Classmates, restrain yourself

It's like I owe him, "Why do you keep talking about something and nothing, you like me?"

Over there, Yue Yangqiu froze for a moment and said, "I like you ass, are you avoiding me?"

"It's so beautiful to think, my phone is out of battery, I just charged it up."

Yue Yangqiu: "Where did you go? Send me the exact location."

"No, don't come to see me now." I always felt that Sheng Xiaobo and Shao Jia were looking at me with strange eyes, got up and walked out bravely, "In a few days, I may still have some things at home. Let you send it to me."

On the phone, Yue Yangqiu, who took a long breath because he was out of breath and was about to scold me, suddenly lost his temper again, "Okay, then in a few days, don't be fucking perfunctory until school starts, Xu Yang."

"I know, you're really thinking too much, neither of us should mention that matter, it's really not enough to just masturbate twice before we both grow a few strokes." I said.

Damn, my heart is bleeding, I actually really mind.

Yue Yangqiu was finally comforted, "As long as you don't mind, let me tell you, nothing is more important than your friend, Xu Yang, I really don't want to lose you."

"Fuck you, don't be sensational, I have goosebumps." She scolded him with a smile.

But I think...he must have felt something.

I'm afraid I can't go back to the original home, and I won't be able to go back again.

The possibility of going back is basically the same as the possibility of my parents remarrying, probably negative, I have no position and no chance to go back.

I can't say clearly about friendship. Maybe I'm a little passive. Usually, Sheng Xiaobo always takes the initiative to contact me. I never say that I went to his house to play during the holidays. The same goes for Yueyangqiu. No one will contact me anymore. , I disappeared into someone's world.

I myself don't know what I've done in a world of one person, I'm quite confused anyway, Yue Yangqiu must have noticed it too, if he doesn't hold on to this precarious friendship, my side will be disbanded.

When I got back from the phone call with Yue Yangqiu, Sheng Xiaobo tilted his head and asked me, "That was a man just now, right?"

"Yueyangqiu, you have seen it before."

Sheng Xiaobo laughed, "Wow, that kid is quite handsome, he's a nice guy!"

"..." Sure enough, whoever said it from Sheng Xiaobo's mouth seemed to have passed through a golden light, and he hadn't had much contact with that guy.

Shao Jia seemed to be lying on the bed and fell asleep. It wasn't until he turned over that the iron bed under him made a slight depressing "squeak" sound. I didn't know that he hadn't fallen asleep all this time, and was lying on his stomach playing with his mobile phone.

The poses are endless.

I was bored and wanted to smoke, I had no money to buy it, I didn’t have enough wireless network data, I hadn’t reissued my bank card, and I lost my ID card.

Suddenly, I felt that these seventeen or eighteen years of my life had been turned into a shit-like existence, with nowhere to start.

I can't help but think philosophically about the meaning of existence, probably to earn some money in my lifetime, and then find a compatible boyfriend for a few days to have a good time.

Otherwise, I can't figure out what else to do.

I know that Sheng Xiaobo doesn't smoke, but he has to borrow money to buy cigarettes.

"I'd better go home." Bored, he smashed the bed, the mattress underneath was too thin, and the skin was broken when his knuckles fell on it.

Sheng Xiaobo's eyes widened, "Isn't it? Didn't you just come back?"

Shao Jia on the opposite side finally reacted and glanced this way.

There is a lot of emotion hidden in his eyes, I can't understand it, the only thing I can feel is that if I dare to toss back immediately, he will want to beat me.

"I just came back, let me think about it again." I got up and went out.

It's really hot outside, it's about four o'clock in the afternoon, but the sun is still as big as it is about to hit the ground, and the shade of the trees is printed on the wall, half hot and half warm.

I saw Shao Jia's glasses cloth laying motionless on the tree branch. There was no wind in the daytime in summer, and it was about to dry out in the sun.

He always dislikes me, maybe it's because I haven't returned the glasses cloth after using it.

Wiping my hands with someone else's glasses cloth, I just thought about it and felt that I was too much. I walked up and took off the glasses cloth and held it in my hand. The cloth was hot, and I wanted to throw it to Shao Jia when I entered the room, but I didn't feel familiar with it. For that matter.

I said, "Thank you for this, I cleaned it up."

Shao Jia subconsciously wanted to reach out to take it, but then withdrew his hand, "No more."

"..."

To be honest, it seems that this is the first time I have been rejected by people.

Shao Jia's legs were very long, and he put his feet on the iron frame at the end of the bed without taking off his shoes, leaning his upper body against the quilt behind him, and he was in a very comfortable posture. He said, "This cloth is for the shoes, you keep it for wiping. Shoes."

Hold.

It turned out to be a shoe shiner.

Fortunately, I didn't use it to wipe my mouth. I was afraid that he would think I was disgusting.

No wonder the fabric is so rough.

Damn it, it is made so like glasses cloth, Shao Jia must know that I have misunderstood, but he never told me from the beginning to the end.

When Shao Jia got off the truck earlier, he held a courier box in his arms, which looked like shoes, and it was probably pulled out directly from it.

What if the store sent a pair of socks.

Do you want me to wipe your mouth with a sock?

Seeing that my expression was about to change, Sheng Xiaobo got up and pulled my sleeve quietly, "Yang'er, that thing is new and clean, if you don't wipe it for me, I'll use it."

Sheng Xiaobo is an old woman's life, and he can't wait to take it all on himself if there are conflicts and frictions.

The shoe-shining cloth was taken away by Sheng Xiaobo, and from the corner of the eye, Shao Jia seemed to be smiling, with contempt in her inconspicuous expression.

I feel that I am a villain for washing the shoe-shine cloth and carefully drying it on the tree branch.

In fact, I wouldn’t be so angry if someone else did this. I would just wipe it off and thank him sincerely for lending a helping hand, but the other party was Shao Jia.

I can't ignore this person's seemingly insignificant influence on me, and even the slightest fluctuation can make my heart that has no ripples rise to great anger.

Maybe it’s because I’ve been too frustrated recently, I endured everything I did, I stopped thinking about everything, I also hate my parents’ divorce, I hate them for insisting on getting married when they obviously don’t love each other, and when they get married, I put the fault of the two on me They fell apart, but what did I do wrong to get into such an embarrassing situation.

Shao Jia's appearance just magnified my powerless situation infinitely, making me become a stalker.

"How much money do you have?" I asked Sheng Xiaobo.

He turned around and plucked at his pockets, and finally took out a five-yuan one, six one-one pieces, crumpled and stacked together, "I wanted to take you on the bus, but Shao Jia picked us up, so there is only one piece left." A pile of money."

Staring at Sheng Xiaobo's pile of money, I found it was not enough to smoke a pack of cigarettes, so I gave up, "You take it first, I'll go and call my dad."

Shao Jia sat up from the bed, "How much do you want?"

"Not much...a pack of cigarettes." I stopped in my tracks and turned to look at him.

In fact, I didn't want to tell Shao Jia at all, but as soon as he spoke, I couldn't help but tell my purpose, even if I just told myself to treat him as air from now on.

Shao Jia lifted his buttocks and took out an extra-thin black money clip from the back pocket of his jeans. This action made the bed shake even louder.

There was not much money in the wallet, but there were a few bright red bills, and he drew two and handed them to me.

I froze in place.

He shook his wrist again, "Do you want it or not?"

If I take this money, I will look like... a beggar... or a prostitute.

But I still answered, "Thanks."

This scene happened many times later. Shao Jia not only handed me money, but also gifts, love letters, and everything I could think of, and the greatest thing among them might be his salary card. It’s just that later we changed the mood, he no longer handed me the things I desperately needed, but used all the ways he thought were good to pick up girls on me.

At least right now, I absolutely don't know how weird the way a steel straight man will be when he chases another man, but now I'm going to die if I don't smoke.

I'm afraid Shao Jia's favors are accumulating more and more.

The more you don't want to owe him, the more you will owe him. This fucking makes the sad boy feel helpless in life.

There are many tobacco and alcohol supermarkets on the street opposite the cram school, and the decoration is bleak, with signs that have been faded by the rain.

There is also a lady boss at the door who doesn't seem to want to continue working, sitting at the cash register and painting her bright red nails.

"A pack of cigarettes and a lighter."

I handed over the money, and the proprietress with an ion perm hairstyle looked up at me and took a pack of my regular cigarettes.

It was only then that I discovered that she might not be very old, but she was dressed in an old-fashioned way. The collar on her chest was lowered into a valley, the corners of her eyes were dark, and she probably had eyeliner tattooed. My mother just got that eyeliner some time ago. I thought she forgot to take off her makeup.

When asking me for money, the woman raised her little finger with freshly painted bright red nails and said, "Handsome guy, I started smoking now, is it addictive? It may affect development."

I wanted to say that I was tall enough, but in a blink of an eye I saw her glance down at me.

Fuck, have you been molested by a woman?

nothing.

When I went back, I squatted at the door smoking a cigarette, and Sheng Xiaobo sat on the bed inside and called me through the window, "Yangzi!"

"Ok?"

Sheng Xiaobo is a top student, he doesn't smoke, and he can't smell the smell of smoke, so he simply didn't enter the house. He pointed to the supermarket opposite, "Did you go to that Xinhao supermarket?"

I looked at the sign on the opposite side and said depressedly, "Well, what's wrong?"

"Have you been entertained by the proprietress?" Sheng Xiaobo had a smirk on his face.

I was at a loss for words, "Why, is it a tradition?"

"No...that girl..." Sheng Xiaobo hesitated, and finally said with a blushing face, "You should go less, half of the boys in our class are looking for her."

"..."

There are so many wonders in the world, you don’t know it, it’s because you haven’t seen it, but it doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist, I’ve opened my eyes a lot today.

Although Sheng Xiaobo said so, he didn't show any displeasure on his expression, he still looked yearning, I guess he was only one chance away.

Half of the boys in that class... including Shao Jia?

Is Shao Jia that kind of person?

He seems to have a clean freak than me, will he do that.

Hold.

Xu Yang, are you fucking crazy, your brain grew from him?Why do you think about Shao Jia.