Withdrawal reaction [ABO]

As soon as Jiang Yu opened the door, he saw Song Yanning squatting at the door and eavesdropping.

How could Jiang Yu think that such a well-behaved Song Yanning could do such a thing as eavesdropping?

When Jiang Yu was in a daze, Song Yanning quickly pulled him out, and then closed the door carefully.

"Hush—" Song Yanning made a silent gesture, "Don't talk!"

Then Song Yanning grabbed Jiang Yu with one hand, put the other half close to his ear, and leaned against the crack of the door.

Jiang Yu looked at him, was silent for a long time, and asked in a low voice, "What are you doing?"

Song Yanning said in a low voice: "Hua Chang said, you have to see the tricks! I need to know what Song Yanzhi said about me, so I can deal with it!"

Jiang Yu: "..."

Jiang Yu couldn't laugh or cry: "It's not a war, what about you?"

"As for!" Song Yanning's face was filled with impassioned enthusiasm, "That's why I lost a man last time, I can't fall down on the same place twice!"

Jiang Yu: "..."

"We are the future hope of Omega!" Song Yanning patted Jiang Yu's shoulder earnestly, "There is a long way to go, boy!"

Then Song Yanning put his arms around Jiang Yu's neck and said, "Say our slogan with me!"

"Down with all the idiot Alphas who dominate the boss, and usher in a better tomorrow for Omega!"

Jiang Yu: "..."

Jiang Yu: "... Giving you to the Huashang School is the stupidest thing Wei Xinran has ever done, bar none."

Song Yanning lied to Jiang Yu by pretending to be stupid, and when he fled from the basement in a hurry, he felt that his heart was about to stop suddenly.

He covered his heart, panting heavily while holding the bus stop sign.

He was actually... just curious about what Wei Xinran and Song Yanzhi would do together.

He is afraid.

He didn't want Wei Xinran to be with Song Yanzhi.

Not liking, not love, but panic.

Yes, panic.

Xiang Wei seemed to have evaporated, Song Yanning ran all over the hospital, but he couldn't find a doctor named Xiang Wei.

Without Xiang Wei, without Cheng Lan, without Lu Yunyan, Wei Xinran is the only warmth.

Wei Xinran is the only light.

He couldn't lose Wei Xinran.

Song Yanning thought that Wei Xinran must not be lost.

If even Wei Xinran didn't want him, he would really have no light or warmth at all.Under the effect of the medicine, Song Yanning suffered from emptiness and helplessness all the time.

He needs someone, he needs an Alpha to take him over.

He once thought that person was Lu Yunyan, but Lu Yunyan abandoned him.Now that Wei Xinran is here, he should not lose it anymore.

He can't lose any more.

He was fed up with that emptiness.

The never-ending, boundless sense of emptiness.

Can you feel that emptiness?

The turbulent, irresistible loneliness, like the waves of the sea, hits you directly on the cold and hard rock.

You hear the sound of your own bones breaking.

You know that you are creating a crack, but under the crack is blood and bone marrow that has no place to rest.

They have nothing to rely on, they float in the void.

The soul has nowhere to rest.

You can't gather your own pheromones, you can only let them flow around.

More often than not, all you need is a hug.

But even after getting that hug, you still feel empty, so you finally understand that this emptiness comes from the depths of your limbs, and it cannot be stopped by an external hug.

Whenever this happens, Song Yanning will get up, find her own medicine, and then take it.

If this longing were to be made more concrete, Song Yanning would need a sleeping pill even more.

He was alone and had a terrible, lonely time.

More often, his hands trembled so much that he could not hold the medicine bottle steadily, and the medicine scattered on the ground, so he knelt on the ground, picked it up one by one, and put them back into the medicine bottle carefully.

Before Wei Xinran, he used sleeping pills to fall asleep every day.

It's not that Song Yanning doesn't want to get better, he really does.

He worked very hard.

But by himself, he couldn't do it.

He threw away his sleeping pills and the medicine Cheng Lan gave him, and then made up his mind to change his mind and start a new life.He wrote a schedule, forced a smile on his face with the others, and exercised regularly.

But when night comes, he still suffers.

It was too painful for him to bear.

He even wanted to cut his body open to see what went wrong that caused him to suffer this pain.

But when he cut open his own skin, he found that what was really corrupt was his blood, his brain, and his soul that he would never be able to touch.

He cannot save himself.

He can't.

He couldn't bear the withdrawal reaction after going off the drug.

too painful.

How could he endure such suffering as a mortal?

He wanted Lu Yunyan to save him, but Lu Yunyan not only refused to save him, but also pushed him into a more painful abyss.

Now that someone finally came to save him, he couldn't lose this opportunity again.

He couldn't lose Wei Xinran.

Wei Xinran was adjusting the dosage of his medicine, and it seemed that he was going to stop the medicine.

Song Yanning was very scared.

The withdrawal reaction made him panic, and he was like a drowning person, clinging to everything.

Without sleeping pills, without Cheng Lan's medicine, if even Wei Xinran was gone, he would have to fight the tsunami-like pain by himself.

Song Yanning didn't want to.

Song Yanning held on to the bus stop sign and gradually made up her mind.

Wei Xinran cannot be lost.

No matter who it is, they can't take Wei Xinran away.

No matter what method is used, Wei Xinran cannot be allowed to leave.

When people make up their minds to do something, they will find that some changes have occurred in themselves. The determination on this matter allows us to re-understand and organize some knowledge that we have never paid attention to, and finally have a feeling of enlightenment.

That is, as the saying goes, enlightenment.

Song Yanning stood at the entrance of the old street, next to the rusted bus stop sign, and in front of the green wall covered with ivy, and opened his mind.

About Wei Xinran, about keeping Wei Xinran.

No matter the cost.

play hard.

He has already failed once, this time, he must never lose Wei Xinran again.

Song Yanning didn't realize that his dependence on drugs and Lu Yunyan had gradually transferred to Wei Xinran.

And gradually morbid.

When Song Yanning was waiting for the car, a car stopped in front of him.The car window rolled down, and Wei Yingran appeared in front of Song Yanning.

"Xiao Ning?" Surprise flashed in Wei Yingran's eyes, "Why are you here?"

Song Yanning was slightly taken aback, and suddenly remembered what he had learned these days.

If you want to test whether the other person likes you or not, just keep in touch with another person and see if he is jealous.

Song Yanning thought: "Even if you're not jealous, Wei Xinran's instinct as an Alpha will make Wei Xinran feel violated, so he will pay more attention to mine, right?"

Getting his attention is a good start, isn't it?

Thinking of this, Song Yanning smiled softly at Wei Yingran.

"He likes me who used to be weak and gentle." Song Yanning thought, "So he should smile like before."

Wei Yingran saw Song Yanning stunned for a moment, thought he was frightened, and asked, "Did I frighten you?"

Song Yanning shook her head childishly: "No! Is there something wrong, brother?"

For some reason, Wei Yingran always felt that something was different about Song Yanning.

Wei Yingran thought about it, but never paid attention to it.What could be wrong with a simple child like Song Yanning?

So Wei Yingran smiled and said, "Where are you going? I'll take you there."

Song Yanning immediately shook her head: "No need, no need! I want to find a place to eat, so I won't bother senior brother!"

While expressing his refusal, he pretended to reveal his destination inadvertently. If the other party really wanted to help, he would be more proactive.

This will not only make you appear innocent and understanding, but also achieve the goal.

Wei Yingran raised his eyebrows and smiled: "It's just that, I also want to find a place to eat, why don't we go together?"

Song Yanning frowned a little difficultly, and nervously grasped the straps of her backpack.

"So..." Song Yanning hesitated to speak, "It's a pity that he..."

Wei Yingran frowned, disgust flashed in his eyes, and he quickly covered it up.

"It's okay." Wei Yingran smiled, "It's just a meal, besides, aren't you hungry?"

Song Yanning bit her lower lip, finally nodded shyly, and said with a bright smile, "Thank you, brother!"

Wei Yingran smiled, his expression unpredictable.

He has a crush on Song Yanning, and has been wary of Wei Xinran, but after being on guard for a long time, he didn't expect Wei Xinran, a little bastard, to marry directly and get married.

Wei Yingran was not reconciled.

Wei Yingran, who had other thoughts about Song Yanning in his heart, didn't notice that Song Yanning was sitting obediently in the back of the car, with his head lowered, his long bangs and hair hanging down, covering the smile on his mouth.

Come to see me.

Come take over me.

Come and save me, I am a mortal, how can I endure this kind of pain?

Come with me, okay?

[The author has something to say: Meng Sheng: Xiao Ning is going to be a little sick...don't hit me (get away...)]