Withdrawal reaction [ABO]

When Wei Xinran rushed upstairs, Song Yanning hid in the corner of the roof.

The roof was empty, and the gloomy sky was lowered down, as if one could grasp the drowsy world with one's hand.

Song Yanning huddled in the corner of the roof, hugging her knees and shaking her hair.

Wei Xinran cautiously approached him, and said softly, "Ningning?"

Song Yanning shook his head suddenly, and exclaimed: "Don't come here!"

Wei Xinran immediately stopped on the spot, not daring to take another step forward.

Behind Song Yanning is a tall building.

If one wrong step is taken, one's body will be smashed to pieces, and there will be no redemption.

"Ningning, it's me, it's me." Wei Xinran squatted in front of Song Yanning covered in cold sweat, letting his eyes meet Song Yanning's, "Wei Xinran, it's me, don't be afraid of Ningning, don't be afraid—"

"Don't come over!" Song Yanning yelled madly, "Don't come over!"

Wei Xinran squatted on the ground, neither forward nor backward, knelt down on the ground, stretched out his hand to Song Yanning, and said softly: "Ningning, Ningning is not afraid, don't be afraid, I won't, I won't Will do anything to hurt you."

He spread out his soft palms to Song Yanning, as if showing his friendliness and gentleness to the little animals.

Song Yanning covered her head, her voice trembling: "Wei Xinran..."

Wei Xinran quickly agreed, "I'm here, I'm here!"

Song Yanning's voice trembled, and the subdued crying trembled in the air. Wei Xinran only felt that his heart was trembling and aching along with him.

"Don't come here..." Song Yanning said, "I will, I will kill you..."

Wei Xinran's outstretched hand was frozen in the air.

No, that's not the case.

It wasn't Song Yanning who harmed Wei Xinran, but Wei Xinran who harmed Song Yanning.

If it wasn't for his insatiable greed, Song Yanning would be fine now.

It shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be like this, Song Yanning, he shouldn't be like this.

It's all his fault.

"You won't! You will never harm me!" Wei Xinran panicked, "I—"

Wei Xinran was speechless.

I hurt you.

I was afraid that you would leave me, so I indulged your sickness and let you keep falling in this boundless mud, just to make you closer to me.

Closer to the dirty, hopeless me.

I was the one who pulled you... into pain.

But if, if Song Yanning knew all this.Wei Xinran thought in a panic.Will he leave me?

The only different existence, how can we leave him!

Wei Xinran was silent for a while, and said hoarsely: "Ningning, Ningning, you won't hurt me, I'm a doctor, do you remember?"

"You're just sick, just like a cold, you just, you just have a bad cold." Wei Xinran approached him bit by bit, "You're just sick, you'll be fine, I'm a doctor, remember?"

"I'm not sick!" Song Yanning shouted with tears all over her face.

"It's not like this when you are sick! I pushed Song Yanzhi down! I did it!" Song Yanning's voice became hoarse, and the young man screamed hoarsely, "I killed someone! I am, I am. It hurt people!"

"I hurt someone..." Song Yanning suddenly lost all strength, and hugged his head weakly, "I didn't, I really didn't mean it, I just, I don't know..."

"Wei Xinran..." Song Yanning said aggrievedly, tears fell down in big drops.

"I really do not know……"

Wei Xinran's heart felt sore, and the prickly pain spread from his heart to his whole body, followed by a dull pain that could not go away for a long time.

Every word Song Yanning said, every word, every hesitant pause and scream, hit his heart heavily.

It hurts so much.

He is a mortal, how can he bear this kind of pain?

He is a mortal, why can he commit such a big crime?

"I know! I know everything!" Wei Xinran approached Song Yanning again, "I know you're afraid, and I know you didn't do it on purpose."

Wei Xinran stretched out his arms towards Song Yanning: "You're just in too much pain, you just... can't help it."

Song Yanning raised her eyes to look at Wei Xinran. After a long time, she finally said helplessly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I really, really can't do anything...I don't know what to do, I don't know..."

Wei Xinran said cautiously: "I know! Ningning, I know."

he knows.

He couldn't be clearer.

Powerless, powerless to struggle.

When pain comes, it is like a tsunami, and our human mind cannot escape.

Before meeting Song Yanning, Wei Xinran faced all these things alone, faced the emotions he could never feel deeply, faced the tenderness, happiness, sadness and regret that he would never touch.

He is not in the dark.

His heart is blind, and he is destined not to see the light.

There was nothing he could do, no struggle, no way to escape.

He didn't know how to feel, but then—

Song Yanning is here.

Stumbled into his life and gave him new experiences and possibilities.

He never knew what to do, just instinctively wanting to shine.

Song Yanning saved him.

Now it's his turn to fight for him.

"You don't need to know what to do, and you don't need to be sorry."

"I'll help you, can I help you? Let me help you?"

"You can't help me!" Song Yanning shouted emotionally again, "No one can help me! I'm hopeless! I, I can't do without medicine until now! I'm hopeless!"

"You are saved!" Wei Xinran shouted, "I said you are saved and you are!"

Song Yanning was taken aback by Wei Xinran's shout.

"I am your husband! I am a doctor! Just listen to me!" Wei Xinran shouted, "No matter when you are in pain, helplessness or happiness, come to me! You can share everything with me. I!"

"You can rely on me." Wei Xinran said softly, "You can be addicted to me."

I will make your medicine.

You come to be my barrier.

I know, I know you can't help it.

I will do your way.

"Song Yanning."

Wei Xinran opened her arms to Song Yanning.

"Come and love me deeply. Will you?"

Have you ever tried your best to love someone?

With that kind of force, he regarded him as the only way out and relief, and looked back at him as a ray of light.

He gives you a soft palm, which you can use as a hug with all your strength.

Is that really still love?

It's already a terrible pain, a habit you can't get rid of, a drug that numbs your mind's perception of pain.

Love is right, it is a lifetime of affection.

Love is wrong, it is heart-wrenching.

Saying goodbye to someone who once loved wrongly is a withdrawal reaction that we must bear.

Song Yanning's eyes were full of tears, and he could barely see the outline of Wei Xinran in his dim eyes. He asked shyly, "Is there any help for me?"

Wei Xinran gently touched his hand: "It's possible, I'll save you."

Song Yanning carefully held Wei Xinran's index finger, as if he would let go, and Wei Xinran would disappear like a dream.

"Really?" Song Yanning said, "You lied to me."

"I didn't!" Wei Xinran raised his hand to make an oath, "I swear, okay? I swear, if I don't save you, I'll be struck by lightning!"

Song Yanning looked at him fixedly, and slowly squeezed his hand tightly.

"Don't abandon me." Song Yanning begged, "Is it okay?"

"Come and love me deeply." Wei Xinran asked softly, "Are you okay?"

The next second, Wei Xinran clenched Song Yanning's hand, and then pulled Song Yanning into his arms.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid of anything." Wei Xinran hugged Song Yanning tightly into his arms, "I'm here to save you, don't be afraid of anything, I'm very powerful."

"I'll save you, I'll be your support."

Wei Xinran hugged Song Yanning with all her strength, as if she wanted to compress and shatter all the painful time and space, and then integrate Song Yanning into her body and life.

"Don't be afraid of anything, you are responsible for loving me, okay?"

Song Yanning blinked her eyes, tears fell down, Song Yanning buried her face in Wei Xinran's shoulder.

"……it is good."

You will be my new obsession.