do it! Don't get drunk and don't go home!!!"
Song Lin drank and fell down.
Song Lin hasn't had a drink for a long time, and Song Lin hasn't paid much attention to mere beer.
But I can't stand the amount.
Today Song Lin saw what is called massive volume, Song Lin passed out after drinking, and was carried back to the bedroom by Princess Qu Yuanhan.
Qu Yuanhan bent down slightly, and pressed a kiss on Song Lin's forehead, basically helping Song Lin clean up the heavy alcohol smell.
The boy lay on the mattress defenselessly, his clothes were ripped off by him, and the healthy skin lines of the boy could be seen everywhere, and the deep possessive marks left by him after finishing the work were densely covered in it.
This scene was unintentionally very exciting to Qu Yuanhan. Qu Yuanhan bent down, ingested the alcohol smell that had not dissipated from Song Lin's mouth, and unconsciously pressed his hands against the boy's chest and waist.
Leaving one new imprint after another, Qu Yuanhan finally withdrew his distracted mind.
After all, there is another person in this room now, it's not the time for him to do whatever he wants.
Qu Yuanhan printed a soft kiss on Song Lin's cheek, as the last good night kiss, the magnetic voice brought out a somewhat soothing tone, allowing Song Lin to sleep more peacefully.
"Good night, my love."
Quietly left the bedroom, the last light was quietly turned off, leaving only the sound of breathing in a deep sleep in the room.
The kitchen has always been deserted and cold-toned. At this moment, the lights on the ceiling are brightly lit, and the smell of hot pot and beer still lingers in the air.
The soup in the hot pot has completely cooled down, and it looks a little dirty. The leftovers and bowls and chopsticks are scattered all over the table, and there is only one woman with exquisite makeup left sitting on the seat. With casual downcast eyes, he was still holding a beer bottle in his hand and shaking it casually.
"Come out? After staying in there for so long, you didn't do anything inappropriate to that brat?" Ming Yueyan, who was clearly drunk, hiccupped, and what she said didn't sound like a joke at all. What a mother should say.
Qu Yuanhan sat in front of Ming Yueyan, only Qu Yuanhan was clean on the messy table, which looked very uncoordinated.
"You're really attacking people. I've seen your eyes look wrong for a long time, you precocious guy." Ming Yueyan held the wine bottle and took another sip, "I wasn't cute when I was a child, and I wasn't cute when I was in love. , I don’t know why that cute child likes you.”
Ming Yueyan was so drunk, she seemed to be able to see but also couldn't see, she couldn't understand what she said, she just babbled.
Suddenly a cold voice came to her ears, dispelling the intoxicating alcohol from her mind instantly, Ming Yueyan blinked her eyes and fell silent.
"I want you to disappear."
Ming Yueyan and Qu Yuanhan did not have any conflicts.
They respect each other like guests, so they are very good cohabitants. Ming Yueyan hates Qu Yuanhan's character, because it is unpredictable, so she feels terrifying.
"Although this sounds like a joke, I think you can do it." Ming Yueyan raised her eyes, and there was a little clarity in her eyes, "Why do you want me to disappear?"
"Because Song Lin is still a normal person." Qu Yuanhan straightened his back and looked at the woman in front of him seriously, "He will be shaken by the eyes of the world, and you, my own mother, are especially in the way."
Song Lin is really careless, maybe he doesn't care about many people at all, but those who care about him can obviously shake him.
Among them, Ming Yueyan, as his mother, would naturally be feared by Song Lin.
"No matter how well you do, Song Lin will still have grudges in his heart. This is not what I want to see." Qu Yuanhan didn't intend to hide anything, and it was his tenderness to speak out his thoughts directly.
Ming Yueyan looked heavy, swallowed a few sips of beer and looked at the mess on the table.
"So this is your last meal here?" Ming Yueyan sighed deeply, "I have neglected to discipline you since you were very young, and I gave up because I was afraid of living with you alone. There are a lot of things I should do, it is my fault that you have become so indifferent now."
"It's none of your business."
Even if what Qu Yuanhan said was true, it was not the case for Ming Yueyan.
"You and I are not enemies, but you want to make your biological mother disappear for the sake of your lover. He doesn't need to have a mental grudge, so my existence doesn't matter to you?"
Ming Yueyan always felt that she drank beer that was very stress-relieving on weekdays, but at this time her mouth was bitter. The loss and depression in her heart weighed heavily on her heart, making her breathless.
"Yes." Qu Yuanhan's cold answer could easily pierce the hearts of others. He knew it, but he still did it.
"I really raised a good son." Ming Yueyan covered her eyes with her hands, no matter how sad she was, she was unwilling to cry and put on her makeup, "So what do you want to do? Cut off the relationship? Or just kill me? ?”
"I don't plan to do anything." Qu Yuanhan suddenly said something else, "You will live well, and our relationship will not change in any way."
"Why?" Ming Yueyan opened her eyes wide, "This is different from what I just said."
"Before he said this to me, I thought so." During the meal, the half-drunk Song Lin leaned on Qu Yuanhan's shoulder drunkenly, and whispered in his ear. Whispering, "Your mother is actually very nice. Treat her well, and don't regret it in the future like me."
Song Lin is not a fool, it is impossible for him not to know who the words Ming Yueyan said to himself are for.
Although she is not a competent mother, she is still trying to express her love for her children after all.
Such people are not annoying, Song Lin would say that.
"He thinks you are good, so I won't let you disappear." Qu Yuanhan's expression was obviously extremely reluctant, his brows were furrowed, with a bit of jealousy, but he had to endure it, "Although I am very unwilling , I will also protect what he likes."
Ming Yueyan froze for a moment, then burst out laughing, laughing like she was about to shed tears.
"You are such a scum." Ming Yueyan looked at her son coldly. This is not her child, it is a monster.
"I hope you don't do anything that bothers him." Qu Yuanhan stood up and walked away from her, "Otherwise I won't be able to control it."
This damn guy seemed to become even more unscrupulous after he established a relationship with Song Lin.
A monster without scruples is terrifying, and Song Lin unintentionally turned into a shackle, holding down a monster who was willing to be chained.
Qu Yuanhan returned to Song Lin's side, lay down gradually, and could hear Song Lin's even breathing in a deep sleep.
No matter which plane Qu Yuanhan goes to, he will start from a freshman, experience learning, growth, and cycle again and again, to judge, understand, and make decisions.
He has an innate standard that can be measured, just like a creature that exists specifically to destroy the plane.
The planes are growing and distorting as they please. They are not instructors, and they have no position to correct a world. They just destroy one, and more will be born after destroying one. There is nothing to be distressed about.
Because of Xiangke, all creatures with instincts will feel the difference in his standpoint, and will be born with various self-protection emotions, such as fear, avoidance, win over, and flattery. Cleansingly reflected in Qu Yuanhan's eyes.
These are the most basic reactions that all living things have to protect themselves, and it should come as no surprise.
Qu Yuanhan can understand.
But everything he feels in this world is based on this identity. Family affection, friendship, love, and complex emotions are always mixed with this identity barrier. It is a barrier that he will never be able to cross among all the emotions he has ever felt.
The more he experiences, the more he can feel the changes in their identities, lovers, confidants, partners, when all these are mixed with a premise, everything is no longer pure.
They are the identities of the devourer and the devoured, which cannot be crossed.
To deal with the Devourer, no emotion is needed.
When I met Song Lin, I was visiting the grave of my father who had passed away.
At that time when Song Lin's mother was buried, the little boy stood in the distance wearing a black mourning dress that did not meet his age. Eyes, empty, no sadness, no pain, only infinite confusion.
At that moment, their eyes met, and at that moment, Qu Yuanhan felt that something was different.
At a time when everyone would instinctively look at him through his identity, this person could clearly see him, but he couldn't see him either.
Just a pure stranger, without any emotion, without any expression, just glanced over, that's all.
But just this glance is very precious to Qu Yuanhan.
At this moment of life, people will be labeled with various labels, living in the cracks of labels, struggling and screaming in pain, let alone Qu Yuanhan.
At that moment, in the eyes of that person, Qu Yuanhan saw a more pure self, and he was the only one left in the peaceful world.
Qu Yuanhan, who never took the initiative to contact others with just this look in his eyes, stepped forward to find the peace he was chasing.
That's it.
The birth of love is really much easier than imagined, because the longing for too long finally turned into dryness, and finally a drop of rain fell at that moment.
The more you watch, the more you love.
Song Lin is a bastard, a wild dog, who runs wild everywhere and bites everyone, and has a bad temper. Obviously, this is far from the tranquility he longed for, but Qu Yuanhan's true love lies amidst the noise. found its own existence.
Song Lin never even looked at him directly, Qu Yuanhan just watched Song Lin's sorrows and joys from the perspective of a bystander, and was satisfied with that.
However, Love is unwilling to let him go just like that. Suddenly one day, Song Lin's just an inadvertent remark made Qu Yuanhan sink into the mud, and could no longer break free.
That time was an ordinary fight. Song Lin, who liked to fight everywhere since he was a child, ran into Qu Yuanhan face to face. Of course, the wild boy who followed behind him did not let him, a top student, Qu Yuanhan who did not resist. Being kicked directly, he staggered a step and stabilized his figure.
At that moment, Qu Yuanhan, who thought he would not get a response from Song Lin, heard words that he couldn't get rid of.
Song Lin was still a child, a child who didn't understand anything, what this child said was immature and ridiculous, but Qu Yuanhan couldn't help himself.
"You can touch me, but no one can touch him. He is my brother. If anyone dares to touch him, even if I lose this life, I will kill his whole family!"
Of course, Song Lin didn't get any good after saying this, but biting the opposite person like a mad dog also prevented the other party from being able to please him. This was a tragic scene for both sides.
Qu Yuanhan didn't make a move, he was very confused, the sharp contrast between everything in the past and the present washed over his mind again and again, making him unable to react.
When Qu Yuanhan woke up, everything had been done, and Song Lin, covered in blood, was lying on the ground in rough clothes. He had been beaten beyond recognition, and seemed to be a little delirious.
Qu Yuanhan sent him back home, and it is the same thing that Qu Yuanhan regrets the most.
Why did he send him home in the first place.
It's...not his home.
Song Lin was excluded, and in that family, he was once again severely taught by his biological father.
Song Lin, who has been making troubles since his stepmother came to the house, doesn't study hard, doesn't go to class, hangs out all day, and meets some dubious people. This is the same as the idea of a father who always wanted his child to become a soldier. Completely the opposite.
The father, who was utterly disappointed in Song Lin, also hurt his son deeply. The fight between the two broke out quickly at that moment, and finally led to irreparable consequences.
Song Lin, who was covered in injuries, was kicked out of the house.
Qu Yuanhan didn't see all this chaos.
It was also on that day that Fu Shangxiong picked up Song Lin who was sitting in the garbage dump.
Qu Yuanhan, who still couldn't handle the outburst of emotions, lost the opportunity because of this.
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