hat and bandage

In his life before the age of 15, Osamu Dazai never thought that he would fall in love with someone.

For a guy like him who feels like he is suffering in the world when he opens his eyes, it is really incredible that he can find someone who can affect his emotions in a state of wanting to die.

[Disqualification in the world], like his ability, Osamu Dazai did not expect the word [alive].

Osamu Dazai is pursuing death wholeheartedly, but when he cannot die smoothly, he can't help but find the meaning of living.

Why on earth was he born in this world?

Why on earth does a guy like himself with bad taste, bad character, and no light at all continue to live?

Unable to have a sense of intimacy with anyone, unable to view the relationship between people normally, only to look at everything with hypocritical illusions, to speculate with cruel malice in the port mafia, and finally become in the muddy waters of the other world It's getting dirty.

Completely lose the qualifications of being a human being.

In this world, the guy Dazai hates the most is himself.

However, even if he is such a bad self, maybe there will still be gods favoring him, allowing him to meet the person he is destined for.

The gods of this world are really kind.

Let him meet Zhong Ye when he was 15 years old, and let him meet the most important friend in his life.

But this god is a bad guy with a worse personality than him.

After he had a best friend, he brutally took it away. When he obeyed his best friend's last words and decided to defect to the port mafia, he had to face the fact that Zhong would never leave with him.

While taking away his friendship, he also wanted to make him lose his love.

Really bad guy.

However, Osamu Dazai thought, he would not let go.

Zhongyuan Zhong could only stay by his side.

He is willing to accept this world for the other party, and can live vigorously for the other party. As long as Zhongya is by his side, he will have the courage to continue to survive.

After all, Osamu Dazai is a coward who would worry about getting hurt even if he touches cotton. He alone cannot generate the courage to continue living.

Nakahara is also a lock for Osamu Dazai to live.

Never leave, never lose.

Even if you try your best to design a gamble with no result, you must keep the other party by your side.

Will it win in the end?or lose?

perhaps.

Osamu Dazai had already guessed the ending.

The skeleton of the young man in his arms was small, soft and warm, just big enough to hold him tightly in his arms.

As if embracing the whole world, Osamu Dazai buried his head in the young man's neck dawdly, refusing to raise his head.

"Are you a dog that hasn't seen its owner for a month?"

Nakahara was also so angry that he lost his temper. He helplessly stretched out his hands from both sides of Dazai's neck. He took off the gloves, threw them aside casually, and then gently placed his hands on Dazai's head.Nakaya's slender and slender fingers were covered with a layer of calluses from years of use of guns and daggers, and they were not softly inserted into Dazai's black hair.

"It's Zhongye's fault, cheapskate. If he said he ran away from home, he ran away from home and didn't come back for more than a month. Zhongye is a wayward child, right?"

Osamu Dazai complained sullenly.

"Which bastard threw my hat into the toilet first?" Zhong Yuanzhong tugged at the hairy head buried in the crescent of his neck, "And what do you mean you won't come back for a month? Don't tell me I'm very I'm not busy, but I'm carrying out a commission, you free-living fellow."

"Hats, commissions, etc., are they more important than me?"

"What are you arguing about with the hat? Do you want to sleep on the flyover if I don't accept the commission... and you should get up, don't bury your head on me and breathe, it's very itchy."

Nakahara tried his best to move his head away, but Osamu Dazai hugged him like an octopus.

"No, no, I need to replenish my energy. If I don't take another breath, I will die."

Zhong also couldn't help complaining: "Sorry, I don't have the function to charge Qingmao."

He was forced to be hugged on the ground and sucked like a cat for several minutes. Nakahara Nakahara fought wits and courage with the man on top of him for a while, and finally he was helpless with his orange hair curled up. Lian broke free.

"Okay, don't be silly, tell me the truth, what on earth are you doing in Xiongying?"

Nakahara also exhaled, sat cross-legged on the plush carpet, grabbed Dazai's collar, pulled the other's head off, and approached face to face.

The blue eyes narrowed sharply slightly, staring at Dazai's smiling eyes.

"Come and see you."

"Who believes?"

Osamu Dazai had a hurt face: "Little slug has played wild outside and doesn't know how to go home. I'm not allowed to come and see you now."

"I told you I'm not playing."

Zhong couldn't help but interjected, but Dazai insisted on ignoring it.

Instead, the heartbroken loud BB:

"Did the little dwarf cheat—"

The black-haired man looked sullen, "Is that the bastard man next door? Even if the other party has the elimination system and has bandage attributes, you can't fall in love with others. His personality can't eliminate your rampage, and I look better than him." too much."

After finishing speaking, he still thought about his own advantages, and he was obsessed with wanting to compare the other party.

"What are you talking nonsense, bastard, how could I, Zhongyuan Zhong, do such a thing!"

The orange-haired little gentleman slammed his forehead against the other's forehead, and made a loud noise that sounded super painful, interrupting the other's chanting, and he cursed viciously as if he was offended:

"Are you fucking suspicious of me?"

Osamu Dazai was pitiful, and at the distance between their foreheads, he suddenly moved forward and kissed the corner of Chuya's mouth:

"No, of course Chuya loves me the most."

Chu also stared at him expressionlessly.

Osamu Dazai wanted to lean in for a kiss again, but this time Chuya put his hand on his mouth directly.

The slender but calloused hands were not soft, and there was a pair of platinum rings on Dazai Osamu's hands.

"I didn't do such a thing, Dazai, what happened recently?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also asked in confusion: "What did I do to make you feel so insecure?"

The last conversation was good, and this time is also good.

Why is Osamu Dazai always worried about leaving?

Is his character and reputation so bad?

"Because Zhong is not by my side, so I will think wildly."

Osamu Dazai bent his eyes, licked the palm of his hand in the middle, and said in a brisk tone under the eyes of the other party who disliked and retracted his hand, but full of helplessness and connivance:

"Besides, the little dwarf has a low IQ. It would be bad if he was deceived by someone with malicious intentions. Of course I have to keep a close eye on you."

"Hey, I haven't been able to eat well or sleep well during this time, and I've lost a lot of weight."

"Are you so fragile?" Nakaya rolled his eyes, swept Dazai around, and snorted:

"Stop pretending, Dazai, do you think I don't understand you?"

The two who have grown up entangled with each other since they were 15 years old know each other better than anyone else.

Zhong also stared at the other party for a long time, and then asked with a firm tone of voice:

"What happened to Yokohama? No, something happened to the detective agency? ... But you don't want me to go back? Why?"

"Oh, when did the little dwarf become smart?"

Osamu Dazai paused slightly, then raised his head with a smile, "Could it be that being a teacher can improve IQ?"

"..."

Chuuya narrowed his eyes dangerously.

Osamu Dazai immediately raised his hands in surrender.

"Okay, okay, let me tell you the truth, and ask Mr. Chuya to spare my life."

The black-haired man looked at Zhongya's expressionless face gently, and he guessed that the little man must not know that his eyes had revealed anxiety long ago.

No matter where he goes, his heart will not change.

——Attention to peers.

"Remember that new guy I told you about earlier?"

"The one called Atsushi Nakajima?" Zhong also thought for a while: "What's wrong with him?"

"He." Dazai said in a relaxed tone, "A bounty was offered on the black market, and the port mafia accepted the order and sent someone to arrest him."

"……what?"

Zhong Yuanzhong was also stunned, "Why? Didn't you say that he was born in an ordinary orphanage?"

"That's right. We've checked, and Dun Jun was indeed born in an orphanage."

"Then why is there a reward?"

Dazai shrugged his shoulders: "Who knows, before I came, he was attacked once, and Akutagawa was responsible for arresting him, that is a troublesome guy, Atsushi, and the Tanizaki brothers and sisters were seriously injured... Don't worry, no Shi and Ms. Yosano can both be rescued, um, although Akutagawa let them off for the time being for my sake, Chu should understand, right?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also pursed his lips, his face a little heavy: "As long as the interests are sufficient, the port mafia will never give up its prey...?"

"Ah, it's really bad." Zhong also tugged at his hair and struggled for a while: "How much is the reward for Dun Jun?"

"The kind that China can't afford, it's absolutely impossible to pay the port mafia to stop."

Dazai stretched out his hand and pulled the young man who was sitting cross-legged in front of him into his arms, and rubbed him without any pressure: "After all, that's a full 70 billion."

"..."

"...70 billion!?"

Chuya straightened his back and raised his head suddenly, almost bumping directly into Osamu Dazai's chin.His voice raised a degree in astonishment, and he asked in disbelief:

"Hey, hey, are you sure our newcomer is just an ordinary person? Which ordinary person will be offered a reward of 70 billion for no reason!"

"Well...according to his memory, it is indeed the case. As for whether there is any secret, we have to wait for investigation."

Dazai was playing with the handle that was also a full circle smaller than him, and said casually.

His iris-colored eyes looked gently at the wedding rings of the two, which were of the same style. It was different from the one he showed off in a high-profile way. Nakaya always hid it under his gloves, but the brand-new patterns showed how much the owner cared for it. .

"You don't seem to be worried at all?" Nakaya glanced at his grasped hand, "Didn't you say that the person in charge is Akutagawa? That kid is not a soft-hearted character. If you hit him alone, the newcomer will die. .”

"Be at ease, be at ease."

Dazai didn't care too much: "There is a detective agency, we won't let our companions be arrested casually."

"Otherwise, I'd better go back." Zhong was not at ease, "Or take the newcomer to me to avoid the limelight..."

"no--"

Dazai refused in a drawn-out tone, he hugged him tightly, and put his head next to the ear of the young man in his arms: "Have you forgotten, too? The port mafia has always wanted to take you back."

"According to the priority... I think you should be a little higher than Dun Jun."

Zhong Yuan also paused: "..."

Osamu Dazai noticed the stiff body of the young man in his arms almost immediately, his eyes were bent, and he put his chin on Chuya's head, his tone was gentle but bewitching:

"So no, Chuya can't go back to Yokohama now, and he can't take Dun-kun over. The target is too big, and it will be troublesome if he chases after him. Zhong also has no way to attack the port mafia, right?"

"Not to mention that the person in charge is Akutagawa."

Osamu Dazai paused after speaking, with a sour tone: "I haven't seen you beat him in the port mafia."

"...Why am I beating him when I have nothing to do?"

After Chuya came back to his senses, he gave him a blank look, "A serious and motivated junior, he is also polite to me. Although his personality is a bit... no, he is quite stubborn, but he is also a good boy, and he will do what he tells him well. He is still a companion, why should I beat him?"

"You think everyone is the same as you! The apprentice you picked up by yourself was completely merciless in attacking, five shots and one punch... Thanks to you for doing it, if I wasn't there at the time, Akutagawa stopped me afterwards, I have to beat you."

"I don't understand why he respects you so much."

The orange-haired little gentleman snorted coldly as he recalled the past.

Dazai Osamu: "..."

Osamu Dazai was in a complicated mood, and he secretly decided to write a note to the innocent Akutagawa Ryunosuke far away in Yokohama.

"What's more, if Akutagawa is chasing after me, I can also run with the newcomer on my shoulders. Akutagawa is not in good health, and he can't run away from me at all."

"...No, no, definitely reject it." Dazai grumbled expressionlessly: "And it's not about this problem at all, it's because you are too soft-hearted, and you don't have any intentions, so I don't want to expose Chuuya to the mafia, just in case What to do if you get scammed."

"Akutagawa saw you. Doesn't that mean that Mr. Mori knows the whereabouts of the two of us? Does it make a difference? And what does it mean to cheat...I'm not a child."

Dazai blinked his eyes, thinking to himself that his shorty's tricks could not play against Mr. Mori at all, so he could not help but hug him tightly with a sense of crisis:

"In short - Zhong can stay here with peace of mind, we will solve the matter of Dun, I promise, I won't let the port mafia take Xin Renjun away, and Zhong also doesn't want to have a conflict with the mafia, right? Na na , okay, Chuya? It’s okay, just leave it to me this time.”

"...Is it really all right, you?"

Zhongyuan Zhong didn't worry about raising his head, "That's the port mafia. Even if you were a cadre in the past, you, a traitor, will have no good fruit if you get caught."

"Ah, is Chuya worried about me?" Dazai Osamu kissed his lover's soft cheek with shining eyes, "Don't worry, those idiots can't catch me."

"..."

Nakaya stared at him with blue eyes, hesitating.

The worry in his eyes fell into Dazai's eyes, which instantly softened the black-haired man's heart.

Well, his little dwarf is really as cute as cheating.

He couldn't control it for a while, and threw him to the ground again.

"Okay, okay, I'll leave it to you. If something unexpected happens, please let me know... when will you go back?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also pushed the man's head halfway, frowned and muttered: "Hey, be honest, don't stick your hands into my clothes."

"Well...in a few days."

Dazai replied slowly, "I just want to see you, I have a hunch...the detective society and the mafia have had a dispute for a long time, and it will be difficult for Zhong, so you stay here and wait for things to calm down Go back."

"Don't take responsibility for what I said!" Zhongya paused, and muttered unhappily: "At any rate, I'm also a member of the detective agency now."

"Yes, of course my little guy won't back down, but it's just that there's no need for you to come forward this time, just let me protect you once."

"It's just a little farce."

Osamu Dazai's iris-colored eyes were bent, different from the gloomy and dark colors in the mafia in the past, his eyes at this time seemed to be so gentle that people could easily sink into them, as if they were blessed by the sun.

If Osamu Dazai wanted to, almost no one could get rid of the tenderness in his eyes.

Even if he knows the nature of the other party, and knows that there may be some traps under such gentleness, but facing such an expression, he still can't calm down——

Zhongyuan Zhongye's blue eyes lowered slightly.

"Zhongye..."

Osamu Dazai rested his forehead on the forehead of the orange-haired young man below him, and said the other party's name in an indistinct voice:

"Hey, do you love me? Chuya, will you leave me?"

"Tsk."

Hearing this, Zhong Yuan Zhong also frowned slightly, stretched out his hand, and directly grabbed the man's black hair.

Then he didn't answer anything, instead he pulled the person down without hesitation, and kissed the other person's lips fiercely.

Fool.

If not love, how could he rather defect to the port mafia than leave with you?

……

Would rather... defect...how could it be...?

The intense kiss blurred Chuya's consciousness.

The memory that seemed to be vaguely aware of something wrong was also ignored under the thinner air and hot breath.

……

the next morning.

Sunny and cloudless,

Zhong also reluctantly opened his eyes under the persistent beating of the alarm clock. He moved in the arms of a certain man for a while, stretched out his hand with difficulty, and slapped the alarm clock on the bedside off.

I glanced sleepily—at seven o'clock, it's time to get up, wash, have a breakfast and get ready for work.

……sleepy.

The orange-haired little gentleman buried his head in the pillow a few seconds after he lifted it up. He moved again—although he didn’t move much because he was hugged too tightly as a pillow—and rested his head on Dazai In his arms, Qianqian yawned, and didn't want to get up for a while.

He squinted his eyes like a lazy cheetah, and the tip of his nose was full of another person's breath.

Speaking of which, it's been a long time since I woke up and there was someone next to me or something.

It was as if they were still in Yokohama.

Although he didn't admit it, Zhong Yuanzhong really missed the old days.

After all, the two had lived together for many years, and of course he would not be used to living alone once again.

"Good morning, Chuya."

Dazai woke up at the moment when the alarm clock rang, but he didn't open his eyes, he just quietly felt the rare reaction of the lover in his arms, and when the other party approached again, he involuntarily hugged the other party's slender waist tightly , happily opened his eyes and kissed his little dwarf's forehead: "It's so rare, Zhong Ye actually acted like a baby."

"...Who acted like a baby?"

The obvious difference in body shape made Chuuya seem to be stuffed into the other party's arms. He let the other party hold him, and muttered in a muffled voice, "I'm just too tired to move."

"Then do you want to skip class?" Osamu Dazai said immediately, "Chuya doesn't have class today anyway, right?"

"Come on, I won't skip work."

Zhong Ye struggled mentally for a long time, finally overcame the idea of ​​staying in bed, lifted the quilt and sat up on the bed, "And today I have to make a training plan for Liri, anyway, she is also my disciple now, I should give some special treatment. "

"Eh?"

In the tender conversation between the lovers in the morning, a strange name and a female "she" suddenly appeared, and Osamu Dazai was awakened by the little sleepiness that was still left.

"Wait a minute." The black-haired man widened his iris-colored eyes: "What disciple? Chuya, you didn't tell me!!!"

"Huh? Didn't I tell you?"

"No!!"

Zhongyuan Zhong also got out of bed with bare feet, stepped on the plush snow-white carpet, and didn't even look back to pick up his yesterday's clothes that were thrown on the ground.

"It's not a big deal, is it? Liri Ochako, one of my students, has a personality similar to mine. I recognized me as a master yesterday, so I just teach her how to use her personality...Hey, Dazai, I might Come back in the afternoon, do you want to go out or—”

Without saying a word, Osamu Dazai immediately lifted the quilt with a swish, and Hichuya was in a hurry to get dressed and wash.

"I want to go to school with you."